Saturday, May 4, 2013

My life at this time is very different than I thought it would turn out to be

I didn't think I would be in a war in my old age, but I am, we all are, many do not know it yet, but they'll find out the hard way when it hits them alongside the head like it did to me.  

I am in the grip of something psychopathic,  these devices enable so much power to be given to any one individual, that the power is heady and turns anyone into a psychopathic person.  

From what I have seen this seems to be an innate trait in all of us.  Especially men, who think manhood is all about control. That's what they think, control is manhood. I see manhood as a totally different thing. This manhood attitude is what gets us in trouble all over the world, and commits most crimes and abominations like child sexual abuse, thievery, etc . You get my drift.. 


I was speaking to my Muslim friend and he said the Muslim way of looking at women is that " the world is beneath our feet, Motherhood. I asked him what if the woman did not want to have children? No decent reply.  He also mentioned drinking and alcoholism, evidently the Muslims can't hold their liquor and this is why it is forbidden in the Quran, Mohammed saw this within his people even in his time.  They must be like the US Indians,,no method of moderation built up. So if we want to take over the Muslim world and subjugate them,,give them booze it seems that is their genetic weakness.

I also signed up for a DEW symposium , I will write about it after I get there. I do not want dates, where or time put here for fear of sabotage.

Spoke with another TI yesterday and she states her cops are not involved in her targeting, mine are,, one police car followed the taxi (The Ride) I was in, from Saccos auto repair on Lynn ST. up the street to the mall , zapping me all the way , we had to drop another passenger off along the way, I took a taxi. Anytime a relative or acquaintance gives me a ride their vehicle is sabotaged.

To many times this has been done to disbelieve.


 I have had to rely on buses and The Ride when no bus is available. Sometimes it is very difficult.  As I got on The Ride I noticed Cherie Rathburn across the street the neighborhood gossip and she is the one who threw the old cement in the pond,,our drinking water.  I wrote to the EPA about this, I know old cement is full of toxins and Peabody's water is bad enough from past abuses and lack of care. She is also the one who denuded the pond edge in back of her house,, so she could enjoy the "view" this is our watershed and not her private pond.  So she hates me and feels I maligned her as being Jewish, and that is not true,,I admire and appreciate Jewish people, Einstein is long been a hero of mine, and his wife.
I was cheated or so I thought out of some money, a person I met through her, he bing Jewish. I only asked him if it was true what bin laden's mentor thought of Jews.

That because of their enslavement under the Egyptians, "when Jews are poor the are slavish, and when rich arrogant and cruel. " I will add the exact quote here at another time. I do not believe this, but asked out of a scholarly question. She took it as an insult, she's not to bright anyway.



I should of taken a pic but did not think of it, probably programmed not too.