Wednesday, August 20, 2014
dread
an undescribable feeling of dread has come over me,,,they are using the LRad,,,in Ferguson, or is gearing up too..it was incorrect also in naming Raytheon as the inventor from what I remember Woody norris,,,ATC invented it,,,at least he had one to demonstrate to me way back then..I guess i was ahead of my time,,,now my prophecy is come true,,,they are using this shit on everyone...everyone...oh well now I don't feel to alone...
20 August 14
Today is such a nice day,,,it could be better if I wasn't pulsed..sunny warm,,, nice,,,
I txt bud this morning called him a dickhead,,,he had the power tools,,james could of scraped and been painting the house days ago..it could of all been done,,,but it is not my house so it is up to them to take car of it,,,I am tired of paying out this money to james who is dicking around as well as bud,,,see what I mean dickheads...and the house looks like shit,,,i gave bud 70 bucks last month to fix the well, that did not get done,,,I asked him to level my refrigerator,,which seems to be working quite well now that I took it out of the corner and put if on level ground..working real well...so someone has to come over and level this off for me,,,,maybe I will call best buy and see what they can do for me.....
I have been hiding in the house,,,as much as possible my only avenue to the outside world is the internet,,,how sad is that,,i do have to go out for food...and that I do,,, I lost ten pounds and I am glad of that and wish to lose more...I would love to be a fashion diva once more,,,Can you imagine,,,when I worked in ca. many of the women I worked with always complimented me on the clothes I wore,,,nothing to outrageous,,,but nice classy,,,always classy,except now that i am overweight,,,and it is only my stomach,,,and it is hard to fit clothes when you belly leads the way,,,so exercise and cutting back on everything,,,little meat once in a while,,but I want to keep everything light and airy.. within and without...
The targeting was not too bad,,,at least they stopped pulsing my front teeth ,,I woke up with them pulling back my upper lip and looking at my tooth,,the one where they broke the filling,,and now it is decayed....it needs a crown ..What a mess that is,,,and I have to do it soon, for the decay is working its way across the tooth near the gum line,,happines is.....
lots of pulsing,,,lots of harassment drive bys usually. Bud seems really angry,,,because I was staring at the new front stairs going into the front of the burnett house.,,They have targeted me as well..I wonder what their relationship is to Nelson and city hall.
I finished Gillian's painting today,,,I signed off on it,,,and it came out really nice,,,really nice and it looks like her a profile..I hope she lives up to it,,,she looks strong and classy..I hope the world hangs together long enough for her to have a wonderful life..after all society today is just a facade and we can go back to primal roots in a heartbeat..
I read today that the rich get their food from special enclosed farms just for them,,well I think I would do that as well if I had the money as it is eggplant, tomatoes,cukes,,strawberries a few,,,grapes,,and herbs,,by the way try mint in your lemonade,,,absolutely delicious......
The front of the house looks like shit,,,I guess Bud is going to wait until his parents die then he can redo the house,,,I wonder if Khris his sister knows that bud has been nominated executor of his parents will..? I bet she doesn't,,,maybe I should stir up those juices.....nah,,,troublemaker as much as nelson wants me to be one,,,I am not.....the only things I did was make it so that people all could enjoy that land instead of just rich (used to be) white men, who played golf,,,I wanted it a park,,, you know have some attraction and make it so everyone could enjoy it,,,is that being a busy body a trouble maker,, as Nelson stated and he used mind control to make sure others thought along those lines as well......HUH you fucker Nelson,,you did it made everyone think I was a trouble maker when I was not.....Now I could give a shit,,,I could not figure out where this brown stain comes from that covers my sink,,,I do dishes by hand,,it is the runoff from Eastman gelatin's manufacturing process, still with us today,,,the bottom of my drip pan is also always covered with this brown stain thick stuff and we drink that crap as well. You won't find bud drinking it, without boiling it,,,now the anti bacteria boy,,,
I want to paint all three of the boys as well...if I can get some pics of them,,or nail them to the floor,
I also txted Adam to tell Danielle not to go and blame james for being violent that will follow him throughout his life ,,,like mine,,,not to go there.....Kelly said she was scared of him,,and that is bullshit......never been afraid of james just leary ,,,all of them like to steal,,,where they get that from I know not..I don't think they have any clue what character is,,,I can see why both mothers do not as well......
I rode my bike yesterday and asked bud for the pump he has ,,he said he lent it out and never got it back,,and that is a lie,,,you can always tell when he is lying.....I'm getting better at recognising when he is lying,,,Kelly is harder because she believes what she says at the moment...
I also was thinking about psychopaths,,maybe it is just within these people our primal self is what rules...rather than the rules of society...sex and mean,,hunting is paramount...in their lives....
Cherie is out front gossiping as usual and bud and kelly went to the Red Sox game last night,,,so much for painting the house.....I hope they had a good time though,,,bud's broccoli is doing well and the state trooper mentioned that,he said we didn't destroy your broccoli which was real nice of him,,,,,,I'm gonna make some jam and send him some if I can find out who he is,,,,
I am looking into buying a house,,,,like david shurter,,,,he bought one in Seattle and is fixing it up he is very clever and does yard sales and such,,,I could too he has given me hope,,,,I notified a military web site linked realtor ,,we shall see what happens...........
I txt bud this morning called him a dickhead,,,he had the power tools,,james could of scraped and been painting the house days ago..it could of all been done,,,but it is not my house so it is up to them to take car of it,,,I am tired of paying out this money to james who is dicking around as well as bud,,,see what I mean dickheads...and the house looks like shit,,,i gave bud 70 bucks last month to fix the well, that did not get done,,,I asked him to level my refrigerator,,which seems to be working quite well now that I took it out of the corner and put if on level ground..working real well...so someone has to come over and level this off for me,,,,maybe I will call best buy and see what they can do for me.....
I have been hiding in the house,,,as much as possible my only avenue to the outside world is the internet,,,how sad is that,,i do have to go out for food...and that I do,,, I lost ten pounds and I am glad of that and wish to lose more...I would love to be a fashion diva once more,,,Can you imagine,,,when I worked in ca. many of the women I worked with always complimented me on the clothes I wore,,,nothing to outrageous,,,but nice classy,,,always classy,except now that i am overweight,,,and it is only my stomach,,,and it is hard to fit clothes when you belly leads the way,,,so exercise and cutting back on everything,,,little meat once in a while,,but I want to keep everything light and airy.. within and without...
The targeting was not too bad,,,at least they stopped pulsing my front teeth ,,I woke up with them pulling back my upper lip and looking at my tooth,,the one where they broke the filling,,and now it is decayed....it needs a crown ..What a mess that is,,,and I have to do it soon, for the decay is working its way across the tooth near the gum line,,happines is.....
lots of pulsing,,,lots of harassment drive bys usually. Bud seems really angry,,,because I was staring at the new front stairs going into the front of the burnett house.,,They have targeted me as well..I wonder what their relationship is to Nelson and city hall.
I finished Gillian's painting today,,,I signed off on it,,,and it came out really nice,,,really nice and it looks like her a profile..I hope she lives up to it,,,she looks strong and classy..I hope the world hangs together long enough for her to have a wonderful life..after all society today is just a facade and we can go back to primal roots in a heartbeat..
I read today that the rich get their food from special enclosed farms just for them,,well I think I would do that as well if I had the money as it is eggplant, tomatoes,cukes,,strawberries a few,,,grapes,,and herbs,,by the way try mint in your lemonade,,,absolutely delicious......
The front of the house looks like shit,,,I guess Bud is going to wait until his parents die then he can redo the house,,,I wonder if Khris his sister knows that bud has been nominated executor of his parents will..? I bet she doesn't,,,maybe I should stir up those juices.....nah,,,troublemaker as much as nelson wants me to be one,,,I am not.....the only things I did was make it so that people all could enjoy that land instead of just rich (used to be) white men, who played golf,,,I wanted it a park,,, you know have some attraction and make it so everyone could enjoy it,,,is that being a busy body a trouble maker,, as Nelson stated and he used mind control to make sure others thought along those lines as well......HUH you fucker Nelson,,you did it made everyone think I was a trouble maker when I was not.....Now I could give a shit,,,I could not figure out where this brown stain comes from that covers my sink,,,I do dishes by hand,,it is the runoff from Eastman gelatin's manufacturing process, still with us today,,,the bottom of my drip pan is also always covered with this brown stain thick stuff and we drink that crap as well. You won't find bud drinking it, without boiling it,,,now the anti bacteria boy,,,
I want to paint all three of the boys as well...if I can get some pics of them,,or nail them to the floor,
I also txted Adam to tell Danielle not to go and blame james for being violent that will follow him throughout his life ,,,like mine,,,not to go there.....Kelly said she was scared of him,,and that is bullshit......never been afraid of james just leary ,,,all of them like to steal,,,where they get that from I know not..I don't think they have any clue what character is,,,I can see why both mothers do not as well......
I rode my bike yesterday and asked bud for the pump he has ,,he said he lent it out and never got it back,,and that is a lie,,,you can always tell when he is lying.....I'm getting better at recognising when he is lying,,,Kelly is harder because she believes what she says at the moment...
I also was thinking about psychopaths,,maybe it is just within these people our primal self is what rules...rather than the rules of society...sex and mean,,hunting is paramount...in their lives....
Cherie is out front gossiping as usual and bud and kelly went to the Red Sox game last night,,,so much for painting the house.....I hope they had a good time though,,,bud's broccoli is doing well and the state trooper mentioned that,he said we didn't destroy your broccoli which was real nice of him,,,,,,I'm gonna make some jam and send him some if I can find out who he is,,,,
I am looking into buying a house,,,,like david shurter,,,,he bought one in Seattle and is fixing it up he is very clever and does yard sales and such,,,I could too he has given me hope,,,,I notified a military web site linked realtor ,,we shall see what happens...........
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