It's a lot of hard work,,, I never really loved anyone until I had my kids, not even my parents or my husband compared to it,,, it was like this ball inside of me that was there always..I know I would of given my life easily for them. I love my grandchildren and my great-granddaughter very intensely but not as much as Danielle and Kelly. Something very special about them. but James and Adam and Devin and Jillian are all very special as well. love them all. very much. then there is Aalyah she is the best... she is now walking. imagine that walking and talking and just being so special...I love being around her but am afraid to be close to her,,, because of the perps I'm afraid they will spill over on to her or Shorty or Adam or James. . I try to love them from afar. So they don't get hurt.
love right now is something I cannot afford... hate is what keeps me going. Hate for this system some moron in DC thought up ,,, Michael Hayden but it's more than him,,,
