22 Nov. 15

James is working with his father that is a good thing he has a girl friend,, tall rangy and good looking,,, name of Jessica,,,Jess,, a tough flower but delicate. I really really like her..shes a brat like james and she feels he is her soul mate,,,
bud has kidney stones and is such a wimp he went to hospital a couple of times for them I hope they were so very painful..
Devin is pulsing me from upstairs with the xbox controller... and the harassment from the neighbors ,,,when they are active upstairs,, is less if not at all.
Our  lawn from David Diachisins house is all brown you can see where the pulses go into the ground,,, to hit me I am sub level..
For a while I was getting hit 24/7,, but now I have some relief..
There was an incident I remembered in my life I forgot about that I wanted to enter it here ,, but its gone again,, hopefully I will remember it,,
Thanksgiving is thursday and I always looked forward to it,,, cooking my turkey but I gave mine to James and Jess.a nice small butterball.
I think I will buy a smaller one for me.its getting colder,, but so far no snow...just rain,, it seems the months are moving forward a month at a time,,,dec is now nov. weather....etc.last year I was surprised  we got smashed with feet of snow,, and when it melted no flooding,,, I was really surprised at that... this year I think it is going to be the same, the pattern is the same,,, but more people are waking up to the fact global warming is not how warm,, its how dry...or wet... the warm makes more intense weather, the dry does also,,, the west is turning into a desert.
Jillian and I are not talking the perp saga goes on and on,,, Cherie the bitch across the street , told he boyfriend and his father about me,, this was after I took David DiachIsin to court for harassment.so I asked her who said and what was said and she refused,,, so I told her to shut to fuck up about it,,, Bud got upset I could hear him,, anything to diss me,,,and he has Devin join in,,,
I told her she has much bigger things to be worried about,, like her mother running around drunk and naked all summer and her father growing pot so the states have to come and pull them out,,but I think that doc who you applied for a marijuana license reported us,,, he asked me if I was already growing and I said yes...but then you never know.
I think the states are doing two things supplying pot but taking names,,, I don't care,,,fuck em.
I had the strangest dream and usually when they are that strange they are implanted,, it was about Judy Anderson of the PBS newshour,,, she was in a room with me with all kinds of people she sat opposite me and I wanted to ask her some questions and she would not answer my call and then hid under a blanket... I thought that strange and I think after a while I left...she acted dead under the blanket not moving or anything,, it was really weird.
James is off Heroin and I could and do do cartwheels,,, I know that many go back on but he seems ok..I still worry about him and tell him often he will lose to much he has gained if he does,,, the only thing that keeps dancing before my eyes is how dirty and filthy and awful he looked when he first moved in with me,, his desperation, for money to fill his habit...I am so proud of him,,, he has conquered a great evil... that tried to kill him several times.only because of advances in medicine to counter the overdose effects saved his life otherwise he would be a cold corpse in the ground instead of being Jess's soulmate..

He does want children and is the most gentle of persons around them,,, his great gentleness surprises even me. I wish him all the happiness in the world.. He is a nice person  to hug,,, I love hugging him,,, he is a huggy bear.
I have not seen Adam in over a year,,, he is doing his own thing,, Danielle and I have not spoken either since her jeep was sabotaged. by perps...the perps have pretty much cut me off from family,, and I do go not for my safety but for theirs...more later

15 nov. 15 Kelly devin and bud,,

Bud fucked around on Kelly with this bimbo from work,, so Kelly freaked out and told me that she had an infection from this,,, I guess the lady in question gets around.

the other night,,, I txtd bud about the drain spout and how he should put it up before the rain and snow comes as the water seems to be dripping inside, I can hear it,,, so he txted me back and said he will do it but he has been in hospital.. I ignored that,,, he txted he had kidney stones,,, I asked if it was gonareha,  Kelly txtd back lol and it was kidney stones,,, 

that night I got hit all night,, from buddy,,,

I didn't do anything,

last night I slept well until around 7ish when DEvin started playing his xbox above my bed,,, when he plays this I get pulsed, with the microwaves,,, a friend of mine measured the output and it was minor,, but I think when your asleep it makes a difference. I feel a slight bump during the day usually on my feet,, I think the microwave hits the ceramic tile and bounces up.... but when your asleep your in a different state. 

its like a freight train going through your head...

Kelly is again siding with Bud,,, she always stated that she was here to take care of her family...I was not considered family...

cherie's son Jared also told Jillians boyfriend about my blog I guess and she said she was embarrassed . I told her what did they say and who said it otherwise shut to fuck up...so she finally told me,, Jared was telling her what his mother said about me to jills boyfriend...I asked jill if it was about her mother being drunk and naked in the neighborhood,, or bud growing pot in the back yard that the staties came and took away.? she kinda shut up with that one....

I spoke with Mike mason a musician because what I get hit with seems as if it acoustic,,, or microwave,, its hard to tell because I have never been hit with microwave or acoustic before ... 

 I heard Devin go into Jills room and ask her to come downstairs to turn on the breakers, its the only way  to get him to stop....and she wouldn't so he woke up his mother who came down screaming that she had been watching a movie and I turned it off, which is not true,, she was asleep. so she banged on my door and screamed at me to turn on the breakers and Devin played his game,,,after that  I was not hit,,,but the bitch as usual said " Oh what your getting pulsed?" She usually calls me crazy and looney. I call her a drunk and naked,,, so we are even this is what our relationship has fallen into.. this is what these weapons can do.. she has decided to be a perp.. as with buddy, and jill uses it when every she wants me to prepare her a meal... last time she wanted to bring the boyfriend down for lunch,, so she pulsed me to wake me up...shes cute too. 

mike said this is what the perps are doing,,, he also directed me to emotiv.com  interesting concepts

emotiv.com  

this is the link to present day technology that can put thoughts in your head and harass you,, and the pulse itself is a weapon,,,,its pricey 5000.00 ,,, 

turning everyone against everyone,,, to shut me up and cause anger and strife within the family I have known this is tactics for a long time but its hard to tell when your in it,,, or control the frequency generated anger HZ. 

so I told kelly next time she comes down to bang on my door I will be ready. and I will. if the perps want to put me away well so be it. This circus has gone on long enough...

no reply from bud or Kelly,, 

I will call Diane Moses and tell her Im leaving,, packing in storage and going on the road... so tired of my family and this might give me a chance to kill a perp...a holiday present.

This is all done by perp request...ALL OF IT IS MANIPULATION,,, OF MY FAMILY AND OF ME...THE ATTACKS CONTINUE,,, JILS BOYFRIEND,,, DEVIN,, BUD, KELLY,, ALL MANIPULATION...