Tuesday, June 18, 2013

WILL POWER AND SLEEP DEPRIVATION/ANXIETY AS WEAPON


WILL POWER AND SLEEP DEPRIVATION

I Was listening to a program about  a detective, and it was stated that sleep deprivation breaks down will power. 

This statement intrigued me and the dictionary definition for ,,,will power is self-control of one's impulses and actions.  

 So,, if sleep deprivation which is one of the very first tactics that Perps use to break down a person. I know I was sleep deprived severely for several weeks when all this first started ,and continues to this day. 

 sooo Scott Burns who was the perp who worked for Eastman Gelatin and targeted me for them and former mayor Torigian, knew what he was doing, evidently the local gov't and industry has a good handle on tactics such as these for they wanted me to appear mentally ill.

 Lack of self-control of one's impulses and actions in other words a potentially violent person.. 

Cute the boys are really really cute with their tactics. Fuck you all.

 Sleep deprivation breaks down self-control of one's impulses and actions.  What is one sign of mental illness,, lack of self control, this is what the establishment fear ,, violent tendencies. Impulsive behavior. 

ANXIETY AS WEAPON

We as Ti's know that anxiety is used as a control mechanism . Anxiety can be imposed, A high heart rate can be imposed. I know I lay in bed and my heart would be racing , or so I thought, I would take my pulse and it would be normal, but yet I had the feeling of my heart racing and it was because I was being pulsed rapidly and softly, i lay in a beam that also had a pulse,,, so that only I could feel it. This was done many many times. It caused anxiety at first because you feel your heart racing and I was scared I was going to have a heart attack. The imposed anxiety  was difficult to handle as well, anxiety from my heart supposedly racing and just an anxiety beam. It took a long time to figure out what they were doing but over time piece by piece I figured it out. Anxiety as a control mechanism to break the individual down and soften them up for the next step.