I ran into Danielle at the grocery store. us navy

I'm making a roast squash soup, butternut . recipe used acorn, garlic, cut in half , fresno chile cut in half, ,olive oil, shallots cut up fine, roast squash cover with oo, 20 min total , 425, 15 min put all in oo,,,says 20 min butternut may take longer? denser vegetable.

anyway Danielle showed me the second picture,, of me getting an award with the crew,
Donner second in command, engine can't remember his name , Engine man Ben, bos'n, Andy bos'n, me bos'n,, Robert Eardley, Senior chief.  Thompson ceo of the base.  I think I got three awards, two on the  Petasharo u.S fleet tug. 120 ft. beam, 13 ft prop, thats a big prop,,,powerful. one in the dental clinic,,I think.

we got an award,  we took the Milwaukee up the St, John without incident, to refuel, she was a refueler for the ships at sea, huge huge ship we had no incident. That was when senior chief  told me to ask for some ice cream, when the captain paid us a call to thank us  for safe passage.he sent down three five gallons or whatever it was, big buckets on a hot Florida night , sitting on the bank with your crew eating ice cream. fun, loved it.

Joseph Campbell and OHM

I HAD  listened to Joseph Campbell on PBS and was delighted,,I remember the monks chanting OHM and how it never left my memory. For some reason I went looking for this piece of film and found it,,, I listened to this piece and was pulled by it,, something pulled me..it pulled my mind.

It was interrupted. I was pulled back by my perps.. I was very pissed off.The next time I went to look for this piece of film it had changed, there was a click at incremental moments interrupting the chant. It no longer pulled me and that was destroyed by my perps...I think if I had been allowed to go into that zone,,,the perps could not of controlled me anymore..I would of broken their control over me. I have visited that film several times and it never worked like it did that first time.

rick the dick head nelson.

I’m not writing this because I want to ,,,but out of desperation.  I have asked several times for Rick and Laura Nelson to leave me alone to forget I exist. Being attacked by high tech pulsed devices is not conducive to health.

 I came here in 85, my father lived here otherwise I would of never settled here. But he did and I chose to be near him in his last years. When I moved here from Ca. the water out of our faucet was brown, foamy, and stinky as I’m sure some of you remember. I was horrified. I came from San Diego where our water was pristine, I could neither drink, bath, or wash clothes in Peabody’s water for ten years before I decided to speak out , Building the golf course on our watershed was the last straw.

When I found out a a golf course was going to be built on our watershed I was horrified, alarmed and very concerned. I had made friends with another woman who also was concerned, we felt it was our DUTY AND OUR RIGHT to speak out . 

I knew the golf course was going to be built no matter what we said. I was trying to start a 501-3c to buy this land and bequeath it to the people of Peabody  as open space for all time. This was my intent. but a golf course on open space was more important to the powers that be. . 

I set up a meeting for myself and my colleague and I said three words at the meeting, I neither threatened nor in any way caused harm to Peter Torigian, nor to his family, but he threatened me. Two weeks later my harassment began through Stuart Cumins, my HUD landlord and friend fo Peter. I lost everything, job, apartment, standing in the community , maligned, oh yes Eastman Gelatin was involved as well. They owned a third of the land at that time. I knew someone else owned part of it but did not know who, I was trying to find out who at the meeting so I could approach them to buy the land. 

I was forced homeless for several years, living on relatives property to survive. My life since being put on this targeted program has been  hell. Pulsed by drive-bys. Manipulated by mind  control. constantly hurt and maligned it has been 24 years of shit. 

After Peter died his daughter Laura took up the banner and her and Rick her husband ,continued the harassment. , not only going after me but the age old tactic of going after my  family as manipulation. 

My crime was speaking out as I still do to this day against the surveillance state that is continually being imposed on us.. Ripping to shreds our freedoms, and our Constitution, Warning people of the horrific control these devices can have over the destruction of lives. My crime was not anything I did, but the fact that I spoke out about what Torigian and his family did to me and mine, that was the crime, the harassment, the destruction of my life, the maligning of my reputation, theft, homelessness, that was the crime. Torigian  also used his power to destroy or attempt to destroy others lives. Trovas and Grelish comes to mind. One for Torigian’s  legacy, the other an attempt by Torigian to shut up the press. Censorship. If your in the public arena you must expect scrutiny and criticism , not censorship. That is the press’s  NO.1, job to inform the public, not only of the good things, but when the ship of state is leaning/tipping  to far to one side , as it is doing today. Leaning to an invasion  of privacy never before seen in the world/country  by high tech devices, rational, is terrorism, but in reality it IS CONTROL, manipulation, Destroying our freedom’s, all to keep us safe. My question, who is the terrorist? And safe from who?

It wasn’t that I committed a crime, it was  their attempt to cover their crime  up and I’ve paid dearly and continue to pay dearly for their crimes, speaking out is NOT  a crime!.

It wasn’t that I was doing anything wrong it was taking my story public that offended the powers that be. Letting others know what  gov’t is capable of doing to people’s lives,,,as it is doing today against many many other people as well and it will continue till everyone is profiled, even you. 

That is what Snowden said and Bill Binney,,NSA whistleblower,  everyone will be profiled. (Google MIT, ACLU, Binney),The harassment continues as I saw from your gathering of firemen as I exited the restaurant for my breakfast. 

 I offer you no threat, I did not burn down the treatment plant.

 As it was stated to me by a water treatment plant official it was bird poop and high intensity  halogen lights. I did nothing, nor anyone I know did anything. 

I want my targeting to stop. I want my family left alone. I have surmised that the reason I am blamed is to give rational to the local responders so they can acquire more high tech devices and also give they(you ) a rational,, a reason for living, for existence of your jobs.For more invasive high tech devices. . I want this targeting to stop. I did nothing to no one except speak out, (I think I said three words at the meeting) because of dirty water. I hope this treatise makes sense if not ,,,ask away. 

I do not blame Peter ,after all what is more important to a politician than his legacy after he is gone. It’s all he has left. The golf course is a big part of that legacy. Our watershed was to invisible.

I offer no harm to Laura as I was warned if anything happens to her I shall be blamed, (using V2K,) well the same goes for them, if anything happens to my family,, Anything that I even suspect that they are responsible, they will be blamed. We can both wear those shoes. As I have long said, I offer them no harm but I want others to know both sides of the story. MY STORY, not theirs, but mine. I am caught in this web of harm, and cannot get out,, every time it stopped the Torigians made sure it continues. I want it stopped. 

This message is  for Rick the dick head,, I saw you at the firehouse door with your little organized gang of fire house  pussys,,,who turned and ran,,, what a bunch.  your organized gang,, I thought it so funny and then the next day you all drove down in your big  fire truck and parked under my window letting me know you were there,, your a bunch of pussies. , no neck and  no balls. 

Just like you and your wife drove by my daughter’s house pulsing it all the time in your silver van on your way to work, not man enough to get out and confront me face to face.. your a slime ball. Son in law of another slime ball, horse face harry,,, One thing I always was puzzled about ,, Peter the horse face,, never mentioned the water treatment plant was in the plans or being built,,,not once did he mention it to me.. I thought that could of alleviated my concern,, maybe.? But he never did. He was such a coward too as he threatened me, he  immediately turned around and RAN AT TOP SPEED DOWN THE CORRIDOR, Coat tails flapping in his  breeze, Maybe he thought I was going to attack him or something,,,or maybe he wasn’t man enough,,, like you to face me.  I should of , I should of rung his neck then for all the harm he and his family has done to me and mine,,, I’m not afraid of you and your high tech bullshit,, I know you can still cause a lot of harm to my family, so be it,, but just remember “WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND”, MAYBE NOT TODAY, OR TOMORROW BUT IT WILL COME. 

You owe me much and it will not be forgotten. I may not live to see it, but it will come your way and when it does you’ll know it.. I promise. you, you little scum bag for every fucking pulse you hit me with, and all your friends, your organized St. Annes friends ,,,and tell your firehouse cowards of a organized gang I said HI, Fuck you all. 

I hope you all have a safe and Happy Holiday 🎄 as I hope the same for mine. 

Regards

Barbara Guillette