THE VERY BEGINNING 1

IN 1991 I GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE,,, BY 1993 I KNEW EVERYTHING THERE WAS TO KNOW ABOUT MY JOB,, AND I WAS BORED OUT OF MY TREE. NOW I HAVE DISCOVERED THAT WHENEVER I AM BORED THIS THING, THIS ID TAKES OVER AND CREATES HAVOC IN MY LIFE SO I AM NOT BORED,,  I CALL IT THIS CRAZY SON OF A BITCH ,,MY ID,, MY SUBCONSCIOUS.  IT HAS GOTTEN ME FIRED MANY MANY TIMES OUT OF THIS BOREDOM. AND YOU MUST REALIZE THIS ID DOES WHAT IT WANTS. ASK FREUD.  THE ID CONTROLS THE SHOW, IT KNOWS NO MERCY, DOES NOT FEEL GUILTY, IT JUST DOES WHAT IT THINKS YOU WANT.

 NO WONDER THE GOV'T LOVES MIND CONTROL FOR MIND CONTROL ,,,CONTROLS YOUR ID,,,WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.. THAT IS WHAT THE GOV'T AND THIS MIND CONTROL THING TAPPED INTO,, YOUR COMPUTER,,WHICH IS YOUR ID.   THEY CONTROL, WITH MIND CONTROL DEVICE,  YOUR CONTROLLER, YOUR ID. 

SO BACK IN 1993 I'M BORED STIFF, SO I DECIDE TO LOOK AROUND FOR SOMETHING THAT I CAN PLAY WITH, THAT IS INTERESTING AND THAT  I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT, SO I PICK POLITICS,,I HAD ONE CLASS IN HIGH SCHOOL AND THAT WAS IT, CIVICS. DIDN'T REMEMBER A THING.

I  TURNED ON THE TV AND DISCOVERED A TV PROGRAM ALL ABOUT POLITICS AND I UNDERSTOOD LITTLE THAT WAS SAID, SO MY NEXT STEP WAS TO BUY A BOOK ON POLITICS, OFF TO THE BOOK STORE I WENT...

I BOUGHT DEMOCRACY IN AMERICA BY ALEXIS DE TOCQUEVILLE, IT HAD EVERYTHING I LOVED, IT  TOLD ALL THE DETAILS OF GOV'T AND A REAL GOOD DOSE OF PHILOSOPHY AT THE SAME TIME,,I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE AUTHOR, AND FELT A DEEP KINSHIP WITH HIM. A SOUL MATE IF WE HAD A SOUL.

WHICH WE DO NOT. 

I LEARNED ALL KINDS OF THINGS IN THIS WONDERFUL BOOK AND STILL LISTENED TO THE TV PROGRAM ON POLITICS, THINGS DID NOT BECOME ANY CLEARER, BUT I LISTENED ANYWAY AND OVER THE YEARS HAVE COME TO HAVE A DEEP UNDERSTANDING OF POLITICS AND MEN IN GENERAL.

ON ONE PROGRAM OF THESE POLITICAL COMMENTATORS, COMMENTS WERE MADE ABOUT SOME NUNS AND THE CATHOLIC CHURCH AND I FELT THE COMMENTATOR WAS WRONG ABOUT WHAT HE STATED, SO I WROTE A LETTER. NOW YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, I WAS A  LATE BLOOMER TO COLLEGE AND WAS SO THRILLED WITH COLLEGE,,I WAS A PARCHED AND DEPRIVED PERSON, AND HAD DISCOVERED WATER FOR THE FIRST TIME.. KNOWLEDGE QUENCHED MY THIRST.

COLLEGE,, TO ME ANSWERED ALL MY QUESTIONS.. FOR INSTANCE, I WANTED TO KNOW HOW MY HEART WORKED, I CARRIED THIS MOST IMPORTANT OF ORGANS AND NEVER KNEW HOW IT WORKED, ON A CELLULAR LEVEL. I WANTED TO KNOW HOW THE DAMN THING REALLY WORKED. SO I FOUND OUT AND FELT A DEEP FEELING OF SATISFACTION.

 SO HERE I HAD ALL THIS LIFE EXPERIENCE AND THIS COLLEGE EDUCATION AND IT WAS JUST BURSTING WITHIN ME ALL THIS INFORMATION AND NO WHERE TO PUT IT, SO I STARTED TO WRITE LETTERS TO THIS NEWS PROGRAM. WHICH I WILL LEAVE ANONYMOUS FOR NOW..THE FIRST LETTER WAS WRITTEN ON YELLOW  PAPER AND I RAN OUT OF ROOM ON THE PAGE AND HAD ONE SENTENCE LEFT TO WRITE SO I WROTE IT UP THE SIDE,

NOT THINKING ANYONE WOULD THINK THIS STRANGE. IN COLLEGE, PAPER WAS AT A PREMIUM FOR A POOR STUDENT. BUT THIS NEWSCAST WAS FROM A DIFFERENT WORLD, THE POMPOUS WORLD OF POLITICS OF WHICH I KNEW NOTHING.

THE NEWS PROGRAM THOUGHT I WAS A LITTLE NUTS, THE FIRST FAN LETTER , THEY WERE THRILLED AND SO BEGAN BOTH OUR NIGHTMARES.
PART 2 COMING UP

THE POLICE SCENARIO

THIS IS  HARD TO RELATE TO OTHERS WHO HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED MIND CONTROL AS EVEN A REAL THING... THIS STUFF IS KILLER FROM THE FIRST SECOND IT IS USED ON YOU.

AS I STATED IN ANOTHER POST, THE ID, YOUR SUB CONSCIOUS RUNS THE SHOW, IF YOU PROGRAM IT TO DO THINGS,,IT WILL, EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT IT TO ANYMORE AND EVEN AGAINST YOUR BEST INTERESTS..

THIS IS WHAT I BELIEVE, DREAMS ARE A BIG PART OF THE ID DECIDING WHAT TO DO AND HOW TO DO IT AND JUST BEING THE ID, THE SUBCONSCIOUS.

THIS IS WHAT MIND CONTROL HAS TAPPED INTO YOUR ID, THEY CONTROL THE CONTROLLER. YOUR NATURAL CONTROLLER IS THE ID.  SO WHOMEVER CONTROLS YOUR CONTROLLER, CONTROLS YOU, IT USED TO BE YOU WHO DID THE CONTROLLING, BUT NOW THE GOV'T HAS DISCOVERED HOW TO USE THE MIND CONTROL DEVICE TO DO THIS,,,YOU ARE BASICALLY A ZOMBIE . 

WHAT FUN HUH, YOUR ID NO LONGER BELONGS TO YOU BUT TO ANYONE WHO HAS THIS DEVICE. 

TRIGGERS CAN BE SET UP, FOR INSTANCE, TRIGGER WORDS OR COLORS OR ANYTHING CAN BE USED AS A TRIGGER.

TRIGGERS ARE SET UP AND A PHONE CALL TO A PERSON ON THE OTHER COAST YOU HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH, AND ARE SPEAKING WITH CAN BE PULSED, MIND CONTROLLED BY HER PERP AND GIVEN TRIGGER WORDS AND TOLD TO USE THEM ON YOU,  LONG DISTANCE. VIA THE COMPUTER OR CELL PHONE.

HAPPENS ALL THE TIME. WHY, WELL I THINK IT IS MY CONTROLLERS JUST TAPPING ME ON THE SHOULDER AND LETTING ME KNOW THEY ARE IN CONTROL.. I THINK THAT'S IT, OR MAYBE A TRIGGER TO DO SOMETHING . WHAT I DO NOT KNOW MAYBE TO WRITE THIS BLOG. WHO KNOWS? NOT I.

I WAS MIND CONTROLLED TO TAKE THE DOG FOR A WALK,, ALWAYS A BAD SIGN,, THEY HAVE NOT LET ME WALK IN A WHILE AND WHEN I DO I AM PUNISHED AT NIGHT. PULSED SEVERELY.

BUT THIS IS CLASSIC MIND CONTROL ON THE LOCAL LEVEL AND WAS DONE AS RETALIATION FOR THE LETTER I WROTE ABOUT THE LOCAL POLICE AND THE 9/11 PAID HOLIDAY THEY RECEIVED.  I POSTED IT HERE.

I TOOK MY DAUGHTER'S DOG FOR A WALK A RARE EVENT.


AS THE DOG AND I REACHED LYNN ST. WE TOOK A RIGHT TURN ON A STREET I NEVER GO DOWN. BUT THIS TIME I WAS MADE TO, AS I TURNED THE CORNER A MAN WAS PARKED AT THE BEGINNING OF THE STREET WITH A WOMAN STANDING OUTSIDE SPEAKING WITH HIM, AS I APPROACHED AND TURNED THEY BOTH LOOKED AT ME AND WERE WATCHING ME. NOT JUST A GLANCE.

AS I WALKED DOWN THE STREET I WAS TRIPPED AND THROWN THROUGH THE AIR. I LANDED VERY STRANGE,, ON MY RIGHT SIDE WITH MY  ARM STRETCHED OUT, I LANDED WITH MY ARM UNDER MY HEAD AS I LANDED.

THIS WAS THE ONLY QUESTION THE EMT ASKED ME WHEN HE WAS SUMMONED. "DID I INJURE MY HEAD," THIS SEEMED  VERY IMPORTANT TO THEM. A WOMAN CAME OUT OF THE HOUSE AND TOLD ME SHE WAS A NURSE, AND NOT TO BE WORRIED.

I BELIEVE THEY JUST WANTED TO HURT ME REAL BAD, BUT NOT KILL ME THAT COULD EASILY BE ACCOMPLISHED, THAT IS WHY I THINK THEY HAD THIS HAPPEN IN FRONT OF A NURSE'S HOUSE, JUST IN CASE..LIKE I SAID THEY DID NOT WANT TO KILL ME,,, OR TO AVOID  AN INVESTIGATION?????

 I GOT UP AND WAS  STANDING AND GOT PULSED AND I ALMOST PASSED OUT , THE NURSE GOT A CHAIR,,  I SAT DOWN AND ALMOST PASSED OUT AGAIN FROM THE PULSING. THIS GAVE HER AN EXCUSE TO CALL THE EMT'S. FOR I HAD TOLD HER NOT TOO.

BUD WAS ALSO CALLED AND HE CAME AND GOT ME AND TOOK ME HOME, I WAS SHAKEN BUT ALL RIGHT EXCEPT WHEN I LANDED I HEARD SOMETHING RIP IN THE BICEP OF MY ARM. YOU WOULD OF THOUGHT IT WOULD OF RIPPED ON THE TRICEPS, THE EXTENDED MUSCLE BUT IT DIDN'T, IT RIPPED ON THE BICEP SIDE.

THAT NIGHT,, MY RIGHT ARM,, MY ROTATOR CUFF WAS PULSED,  WHAT WEAPON WAS USED  I DO NOT KNOW,, I KNOW I WAS WOKEN UP AND IF I REMEMBER THIS RIGHT THEY DID IT TWICE ON SEPARATE NIGHTS. THEY BORE HOLES IN THE ROTATOR CUFF AND THE ARM, IN SEVERAL PLACES SO THAT ANY MOVEMENT WOULD BE PAINFUL.   MY RIGHT ARM.. NO IDEA WHY.

SINCE THEN I HAVE ALMOST ALL MOVEMENT BACK, EXCEPT A SLIGHT PROBLEM TAKING OFF A JACKET, A STRUGGLE SOMETIMES BECAUSE THE RIGHT ARM WILL NOT REACH AS FAR BACK NOW AS THE LEFT.

SINCE THEM THEY HAVE PULSED MY RIGHT KNEE, THE OUTSIDE MUSCLE. AT TIMES SO PAINFUL I HAVE FALLEN AND HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO WALK.. THESE PEOPLE HATE ME.  WHAT CAN I SAY, THEY WON'T LIKE ME ANY BETTOR FOR THIS BLOG.  TO BAD.

MY HEALTH DETERIORATES.