Friday, October 24, 2014

24 Oct 14 the start of my day

well it starts already got hit in the hips,,, they ,, the fucking perps in my nazi neighborhood,,I got up to put stuff away,, and got pulsed and almost knocked over, from Diachisions house,, you know these people who do this have got to be sick in the head,,, I mean reallu ill and what motivates them,,, is beyond me..this has been going on for years and years,,,you would think THEY would get tired of it,,,I know I am beyond tired of it,,,,wondering who or what they will destroy next.
iit is very hard to walk around your apartment and get pulsed so that you lose your balance... I get so tired of the kid,, his youngest son, he runs around the neighborhood pulsing me from different directions.....he walks across the street behnd our fence and Pauls driveway and pulses me no more than ten feet away from my bed,,, twielve at the most..then he runs up the street and around the corner nad pulses me from there...what an abnoxious kid,,, he believes what his parents tell him.. So sad for the little nazi,,,very blond and small like his mother, I wonder if he has the little man complex?  Probably I know the mothers is a mean bitch as mean as a junk yard dog.. The daughter who is fat and dark like her father,,,isn't that natures joke,,, the boy is small and delicate and blond like the mother and the girl is big and pear shaped and dark like the father,,,I have seen that many times.. this neighborhood does have some strange pairings...
Sousas kids are built like the mother big,,,really round,,,and dark,,, the father is big, the mother is round..like I said nature works in many ways,,,it works like that in our own family as well..... I see different pieces of different people in my grandchildren. Jill has my former husbands mouth, I always thought he had the prettiest mouth and now it appears in my granddaughter,,, who could even imagine that, nature does have a real good sense of humor, and I always love Karma...
'I spoke with an other Ti, yesterday,, he was an activist,,, a lot of activists seem to be on this list,,,,dissidents as well, enemies of the state. You see Diachision and his wife  Stephanie do not realize that is why they do what they do... it really has nothing to do with being a busybody or anything else,,,,just I had the audacity to tell their former now dead boss Torigian I didn't agree with his idea of a golf course..i wanted the use for all citizens not the privileged few.  They were not told anything about that, of course not... we do not speak..
anyway the rain has moved out...James was late for work and his boss said he would speak to him later and see if he still has a job...maybe that will shock James out of his binge,,,he does go on them..He can't afford to do that....he is only 23 and I know other young men do the same without life threatening ramifications,,
I need to lie down my neck where it has been pulsed is so painful,,,I cannot lie down but with great discomfort........./