Here it is 2018 and I'm a target,,,I'm being hunted by the U.S. secret police, James lico called it,,,
I'm also a vet and I worked hard for my gov't and this is the repayment, being popped in the neck so that I have to swallow and choke on it, and it infects the neck so you cannot breath. They did this to my chest right over the heart. I got up and threw up and coughed all morning on that one,,,chocked really...so this is what my life has come to,,, hunted by landlords who do not want you living in their buildings because of this harassment. it spills over on many other..
well back to the Navy,,, I remember one moment in time and it was wonderful... We had an Italian ship tucked in the corner of the basin nose first,,, it usually with twin screws could get off my itself but for some captains reason it required a tug,,, us the Petasharo,,, Andy was on the fantail and he made a couple of attempts to throw the money fist and line up to the two sailors on the deck waiting,,, the line fell in the water and the second time did not reach either. I was in the pilot house with Donner and senior chief and was getting pissed because the Italian Sailors were making fun of Andy, you could tell. so I asked senior chief if I could do it, and he said yes... Andy at this time was just reeling the line in and getting ready to throw again when I told him to give me the line,,, he looked to senior chief for confirmation and chief nodded, so he gave me the line, I was really mad at this time and anger can do some great things. I wound up and let it fly and it went right through the chock,,,, right through it,,, the Italian Sailors had been lounging and didn't expect it,, so they were madly scrambling to get the monkey fist ,,,I think I brushed my hands together and turned and candy walked off. I know Donner and senior chief must of been laughing their asses off in the pilot house,,, How dare sailor from another country make fun of the U.S. Navy. Fuck you.. and the best part is I was a women and bested all these guys... wonderI can still remember the great feeling of satisfaction not only for the Navy, but for women everywhere. at least give us that, I told brandon web that when the guys on Sofrep were discussing women in the seals or applying for seal training, we may fail but at least let us fail on our own...Men feel threatened and so we fail, so what, plenty of men have washed out. but I didn't and when senior chief saw me , he thought I was gonna be a prima donna, and I surprised them all.I used to do things that surprised them all. in the navy you have to continuously paint and repaint ships, to avoid rust. so I was on the bow doing the underside. I guess you could call it, instead of just using the needle gun to take off the paint I was drawing pictures , simple ones at that, but it was fun and made the job go quicker,,,I think I drew a house and a farm scene,,,,I used to read shakespeare's after everyone left the galley and the boat was mine to use after everyone left, so I would take my book and bring it upstairs and one morning everyone was in the galley I had not gotten up yet,,,and had left my book open ,, senior chief read it and then we all started writing and reading poetry it was great,,, and fun. so you see my navy life was rich and fun and dangerous.. one of the best parts of my life. as alive today in my mind as it happened.
