31 May 2018

I told the girl Fernadia? in the front office I was looking for a van and going tomorrow to see it,,, and would be leaving if I could,,, conversion van,,,as i entered and started to speak she swiftly turned and either looked to see if anyone was behind her or the camera screens.... ,,,I told her about it but might be here one more month,,,,when I was in hospital,,, I was walking the halls for exercise and I felt this force,, a hand or cup form go on to my head and I ducked away,, then as I walked it hit me again, grabbed is the right word,,,,again and again as I walked. this squeezing the esophagus is the same technology...

I walked to the store and I think this mexican Spanish girl was taping me this kid lost her home and was homeless,,, with her mum,,,, and I told her about what Torigian had done to me,,,, lost everything, and now his kids were behind my targeting,,,, I bought an apple, and was hit in the back causing stenosis of the esophagus,,, I could not swallow the apple , had to throw it up and could not swallow water... another cute trick of torture,,, through walls, silent deadly.. and torturous.

insane asylums

I’ve long held this theory,, it’s much cheaper than an actual building, besides they can cut their losses by killing them off. bottom feeder is the name of them… The GOP considers you unworthy if your not working. so starve and they mean it,… Binney and Wiebe have also blocked me, they are far right wing enterprise, they are to get Trump reelected. I’m a liberal socially and a conservative financially .We were arguing about some social programs and they disapproved, I approved, like safe abortions for poor women. the key word is safe. Rich women will always have safe abortions, it’s called a D and C dusting and cleaning. Some women use it to get pregnant, it was found that women got pregnant easier from having one as well. That is where you start for testing to get someone pregnant. Worked for me, I had a D and C and got pregnant with Danielle, of course a snowstorm also helped,, a week long cooped up in the house. what else do you do? Snowstorms never bothered us,,,,New England holiday at least twice a winter and the snow reached the eves or our house… all widow’s were covered and doors. we tunneled out but no where to go…What if we had another ice age…what would we do all move to Mexico,,, I think the ice only reached new york????not sure about that. I wonder if the oceans were frozen or what part. One thing I have learned from living in a moist cool apartment and moving to an other apartment, that’s hot, the body does acclimate. 

concussion

A few years ago, when I was staying with Danielle haven given her my apt at ten tanners court. The perps McKenna? Burns, used to hit us with frequencies to make us fight and scream at each other. We didn't get along well anyway so that just made it worse. Danielle and I were fighting, crazy. I was upstairs and had a butter knife in my hand she was in the back bedroom we were yelling through the door, I turned to leave and she opened the door and pushed/shoved  me into the open closet door, I got two huge raccoon black eyes and a concussion. She later had requested the X-rays ,,,a long time  later. it healed without scars... you could'nt  see it on the X-rays,, but I know it was a concussion she gave me, you don't feel your head move down on one side, and cause intense pain, it was a crack that I felt... holy shit was that painful didn't do that again.

Dan  had someone  look at the X-rays because she didn't believe me.  but she does not know that the frequencies the perps used on me while I slept in my car for weeks, was to heal the bone, then the perps made me go to the hospital for X-ray to see how they did, in healing it. It is the same technology that they use on high end race horses and athletes to heal concussions and hairline fractures almost overnight..Needless to say I was just crying because of being hurt so bad. these people should be killed they are monsters. these perps .
then I listen to Hayden on his debates on Vdeos ,,, oh we are the good guys we are going to save you. If society only knew the extent of control technologies that can be done by these intelligence agencies that they are not discussing you would be scared shitless. I swear because I want you to know how strong this is, not normal words will not impress you,  I want you to bee terrified of these intelligence. agencies. and the control technologies that they have.

dry spots

I keep getting these dry spots, the skin is finally wrinkled and the reason I seek these out is because they hurt under the skin in the muscle...As I have stated many times, my left side is the side that is attacked at this point. behind my ears the bone is built up and then it's pulsed and pulls the muscle int hat direction. lately the shoulder has been hit, also, I think it is because they missed the ear and mussels on top of the shoulder blade, I am in constant pain from this and I believe it is done on purpose, in order to force me to take pain pills. to hurt so much that I seek death. They constantly pulse my head to go to the left ,,, and when I get tired of them pushing it left Ill snap it to the right and that's what they want. They showed me a woman who has this affliction and I was v2k to tell me that is what they are going to do to me. I hate these mother fuckers and wish them all dead..ashes, tarred and feathered.I believe they are microwave pulses to harm and weaken the muscles to impose aging and all it's afflictions on me. They already have made me gain weight, how this is done is to make you hungry,,, and then sleep, this packs on the wight fast and also to make you walk old.

ted cctv/ conversion van

I wanted to write about ED Bettoncourt, present mayor of Peabody. I thought it was funny,,,, He spoke out about weed, against it, gateway drug. If you smoke it in small quantities a good high will last forever. I take one hit a day of real good weed and I’m totally high but functional. someone sent me his chat for his speech, I guess CCTV is going streaming,,, it was really good. you listened to all the city hall council and the mayor, alway , I wrote to him,,,, Devil weed gonna get you Teddy. he thought I was fresh, then the other thing I said, was with Peabody being the restaurant  capital of the north shore,,, People with munchies is definitely a plus. or words to that effect. So arresting munchy people is not good for business. 

I feel like a minority downtown,,,and I am, the Spanish have taken it over,,, good restaurant and good bakery by the Brazilians. it’s real good. I don’t mind people of color, but I do want a healthy mix and the only whites I see downtown is poor people, possble homeless or druggies. I had a boy on a bike ride by me and call me a crack head on lIttle’s Lane,,, I replied, Fuck you. have not seen him since or any or fat ekids playing out back but then school is still in,,,

bettencourt better change the route of these trucks,, people eating dinner do not want to experience a earthquake as they go by… as I do in my room. 

What I see over time,,,,many warning posts

I've been doing the Decipher You series of reading along with Susie Dawson, activist, whistlblower ,dissident, on the Snowden, files....
It has come out with several scary surprises,,, that the NSA does not want congressional oversight,,,at any cost....
The gov't knows how to bring the whole population to attention, look at 9/11,set off a couple of bombs . I bet that would work every time,,,and yes I do blame the gov't if Hayden did not have his head up his ass and that the Constitution was a real thing for him,,,which he easily discarded at our expense, not his. He's out peddling his book, I would like to read it but can't, I do not want anything to remotely have anything to do with this man,,, Those people on 9/1 lost their lives because of the failure of NSA to collect the right data, from what Bill Binney states the information was there. It was the failure of analyst because of the tremendous amount of information "Trailblazer"was gobbling, the  information was lost amongst garbage. To go into digital information, you have to show relationships,, that is where the information is, in relationships. re: Bill Binney.
Our intelligence agency NSa with CiA and FBI  and Israel has access to all information, I read all our data is sent to Israel first.  are they smarter than us? why is all this raw data sent to Israel, what happens then and Israel is analyzing it, what do they do with the information, sent all to NSA, ? how much do they keep for themselves... holy shit, DC is now Israel, it's true we are controlled by Israel, they have all our date? Do they continually have access as it is stored in McLens AB or Utah or wherever. I bet they do. Do they pay?
I still wonder about Laura and Rick Nelson, Torigian, ,,, I don't forget who put me here, and how and what was done...the names of every is engraved on me,,, I think of the years stolen,,, well at least it wasn't a real concentration barbed wire concentration camp, they could of done that. These people can do anything but they want it covert, they still want the world to think of them with the white hat, instead of the rotten black hatter mfuckers.in the world....It's got to be the Jews they are the only one's to really be smart enough to pull this off. look at Kissinger's nssm200 file all about the future.  I should read it again,

9 May 2018

I have a big drilled hole behind my left arm,,, below the shoulder blade,,, more in the region of my heart from behind, ,,, everyone i a while i will move and it really really hurts, so I of course started to rub it and my finger went for where it hurt the most and then it dropped into this hole as round as my finger. so they have been hitting this area from behind. as I sit in my chair. I curse all of them to my grave, may they all join me... Haspel the woman who taught and destroyed videos of torture is gong before congress for leadership of the CIA ,, that ought to be fun,,, Bolton, Pompao and Haspel,,,warmonger 1, warmonger 2 and torturer,,,, I wonder if anyone in congress will be included in that selection. meaning , maybe they could torture congress for being the stupid asses that they are.
The whole mideast has been destroyed for the Jews,,, lybia, Yemen, syria, now Iran is being gone after. , Saudi and Turkey will probably be left alone... as being allies. Everything seems normal,,, the cars drive by, of course the perp drive-bys are not normal but no one knows that unless hit,,,,like me.

I have been going into Franks call , he's a big fat liar,,, he told me he didn't have two call numbers, I won't go back,,,he's an asshole and a perp. ... and stupid to boot, I may open my call just to thwart him. write more tomorrow,,, perps say I'm tired so I guess I am. Have  to put my vibrator on my back so it stops hurting,

Today I went to the park with Lea and it was fun, we blew bubbles and climbed on the playground,, she's a monkey fast as greased lightning. Went down the slide,, and climbed all over chasing Aalyeah. she is a beautiful little girl, and very very smart. she definitely has a mind of her own. I wanna see her grow up a few more years,,,


I'm looking for a vehicle a van so I can move into it and leave this one room on  Main st. getting hit and absolutely slammed all the time, this apt. is to easy for the perps to just drive by and hit me, now they have moved inside with the neighbors , harder to get proof. .

7 May 2018

Here it is May already and all the trees are in bloom one of my favorite months because of all the flowers, I I wasn't having my lungs heart and esophagus so burnt it would be ok but the angle is from the right hand conrner of my room and from either its the driveway across the street next to the liratya, I know way in back it was coming from a pickup truck along my bed burning the shit out of me all along my side. these pulses are very very dangerous. They carry force and heat and go right through you onward through others. last night I was hit from below as the drive by and then the car downstairs below my window really hit me very very bad, I also know that Ramola is being manipulated for speaking out, she complained to the principal of her daughter's school about being hit at the science fair, he called social services on her... so I wrote him a letter, then today Elizabeth lea Vos, Disobedientmedia.com,of her online newspaper said Suzie Dawson who is deciphering the NSA papers Snowden put out is critically lll, I wonder if it is because I spoke with Seth Moulton on last Saturday and brought out the subject of NSA and how they do not want congressional oversight at any cost.
Their words in their files. How Michael Hayden  a real traitor to the constitution was responsible for 9/11 he was director of NSA at the time and 9/11 the more I think about it the more he probably knew about it, and to follow Milton Friedman's lead follow the money and the Jewish path. It's pretty bad..

,,, they also shut Julian Assange down in the Ecudorian embassy by sending troops to Ecuador for the new president,,, they cut Assanges  wifi and all communication, Suzie is sick in Russia, seeking asylum there as well as Snowden  .This is indeed a christian evangelical totalitarian state. and Trump is dictator with the koch brothers behind him and sessions and that fruit cake Pence, what a bunch of worms.... greedy hateful ugly worms.