Sunday, March 5, 2017
I haven't written in my blog in a long time,,,, I have mostly posted my emotions and
a lot of things done to me by the perps on Facebook and my hatred of what is being done to me.. For instance my grandson took me to costco,,,and I have had my car sabotaged at costco,,, twice,,,, so today james drove me and in the van next to us sitting quietly and almost without notice was a man and a woman... You could hear them though they were talking as I saw the woman's jaw move...I had a feeling this was sabotage again, and I was right,, because when we left... the car shook, the brakes in the back started squealing. Im very in tune of the sounds of a car and I have ridden in this one enough to know its normal sounds and these were not them... I mentioned it to james...its an older car but a pretty good one it gets you from A to Z. but the perps dont want me to have a car... because these fools think Im a model,,, explained in past blog posts,,, they want to increase public transport,,, they use the excuse of climate change,, but I think e push is because the rich want all poor people not to have cars because the rich feel the roads ae to crowded... and they are.. oh the success of Ford...anyway... thats what happened at Costo. James bought a TV his first and a game set of some sort... not sure what it is,,,
I told my story to Romola a journalist TI,,,, and she seemed interested,,, but upset by the email that has the name Guillottine in it,,,I wrote back not to be concerned it is a family legend we are supposed to be related... at least on my part by marriage.
David Diachision is still very active as well as Bud,,,, I applied for an apt. in Wenham, I got the return letter yesterday but have not opened it yet ,, I will tomorrow,, I have a lot to do tomorrow for paperwork,,, It has been so cold here,,, 11degrees last night,,, but here it is March 4 and that will only be a memory...
I had my eye shot into yesterday ,, that was fun,,, first time for that,, and it has not worked right since... All the perps on the street plus drive bus are still very active.
I told ramolad@hushmail.com the whole story of what happened it is the first time I ever did that. I think because I got mad,,, at Jim Lehrer,,, I also wrote him a letter about it,,, how he can live the good life when so many people are being killed over this directed energy weapons,,, I asked him many years ago,,, when this was still a small community to go public he refused,,, he said if he did he would be targeted and even demonstrated him being shot in the head on his program ,,, he looked like he did get shot. but still this is like Duncan with his supposedly gag order not to speak out about shielding yet he's forking with Ella on that... I chastised him quite a while ago about it,, how can he be quiet when so many lives are being destroyed and people are being driven to suicide with Dew and he's obeying a gagorder, them he secretly is working with Ella...?
You wonder about it,,, why Ella,,, she's late to these calls. granted she does have some good calls with some good guests but many many have gone before her to lay the gournwork for her efforts.
I dont' think Im jealous,, I guess I just feel unappreciated,,, i opened my call and its name Ti's technology and devices, I opened it because Derrick at the time had all these looneys on! It was pretty bad thats why I left his call if I complained about the bullshit he muted me and Ella does the same thing,,,
The reminds me,,, I don't understand this at all, Bill Binney, Kirk Wiebe,,, Ella and several other ,,, Karen Stewart another rNSA whistleblower support trump... I think its all about deregulation,,, that they think means jobs... but jobs for who?
One fears all these millenaries in DC walking away with a fortune look what Clinton did to Haiti,,,, that was unconscionable,,, ripped off a lot of money. anyway I asked Karen Stewart about this increased military funding,,, I mean billions more,,, we know the security companies
and the prisons get a big bonus as well, for the security companies feed into the prisons and the hospitals... I still have security follow me as well as medical,, a pox on their house. I asked Keren does she think that this increased funding will see an uptick in targeting, she said no... she said with this president things will change and I think she's a fool,,,, because Romola wrote a letter to Trump,,, and I asked her about that,,, she said Trump maybe never read the letter,,, ok ill agree with that,, but Romola got her ass kicked,,, Katherine Horton another woman who is active in exposing these crimes also got sheit beat out of her and at the same time I was in bed for 11 days. I got popped in the chest,,, I think was acoustics and as I have noticed the body reacts as if a blow or a assault has happened anyway my lungs reacted very badly and this pop was right at the junction of my lungs...
it was awful,,, the kept hitting me in the stomach and I would cough and sneeze and pee my pants,, I ran out of pants and they hit me in the bladder which stunk my urine up. so it was a fun 11 days...The pulse came through my kitchen window which is right across the street from Chris Yaikus's house who installs video and audio components,,,,, yup..Who in the past trained his teenage step son on how to harrass someone using acoustic devices... I wrote about that in past posts.
Ramola listened to my story about Jim Lehrer, as I said this is the first time I really told the whole story and it involved Catherine Austin Fitts,,,, Jim Lehrer made sure I left her house,, I did get spooked,,, quiet little town,, no fence around the house,,, no near neighbor,,, no street lights,, it was really dark no curtains... it was spooky so it didn't take much to make me leave. I never told Catherine Austin Fitts any of these details,, but this was how my relationship with Jim Lehrer,,, Judy Woodruff, Gwen Ifill came later, Margaret Warner,, took over when Jim left and she hated me,,, I think she was responsible for a lot of the shitty things done to me,,, she was vindictive instead of blaming herself ,,, that bitch blamed me... One of these days I have to write that up.... so that is not lost as to why our relationship soured.. and it surely did. it went south big time.... not because of me,,, I was doing what my nature was,,, but that was not politics which I little understood at the time,,, one never understand unknown circumstances that happen. unforeseen circumstance that happen....I didn't talk but little about the Lehrer newshour because I wanted protect them,,, from what ? I don't know but I think they used to put a gag order on me somehow...This is how Lehrer set up our communication,,,, I wrote to them ,, online,,, at first it was letters,,,,and they would do a show for me pertaining to some of my comments about a subject. how nieve I was ,,, I thought they were my friends.. and they weren't. I don't trust anybody now after what I went through. fuck em all. So after I went online we communicated daily. five days a week,,, I think Jim got tired of me... and thats ok.I thought he was stupid. so I guess we are even,,, oh yeah Ray Suaraz also knew what was going on as well. I shall in the near future write about all of it and like Jim Lehrer stated no one will believe me and that is ok
I know what happened and the only shred of evidence is the court case of Patty sari,,, when Lehrer news house sued her to keep my court case in court... she acquiesced .. I had lots of evidence on my old monster of a mac but they made me throw it away,,,, destroying all evidence of our relationship....I was on Compuserv,,, now defunct I think... that was my server. Anyway Jim knew about DEW back them he thought the perps because he used them as well drove me out of Tn. from Catherine austin Fitts house, and he knew I would feel bad not having completed the job she asked me to do and I would feel guilty,,, so he zapped and chased me out of Tn,,, using perps,,,,he felt what I was doing was beneath me,,, he did not know that my mind needed the physical exercise,,, and the mind needed the rest from thinking,, to just doing.. He did not understand why I was packing her house up, he told me via his program that night which I watched in CAF house,,, that people were paid thousands of dollars to do what I was doing...I didn't care about the money,,, I needed the exercise and the blankness of it. I was just overwhelmed by all this mind control and where my life at gone and what was happening to me,, just the sheer basic none thinking was a relief for me. They used to pup me full of energy and them ask me questions,,, all night every night,,, you get burnt out the brain goes haywire over it. They don't care as I was told over and over I was expendable,,, DC feels we are all expendable and if you think about it it is true,,, we are ,, we are only a part of a river of consciousness through the centuries.... After the Elian Gonzales fiasco that is when things turned bad for me... when Gore lost.. but looking back Gore no matter what would of won, that was all set,, Bush would of won no matter what the vote was. No matter what happened,,, I wonder if he was told to back down or suffer the consequences, murder,, if he did not... the excuse was the country would be torn apart. Like now under Trump,,, Gore should of stayed in the electoral votes I think like with Trump were bought off. because Hillary won by millions,, three I think as did Al Gore but as I said long ago this was a coup de etat and Trump is part of it. A lot of the information I received about all this came from Lehrer, it had to have been,, like the JEC file that explained a lot, and the program with Diane Sawyer , the article in the Boston Globe about the man who complained of not being allowed to sleep because the people wanted his house...I think all that came from Lehrer so I have much to thank them for... but you know I was so drugged , even living here I was so drugged I could burn myself and not feel it and while I slept the perps would heal it,,, overnight,,, after all I went through I realized how powerful these weapons are, how all controlling,,, how terrifying to be on the bad end of the stick,,,, I kept begging Jim to go public,,, even then in the late nineties I intuitively knew how dangerous a path we were on. Inward was a scream at the top of my lungs at how terrified I was ,not for me, but for everyone else. That people had no knowledge of what was gong on, Terrified. of the knowledge I had been given. well here we are,,,, and the profiling and harassment has increased,, some say millions,,,, I say NSA has profiled everyone at least that is the goal,,, other countries so mistakes won't be made if we have to war with them, cultural mistakes.... and I believe if everyone is profiled than everyone will be targeted in one way or another.... that remains to be seen.....time to stop getting tired but I will continue to write in my blog,,, this life is to important to not just down what I know, about what happened now in the past and what tomorrow will bring.... History will bear my tale out...
Wenham housing refused an apt. for me,,, Paula Mountain is her name that was fun, I had a feeling she was just going through the motions anyway,,,, to many signs pointed the way to her real intent. refusal of housing
I told my story to Romola a journalist TI,,,, and she seemed interested,,, but upset by the email that has the name Guillottine in it,,,I wrote back not to be concerned it is a family legend we are supposed to be related... at least on my part by marriage.
David Diachision is still very active as well as Bud,,,, I applied for an apt. in Wenham, I got the return letter yesterday but have not opened it yet ,, I will tomorrow,, I have a lot to do tomorrow for paperwork,,, It has been so cold here,,, 11degrees last night,,, but here it is March 4 and that will only be a memory...
I had my eye shot into yesterday ,, that was fun,,, first time for that,, and it has not worked right since... All the perps on the street plus drive bus are still very active.
I told ramolad@hushmail.com the whole story of what happened it is the first time I ever did that. I think because I got mad,,, at Jim Lehrer,,, I also wrote him a letter about it,,, how he can live the good life when so many people are being killed over this directed energy weapons,,, I asked him many years ago,,, when this was still a small community to go public he refused,,, he said if he did he would be targeted and even demonstrated him being shot in the head on his program ,,, he looked like he did get shot. but still this is like Duncan with his supposedly gag order not to speak out about shielding yet he's forking with Ella on that... I chastised him quite a while ago about it,, how can he be quiet when so many lives are being destroyed and people are being driven to suicide with Dew and he's obeying a gagorder, them he secretly is working with Ella...?
You wonder about it,,, why Ella,,, she's late to these calls. granted she does have some good calls with some good guests but many many have gone before her to lay the gournwork for her efforts.
I dont' think Im jealous,, I guess I just feel unappreciated,,, i opened my call and its name Ti's technology and devices, I opened it because Derrick at the time had all these looneys on! It was pretty bad thats why I left his call if I complained about the bullshit he muted me and Ella does the same thing,,,
The reminds me,,, I don't understand this at all, Bill Binney, Kirk Wiebe,,, Ella and several other ,,, Karen Stewart another rNSA whistleblower support trump... I think its all about deregulation,,, that they think means jobs... but jobs for who?
One fears all these millenaries in DC walking away with a fortune look what Clinton did to Haiti,,,, that was unconscionable,,, ripped off a lot of money. anyway I asked Karen Stewart about this increased military funding,,, I mean billions more,,, we know the security companies
and the prisons get a big bonus as well, for the security companies feed into the prisons and the hospitals... I still have security follow me as well as medical,, a pox on their house. I asked Keren does she think that this increased funding will see an uptick in targeting, she said no... she said with this president things will change and I think she's a fool,,,, because Romola wrote a letter to Trump,,, and I asked her about that,,, she said Trump maybe never read the letter,,, ok ill agree with that,, but Romola got her ass kicked,,, Katherine Horton another woman who is active in exposing these crimes also got sheit beat out of her and at the same time I was in bed for 11 days. I got popped in the chest,,, I think was acoustics and as I have noticed the body reacts as if a blow or a assault has happened anyway my lungs reacted very badly and this pop was right at the junction of my lungs...
it was awful,,, the kept hitting me in the stomach and I would cough and sneeze and pee my pants,, I ran out of pants and they hit me in the bladder which stunk my urine up. so it was a fun 11 days...The pulse came through my kitchen window which is right across the street from Chris Yaikus's house who installs video and audio components,,,,, yup..Who in the past trained his teenage step son on how to harrass someone using acoustic devices... I wrote about that in past posts.
Ramola listened to my story about Jim Lehrer, as I said this is the first time I really told the whole story and it involved Catherine Austin Fitts,,,, Jim Lehrer made sure I left her house,, I did get spooked,,, quiet little town,, no fence around the house,,, no near neighbor,,, no street lights,, it was really dark no curtains... it was spooky so it didn't take much to make me leave. I never told Catherine Austin Fitts any of these details,, but this was how my relationship with Jim Lehrer,,, Judy Woodruff, Gwen Ifill came later, Margaret Warner,, took over when Jim left and she hated me,,, I think she was responsible for a lot of the shitty things done to me,,, she was vindictive instead of blaming herself ,,, that bitch blamed me... One of these days I have to write that up.... so that is not lost as to why our relationship soured.. and it surely did. it went south big time.... not because of me,,, I was doing what my nature was,,, but that was not politics which I little understood at the time,,, one never understand unknown circumstances that happen. unforeseen circumstance that happen....I didn't talk but little about the Lehrer newshour because I wanted protect them,,, from what ? I don't know but I think they used to put a gag order on me somehow...This is how Lehrer set up our communication,,,, I wrote to them ,, online,,, at first it was letters,,,,and they would do a show for me pertaining to some of my comments about a subject. how nieve I was ,,, I thought they were my friends.. and they weren't. I don't trust anybody now after what I went through. fuck em all. So after I went online we communicated daily. five days a week,,, I think Jim got tired of me... and thats ok.I thought he was stupid. so I guess we are even,,, oh yeah Ray Suaraz also knew what was going on as well. I shall in the near future write about all of it and like Jim Lehrer stated no one will believe me and that is ok
I know what happened and the only shred of evidence is the court case of Patty sari,,, when Lehrer news house sued her to keep my court case in court... she acquiesced .. I had lots of evidence on my old monster of a mac but they made me throw it away,,,, destroying all evidence of our relationship....I was on Compuserv,,, now defunct I think... that was my server. Anyway Jim knew about DEW back them he thought the perps because he used them as well drove me out of Tn. from Catherine austin Fitts house, and he knew I would feel bad not having completed the job she asked me to do and I would feel guilty,,, so he zapped and chased me out of Tn,,, using perps,,,,he felt what I was doing was beneath me,,, he did not know that my mind needed the physical exercise,,, and the mind needed the rest from thinking,, to just doing.. He did not understand why I was packing her house up, he told me via his program that night which I watched in CAF house,,, that people were paid thousands of dollars to do what I was doing...I didn't care about the money,,, I needed the exercise and the blankness of it. I was just overwhelmed by all this mind control and where my life at gone and what was happening to me,, just the sheer basic none thinking was a relief for me. They used to pup me full of energy and them ask me questions,,, all night every night,,, you get burnt out the brain goes haywire over it. They don't care as I was told over and over I was expendable,,, DC feels we are all expendable and if you think about it it is true,,, we are ,, we are only a part of a river of consciousness through the centuries.... After the Elian Gonzales fiasco that is when things turned bad for me... when Gore lost.. but looking back Gore no matter what would of won, that was all set,, Bush would of won no matter what the vote was. No matter what happened,,, I wonder if he was told to back down or suffer the consequences, murder,, if he did not... the excuse was the country would be torn apart. Like now under Trump,,, Gore should of stayed in the electoral votes I think like with Trump were bought off. because Hillary won by millions,, three I think as did Al Gore but as I said long ago this was a coup de etat and Trump is part of it. A lot of the information I received about all this came from Lehrer, it had to have been,, like the JEC file that explained a lot, and the program with Diane Sawyer , the article in the Boston Globe about the man who complained of not being allowed to sleep because the people wanted his house...I think all that came from Lehrer so I have much to thank them for... but you know I was so drugged , even living here I was so drugged I could burn myself and not feel it and while I slept the perps would heal it,,, overnight,,, after all I went through I realized how powerful these weapons are, how all controlling,,, how terrifying to be on the bad end of the stick,,,, I kept begging Jim to go public,,, even then in the late nineties I intuitively knew how dangerous a path we were on. Inward was a scream at the top of my lungs at how terrified I was ,not for me, but for everyone else. That people had no knowledge of what was gong on, Terrified. of the knowledge I had been given. well here we are,,,, and the profiling and harassment has increased,, some say millions,,,, I say NSA has profiled everyone at least that is the goal,,, other countries so mistakes won't be made if we have to war with them, cultural mistakes.... and I believe if everyone is profiled than everyone will be targeted in one way or another.... that remains to be seen.....time to stop getting tired but I will continue to write in my blog,,, this life is to important to not just down what I know, about what happened now in the past and what tomorrow will bring.... History will bear my tale out...
Wenham housing refused an apt. for me,,, Paula Mountain is her name that was fun, I had a feeling she was just going through the motions anyway,,,, to many signs pointed the way to her real intent. refusal of housing
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