28 Feb 2015

I txt Bud today about his joining the local thugs and yes he is part of it, I didn't include him because he needs to work to make money to pay this mortgage, I know if i move out I will be homeless and was told years ago I will go live under a bridge and commit suicide.
I don't want to do that, suicide is the last thing on my mind, though going over and sleeping in sub zero weather did look good but that was imposed, on Facebook an old woman was in a car accident and fronze to the snow on my FB feed so it all ties together....
I am going to make an apt. with John Nelson, second in command at the PPolice dept....maybe if I explain to him how this started, how I came from a pristine area of water nad walked into the bronw frtho that was Peabodys water and that even after the treatment plant people here did not have the concept of how clean water is made or kept that way, that all vegatation around a lake cleans the lake and feeds off it, things we do not enjoy., they do not understand that trees and bushes give off O2 so that we may breathe better, that to cut around our watershed lake even for what they did is appaling to me, after having been subjected to what the water was like when I moved here. What they do not see because they do not walk around the lakes like I do, they do not see the guy up here  clearing out and cutting down trees, even dead trees replenish the soil and are needed...The city came and took away all the dead trees along the lake road to pretty it up.  Those branches and leaves and dead trees also add to the  bank of the lake keeping it from letting the flood come into our homes.
But my neighbors do not see the guy across on the other side of the lake, who cuts down the beaurtiful pine tree so that he too might have a fishing spot....on and on this is accumlative and damaging to our watershed.. David Diachision does not see this, nor does cherie and JHerimiah they only see me as a big mouth bush body , objecting to their actions, I also got mad at cherie when she put in a new front walk,,she had sTeve Majur  throw the old caustic cement in the pond behind her house.leching posonous chemicals,,,,,I told her about it and STeve who built the walk went and took most of it out...The education of a pristine lake to my neighbors is sublevel.
They dont get it,,,,,I still see this brown stuff clinging to my dishes that I do by hand every day.. Mostr of the people use dishwashers and do not see this for some reason..
I am going to see John Nelson at the police dept, and try to enlist his aid in trying to stop this electronic harrassment....monday may 2 2015
I also found and wrote to Susan Feldman?  at the mental health organization in Boston and wrote her a letter requesting another FOiA for my record at the Peabody Police dept.....and see what I can shake out of that tree..
I also have been txting Bud and have been saving them on my phone....I need to know that is safe and documented. if he goes to jail oh well, if we lose the house, oh well, I have worried myself sick over this,,,sick, just sick. I will continue this later,,oh yeah one other thing, I documented that the NYC PD is going to court , they want to see what they have been doing with these through wall cameras in the vans and as I stated I asked if this could be set up in a neighbors house next door and the target watched all without warrent, sneak and peeks..etc.

Cody

cody was taken to the vet last week the vet soaked them for a lot of money or so they said. I asked Kelly for the vet name she did not tell me and there was a pause.  They said he has lymm disease. They said the vet soaked him for 400. So they are late for the mortgage, he said he is expecting several checks. He wants me to pay him 800 for rent plus 586 plus 300 for Jill's trip. All my check. I have to return my phone , that's fine it did more than my iPod but that's ok. I feel so sick over this. So sick . You have to have a tick hang on for like 18 days to contract lymm Cody had a tick in his head for a while before the snow we walked in the woods but it was cold no ticks would of been out.

I tried

i did try, I did try to do something good, not perfect , but tried. I was concerned about the water, how terrible it was, I minded my own business no matter what David Diachision staes, he's a liar and s creepy coward.
I wanted to be a museum class painter, I had some talent but as all crafts and talents you gotta work on it.
I had few friends because I worked and had my hobbies and my family. That's all I needed.
I am a good person. And I don't deserve any of this hate , abuse , and manipulation. I know my social security will be compromised , the house taken that is already in the works. The minute I read that Nelson was ricks brother and second in command at the police dept well I knew. Margaret Warner is behind this as well, yes PBS , she's behind this , I think it was her who told me I would end up living under a bridge like Johnston in the book Black mass, I was reading it and evidently that caught her eye. I just bought the book s little while ago, manipulation to remind me of what was said a long time ago, I will end up living under a bridge and commit suicide like Johnston.
Jelly told me bud was over frank andersons house looking at it because there was steam coming from it . He was looking at it and that is the direction from whence this intense pulse came from. I don't know if Kelly knew or not it sounded like. She does not know what bud is up too.

Bob Croce his web cast is Eye on Peabody

Again I misjudged these people, I guess my judgement is not as good as it once was.  Matter of fact when I came back from San Diego I never ever fit in in Peabody, I found they were crude, rude,thieves, violent,abusive and always ready to fuck you over , especially if you were not from this area. I found this in the women as well as the men. I don't understand them at all. For instance when Torigian kicked out the eighty years old trovas  brothers from their home/farm to take it for eminent domain to build the new (Albatross )Brown school instead of refurbishing the old brown school. By the way a company bought the old brown school and it turned out beautiful. I spoke with Renee the librarian at the south branch , now retired, she told me the trovas brothers were pretty wild when they were young and she was GLAD they lost their home, they deserved it. I did not know the history of when they were young but was concerned about present events. I had lost my apt. And that was still fresh in my mind. After that she turned Into this mean malicious bitch. Who had the local cops harass me , deny me my vehicle make me go home without it, so they could go through my van.  I had to walk back from tanners court to get it.This is what I mean . Malicious people. Malicious town.
Yesterday I emailed bob Croce hoping to get this pulsing stopped to enlist his aid, as usual it didn't work, he pulsed my house even harder. I know him and dick Jarvis have had access and have used  these devices for a long time , I know dick has had access for a long time he used to trigger me to call into his show and then tell me , like the patronizing ass he is, good job.with the HSS hypersonic silent sound communicator, they love it , no email , no paper trail.
I tried to explain to him my fears about the militarization of police  etc. he pulsed my house so hard I thought it was gonna explode, fuck you Bob.
I was in my iPhone and for some reason was able to copy my comments I was not able to yesterday the window would not let me,

I have to explain something to you, I do not ask these questions to insult anyone, or accuse anyone, but ask just to be reassured of my world, this stuff is all over the internet, NYC PD is going to court for having through wall Vans, they drive around the city with,,, I know Peabody has license plate readers, I know they have pulsed communication devices, I know they have through the wall radar, I have experienced this myself.so how can you blame me if I ask those questions.
Then the cops get mad at me for asking and act insulted. I know what Peabody has for technology, they used it on me. They also entered my apt. Sneak and Peeks are going on Nationwide…so don’t act so insulted by my query. I used to like the Peabody Police and they liked me until I wrote the letter about the 9/11 paid holiday they were gettiing when many were losing their homes to foreclosure and now I think that is being manipulated again. So we lose our home, David Diachision has trashed my reputation in this neighborhood and the security cameras I have are for him.I heard him mention that we will be forced out soon, how would he know this? I have been followed in stores by familier perps in Peabody evaluating my finanaces..so please don’t tell me I’m all to aware of technology and its use and abuse. They were in my ipod and pulsed my butt so hard I had bruises, I took a picture as evidence, I put it in my ipod camera section and they checked it out. with lecherous pulsed communication overtones. much of what NSA d/l is porno. I know you two seem safe because your friends with all these people but what about me. If they can watch me take a shower and they have, they can watch you as well. I know Peabody has much technology they are not talking about and you know about it as well, so your part of the problem.anyway, if I lose my home, I’m going to go live under a bridge and you will be responsible, all of you. I just want to be left alone, if the fuckers would only leave me alone I would shut up. And everyone would be happy.
including me. So have a fucking nice day, you know how I am woken up each day, it sounds like someone took a hammer and banged it on a anvil. as hard as they could then it is pulsed in my head as a wake up call. I would love to share that with you, like I said have a nice day. : )

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bblack ops in chicago

I want to say I am trembling again, being roasted alive and most of all electrocuted.the cops don't like it when you speak out against them , they will attack you, I paid dearly when I criticized their paid 9/11 holiday and i was not the only one in this town ,,outcry was all over town, but mayor bonfanti snuck it through a few months later. I wrote a letter in protest and they called out a special guy with a special device who picked me up and flew me through the air and slammed me on the ground. They took special care not to hurt my head, they were greatly concerned about my head even the body slam was done in such a way as to protect my head, maybe they knew the skull had been thinned and would break like and egg. all the better to V2K you with my dear" I am shaking, and it is obvious to me because I knit and see my heads as they react to the Radar, Microwave, assault, I have narrowed it down to those two and they maybe being used together, using the properties as one. Many Ti's are coming to that conclusion as I have myself because this shit goes through anything, Tom Lee and his youtube videos suggested that. So here I sit trembling
The other day I spoke with Silk across the street and as I came out of the house to shovel and check on my cameras. Irene next door waved to me, I was very surprised.
Anyway chicago seems to have this black ops site it is called as a police station, I posted it on my fce page, they handcuff people to walls for 17 hours,,,,,without attorney. Welcome to America, I think they are documenting physically as I said everything digital goes right to FBi, then CIA, and of course funneled to local police.chain of command downward, it goes both ways you know.
Anyway I am trembling, hit every morning with pulses. I don't think it is devin or kelly anymore, I believe it is coming from STacias house, someone is staying there.As they have in the past winters, I got nailed from her house,,,from her. What an old bitch she is just like BABe Johanson. I don't understand it. I always disliked her she is insulting. Shes mad at me because I outed her gay son. . well my blog was not supposed to be public. but it is. oh well.

Electronic handcuffs

United States Patent Application	20120298119
Kind Code	A1
Reese; Corbin ;   et al.	November 29, 2012

I read today about electronic handcuffs and it showed a picture of it,m I have heard of these before and think this is a pretty baad step,,they can give a schock or meds and other things. I have heard from other sourcves that these are in the pipeline. I am not surprised.  electric totoalitarian state, I think I am going to try and get off the grid as much and as fast as I can,,,I do not want to nake this any easy for them.

I know the local police were in my ipod,,,good articles would disappear, articles about the police misbehaving, emails would disappear right before my eyes.. then I was pulsed in the lower spine,, it showed a bruise, so I took a picture of it and it was in my photos,,, then I was V2Ked several male comments, about my ass not being to badd with lecherous overtones. 

my email is not arriving a couple of places have not arrived and lots of stuff I have coming in case I want to explore them like Dicks sporting goods, etc, have not arrived, it is being blocked for some reason.

anyway that is the patent for the handcuffs above, and yes I realize that you can just patent ann idea. it does not need a working model...just and idea with laid out plans... this world is fucked up, it seems technology has created nothing good, , just bigger and more fierce wars, invasion of privacy, yes in other respects it has saved labor but at what expense.  Destroyed manufacturing jobs,,,ruined the enviroment,,, the luxury does not balance the destruction......the destruction overwhelms the luxury.

I'm worried/bud

So worried, big feeling of dread. I have not written here in a long time. Bud has been the one pulsing me all the time but the perps pulse him like this morning he got hit bad jelly to so then they hit me. This has been going on a long time he's got Jill and Devon involved. I know whenever Jill wanted to come down for breakfast shed pulse me to make sure I was awake, Devon does it because he's a prick, he's always liked to hurt others but he does not like pain. Jillian does it because she's a stupid kid, jelly does it because bud wants it she blames me she's a mean prick to for instance I spoke of pulsing so she called me crazy, that stopped when I called her retarded. She told me not to txt bud about pulsing again, I told him today he deserved to get hit, and I told him it was unforgivable he got the kids involved and kelly at his urging got involved, I told bud not to get involved but he went full bore anyway.  He's WEAPONIZED his cell phone and the Xbox that's what I get hit with and tonight getting hit from Lynda christs house, Silk is also involved, I spoke with him yesterday, discussion spoke with him after and shut up when I came around front of the house, I also told Nancy the antique dealer up Lynn street what happened.how who when and why , she believed me she had a lot of trouble with cops too. Two years of litigation to take care of it. Lots of detail but will add later.
I had a hard time believing Kelly would hurt me like that , but she takes her personality from bud , Jillian is the same way and Devin too. Total prick.
This is all mind controlled and perp manipulated.
I think after reviewing events this harassment us from Blair and Jeffrey maybe Lynda Christ, or the Matt Gauthier house I turned my camera and the harassment stopped from that area . It means two things , it was them or the harassment will come from the other area , David's house tonight.

Andrea

Andréa loved to fuck, tall, leggy in good shape and except for the huge dark circles under her eyes very attractive, I'm sure she would of fixed them I don't really know why she didn't.
I can't remember how I met her, but we became friends and hung out together. After I joined the navy she came to visit, I think now I was thrilled, she flew down with my kids for a month, I rented a base. Trailer, I can't remember for how long ,I think Andrea only stayed a couple of weeks with her son Scott and Danielle and kelly-Lynn. I was so happy to see the girls but I was horrified at how they looked, like poor people, disheveled, poorly dressed. Needed a good scrub , Andrea must of seen the look on my face, she said she was sorry but that is how Donald gave them to her. I took them shopping and bought all new clothes. We went to the beach and the military pool. Sea world. I don't remember what else we did. I just remember rescuing Kelly from drowning Danielle , danielle could swim , kelly could not, so she had to hang on to the side of he pool, so she leaped on danielle thinking she could hold her up so they were going down. I had to dive in and rescue them, I was an avid swimmer, could swim well and I was a trained diver, danielle could swim before she could walk, underwater. They built a Olympic pool at the high school, I used it and the team coach.  I wish they had that when I was in high school. I lived around the corner and through the woods.  I remember two Australian young men were near in the pool I had to actually dive over his head to get to the girls, when I got out of the pool " he was looking at me and said, I'm still flattered, "What a woman" not goofy but serious like, I was and am still flattered. Australian men are not known for sensitivity, that at least has been my experience. Handsome down to earth, tough. I wonder how many are descended from prisoners. Imagine. Shipping your worst out, I wonder if they were incarcerated in " Stralia"

Donald Babin

 His name was Donald Babin the same last name  as mine, but he was so handsome and I was two or three years old, twoish,, just toddling around but I was in love with him, he was the illegitimate son of my Aunt Mary, my fathers sister, she got pregnant in Canada so I was told and she told the farm boy, he had to come to the states with her for she was not going to live on a farm having been raised on one. So the whole family including my father immigrated to the U.S from Moncton New Brunswick Canada.
She brought Donald with her, I think he was born here but not to sure about that. He was tall and so handsome, I had a picture of me and him, I was in a beautiful little girls dress and I was sitting on his arm, with my dress fanned out and I was in heaven,
He got killed when I was tenish or so. I remember the family was devastated and I wanted to go to the funeral but my parents thought I was to young.
I never saw him again, He was coming home from leave he was in the military, and a car full of tired soldiers hit the toll booth and they were all killed. Donald hit a pole, it was before seat belts were invented.
I married a Donald and the only other man I almost married was named Donald. I was and still am glad I did not marry him the third Donald that would of been disastrous. , I only married him to give my girls a secure life, and my subconscious would not let me, I became physically ill from all the stress. I almost died, I do not think my children know about that. I was pretty well on my way out. The ruin of my relationship, my two children , my two jobs, I could not cope. Anyway I was just writing about the name Donald and how so long ago the first and I think only real love of my life got killed. I know I loved him. I knew what love was even at that young age and he was it, and he was gone. I can see his face today as if it was yesterday.
Don't get me wrong I loved Donald the father of my children but not like Donald Babin my first cousin, I told him when I grew up i was going to marry him. I remember that. He had a special affinity for me too, You could see it in the picture I often wonder if my sister has that picture, she like Danielle hoards pictures like they have a magic to them. Here I am sixty eight and thinking of him , he still lives on. At least in my thoughts. I love you Donald still to this day.