the perps are very active and brutal

I have written about last wednesday where I was pulsed unconciouess coming to my apt, from  MFA , I was on the stairs peed my pants to my knees,,, and never heard my drink drop down the stairs util I regained consciousness. Tonight I asked James to take me to costive it was closed but as I stood out front waiting for james a truck of same make and model drove by with the fender bent off the front and the woman stared at me as she drove by is this a threat ,, you bet,,, I'm threatened to move out, or pay the cost... and I asked the perps or rather told them to leave James's truck alone, they were fucking with the plugs for the engine and I told them to leave it alone and they plugged it up.. I want to tell the perps,,, leave me to fuck alone,,, I will not become homeless , nor suicide. to please your masters, your state troopers or the FBI who both were mentioned in the black mass. Johnston the state trooper in the last few chapters was gone after by the FBI or whitey burgers group, I was told this was to be my fate. why they decided on this is beyond me and even why after 25 years these perps are still concerned about me. The perps still pulse my apt. to force me to move,, I have no place to move too, I want to kill these fuckers and these perps please to those who are in the future and maybe read these words, find out who these drive-bys are and please kill them and kill their families. completely wipe them out...that is what I want for my life's sacrifice. I want these stupid people  destroyed for being stupid....they drive by and pulse my apt. hitting others , hitting me burning me, throwing me around, hitting my neck, hurting my body, punching me, hurting my neighbors so they hate me...flipping them so they also join the sati group... I cannot fight this anymore. I want to jump off a bridge,,, or out the window, just to cry for hours,,, over this,,,these horrendous monsters from hell.