Thursday, September 28, 2017

I'm just bullshit at all the harassment I'm taking

Im so fucking mad,,,and I want to tell you why, ,, I didn’t do anything, , I spoke out,,, that ws my crime you see freedom of speech has been dead a long time in the US,, this fallacy this facade, this fake words of a democracy is just that,, just like fake news. 
I lived with shitty brown foamy crappy disgusting smelling, you could not wash, nor wash your clothes, or drink from tap water… I had moved here from Sa Diego and the water was pristine,, tap was drinkable. I'm a patient person it took ten years and the building of a golf course,, a game that eats up land, that pollutes the land around it with runoff of fertilizer, , and it’s built to satisfy the biggest penis egos on the planet and this was going to be built on this water supplys  watershed. 
Can you imagine my horror,,my anger.?  Oh I forgot to mention that some of our   water supply came from Boston’s Quabbin reservoir. We couldn't drink it from eAstman's manufacturing runoff. 
So I tried to start a 5013c to collect funds to buy this land and deed it to the city of Peabody and to keep it fallow forever, for the people,  for the water system  So I spoke out,,,if anyone thinks freedom of speech was true think again. 

 I met another woman from Lynn also concerned she walked the land and did not want it to be lost either Anyway that was the situation then. We decided to have a meeting with the mayor,, well I thought it a good idea and she was tentative at first. I knew the golf course was going to be built but thought she could show her polaroid pictures anyway. What could we lose? So we went that slushy cold December day and I said nothing except asked to see some maps which could tell me who else owned the property , I knew this land was owned by several,,Eastman Gelatin was one, the city another and DiBiasi construction was another and I was told a young man in a wheel chair owned the other. ? That's all I wanted to know. Leslie made her pitch about the land and as we walked out she blubbered she was “never gonna do this again,” I told her to shut up she was embarrassing me, as I turned to leave former mayor Torigian blocked my path in the doorway, He said “ I quote “ Don’t bite off more than you can chew” and turned and rannn,, he ran down the hall. I wish now I ran after him and punched the shit out of him,,,
At the meeting he asked me where I lived and I told him on Warren st. he gave out with this strange OOOOOAAAooooo,, a long drawn out note that wavered up and down , A strange reaction from a mayor,,, even at the time I thought it strange.  Two weeks later my apt, was invaded, Scott Burns from Eastman forced me out of my job and mind control was used all the time. They fingered me as a violent offender and that   is how my name was put on this list. How do I know that, because Scott Burns forced me into hospital with Danny McKenna local henchman, and I was evaluated by MGH by a gov't  shrink whose only job at taxpayer expense I might add, is to fly around the country evaluating people for a propensity of violence,, he found me low violent. He was wrong I am non violent. but everyone has their limit.

Torigian died of a throat cancer, I thought that appropriate and hope his daughter Laura who carries on his vendetta dies of the same. That would be justice. All the first responders in this town, whether they take part or not are complicit, because they know all about this,, so don’t tell me your innocent.. I don’t give a fuck. You know what is going on. Torigian’s whole family knows what is going on, You see that knew what daddy was,,, a thug, a mean malicious prick. They don’t hate me because of what happened to me, they hate me because I went public and told the public what a prick he is.. I know the golf course was going to be built,, thats how it works , once a politician gets a hold of a legacy,,, It’s the only thing a politician  will leave behind.  Torigian was smart he built the community center for the elderly,, he knew what side his bread was buttered on, who votes,, older people,,, so it was a win win for Torigian. Thats why he was in office for 23 years. His kids think they own the city , plenty of ass kissing there to curry favor with daddy. 

Why am I still after all these years still mad,, because once your in this program I was told it is for life, now I have moved, they ruined my relationship with my daughter and her paramour. Destroyed that,,, Laura Torigian a teacher and her husband the deputy firefighter, good jobs in this town , Torigian gave good jobs to all his kids and their mates. 
The first responders are all against me, because of the shit they pulled on me over the years well documented by me in several places. Huh guys thought you could get away with hunting people. They blame me for the water treatment plant during down. it was high intensity halogen lights and build up of bird poop, but to blame me is more exciting and gives them a reason for living and blaming. 

For instance Rick the dickhead son in law,Laura's husband,  his brother is second in command at the police station. The cops have been a big part of this harassment ever since the millennium parade, and the fire dept also. After all who better to be a harasser than a cop or the  fire dept . whose gonna arrest them or complain to who…??They ain't afraid  of me.  
They are active today as they were back in 96, but instead of Scott Burns and Danny McKenna it is all the first responders and  their families and their buddies and this network that the gov’t has , I call The Program , that harass people to death,  they have a lot of blood on their hands. Using high and low tech through wall devices to harm and harass sometimes to suicide , people who are fingered by anyone really. These devices are hard to prove, so it's easier to get away with murder. 
You can sit outside my apt. and watch the perps/zappers drive by and shoot up into my apt like I said this goes through walls. It can burn you, go right thorough you , cook you  from the inside out , make you blind, deaf, heart attack, stroke, destroy bone , and muscle…drill holes through you as they did to my muscles,,to weaken them, the justification is threats I made, I told the perps if I ever get the chance to choke the shit out of them I will. I pity the poor person who attackes me for I don't know what will happen..I hope they all get fried there is a lot of blood on the perps hands,,,  Believe me. I kid you not and I couldn’t make this shit up if I tried.  So that's part of my story and the people in it,,,,big