aunt norma died a week or so before my brother no one told me till today.....always comes in threes
Im pretty upset about it..
I was running my fingers around my body to places that hurt and I have been shot through with all kinds of holes and they hurt for a long time... years, I think it is that twisted light is what is being used.......
I would be willing to bet on that....laser would indeed burn but different , this stuff is different...also . deep holes drilled in you that hurts for years......it doesn't seem to cauterize just to leave a hole with a ridge around it..like a astroid hole....
james is here and working hard,,,his mother does not have faith in him, i do,, you must for without hope for him, their is no hope......he sold his guitar......and wants a better one...one step up from is present guitar.
I asked bob croce who has the website eyeonpeabody and asked him to talk to nelson to stop the harassment,,, it has lessened but still continues....devin is involved ,, he has no idea what he is doing......
I feel so ill right now....i think it was the hamburger we ate.
feel so sick...
Norma died a few weeks ago and no one told me,,, I was so mad I did not get to see her,,,I wonder how bob is doing.. all alone in that big house.... I heard he was in hospital as well..
kelly told me she wanted to have my family over but they wouldn't come, because of me... yeah Marilyn my sister,,, left me with a bad taste in my mouth,,, I called and called when my father was dining she didn't come till he slipped into a coma,,,then finally she came for one day, she did not even stay for his funeral... and she took his shirts , golf stuff and other stuff... I took a lawn chair, a dutch little shoe, that has disappeared on its way,, almost nothing,,, all of it was marthas..she was married to some black guy,, and she was afraid he would car around if she was gone,,, he called her and basically fucked with her head,, so she left, she didn't even stay for his funeral... then Robin and David Paul had the nerve to tell me I stole their money,,,, I took care of my father for basically the last five years of his life,,, I went to florida when Martha would not.....I stayed in the heat,,,I really didn't mind that...I liked the heat,,, and I lost a lot of weight..... I enjoyed my fathers company,,,and I think he enjoyed mine,,,I was shuttling back and forth between Peabody and st. Petersburg as he would not come north....He went around telling all the kids he was going to leave them some morey,,, he had 30,000 that he gave me when he died.......and only at my request he was gonna give it to martha...I protested she had her own money,,,, robin called me up and David also,, I told them to forget it,,,, they never spent time with him, never called him,, saw him once every two years and Robin never....so fuck em,,, my father never mentioned my kids and they were always with him,,, taking pictures going places,, etc, I bought Kelly her car,,, and danielle the bunk beds for the boys,,, each at least a thousand,,, I bought my little white car,,,paid cash,,, and the rest on clothes and things we needed,,, for the boys...it was not spent foolish but on necessities,,, so no one wants to come to kelly's because of me,, to fucking bad,,, I never liked Marilyn,, she was mean to me growing up...nnot because of what I did, because I did everything she did ,,she liked spinach ,,I liked spinach, she liked applesauce I liked applesauce etc. she never was a sister to me,,,never so why should I start now,,,so kelly and I got into over this shit and I reminded her who bought her her VW and years later,, she sold that car for the same price I paid for it,,, a thousand dollars,, she never offered me a dime.........fuck you kelly...
Saturday, May 30, 2015
Friday, May 22, 2015
Mike Gauthier and James and my brother Joe's death..lucky him.Jills trip. and cherie moved
James went out last night, took my bike somewhere on Endicott st. I guess he got sucker punched by Mike Gauthier who is cousin to Matt Gauthier who is one of the harassers who lives on the next street over,,
Rockdale..Matt hangs around with Frankie Anderson, another local thug.Griffon Rd,
I got to talk to Bud about this because he was the one who got Frank the father after me.. I think I might go over and talk to Frank sr. myself and start making police reports...why not,,, make it legal despite Rick Nelson's brother being second in command on the police dept.....Nelson ,, can't remember his first name.Don't give a shit either,,,
.I guess he sucker punched James, I think James went to the police station and filed a report... I say ok ,good, I am not surprised...they the zappers go after anyone they can and to make James homeless is fine with them...
He is now with his dad in Lynn, it's sad all of it.
but I do not like my grandson being targeted by scum bags like Mike or Matt Gauthier... I think I will handle this quietly. Matt Gauthier I wrote about in this blog earlier he was outside the gate on the front of the house and was pulsing me through the fence, I went to investigate and he shot me real good, Devin was right there and had been talking to Matt, I asked Devin who the guy was and he told me his first name Matt, but lied about his last name,,, he saw everything,,,
Night before last I was getting pulsed evidently Kelly was too , as she yelled out Devin's name, and the pulsing stopped, it started again and I yelled out his name and it stopped. The next day I cleaned up the back yard and there were six of the small game discs all over the yard I picked them up and put them away, I guess Kelly got tired of them as well,
I asked Tony, a fellow targeted individual and if he would like to try them on his x box for an experiment, To prove me wrong or not,,, he asked what size and has not responded yet. But Devin is not getting them back... I hid them.
22 May 15.
I also heard my younger brother died,,, he was very ill had strokes, was blind, lived with my sister.. he did drugs all his life... he was five years younger than me....Im 69 this year, so he was 65.....RIP Jody,,,if their is a heaven which I know there is not,,,I wish you well. I am thinking of him with great sadness and sorry I could not see him, but the last time we spoke, he went on and on and on about his illness and meds and things that happened with his illness and frankly I find that totally boring and cannot tolerate it,,, I do not speak of my illness, it is just life,,, not my whole life but a small part of it and with older people it seems to consume them, it is all they have,, and I sincerely hope I do not get to that point. Where boring illness is all I have to talk about....ugh
I also have a piano app on this laptop and I need a plug in keyboard and want to learn to play ,,so when I get a few bucks..
Jills went to her school trip and had a great time I guess she bought me a big B keychain with the statue of liberty on it, I never did get to see it...couple of other buildings on it and I love NY, she think of me ,,how nice...
she sounded good and I am so glad she is home safe, so many horror stories one hears of school trips.
tomorrow is sat..already..
Cherie moved,,, and was going to rent her house but decided to sell instead,,,Bud told me and someone moved into the Schietroff house.. I have not seen the old man around so it might be someone to care for him, I hope the old bastard dies soon....
The harassment has been down a lot since James is here...He does not realize he got hit several times in his sleep, I was awake and heard it hit him,,and his intake of breath... he woke up with a lame leg.. for some reason.
When ever he gets mad at me he calls me paranoid, I told him to shut up,,,that comes from his dear mother,,,she is such a bitch.......I also told Kelly to tell her , how does it feel to live with a drunk/drug addict,,,no fun huh,,, he father was not as intense as james,,, but not bad... I hated it when he got drunk...james and kelly seem to have inherited the gene. they both have a long waist but Jack and his family, from what Kelly says is deep into pills and for the first time Kelly and I spoke about it... she says they are all into pills in Lynn, so sending James over there is bring coals to newcastle...I hope he is starting to come out of this,,, he has spells,,, give him money and the first thing he does is buy drugs...his mistress.
Rockdale..Matt hangs around with Frankie Anderson, another local thug.Griffon Rd,
I got to talk to Bud about this because he was the one who got Frank the father after me.. I think I might go over and talk to Frank sr. myself and start making police reports...why not,,, make it legal despite Rick Nelson's brother being second in command on the police dept.....Nelson ,, can't remember his first name.Don't give a shit either,,,
.I guess he sucker punched James, I think James went to the police station and filed a report... I say ok ,good, I am not surprised...they the zappers go after anyone they can and to make James homeless is fine with them...
He is now with his dad in Lynn, it's sad all of it.
but I do not like my grandson being targeted by scum bags like Mike or Matt Gauthier... I think I will handle this quietly. Matt Gauthier I wrote about in this blog earlier he was outside the gate on the front of the house and was pulsing me through the fence, I went to investigate and he shot me real good, Devin was right there and had been talking to Matt, I asked Devin who the guy was and he told me his first name Matt, but lied about his last name,,, he saw everything,,,
Night before last I was getting pulsed evidently Kelly was too , as she yelled out Devin's name, and the pulsing stopped, it started again and I yelled out his name and it stopped. The next day I cleaned up the back yard and there were six of the small game discs all over the yard I picked them up and put them away, I guess Kelly got tired of them as well,
I asked Tony, a fellow targeted individual and if he would like to try them on his x box for an experiment, To prove me wrong or not,,, he asked what size and has not responded yet. But Devin is not getting them back... I hid them.
22 May 15.
I also heard my younger brother died,,, he was very ill had strokes, was blind, lived with my sister.. he did drugs all his life... he was five years younger than me....Im 69 this year, so he was 65.....RIP Jody,,,if their is a heaven which I know there is not,,,I wish you well. I am thinking of him with great sadness and sorry I could not see him, but the last time we spoke, he went on and on and on about his illness and meds and things that happened with his illness and frankly I find that totally boring and cannot tolerate it,,, I do not speak of my illness, it is just life,,, not my whole life but a small part of it and with older people it seems to consume them, it is all they have,, and I sincerely hope I do not get to that point. Where boring illness is all I have to talk about....ugh
I also have a piano app on this laptop and I need a plug in keyboard and want to learn to play ,,so when I get a few bucks..
Jills went to her school trip and had a great time I guess she bought me a big B keychain with the statue of liberty on it, I never did get to see it...couple of other buildings on it and I love NY, she think of me ,,how nice...
she sounded good and I am so glad she is home safe, so many horror stories one hears of school trips.
tomorrow is sat..already..
Cherie moved,,, and was going to rent her house but decided to sell instead,,,Bud told me and someone moved into the Schietroff house.. I have not seen the old man around so it might be someone to care for him, I hope the old bastard dies soon....
The harassment has been down a lot since James is here...He does not realize he got hit several times in his sleep, I was awake and heard it hit him,,and his intake of breath... he woke up with a lame leg.. for some reason.
When ever he gets mad at me he calls me paranoid, I told him to shut up,,,that comes from his dear mother,,,she is such a bitch.......I also told Kelly to tell her , how does it feel to live with a drunk/drug addict,,,no fun huh,,, he father was not as intense as james,,, but not bad... I hated it when he got drunk...james and kelly seem to have inherited the gene. they both have a long waist but Jack and his family, from what Kelly says is deep into pills and for the first time Kelly and I spoke about it... she says they are all into pills in Lynn, so sending James over there is bring coals to newcastle...I hope he is starting to come out of this,,, he has spells,,, give him money and the first thing he does is buy drugs...his mistress.
Saturday, May 16, 2015
Painting the house may 15
well its been two years since we started scraping the house , bud is now painting it,,, things are the same,,,the harassment is mostly from upstairs,, bud and devin, though kelly and jill know about it and will pulse when it suits them.
darlene miles is not doing well in court,,,she's all over the place,,and the courts know it... she accuses barbara mukluks and nano technology, niether of which she cannot prove,, I have to visit apple to find out why my email is not d/l to this laptop,, this laptop serves its purpose....more later.
darlene miles is not doing well in court,,,she's all over the place,,and the courts know it... she accuses barbara mukluks and nano technology, niether of which she cannot prove,, I have to visit apple to find out why my email is not d/l to this laptop,, this laptop serves its purpose....more later.
Wednesday, May 13, 2015
Seymour Hersh and Lowell Bergman
Letter to
Seymour Hersh
and Lowell Bergman,
First of all we would ask of you ,if you would help us request a Church Committee Hearing 2, on what is related here.
This is the letter I promised you, Mr. Hersh. I called you and was mysterious about my cause.
About my plight, but really the plight of the country because many do not know what I know , that is why I am a whistleblower, isn't that what people do who are whistleblowers. Tell everybody what is going on.
Snowden has evidence, I have very little much was stolen, destroyed and erased, but then you know how that goes.
I protested the building of a golf course in our town, it was built over a toxic dump and this land is our watershed. So big mouth me, I of course believed in freedom of speech, but I didn't think I would get my ass put in a sling because of it.
I lost everything, apartment, car, 4 cars actually, they told me that poor people had to get rid of their old cars because of pollution, and they wanted to enhance public utilities, and the rich people thought the roads were to congested for them.
All of the above is true. This is called social engineering. Seems like this was all for the benefit of others, namely not me. I had my savings and stocks redeemed and stolen trying to stop the destruction of my life. I was broke, homeless, followed everywhere, you see they are picking out people, and basically destroying their lives using DEW, directed energy weapons. Now before you think I'm a nut case I'm giving you a link of a Judicial Hearing, Feb of 1997, scientists, engineers all went before congress and told them this was going to happen.
It is happening.
David Schriner retired Navy Engineer, speaks of TEDS, Transient energy devices. Transient means a pulse.We are being pulsed slowly to death. Below is the full hearing. This was the first Inkling I had of what was going on and to happen.
http://cryptome.org/rfw-jec.htm
http://www.hiddenmysteries.org/mind/research/re073001c.html
This is Robert Bunkers file on non lethal weapons So read in the accompanying file on non lethal weapons, It states many are in R and D, well many ain't, because they are here and real and being used against people. These are meant to be used on people so they have to figure out the parameters. Guess who their using them on for that.
Let me tell you about NSA, that is very important and one thing about data collecting, is that they can go into your medical history and change your diagnosis and even your meds, that is how dangerous this is. Drain your bank accounts, do whatever they like with your life.This is a whole new world , the military in order to test these devices maintain insanity in the subject. It is a good cover.Who would think sane the claims of pulses, high intensity white light, bodily invasive techniques.Silent for the most part, long distance, pin point, person specific. In 1997 when I was targeted I found out the hospitals were mandated to incarcerate anyone if they complained of light harassment, electrical weapons.
I also want to talk about a controversial subject that you provably think is la la land, but that is also true and I will try to explain it in a scientific way.
The brain works on a frequency, ELF, that is extra low frequency,,,Our five senses initiate the impulse, the impulse is sent to the brain and it travels through our neurons to the synapses,the open space between the cells and this is classified as a thought, we are electrical animals. If this impulse or "action potential" as it is called, is superimposed by a slightly stronger frequency it will depress the natural thought of the person,,,
and whatever command is added to this superimposed ELF will reach the subconscious,
this is called mind control, the subject is studied so the imposed thought at first is similar to the natural inclination of the person. Later it can take over the personality.
I know I was forced to almost suicide several times and Manchurian Candidate a couple. The subconscious is responsible for the fight or flight response , if the subconscious is susceptible to this kind of impulse which it is, you can be kept in a high state of stress, which has happened to many of us. The subconscious is what is responsible for your survival, it rules the ship, what it tells the conscious mind, the conscious mind obeys, so if someone can control your subconscious basically your a zombie.
Seymour Hersh
and Lowell Bergman,
First of all we would ask of you ,if you would help us request a Church Committee Hearing 2, on what is related here.
This is the letter I promised you, Mr. Hersh. I called you and was mysterious about my cause.
About my plight, but really the plight of the country because many do not know what I know , that is why I am a whistleblower, isn't that what people do who are whistleblowers. Tell everybody what is going on.
Snowden has evidence, I have very little much was stolen, destroyed and erased, but then you know how that goes.
I protested the building of a golf course in our town, it was built over a toxic dump and this land is our watershed. So big mouth me, I of course believed in freedom of speech, but I didn't think I would get my ass put in a sling because of it.
I lost everything, apartment, car, 4 cars actually, they told me that poor people had to get rid of their old cars because of pollution, and they wanted to enhance public utilities, and the rich people thought the roads were to congested for them.
All of the above is true. This is called social engineering. Seems like this was all for the benefit of others, namely not me. I had my savings and stocks redeemed and stolen trying to stop the destruction of my life. I was broke, homeless, followed everywhere, you see they are picking out people, and basically destroying their lives using DEW, directed energy weapons. Now before you think I'm a nut case I'm giving you a link of a Judicial Hearing, Feb of 1997, scientists, engineers all went before congress and told them this was going to happen.
It is happening.
David Schriner retired Navy Engineer, speaks of TEDS, Transient energy devices. Transient means a pulse.We are being pulsed slowly to death. Below is the full hearing. This was the first Inkling I had of what was going on and to happen.
http://cryptome.org/rfw-jec.htm
http://www.hiddenmysteries.org/mind/research/re073001c.html
This is Robert Bunkers file on non lethal weapons So read in the accompanying file on non lethal weapons, It states many are in R and D, well many ain't, because they are here and real and being used against people. These are meant to be used on people so they have to figure out the parameters. Guess who their using them on for that.
Let me tell you about NSA, that is very important and one thing about data collecting, is that they can go into your medical history and change your diagnosis and even your meds, that is how dangerous this is. Drain your bank accounts, do whatever they like with your life.This is a whole new world , the military in order to test these devices maintain insanity in the subject. It is a good cover.Who would think sane the claims of pulses, high intensity white light, bodily invasive techniques.Silent for the most part, long distance, pin point, person specific. In 1997 when I was targeted I found out the hospitals were mandated to incarcerate anyone if they complained of light harassment, electrical weapons.
I also want to talk about a controversial subject that you provably think is la la land, but that is also true and I will try to explain it in a scientific way.
The brain works on a frequency, ELF, that is extra low frequency,,,Our five senses initiate the impulse, the impulse is sent to the brain and it travels through our neurons to the synapses,the open space between the cells and this is classified as a thought, we are electrical animals. If this impulse or "action potential" as it is called, is superimposed by a slightly stronger frequency it will depress the natural thought of the person,,,
and whatever command is added to this superimposed ELF will reach the subconscious,
this is called mind control, the subject is studied so the imposed thought at first is similar to the natural inclination of the person. Later it can take over the personality.
I know I was forced to almost suicide several times and Manchurian Candidate a couple. The subconscious is responsible for the fight or flight response , if the subconscious is susceptible to this kind of impulse which it is, you can be kept in a high state of stress, which has happened to many of us. The subconscious is what is responsible for your survival, it rules the ship, what it tells the conscious mind, the conscious mind obeys, so if someone can control your subconscious basically your a zombie.
Tuesday, May 12, 2015
Monday, May 11, 2015
11 May 2015
I'm thrilled, I can finally type in my blog..It feels good I have much to discuss.I have started a group lorraine, Sam and Tony. 3 women and one man.. ,,
The house is being targeted..
the washing machine broke,,,not an accident, the screen door popped out of its hinges as I left the house,,to go to the store, I do not have a camera in that direction but I will.. tonight.. one that tapes..
the washing machine was broken, the back door hinge was broken, dans SuV crash, and other things I think it is Kevin Sousa doing it, he is aware of the camera and they have been coming in through the back gate,,, so I switched cameras , a camera that tapes is now on that side......my camera was tipped over and the window pressed down, forced so they could reach the camera, they didn't break it but tipped it over.
babe johanson , and blair shietroff is acting weird , they pulsed me , but then act afraid of me, either it is and act, or they fear retribution because of the pulsing both houses have done to me, ,the pulse with vibrations has been used lately again...
Im making Daniell's monster pants I will take a picture and put it in my blog..
Lorraine found a website that is asking for money to do things to people like destroy their lives.
she spoke about Tracy,,, her harassment stopped and now as started again,
lets see,,,,, Went to see Nancy at the local antique shop got the metal umbrella stand for two dollars, I love it,, needs a ball on the top, which I will do ,,, might of been a circle with a screw in base,,,
The house is being targeted..
the washing machine broke,,,not an accident, the screen door popped out of its hinges as I left the house,,to go to the store, I do not have a camera in that direction but I will.. tonight.. one that tapes..
the washing machine was broken, the back door hinge was broken, dans SuV crash, and other things I think it is Kevin Sousa doing it, he is aware of the camera and they have been coming in through the back gate,,, so I switched cameras , a camera that tapes is now on that side......my camera was tipped over and the window pressed down, forced so they could reach the camera, they didn't break it but tipped it over.
babe johanson , and blair shietroff is acting weird , they pulsed me , but then act afraid of me, either it is and act, or they fear retribution because of the pulsing both houses have done to me, ,the pulse with vibrations has been used lately again...
Im making Daniell's monster pants I will take a picture and put it in my blog..
Lorraine found a website that is asking for money to do things to people like destroy their lives.
she spoke about Tracy,,, her harassment stopped and now as started again,
lets see,,,,, Went to see Nancy at the local antique shop got the metal umbrella stand for two dollars, I love it,, needs a ball on the top, which I will do ,,, might of been a circle with a screw in base,,,
I had to put my beloved Akita here,,, Jacob Little Bear. the beautiful Jake. I miss you a lot.
this is our lawn on the side of the house to david diachisions house all the pulsing has killed the grass it points directly to my rooms, thats my thumb, sorry,right behind the fence is my bedroom
peabody fire car waiting for me as I went to the store .someone has been entering the house. this is visual intimidation, several things have been broken.
I also want to add the other day Sunday? I went outside to water my poor little Japanese red maple i raised from a seedling and who came walking out but Jeffrey Schietroff, he actually said Hi, Cherie did the same thing, do these people think I want to talk to them after what they have done or is it just to piss me off? They know how I feel about them, I hate them all for the shit they did to me all for Laura Nelson and the Torigian family. Maybe its because I gave Bob Croce advice on how to beat the gas pipeline that this big gas company is putting through Peabody to sell to Europe, Peabody gets nothing. I told them to act together and expect the worse.
Friday, May 1, 2015
Letter to warren/ Laura Torigian and 9/11 letter
I wrote a letter to Warren about Laura Torigian, and the 9/11 cop letter . Under mayor Bonfanti 9/11 was made a paid holiday for the peabody police dept, because of overblown egoes they thought they deserved it because police officers had died in 9/11 so they felter is also a cop they we're heroes to through osmosis, nothing cold be farther from the truth. Because of this letter I. Elieve is sent it to the Salem newspaper but do not remember it being published.
I have been subjected to much DEW harassment from the police and fire, after all Rick the dicks brother is second in command for the PD. Imagine that and Bettoncourts brother is also a cop. One of Torigian's daughters runs the peabody treasury.
So I'm fucked, anyway I wrote this email to warren and two things are possible 1. The stupid bitch does not believe me and considers me nuts or two because of their position in the town warren is on their side. Or both ! How dare I protest a paid holiday in difficult economic times! How dare I! Fuck you all!
I have been subjected to much DEW harassment from the police and fire, after all Rick the dicks brother is second in command for the PD. Imagine that and Bettoncourts brother is also a cop. One of Torigian's daughters runs the peabody treasury.
So I'm fucked, anyway I wrote this email to warren and two things are possible 1. The stupid bitch does not believe me and considers me nuts or two because of their position in the town warren is on their side. Or both ! How dare I protest a paid holiday in difficult economic times! How dare I! Fuck you all!
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