Why am I an Athiest

How did i become an Atheist

 It was not a fast decision, it took me ten years on a quest,,,I read a lot, 

 I want people to know that Atheists do not take their atheism lightly,,, this is quite a decision to go against the  majority in such a strong cultural public way...we are at the mercy of the majority. 

 People have hated me for this belief. They feel very threatened, I,, in my belief destroy the lifetime of belief they have had. Their belief in heaven,,no one wants to think of themselves as just a piece of meat... Takes away our being special.

 My belief  erases all the centuries of religion and hope and prayer and pomp that they have believed in all their lives.

I went on a ten year quest for God,, I went looking for god and did not find him. He did not exist for me after this quest.  

 I found much false dogma, most of it did not concern me as a woman,,, 

All religions are for men, by men. I think this was slammed home within one story I read about,,

 In the last century in Ireland if a woman refused her husband sex it was considered a sin, her soul was going to go to hell for refusing, So most women had huge families,, when your poor not much is fun, so sex is free and fun or a duty.. They had large families,, and their bodies worn out by childbirth they got into trouble and  situations arose where it was her life or the child.. 

The priest was called and the child was always saved,,she was a throw away,, I do not know the rational for this action, but I assume the priests  felt they were saving the baby Jesus all over again,,,, tough luck,, to get pregnant in your 40's most women did not survive at that time and pregnancy at that age was a death certificate. 

Was this  policy written by a man for men, or from a woman's point of view, To always save the child, the man's child.?

There is no god here for me... I do not believe I was born with sin either.  I was a baby,, I take no ones mistakes on my shoulders. Even today I am without sin,,,of course sin is cultural,,, what is a sin for you, is not a sin for some other  person in some other  country or for me.

Sin is cultural.  Taboos are cultural

 I think that made a difference in how I looked at things, all religion is by man for men;

I do not hate religion, I feel people are immature and still believe in Santa Claus who is going to save them.. from death our greatest fear , and we have not been able to conquer it. We all know it is coming and none of us want it,, heaven makes the acceptance of death easier to bear...

  I see life in a different way than most, I see woman who have been slaves for all of time, picking up the pieces, when you guys decided to tear apart our world because of your hunting testosterone run amuck...WAR, which kills off the many and makes the few rich,and others glory, that is another aspect of war we have to think about. Where are you on that spectrum.

So you can see why I do not believe in any religion today. I think I made myself very clear and please do not think I in any way shape or form believe in an invisible thing who watches my every move,,,unless you refer to NSA with their Back Scatter cameras.

 I think everyone has gotten religion mixed up with NSA and targeting...and if I chant to this invisible god , he will fulfill my every wish.  I wonder how many prayers arise from humanity to him every day... He must be overwhelmed.

Not my bag,,,sorry but you do what you like to make you happy , far be it from me to dissuade you of it... you keep your little invisible friend,, I am a realist that is solid and I can touch it,,, that to me is real..

That is why I am an atheist,  religion is a guy thing for control,,sound familiar?  ,bjg

Noninvasive technology,, now... what does that mean

   What  exactly does       non   invasive mean ,      read on,,,, 

Does that mean like in the matrix, when he went in and pulled out the bullet from his lady love . .. or what ????

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Winter on my street ala perps

The top picture is my backyard and those two houses you see are my perps, the far house is Francisco Sousa's house, number 3 perp,,,he is the one who hit me with laser and his car is parked facing my house and he pulses my bedroom from that car when he is told too,, that is how close they are and  directly below this camera is my bedroom. I put the camera on a tall pole as my son in law does not want it attached, so I put it on a pole and stuck it in the ground and there it is.

The perps houses  are just a short lob away. The house behind the bare tree limbs  is David Diachision's house number two perp on my street he is responsible for almost all of my harassment and the negative narrative. He is the meter reader,, stupid but he seems effective as a perp.

I,, in the next post shall attempt to d/l my pic of a pulse coming through the fence. 

The second picture below is  of a tree to show how much snow we have and that sits in front of Paul's house , his house is to the left of the tree, a new member of the perp organization on this street, the house you see behind the tree is the house of Babe Johansson ,, David Diachision lives in the house nearest me in the photo, he used to sit in the back of her yard and lob pulses in my house at night, until I want looking for him with a flashlight and he ran like a rabbit, but Babe knew what he was doing and she and her daughter have been very aggressive toward me. David  put a lounge chair against her fence while he pulsed my bedroom, right over Paul's house, lobbed into my bedroom as I slept.. Hot hard pulses of energy hitting you. 

As you can see the street curves, that is because this is a circle and the third picture is again the tree, sorry the top was washed out, the sun was in my eyes as I walked up the street.

Paul's tree,, and the house is a perp house also Babe Johanson lives there. Paul's house is to the left of the tree , you can't see it in this photo.. 

this is the view from one of my  windows I think I would like to paint this one also..

Autumn original photos I took

This is a picture I took from my security camera,, these are real leaves on my lawn, and this is an original picture...and true colors. I am going to paint this .  I couldn't decide which way to paint them but have decided on the bottom one,,the top was just rotated to see how it would look.

photos taken by bjg