aunt norma died a week or so before my brother no one told me till today.....always comes in threes
Im pretty upset about it..
I was running my fingers around my body to places that hurt and I have been shot through with all kinds of holes and they hurt for a long time... years, I think it is that twisted light is what is being used.......
I would be willing to bet on that....laser would indeed burn but different , this stuff is different...also . deep holes drilled in you that hurts for years......it doesn't seem to cauterize just to leave a hole with a ridge around it..like a astroid hole....
james is here and working hard,,,his mother does not have faith in him, i do,, you must for without hope for him, their is no hope......he sold his guitar......and wants a better one...one step up from is present guitar.
I asked bob croce who has the website eyeonpeabody and asked him to talk to nelson to stop the harassment,,, it has lessened but still continues....devin is involved ,, he has no idea what he is doing......
I feel so ill right now....i think it was the hamburger we ate.
feel so sick...
Norma died a few weeks ago and no one told me,,, I was so mad I did not get to see her,,,I wonder how bob is doing.. all alone in that big house.... I heard he was in hospital as well..
kelly told me she wanted to have my family over but they wouldn't come, because of me... yeah Marilyn my sister,,, left me with a bad taste in my mouth,,, I called and called when my father was dining she didn't come till he slipped into a coma,,,then finally she came for one day, she did not even stay for his funeral... and she took his shirts , golf stuff and other stuff... I took a lawn chair, a dutch little shoe, that has disappeared on its way,, almost nothing,,, all of it was marthas..she was married to some black guy,, and she was afraid he would car around if she was gone,,, he called her and basically fucked with her head,, so she left, she didn't even stay for his funeral... then Robin and David Paul had the nerve to tell me I stole their money,,,, I took care of my father for basically the last five years of his life,,, I went to florida when Martha would not.....I stayed in the heat,,,I really didn't mind that...I liked the heat,,, and I lost a lot of weight..... I enjoyed my fathers company,,,and I think he enjoyed mine,,,I was shuttling back and forth between Peabody and st. Petersburg as he would not come north....He went around telling all the kids he was going to leave them some morey,,, he had 30,000 that he gave me when he died.......and only at my request he was gonna give it to martha...I protested she had her own money,,,, robin called me up and David also,, I told them to forget it,,,, they never spent time with him, never called him,, saw him once every two years and Robin never....so fuck em,,, my father never mentioned my kids and they were always with him,,, taking pictures going places,, etc, I bought Kelly her car,,, and danielle the bunk beds for the boys,,, each at least a thousand,,, I bought my little white car,,,paid cash,,, and the rest on clothes and things we needed,,, for the boys...it was not spent foolish but on necessities,,, so no one wants to come to kelly's because of me,, to fucking bad,,, I never liked Marilyn,, she was mean to me growing up...nnot because of what I did, because I did everything she did ,,she liked spinach ,,I liked spinach, she liked applesauce I liked applesauce etc. she never was a sister to me,,,never so why should I start now,,,so kelly and I got into over this shit and I reminded her who bought her her VW and years later,, she sold that car for the same price I paid for it,,, a thousand dollars,, she never offered me a dime.........fuck you kelly...
