Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Cody our beloved dog

Cody has been sick for a couple of days ,,,really sick,,he is eating and drinking but this dog has lost his life...he is targeted and I was told they were going to kill him..or make us heartsick over his targeting. This is Laurie Nelson's fault (Torigian's daughter) and her mentality,,,just like daddy,,,,as I said the apple does not fall far from the tree.
I also wanted to add that I keep getting hit in the head from the left,,, this is from the Gauthier residence on Rockdale,,,straight shot to my couch where my computer is,

 I changed my camera angle and it showed where the high intensity static shot is coming from. It was very plain and as I saw it  in the next micro second it hit me,,,very white, very big..

I also have a dent 1 cm distal to my left eyebrow and about 1 cm up..definite hole,, Scott Burns was the first to hit me there years ago... as I drove by Peabody Housing,,, he was shooting from the little street on the left...Lane ..

I showed Dr. Lee my physician at Salem hospital and I had just got hit,,,he said it was a blind pimple and that is what it looked like,,no head to it, but it was the bodies reaction to the pulse, the shot...I can still push my finger in the dent...I wonder how far back in the skull it goes, this is supposed to be your center for higher intellect. I know the dent goes down quickly deep, the other side does not..

This is not about me, this is not about anything I have done,,, this is about them, this is all about what our fellow men and woman are capable of doing. Meet your fellow man.

.bjg

learned something new about the zapper

today as I was walking into the kitchen I got zapped in the back of the neck a sharp hard noisy hit of static electricity,,right through the back of the neck.
I also realized as I came  back into the living room that this zap of static electricity is the same as the whoosh one,,,different intensities,,different spots on the skull,,, the front is whoosh, the back is electricity...
this is set up so that it goes off all day,,,and follows me from room to room, a timer,,someone on vacation?

last night the xbox went off again..I have realized one thing,,, if it is the xbox as I believe,, this is microwave pulses. The exact same pulse that comes out of the handset of the xbox..it has to be,,, microwave is what makes the game so fast......if I understand correctly.

Will look into this,,, it has to be this game set up.. Fraiser and now our games,,, both games.

melvin sent me this,,,,? is it possible and in use? RNM



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Apparatus and method for remotely monitoring and altering brain waves
United States Patent 3951134
Abstract:

Apparatus for and method of sensing brain waves at a position remote from a subject whereby electromagnetic signals of different frequencies are simultaneously transmitted to the brain of the subject in which the signals interfere with one another to yield a waveform which is modulated by the subject's brain waves. The interference waveform which is representative of the brain wave activity is re-transmitted by the brain to a receiver where it is demodulated and amplified. The demodulated waveform is then displayed for visual viewing and routed to a computer for further processing and analysis. The demodulated waveform also can be used to produce a compensating signal which is transmitted back to the brain to effect a desired change in electrical activity therein.

Inventors:
Malech, Robert G. (Plainview, NY) 
Application Number:
05/494518
Publication Date:
04/20/1976
Filing Date:
08/05/1974
Assignee:
Dorne & Margolin Inc. (Bohemia, NY) 
Primary Class:
Other Classes:
600/407
International Classes:
A61B5/00A61B5/0476; (IPC1-7): A61B5/04
Field of Search:
128/1C, 128/1R, 128/2.1B, 128/2.1R, 128/419R, 128/422R, 128/420, 128/404, 128/2R, 128/2S, 128/2.05R, 128/2.05V, 128/2.05F, 128/2.06R, 340/248A, 340/258A, 340/258B, 340/258D, 340/229
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US Patent References:
3796208MOVEMENT MONITORING APPARATUSMarch, 1974Bloice128/2S
3773049APPARATUS FOR THE TREATMENT OF NEUROPSYCHIC AND SOMATIC DISEASES WITH HEAT, LIGHT, SOUND AND VHF ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIATIONNovember, 1973Rabichevet al.128/1C
3555529N/AJanuary, 1971Brown et al.128/2.1R
3495596APPARATUS FOR AND METHOD OF PROCESSING A BIOELECTRICAL SIGNALFebruary, 1970Condict128/1C
3483860METHOD FOR MONITORING INTRASOMATIC CIRCULATORY FUNCTIONS AND ORGAN MOVEMENTDecember, 1969Namerow128/2.05F
3233450Acoustic flaw detection systemFebruary, 1966Fry128/2.1R
3096768Electrotherapy systemJuly, 1963Griffith, Jr.128/420
2860627Pattern photic stimulatorNovember, 1958Harden et al.128/2.1B
Primary Examiner:
Kamm, William E.
Attorney, Agent or Firm:
Darby & Darby 
Claims:
What is claimed is:

1. Brain wave monitoring apparatus comprising
means for producing a base frequency signal,
means for producing a first signal having a frequency related to that of the base frequency and at a predetermined phase related thereto,
means for transmitting both said base frequency and said first signals to the brain of the subject being monitored,
means for receiving a second signal transmitted by the brain of the subject being monitored in response to both said base frequency and said first signals,
mixing means for producing from said base frequency signal and said received second signal a response signal having a frequency related to that of the base frequency, and
means for interpreting said response signal.


2. Apparatus as in claim 1 where said receiving means comprises
means for isolating the transmitted signals from the received second signals.


3. Apparatus as in claim 2 further comprising a band pass filter with an input connected to said isolating means and an output connected to said mixing means.

4. Apparatus as in claim 1 further comprising means for amplifying said response signal.

5. Apparatus as in claim 4 further comprising means for demodulating said amplified response signal.

6. Apparatus as in claim 5 further comprising interpreting means connected to the output of said demodulator means.

7. Apparatus according to claim 1 further comprising
means for producing an electromagnetic wave control signal dependent on said response signal, and
means for transmitting said control signal to the brain of said subject.


8. Apparatus as in claim 7 wherein said transmitting means comprises means for directing the electromagnetic wave control signal to a predetermined part of the brain.

9. A process for monitoring brain wave activity of a subject comprising the steps of
transmitting at least two electromagnetic energy signals of different frequencies to the brain of the subject being monitored,
receiving an electromagnetic energy signal resulting from the mixing of said two signals in the brain modulated by the brain wave activity and retransmitted by the brain in response to said transmitted energy signals, and,
interpreting said received signal.


10. A process as in claim 9 further comprising the step of transmitting a further electromagnetic wave signal to the brain to vary the brain wave activity.

11. A process as in claim 10 wherein the step of transmitting the further signals comprises
obtaining a standard signal,
comparing said received electromagnetic energy signals with said standard signal,
producing a compensating signal corresponding to the comparison between said received electrogagnetic energy signals and the standard signal, and
transmitting the compensating signals to the brain of the subject being monitored.

Description:
BACKGROUND OF THE INVENTION
Medical science has found brain waves to be a useful barometer of organic functions. Measurements of electrical activity in the brain have been instrumental in detecting physical and psychic disorder, measuring stress, determining sleep patterns, and monitoring body metabolism.
The present art for measurement of brain waves employs electroencephalographs including probes with sensors which are attached to the skull of the subject under study at points proximate to the regions of the brain being monitored. Electrical contact between the sensors and apparatus employed to process the detected brain waves is maintained by a plurality of wires extending from the sensors to the apparatus. The necessity for physically attaching the measuring apparatus to the subject imposes several limitations on the measurement process. The subject may experience discomfort, particulary if the measurements are to be made over extended periods of time. His bodily movements are restricted and he is generally confined to the immediate vicinity of the measuring apparatus. Furthermore, measurements cannot be made while the subject is conscious without his awareness. The comprehensiveness of the measurements is also limited since the finite number of probes employed to monitor local regions of brain wave activity do not permit observation of the total brain wave profile in a single test.
SUMMARY OF THE INVENTION
The present invention relates to apparatus and a method for monitoring brain waves wherein all components of the apparatus employed are remote from the test subject. More specifically, high frequency transmitters are operated to radiate electromagnetic energy of different frequencies through antennas which are capable of scanning the entire brain of the test subject or any desired region thereof. The signals of different frequencies penetrate the skull of the subject and impinge upon the brain where they mix to yield an interference wave modulated by radiations from the brain's natural electrical activity. The modulated interference wave is re-transmitted by the brain and received by an antenna at a remote station where it is demodulated, and processed to provide a profile of the suject's brain waves. In addition to passively monitoring his brain waves, the subject's neurological processes may be affected by transmitting to his brain, through a transmitter, compensating signals. The latter signals can be derived from the received and processed brain waves.
OBJECTS OF THE INVENTION
It is therefore an object of the invention to remotely monitor electrical activity in the entire brain or selected local regions thereof with a single measurement.
Another object is the monitoring of a subject's brain wave activity through transmissionand reception of electromagnetic waves.
Still another object is to monitor brain wave activity from a position remote from the subject.
A further object is to provide a method and apparatus for affecting brain wave activity by transmitting electromagnetic signals thereto.
DESCRIPTION OF THE DRAWINGS
Other and further objects of the invention will appear from the following description and the accompanying drawings, which form part of the instant specification and which are to be read in conjunction therewith, and in which like reference numerals are used to indicate like parts in the various views;
FIG. 1 is a block diagram showing the interconnection of the components of the apparatus of the invention;
FIG. 2 is a block diagram showing signal flow in one embodiment of the apparatus.
DESCRIPTION OF THE PREFERRED EMBODIMENT
Referring to the drawings, specifically FIG. 1, a high frequency transmitter 2 produces and supplies two electromagnetic wave signals through suitable coupling means 14 to an antenna 4. The signals are directed by the antenna 4 to the skull 6 of the subject 8being examined. The two signals from the antenna 4, which travel independently, penetrate the skull 6 and impinge upon the tissue of the brain 10.
Within the tissue of the brain 10, the signals combine, much in the manner of a conventional mixing process technique, with each section of the brain having a different modulating action. The resulting waveform of the two signals has its greatest amplitude when the two signals are in phase and thus reinforcing one another. When the signals are exactly 180° out of phase the combination produces a resultant waveform of minimum amplitude. If the amplitudes of the two signals transmitted to the subject are maintained at identical levels, the resultant interference waveform, absent influences of external radiation, may be expected to assume zero intensity when maximum interference occurs, the number of such points being equal to the difference in frequencies of the incident signals. However, interference by radiation from electrical activity within the brain 10 causes the waveform resulting from interference of the two transmitted signals to vary from the expected result, i.e., the interference waveform is modulated by the brain waves. It is believed that this is due to the fact that brain waves produce electric charges each of which has a component of electromagnetic radiation associated with it. The electromagnetic radiation produced by the brain waves in turn reacts with the signals transmitted to the brain from the external source.
The modulated interference waveform is re-transmitted from the brain 10, back through the skull 6. A quantity of energy is re-transmitted sufficient to enable it to be picked up by the antenna 4. This can be controlled, within limits, by adjusting the absolute and relative intensities of the signals, originally transmitted to the brain. Of course, the level of the transmitted energy should be kept below that which may be harmful to the subject.
The antenna passes the received signal to a receiver 12 through the antenna electronics 14. Within the receiver the wave is amplified by conventional RF amplifiers 16 and demodulated by conventional detector and modulator electronics 18. The demodulated wave, representing the intra-brain electrical activity, is amplified by amplifiers 20 and the resulting information in electronic form is stored in buffer circuitry 22. From the buffers 22 the information is fed to a suitable visual display 24, for example one employing a cathode ray tube, light emitting diodes, liquid crystals, or a mechanical plotter. The information may also be channeled to a computer 26 for further processing and analysis with the output of the computer displayed by heretofore mentioned suitable means.
In addition to channeling its information to display devices 24, the computer 26 can also produce signals to control an auxiliary transmitter 28. Transmitter 28 is used to produce a compensating signal which is transmitted to the brain 10 of the subject 8 by the antenna 4. In a preferred embodiment of the invention, the compensating signal is derived as a function of the received brain wave signals, although it can be produced separately. The compensating signals affect electrical activity within the brain 10.
Various configurations of suitable apparatus and electronic circuitry may be utilized to form the system generally shown in FIG. 1 and one of the many possible configurations is illustrated in FIG. 2. In the example shown therein, two signals, one of 100 MHz and the other of 210 MHz are transmitted simultaneously and combine in the brain 10 to form a resultant wave of frequency equal to the difference in frequencies of the incident signals, i.e., 110 MHz. The sum of the two incident frequencies is also available, but is discarded in subsequent filtering. The 100 MHz signal is obtained at the output 37 of an RF power divider 34 into which a 100 MHz signal generated by an oscillator 30 is injected. The oscillator 30 is of a conventional type employing either crystals for fixed frequency circuits or a tunable circuit set to oscillate at 100 MHz. It can be a pulse generator, square wave generator or sinusoidal wave generator. The RF power divider can be any conventional VHF, UHF or SHF frequency range device constructed to provide, at each of three outputs, a signal identical in frequency to that applied to its input.
The 210 MHz signal is derived from the same 100 MHz oscillator 30 and RF power divider 34 as the 100 MHz signal, operating in concert with a frequency doubler 36 and 10 MHz oscillator 32. The frequency doubler can be any conventional device which provides at its output a signal with frequency equal to twice the frequency of a signal applied at its input. The 10 MHz oscillator can also be of conventional type similar to the 100 MHz oscillator herebefore described. A 100 MHz signal from the output 39 of the RF power divider 34 is fed through the frequency doubler 36 and the resulting 200 MHz signal is applied to a mixer 40. The mixer 40 can be any conventional VHF, UHF or SHF frequency range device capable of accepting two input signals of differing frequencies and providing two output signals with frequencies equal to the sum and difference in frequencies respectively of the input signals. A 10 MHz signal from the oscillator 32 is also applied to the mixer 40. The 200 MHz signal from the doubler 36 and the 10 MHz signal from the oscillator 32 combine in the mixer 40 to form a signal with a frequency of 210 MHz equal to the sum of the frequencies of the 200 MHz and 10 MHz signals.
The 210 MHz signal is one of the signals transmitted to the brain 10 of the subject being monitored. In the arrangement shown in FIG. 2, an antenna 41 is used to transmit the 210 MHz signal and another antenna 43 is used to transmit the 100 MHz signal. Of course, a single antenna capable of operating at 100 MHz and 210 MHz frequencies may be used to transmit both signals. The scan angle, direction and rate may be controlled mechanically, e.g., by a reversing motor, or electronically, e.g., by energizing elements in the antenna in proper synchronization. Thus, the antenna(s) can be of either fixed or rotary conventional types.
A second 100 MHz signal derived from output terminal 37 of the three-way power divider 34 is applied to a circulator 38 and emerges therefrom with a desired phase shift. The circulator 38 can be of any conventional type wherein a signal applied to an input port emerges from an output port with an appropriate phase shift. The 100 MHz signal is then transmitted to the brain 10 of the subject being monitored via the antenna 43 as the second component of the dual signal transmission. The antenna 43 can be of conventional type similar to antenna 41 herebefore described. As previously noted, these two antennas may be combined in a single unit.
The transmitted 100 and 210 MHz signal components mix within the tissue in the brain 10 and interfere with one another yielding a signal of a frequency of 110 MHz, the difference in frequencies of the two incident components, modulated by electromagnetic emissions from the brain, i.e., the brain wave activity being monitored. This modulated 110 MHz signal is radiated into space.
The 110 MHz signal, modulated by brain wave activity, is picked up by an antenna 45 and channeled back through the circulator 38 where it undergoes an appropriate phase shift. The circulator 38 isolates the transmitted signals from the received signal. Any suitable diplexer or duplexer can be used. The antenna 45 can be of conventional type similar to antennas 41 and 43. It can be combined with them in a single unit or it can be separate. The received modulated 110 MHz signal is then applied to a band pass filter 42, to eliminate undesirable harmonics and extraneous noise, and the filtered 110 MHz signal is inserted into a mixer 44 into which has also been introduced a component of the 100 MHz signal from the source 30 distributed by the RF power divider 34. The filter 42 can be any conventional band pass filter. The mixer 44 may also be of conventional type similar to the mixer 40 herebefore described.
The 100 MHz and 110 MHz signals combine in the mixer 44 to yield a signal of frequency equal to the difference in frequencies of the two component signals, i.e., 10 MHz still modulated by the monitored brain wave activity. The 10 MHz signal is amplified in an IF amplifier 46 and channeled to a demodulator 48. The IF amplifier and demodulator 48 can both be of conventional types. The type of demodulator selected will depend on the characteristics of the signals transmitted to and received from the brain, and the information desired to be obtained. The brain may modulate the amplitude, frequency and/or phase of the interference waveform. Certain of these parameters will be more sensitive to corresponding brain wave characteristics than others. Selection of amplitude, frequency or phase demodulation means is governed by the choice of brain wave characteristic to be monitored. If desired, several different types of demodulators can be provided and used alternately or at the same time.
The demodulated signal which is representative of the monitored brain wave activity is passed through audio amplifiers 50 a, b, c which may be of conventional type where it is amplified and routed to displays 58 a, b, c and a computer 60. The displays 58 a, b, c present the raw brain wave signals from the amplifiers 50 a, b, c. The computer 60 processes the amplified brain wave signals to derive information suitable for viewing, e.g., by suppressing, compressing, or expanding elements thereof, or combining them with other information-bearing signals and presents that information on a display 62. The displays can be conventional ones such as the types herebefore mentioned employing electronic visual displays or mechanical plotters 58b. The computer can also be of conventional type, either analog or digital, or a hybrid.
A profile of the entire brain wave emission pattern may be monitored or select areas of the brain may be observed in a single measurement simply by altering the scan angle and direction of the antennas. There is no physical contact between the subject and the monitoring apparatus. The computer 60 also can determine a compensating waveform for transmission to the brain 10 to alter the natural brain waves in a desired fashion. The closed loop compensating system permits instantaneous and continuous modification of the brain wave response pattern.
In performing the brain wave pattern modification function, the computer 60 can be furnished with an external standard signal from a source 70 representative of brain wave activity associated with a desired nuerological response. The region of the brain responsible for the response is monitored and the received signal, indicative of the brain wave activity therein, is compared with the standard signal. The computer 60 is programmed to determine a compensating signal, responsive to the difference between the standard signal and received signal. The compensating signal, when transmitted to the monitored region of the brain, modulates the natural brain wave activity therein toward a reproduction of the standard signal, thereby changing the neurological response of the subject.
The computer 60 controls an auxiliary transmitter 64 which transmits the compensating signal to the brain 10 of the subject via an antenna 66. The transmitter 64 is of the high frequency type commonly used in radar applications. The antenna 66 can be similar to antennas 41, 43 and 45 and can be combined with them. Through these means, brain wave activity may be altered and deviations from a desired norm may be compensated. Brain waves may be monitored and control signals transmitted to the brain from a remote station.
It is to be noted that the configuration described is one of many possibilities which may be formulated without departing from the spirit of my invention. The transmitters can bemonostratic or bistatic. They also can be single, dual, or multiple frequency devices. The transmitted signal can be continuous wave, pulse, FM, or any combination of these as well as other transmission forms. Typical operating frequencies for the transmitters range from 1 MHz to 40 GHz but may be altered to suit the particular function being monitored and the characteristics of the specific subject.
The individual components of the system for monitoring and controlling brain wave activity may be of conventional type commonly employed in radar systems.
Various subassemblies of the brain wave monitoring and control apparatus may be added, substituted or combined. Thus, separate antennas or a single multi-mode antenna may be used for transmission and reception. Additional displays and computers may be added to present and analyze select components of the monitored brain waves.
Modulation of the interference signal retransmitted by the brain may be of amplitude, frequency and/or phase. Appropriate demodulators may be used to decipher the subject's brain activity and select components of his brain waves may be analyzed by computer to determine his mental state and monitor his thought processes.
As will be appreciated by those familiar with the art, apparatus and method of the subject invention has numerous uses. Persons in critical positions such as drivers and pilots can be continuously monitored with provision for activation of an emergency device in the event of human failure. Seizures, sleepiness and dreaming can be detected. Bodily functions such as pulse rate, heartbeat reqularity and others also can be monitored and occurrences of hallucinations can be detected. The system also permits medical diagnoses of patients, inaccessible to physicians, from remote stations.
        

laurie simon shamus +


our service to the internet is temporarily canceled..thats ok,,, I will write here and enter it to my blog an other time...

Two pieces of information has become available,,, Torigian's daughter who lives up the street,,her first name is Laurie. 

I also would like it if my life was different,,, if my house was not pulsed by jeffrey across the street, he and his father blair are tight neighbors to Cherie,, I saw her making the rounds last night,she does this every night, it gives her gossip mongering life purpose. She is in her glory,,,doing all of this for Laurie,,and Ricky Dick her Torigian neighbors.

Laurie was very angry at me because I spoke ill of her father and I understand her feelings about that ,,I had one member of my family totally shock me about my dad. I  refused to believe them but over time , saw this claim of my brothers could be possible, I did not want to wipe anyone's life off the planet though because of it....I just put a lot of thought into it , wondering if this claim of his could be true, and it could.

Laurie seems to have the same personality traits as her father had.  Malicious,  ego ridden, feels as if this town belongs to her and this street for Griffon Rd. is just St. Anne's continuation in the circle,,, belongs to her. As Sorell wrote in his newspaper piece so long ago that I entered in my blog..
One wonders how Torigian stayed in office so long, by what means did he use.. 

This sentence is referring to DEW. Why? Because I told Tom Grelish what was being used against me,, and he believed me. Never ever expressing doubt about one word I said, and my information to them kinda filled in the puzzle pieces. This piece came out afterwards, after I told Tom about what was being done to me....This told them HOW Torigian stayed in power so long,,23 years. How he dismantled his enemies , by using DEW,,back then Dew was not as well known as it is now. My only feeling is I hope this catches up with me, before I die, I would like to see some results come about because of the revelation of this information. That the general public is aware of this technology and the controlling capabilities of it. These devices, destroy any means for self preservation. It can be manipulated so that you destroy yourself,,,suicide is entirely possible. Actions that appear to others on the outside that you are destroying your own life when in reality it is mind control.

Though there are some in this town who still worship him and are able to do the Torigian bidding, but with mind control it is easily done. 

Like Cherie,,,she walks around every night going from house to house talking up a storm,, She has never done this before, she was not welcome before,,very few in this neighborhood really, were her friends or paid her attention or any mind at all. Now she has center stage and is thrilled.

1.To slander is to know what you have said is a lie. I know every damn word I have written about has been the truth, the honest absolute , unmitigated truth..
2. To have hurt them monetarily in some way,, a lost job, or major financial upset, you must have hurt them in some great and grievous way.

but pulsing the house , as these men and women go to work,. As Jeffrey Scheitroff did this morning, 6: 30 am. I saw him as he left, on my security camera,as he pulsed my house on his way to work. Now that I know Laurie's name I can go and make a police report about her and her husband,,not that anything will be done about it, Rick's brother is a cop, Laurie's sister heads the treasury in Peabody,, Jean Torigian, I know there are five Torigian girls. These are the only two I know...


That white square car drove by also this morning again. Same shape as the black one that Sousa's son owned only this one is white and yesterday,,,30 June 14, I saw a pulse come from this vehicle as it drove by , and have seen it drive by ,,it seems all day..on and off I have tried to time it, but one gets so weary having to watch and protect oneself from these demonic creatures and I use that term loosely. I wish ci could have my life back some semblance of normalcy but these fruit cakes make sure that does not happen for if my life was normal. They would be in the wrong. You have to appear crazy,not what they are dong. I call them the KKK.

Devin usually gets up at four, I feel he is woken up, he plays his xbox under command and than means I get zapped,,,I do not mean a little zap I mean a huge zap. Howdy,,,angela  sullivan a friend of mine asked me yesterday if Devin  knew,,,I feel devin like all the kids around here ,,he knows,but in another sense this is all HSS. Mind control crap, commands in the head..I know the xbox has this capability as well. I have had Kelly give me commands and thank me for shit I have done for her. It had to have been something she already had and they already had the xbox. So I think it is related or is it.
But the point of all this is,,, that Laurie Torigian has the same attitude has her father, she is vicious, malicious, the exact same traits her father had when he went after me,,,the apple does not fall far from the tree and in her case that is truly true..

With an ugly look on her ugly face and her long hair flying and her fist meant for me, as she drove by warning me of what is to come.









  SIMON SHAMUS



I was watching Simon Shamus on being a Jew,, and found it very interesting, I am interested in religion. Why?   because I am astounded that we as intelligent humans invest so much of ourselves in religion , money , time , effort, it is a huge control over the masses..

This is part one  of Simon's series and he states that the Jews believed as many did on a variety of gods.. then they went to one god with Moses.  He states the Jews were the first to believe in this concept,,...but I have read that a Egyptian Pharaoh before the Jews was  first recorded to make this statement of one god..

This was a big thing to the Jews,, this one god. 

 I think it was a bad thing for all of us.. This one god put the center of attention on us, we became self centered. We worshipped one god, who lived within ourselves... we were made in the image of god. We worshipped A god, in our image, an invisible being,,who cared what we thought and did, and our prayers could bring his attention to the pains in our lives,.

I think this was very destructive to ourselves and especially to the planet and everything around us.
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If you worship something as the ancients did, the world around you, you treasure it, take care of it and do not desecrate it, as capitalism has done.  Mindless of the care of the land, ready to destroy it with our chemicals and trash.  If we worshipped our land as the ancients did, we would have none of that, and that is one bad reason why we got rid of all of our gods,,we no longer saw the god in everyday objects,,such as a tree, we only saw god within ourselves and became very very self centered and materialistic.  The god that lives within us, controlled us, told us what to do, but he was a god of self interest understood...

If we worshipped many gods,,, each thing having it's own presence, it's own life force, we would be better off. I think at least more respectful of our environment.  As I have said before , we are the only animal that shits in it's own bed.

We have to realize how tender is our lives, how tender is the planet that supports us, we live next to a huge ball of fire that gives us life,,, if it went out for one second, our planet,, so small in space would be destroyed and us with it,, so maybe the ancients who worshipped the sun realized much more than we do today,, that our very lives depend wholly on the sun,and because of that fact we should give it the respect it deserves, for all our lives depend on it's light and heat.,,

 I so worry about the bees, without them we would starve to death. 

We should worship the bees at least they feed us..

I also want to mention carbon sugar, when anything is burnt it turns to carbon, we live in a carbon based world, this is why anything that burns turns black it reverts to carbon, even ourselves...That is why plants spring up so quickly after a fire,,, they have more room and the carbon sugars feed them..I didn't see this , this carbon based lives of ours and everything else.   Carbon Sugars. 

When people drink sports drinks the energy no matter what is stated  is derived from sugar,,, nothing else.. We ,,our brains work on a sugar system.  Nothing gives us energy but the sugar in our food. Carbon Sugar, bjg

 A COURSE ON THE BRAIN AND HOW IT WORKS 
I have been taking a course on the brain and how it works and it works on electricity, the giving and taking of electrons. All life works on that premise.

 How this triggers thought and emotions and how people can be controlled and manipulated by the flow of these electrons,,,science has figured out how to do that, control the emotions through manipulation of the electrical flow of the brain..

I was also thinking of diseases,,, you know mental problems, how the brain is wired and have come to the conclusion that all mental illnesses are physical. They have to be, if the brain works on a physical plane so must the diseases.. Except the genesis for some diseases maybe be trauma, but that again is manifested by chemicals in the brain,, like PTSD is a learned response but still physical because actions reinforce the physical state of our minds. Thought is nothing but a spike in electrical activity reinforced by our continuous physical actions. 

The chemicals and how we are wired are a result of our world, our experiences. 

For instance,,flight or flight so ingrained, it is in all of us, those chemical signals are hard wired within us, we come with those already, they are not learned but inherited as some diseases are, and those diseases can be handed down genetically,.  those flight or fight signals have been handed down as brain basics for survival, only those deeply wired with flight or fight survived. 

But all of this,, is/has a physical manifestation  this is why individuals can be controlled using v2k, because thought is physical. Not ethereal as we used to think,,, all thought is physical on a molecular/cellular/ atomic scale. Electrons,,, the giving and taking of electrons and we do not really know what an electron is. 
What is electricity? We do not know. A small spark of lightening and what is lightening but the giving and taking of electrons a charge released and that is how we were created. Who created the lightening?  Your guess is as good as mine. Serendipity.

Through charges in ancient earth sparking the sludge of the planet,,, that is where we came from and how we were created,,why we are here,, is just because we are. No other reason. 

WE JUST ARE.

The human frequency so I have been told is 65 HZ,, and I also have been told by many Ti's that they believe we all have a specific frequency within that 65 HZ , I am doubtful on that issue except for one incidence in my life that as with all this stuff makes you doubtful...

When I flew from San Diego to Seattle to Boston, I fucked with the perp who followed me from San Diego to Seattle another story, and when I changed planes in Seattle the perp who got on the plane punished me all the way to Boston.
 He sat 4 rows behind me on the opposite aisle,,he had a laptop and in those days no one had laptops on planes. He had his wife and child with him so his aisle was filled, on the way to Boston, I was turned into a mass of jello , whimpering and crying all the way to Boston slumped against the bulkhead.

I did not feel anything but a deep feeling of unwellness and pain but not pain,  but I KNEW  it was my perp. Something he did with that laptop effected me, at one point I got up and went to the ladies room and had a clear view of his laptop, and when I came back I was again a mess. At one point I straightened up, for I was slumped against the bulkhead of the plane ,  and expected to see everyone rolling or lying in the aisles,mad with pain. No one else was effected,,,no one else but me, This is why I tend to believe each person has a personal frequency. I looked all around , behind, in front across the aisle and up the front of the plane,,no one was bothered or effected on that plane (No one)but me and I knew where it was coming from and who was doing it. The perp made sure I knew who he was. As I said it was punishment for what I did to the greasy dirty looking perp from San Diego to Boston..

They wanted to teach me a lesson. Did they,, well I have doubts about that, they do not call us the fighting Irish for nothing. I never forgot this plane ride,,but do we have personal frequency within that frequency, I tend to say yes because of that incident. I have been told it is similar to fingerprints.