Sunday, March 13, 2016

Bud,, Ralph Huckle

This is really the first time I have written about Bud,,, ,, Bud and Kelly are not married,,never did get married,, I think maybe my dislike for marriage permeated the girls neither one of them ever married and I don't think they would..
When Kelly was 16 or so,, she met bud and mentally they were a match,, she is not to bright,, having a bad memory and is not very introspective or a deep thinker,, Bud has a little bit more intelligence.. not much..One of the statements Danielle made to me years ago stuck with me,,,I had not met Bud yet and I asked her how she liked him, she said she didn't. She said: Bud was teaching Kelly some bad things,,, what those were I have no idea but Danielle who has studied me since birth knows how I feel about things and do things and knows when certain ideas go against my ideas...
I agree looking back Bud did teach kelly some real bad things,,, how not to have a conscience , or remorse,, he has none,,, He does have some good points he has given Kelly and his kids a home,,, he skims off the top and supports his golf habit in style..
He's spent a lot of money on golf over the years but we understand him in this respect,,,"Without golf there is no reason to live."
I think this is why Kelly drinks,,,, her subconscious is getting the better of her,,, all the shitty things she did to me and others,,, weigh heavily on her.She doesn't know it and would deny it, but that is what I think..especially when she hurt Jake,, they crippled him,,, I let jake out and he went up on the deck and sat at one end of it staring at Kelly and Bud,, I called him off and Kelly said "don't  bother,, Its ok" this was completely out of character ,,, they hated Jake to be anywhere around them when they ate..I asked are you sure? She said "yes" with a funny body gesture,,, I thought strange at the time,,like a puffing out the chest,,, getting ready for battle type of gesture.. So I went downstairs and came back up about ten to fifteen minutes later,, Jake was in the back yard cripple,, not able to walk,,, and he was trembling as if he was shocked. At this time I did not realize that Bud had acquired a zapper. He was completely cripple. What I think happened is that they chased him off the deck and he has a bad hip,,, and they rebuke it,,, I also think Bud zapped him.  I know Bud killed Kitty,, because Kitty was always scratching at the back screen door, shredding the screen,, one day I saw Bud go after Kitty and the look on his face was not pleasant,, soon after Kitty disappeared and I smelled rotting flesh near the deck,,, also Bud put up this lattice work all around the deck because Cody was trying to get under it,,, I think Bud buried Kitty beneath the deck after he zapped him and killed him,,, he was a real nice beautiful , completely black cat long hair,,, sweet. they had him since they became live in together...
Anyway Bud has learned from the neighbors how to zap people with his phone and I think he has another device to that does it and Devin used his nintendo and xbox and somehow that works as well. I do not know if the wifi is a force multiplier, I think it might be but as with a lot of this stuff its speculation.
Kelly adopts bud's traits but she goes full bore,, no contemplation there,,, she overdoes it always... for instance,,, when Bud got his txt from his lady friend he was having an affair with, kelly lost it got drunk as a lord,,, I mean drunk,,,drunker than I have ever seen anyone in my life,, she also was out of her mind,, Cody came downstairs and sat on my lap he was so scared ,, he never saw the like of it either...
I talked with Laura about this txt thing,, and I heard Laura tell Kelly ,, well if he was he man, she should fight for him,,,, so kelly did, she fought everyone, including me.... I told her let him go,, hell be back ,, they always come back,,, I think to let them go and make them regret letting me go is a plus,, I figure if you don't want to  be with me,,, fine with me,,,see you!.  but kelly took Lauras advice,, and now she's in court,,, oh well. What happened is thus,,,
I heard these rough thuds upstairs,,, very unusual and I was concerned for safety. So I went upstairs and Kelly was lying on her back on the couch by the front door,,, Bud appeared to be leaning over her,, he had blood on the side of his face...i thought at first he was holding on to her, but it was just the opposite,,, she was holding on to him,,,he was trying to get away... so I grabbed their  hands and he ran out the door with her in hot pursuit,,, she fell down the front stairs her pants fell off and her wig,, she has Alopacia, Jill has it too,,,she pulled up her pants,,she had hold of Bud who finally managed to get free, she ran around to the car door and it was locked thank goodness for that, or that would of been worse... then she realized she did not have her wig on and let out a heartfelt scream, , I had picked the wig  up and then she came over and punched me in the face....I punched her back, I then walked into the house and on the way threw her wig in the snow...yes there were spots of snow....she came in and I had walked into the kitchen to go downstairs and she came through the curtain,,picking up a saucepan as I picked up a frying pan,,,,, her ghetto door,,, and I had picked up a wrench and bopped her off the head with it,, cutting her and making her bleed,,, she just stood there and kind of wiggled like she was gonna fall.I went downstairs. and prior to all of this when I went into the house and she was coming behind me,, I saw Bud coming down the street talking on his cell phone,,, I think this is when he called the cops,,, when i went downstairs I watched as the cops drove up and then went upstairs, by this time they had put kelly in handcuffs the detective arrived and Kelly gave him permission to photo whatever he wanted,, he photos a joint that bud had no idea whose it was... in a strange place,,, kelly was swearing and being bandaged by the EMTs... they took her off,,, I stayed upstairs and helped bud look for his keys to the van,,, we could not find them,, kelly found them when she came home and ws going to drive when I told her not to,,, she walked into the house instead,,,she was yelling at me all the time,,, as she couldn't really yell at sheathed,,,, still drunk after she got out of jail, she thought she was in jail overnight,, when it was only a few hours. then all of a sudden I heard Bud tell her not to talk to me,,, so she has not spoken to me since,,, today,,, 13 of march I want out in the yard to look around and told Bud to tell Kelly she can talk to me,, he said he does not interfere with she and I,,, I scoffed told him yeah yeah,,, to tell her different, and went downstairs,,,, he is very careful around me as he should be.
there are more details of course,, small  but will add later. she went to court and they connoted it to april 8,,, the DA told me she is an alcoholic and of that I am sure,,,, Kelly hug around with April and I noticed the same vibration of her hand , we were at Apple bumping into each other,her hand shook also I thought it was nerve damage from her accident,,, and Kelly started doing the same thing,, and I commented to her about it,,, and Kelly brushed me off....I told her to see her doc about it,,, and it was because she had not had a drink yet,, she's the one who came down here and watered down my bourbon and schnapps I used for cooking.she broke the window and ratchet on the window trying to get it,, broke both doors,,, it has not been pleasant living here with both of them,,, now its worse..