Last night we had an electrical storm that kept disrupting our electrical system. Continuous hits on the system. Finally the system went out. It was pitch black and no vibration, no flashes of light, no high hisses, no pulses. nothing, I was thrilled and was tired so I went to bed, I was overjoyed when I went to bed no ,no , no vibration.
Later after I had been in bed for a while the vibration came slight, and I was pulsed a few times, now that tells me that some of these devices run on batteries. The electricity had not come back on. For the electricity was out all over the neighborhood. I also think that some of these devices are locators. They locate people as the back scatter camera does. It was pitch black outside and rained very heavy, I mean poured, so anything I did would be covered. I thought of getting up dressing in black and leaving. I had a few dollars and the rain and dark might cover my exit, but I did not, to tell the truth I was so tired. I asked myself if I wanted to spend the rest of my life like this and the answer was NO, but I could not get up enough energy to get up and go. I slept well. I woke up to my TV on. Which it was probably turned on, because the electricity went off, the TV would go off until you pushed the button. It would not automatically go on..So someone pushed the button and they can do this with pulses. Other TI have spoken of the phenomenon.
One day the opportunity may come again and this time I will be ready.
I am watching Nova on Savants, the scientist are studying,, the prefrontal cortex is where all the stuff is created to do all the stuff we do as humans,, our emotional center is there as well. Depressed patients who write down their thoughts, express their stress and alleviate the stress. Journaling can be a silver bullet to alleviate stress, it is off loading the stress. If you are test taking and if you journal before you test,,your grade will go up, especially if you write about your stress feelings. I think the chats on talkshoe works the same way. I think I was given a lobotomy, my personality is flat and dull.I very rarely feel sharp and I know for a long time I was medicated, through pulsing. Long distance another reason I believe we are medically monitored. I was allowed to come off the drugs and things started to be sharp and clear and I got really enraged over what had and is being done to me, so they drugged me again. I think they also drug me so that I will be more accepting of the punishment I take every day and the beatings I was subjected too. Like being hit with a baseball bat only no one is there and the constant abuse of my family and the manipulation of my family against me. To control me and punish me. Even this blog is part of it. Journaling.
