yes deep despair,,, the neighbor on my left got hit last night I was hit all night I wondered if it had anything to do with the Torigian community center,,,I called yesterday to be put on the list ,, I took that to market basket last week and seemed to remember I got hit then as well. Laura and Rick think I do not deserve to take that elderly bus to the market after all torigan initiated the program in this town,,When it was Dukakis who initiated it as governor. of all the people who deserve to take the bus it is I after all he took from me and his minions stole and destroyed from me. Fuck you torigian and your devil spawn.
Last night was horrific,, I have not slept at all, but unlike others I am used to it... the man next door did not wake up for work,,, this bodes very ill for me. it is how the perps work they work on those around you making sure that they know it is your fault.. instilling not only fear but letting people know this is a police state. when the cop came to interview me , he said a strange thing,, he said he could not help me,, I started have a cop come and park a few minutes i from of the building I suspected that the pulses came from,,, He said he could not help me. I think this was his way of inferring that this is all in my head. His way of getting out of doing anything, . I know this can be stopped because one phone call to Torigian's office got Amy Bellarose off the list her mother was a clerk of court. I wonder if she is still around I would like to talk to her.
