Monday, October 27, 2014

27 Oct 14

I can barely walk,,, yesterday I took a ride on my bike for the first time in a while, just a  short one to try and build up my time ...this morning I could walk,,,now after writing in my blog,,, I cannot...it feels like I got shot in the back of the knee, and I would not be surprised... I am trying to get my case going...
I know my perps do not want me to walk or ride my bike,,,AT ALL.  for some reason, they do not feel I deserve it,,,just like Nelson made it known to me that I did not deserve to use the Peabody elederly bus,,,Torigian started it, when in reality Dukakis did and Torigian did it in Peabody so he got credit.. after all he was a politician,,,,
most of the time I can feel when I get shot,,,your finger seeks out the soreness of the shot to massaage, and the finger usually drops in a hole they drilled..every muscle in my body had had this done to them,,,holes and hurt..if people only knew what these scientists have invented and the power within, they would take them out and kill them without doubt in my mind,,,the military as well for experimentiing on US citizens,,,,pretty bad when you cannot even trust your own gov't.....but when ever could we..after all they look at people as being expendable...
So that is why the ball of my foot on my right side is hurting real bad,,, like I am walking on a golf ball, it is because I rode my bike yesterday....

yup it was david my leg has been pulsed all morning, I finally took a hot shower to relax the tetanized muscles , I found the hole right in back of the knee down and to the right of the left knee about an inch . It was hit all morning and the funny thing is I would move the leg and it would follow, maybe he had that program that will follow one spot whatever you designate,david was home again at 11:30 and i think the pulsing stopped. I cannot pull the leg using the back muscle without dire pain. It is so severe I get dizzy and want to throw up. I wish it on you David.

Friday, October 24, 2014

24 Oct 14 the start of my day

well it starts already got hit in the hips,,, they ,, the fucking perps in my nazi neighborhood,,I got up to put stuff away,, and got pulsed and almost knocked over, from Diachisions house,, you know these people who do this have got to be sick in the head,,, I mean reallu ill and what motivates them,,, is beyond me..this has been going on for years and years,,,you would think THEY would get tired of it,,,I know I am beyond tired of it,,,,wondering who or what they will destroy next.
iit is very hard to walk around your apartment and get pulsed so that you lose your balance... I get so tired of the kid,, his youngest son, he runs around the neighborhood pulsing me from different directions.....he walks across the street behnd our fence and Pauls driveway and pulses me no more than ten feet away from my bed,,, twielve at the most..then he runs up the street and around the corner nad pulses me from there...what an abnoxious kid,,, he believes what his parents tell him.. So sad for the little nazi,,,very blond and small like his mother, I wonder if he has the little man complex?  Probably I know the mothers is a mean bitch as mean as a junk yard dog.. The daughter who is fat and dark like her father,,,isn't that natures joke,,, the boy is small and delicate and blond like the mother and the girl is big and pear shaped and dark like the father,,,I have seen that many times.. this neighborhood does have some strange pairings...
Sousas kids are built like the mother big,,,really round,,,and dark,,, the father is big, the mother is round..like I said nature works in many ways,,,it works like that in our own family as well..... I see different pieces of different people in my grandchildren. Jill has my former husbands mouth, I always thought he had the prettiest mouth and now it appears in my granddaughter,,, who could even imagine that, nature does have a real good sense of humor, and I always love Karma...
'I spoke with an other Ti, yesterday,, he was an activist,,, a lot of activists seem to be on this list,,,,dissidents as well, enemies of the state. You see Diachision and his wife  Stephanie do not realize that is why they do what they do... it really has nothing to do with being a busybody or anything else,,,,just I had the audacity to tell their former now dead boss Torigian I didn't agree with his idea of a golf course..i wanted the use for all citizens not the privileged few.  They were not told anything about that, of course not... we do not speak..
anyway the rain has moved out...James was late for work and his boss said he would speak to him later and see if he still has a job...maybe that will shock James out of his binge,,,he does go on them..He can't afford to do that....he is only 23 and I know other young men do the same without life threatening ramifications,,
I need to lie down my neck where it has been pulsed is so painful,,,I cannot lie down but with great discomfort........./

Thursday, October 23, 2014

23 Oct 14

My butt was bleeding yesterday,,,,and today it was irradiated again,  oNe never knows what they are doing...james is taking pills,,, no track marks,,,but his mother told he he did have them...He came here and yelled at the window,, he really is a base creature...I let him in and he is sleeping it off....whatever it is,,, he is smoking pot all the time..so sad,,,, danielle told me 5 to 6 kids died in peabody of heroin overdose,,,drugs of some kind she said which surprised me that she thinks they are weeding out the weak,,, that may be so,, no one ever said I was weak...James seems to be. but you know they brought him back from the dead three times so I wonder.,, some people can't handle the stress of everyday life,,,, and hide in a variety of ways...
We are being hit with the remnants of a hurricaine wind rain,,blowing,,, gonzales?? or something like that...
I have asked Lorraine if she will accompany me to *** to see if we can get some technical help,,, I also went back into ((((((((( website to see how they have upgraded their devices lots on their that can be used to harass,,,think Ill buy a few myself..next payday.. got it on my list.....
im getting pulsed in the head as we speak,,,,
Tony is being hit all the time the harder he works always at his computer and he falls asleep on thie call talkshoe technology call .His family does not believe him,,,mine does they got hit,,,,good,,,dan did not call me crazy when we started to talk and Kelly still does but she will stop,,,,they have to realize that is out there and what can happen...

I have to start pretaring them ,,to start making plans for whatever.. I have no idea what I am going to tell james but if he does not straighten up he will be one of the first to go...He will be weak...

oAh yeah a couple of cops got killed in canada by muslims,,,converts to islam , new converts to islam,,,shot the cops dead,,, we had one happen here in the US,,, he managed to escape and he went through the circle they put up to contain him, he was spotted by a woman..I think it is all the true and false strories on the web about police brutality,,,, it is starting,,, on the boots on the ground level..
I think I will try to document this,,,,I also made a startement on facebook that was taken down, that the reason the cops are killing people and beating them up is to incite a riot,,,revolution? in order to justify that they keep their military equipment,,,, seems like the Muslims are trying to cause a rift,,but they will be hunted and suspect now,,everywhere,,,could it be the christians behind all this ? You never know...I think the cops are all on high alert,,,pity that..
I don't kow what to think this is escalating and will probably blow up in our face.... I guess I have to prepare everyone,,,talk to them...about food and weapons,,,
our water has a terrible smell to it,,, the hurricaine has roiled up the water...stinky..I boil my coffee for twenty minutes,,,,and drink bottled coke,,diet not the best thing but better than nothing,,,,

20 oct 14   Jeffrey putney left for  work, pulsing the house with intense. White light as he rounded the corner of staccia's property.  

Monday, October 20, 2014

operation safe home,,

Operation Safe Home is a covert  hud program that allows swat to enter housing projects, to arrest drug dealers , rapists, criminals,  and such,,,no one has heard of it but me..after SWATT left the maintenance and landlord's were allowed to report anyone for violent tendencies, forced into hospital with non lethal, wireless directed energy weapons. Also covert.The military has given these weapons to corporations and local police and are now militarized as we all know. Part of that is the dew directed energy weapons,,anyone put on the list is forced into hospital for evaluation of violent tendencies.. Torigian had my name put on the a list via Stuart Cumins,, I protested and spoke out since then I have been a targeted individual..a long time.  Forced into hosptial using a taser,,the doc put me in hospital because he didn't know what a taser was,,,MGH..

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

1 Oct 14 p

I was going to put the interview with Julian Assange here, but it won't paste,,,,basically he said we are in or going to be in a police state,,,,,he also used the term predictive profiles,,,in other words they know what your gonna do before you do it,,,
I gotta say this happened pretty fast, for me anyway this has been going on since 1996 for me and others state longer for them..I know the radar and hearing the clicks started in WW2,,,with sailors on board ships,,,so that started then,,, and the Russians have been working on this longer than us...Well what has changed in my life,,,
I'm watched 24/7 my neighbors are my keepers and report to someone on me.. this harassment is out of city hall using local people,,,like the Nazis did,,,,with the Jews... the us and them philosophy of conflict,,, I cannot give Bush credit for this as he is not the first to speak of an " us and them " that is as old as we are..tribal thinking.,so its a digital age of incarceration,,,no wonder the gov't wanted us to covert to digital concepts,,,, I know that was why they were pushing the medical industry to go digital,,, they can really kill someone just change their med script,,or misdiagnose them , whatever... who would know?