Friday, July 11, 2014

Everywhere I go now

Everywhere I go now,, I get hit,,,constantly,,,they are attacking Bud's van,,, flat tire,,,looks bad...my stomach is bloated,,,they beat me when I try to exercise...I wonder about the slaves in this country who helped build this country from the ground up,,,,they at least had the privacy of the mind,,,we as targeted individuals  do not have that luxury,,, that mercy,,,, to have the privacy of one's thoughts..

Every cell in our bodies is invaded, our mind by HSS, the rest of it by RF and HSS. Every thought every action no longer is a free will.  They keep hitting me with the little zapper thaat is a pure mean pulse of electricity like a hard hit of static only they send it in a spray or one pulse, I was told this is a tracker, but I wonder,,, I know it will destroy skull cells one cell at a time, they have misshapen my skull, full of holes look like Swiss cheese.the top is now flat and so isn't the back and they have made channels in it all over.. and xray would show this up well..

....they drive by and hit me, as I sit, when I wake, if I get up and go in the other room ,,all day every day. This is an active part of my life now...This is what they are doing. The gulag sounds good to me...at least there one's thoughts belong to yourself......

bad feelings

I know my face is red,,, sunburn or high blood pressure, I know I don't feel well ,,, most all the time now, if I exert even a little bit,,,I know I do not feel well, I have been hit so hard all the time,,,I have big bruises on the back of my legs...they are not normal, they look like varicous veins and now they are but done by pulsing,,, I bet I have those all over my body, broken blood vessels,, Peteccia,, they were caused by pulsing, they pulse right through my bed,,so the full effect hits me, slides  all along my body. It's really bad for you,,, breaks blood vessels,,, disrupts your sleep and hurts your organs...a kill procedure.

Kathleen got an injunction against this perp,,, they were using dish networks against themm billy dryer of tanners court used a dish against me....he had one on the roof of his house,,,,he is the one who was dyeing from hep c,,,or b,,,,he is the one who apologized to me as he was leaving his house to marry laurie.  He knew what he did,,,, I just stared at him,,no mercy here, you never showed me any, I give none in return,,,, what goes around comes around...

,,,, I went into  a website called moog,,, Tony sent it to me,, and it was full of antenna,,,,and devices that can be easily used for us, to us, or against us or against those using these devices....Expensive..on a tripod,,,
Yesterday I went to the mall, and as I walked past David's house  , I saw someone sitting on the couch under the front windows,  the only car home was the big old red one,,,the other three were gone,,,, the perps do not know they are being used as well,,, David owns, 3 cars,,,red , white and black,,, Paul who walked is dog has white hair,, he had on a red shirt black pants....what a pain in the ass........
at the mall I was hit all the time,,, my body so hurt,,,when they hit you,, it is usually home and hard, then when they put a beam on you at the mall it hurts the hurt spot all over again....
I hurt all over all day.
We should all be afraid,,,very afraid and prepare for the worst,,,maybe living in holes like worms...or rumming away to the forest,, they can find us there, maybe the Hawaains had the best idea,,,no white people on one of their islands,,,they live in the old way so they do not lose their history.....
I think I am very sick,,, and will because of the targeting,, directly attributed to the targeting ,,,I will only get sicker...