James is working with his father that is a good thing he has a girl friend,, tall rangy and good looking,,, name of Jessica,,,Jess,, a tough flower but delicate. I really really like her..shes a brat like james and she feels he is her soul mate,,,
bud has kidney stones and is such a wimp he went to hospital a couple of times for them I hope they were so very painful..
Devin is pulsing me from upstairs with the xbox controller... and the harassment from the neighbors ,,,when they are active upstairs,, is less if not at all.
Our lawn from David Diachisins house is all brown you can see where the pulses go into the ground,,, to hit me I am sub level..
For a while I was getting hit 24/7,, but now I have some relief..
There was an incident I remembered in my life I forgot about that I wanted to enter it here ,, but its gone again,, hopefully I will remember it,,
Thanksgiving is thursday and I always looked forward to it,,, cooking my turkey but I gave mine to James and Jess.a nice small butterball.
I think I will buy a smaller one for me.its getting colder,, but so far no snow...just rain,, it seems the months are moving forward a month at a time,,,dec is now nov. weather....etc.last year I was surprised we got smashed with feet of snow,, and when it melted no flooding,,, I was really surprised at that... this year I think it is going to be the same, the pattern is the same,,, but more people are waking up to the fact global warming is not how warm,, its how dry...or wet... the warm makes more intense weather, the dry does also,,, the west is turning into a desert.
Jillian and I are not talking the perp saga goes on and on,,, Cherie the bitch across the street , told he boyfriend and his father about me,, this was after I took David DiachIsin to court for harassment.so I asked her who said and what was said and she refused,,, so I told her to shut to fuck up about it,,, Bud got upset I could hear him,, anything to diss me,,,and he has Devin join in,,,
I told her she has much bigger things to be worried about,, like her mother running around drunk and naked all summer and her father growing pot so the states have to come and pull them out,,but I think that doc who you applied for a marijuana license reported us,,, he asked me if I was already growing and I said yes...but then you never know.
I think the states are doing two things supplying pot but taking names,,, I don't care,,,fuck em.
I had the strangest dream and usually when they are that strange they are implanted,, it was about Judy Anderson of the PBS newshour,,, she was in a room with me with all kinds of people she sat opposite me and I wanted to ask her some questions and she would not answer my call and then hid under a blanket... I thought that strange and I think after a while I left...she acted dead under the blanket not moving or anything,, it was really weird.
James is off Heroin and I could and do do cartwheels,,, I know that many go back on but he seems ok..I still worry about him and tell him often he will lose to much he has gained if he does,,, the only thing that keeps dancing before my eyes is how dirty and filthy and awful he looked when he first moved in with me,, his desperation, for money to fill his habit...I am so proud of him,,, he has conquered a great evil... that tried to kill him several times.only because of advances in medicine to counter the overdose effects saved his life otherwise he would be a cold corpse in the ground instead of being Jess's soulmate..
He does want children and is the most gentle of persons around them,,, his great gentleness surprises even me. I wish him all the happiness in the world.. He is a nice person to hug,,, I love hugging him,,, he is a huggy bear.
I have not seen Adam in over a year,,, he is doing his own thing,, Danielle and I have not spoken either since her jeep was sabotaged. by perps...the perps have pretty much cut me off from family,, and I do go not for my safety but for theirs...more later
