The story of Barbara Guillette in real time of Directed Energy attacks on innocent people the sustainability=depopulation,Agenda 30 pre-aging imposed murder /suicide, silent holocaust program using community based agents out of the Fusion centers. The silent standing army of directed energy weapons ready at a moments notice paid by tax payers money to carry out the assaults ..you're next.I am going public others have to be aware of what govt is really doing secretly to citizens.
Saturday, October 27, 2018
I had my facebook page messed with
I changed my name to Deirdre dump,,, my facebook page was messed with and so was't my Resonance page and my blog was opened when Id didn't open it, I know the local cops have been in my page for a while.I write about wha they did to me... have posted it here,,, my photos were all missing,,,the pulses that hit my windows etc,,,no evidence...
Friday, October 26, 2018
time in mind

Metaphysical Questions for Physicists about Time.
Ifphysics is solely concerned with what actually exists within physical reality then it ought not contain expressions representing things that do not exist in physical reality.
So what does it mean when a span of time is represented in physics? The only physically extant moment within any timeline is at the present marker (for there exists no past or future in present physical space1). Models utilizing timelines are therefore not strictly describing physical reality.
If the 4th dimension of Minkowski space-time is not modeling actual physical reality, then what is it modeling? If the only physically real slice of space-time is the present frame, then what is the domain within which all other frames exist? All other frames are either within past or future. Where do we find past and future existing?
One possibility jumps to mind. Past and future are routinely contemplated by the conscious mind. This is (afaict) the only domain within which these realms of time can be found. Are representations of non-present time ultimately referring to the domain of mind? Where else might they be found?

“I regard consciousness as fundamental. I regard matter as derivative from consciousness. We cannot get behind consciousness. Everything that we talk about, everything that we regard as existing, postulates consciousness.”
― Max Planck
In Einstein’s e=mc² time is represented as a rate of change (which avoids the difficulties described above). If the universe is considered to be a body of information, is it reasonable to consider the speed of light c to be processor speed? If information can travel no faster than light2 — is this not the clock-speed of the universe?
Can we get any sense of the structure of this cosmic CPU? Physical space is distributed over vast distances. Processor speed need not be accounted for by a single clock since distributed networks can achieve high rates of parallel processing when the number of processing nodes is sufficiently high. Thus it seems likely the physical universe is built upon a distributed model.
If the universe is processed by a distributed network then what are its processing nodes? Mind jumps to mind again: in the absence of any other more likely candidates — why should we not consider nodes of consciousness to be the information processors of the universe? After all, conscious minds function entirely as information processors. They also have the virtue of actually existing as a feature of physical reality.3

If earth-life were completely unique and alone in the universe then the rest of the cosmos would contain no other forms of conscious life. What are the chances of this being true? Although conclusive evidence of life elsewhere has yet to be detected, just the probabilities alone suggest life is a common feature throughout the universe. It’s perfectly reasonable to assume this universe to be populated by many islands of conscious being.
If this is the case then why are we not receiving intelligible messages from other regions of interstellar space? But wait a second— how do we know that we’re not? If lightspeed c is the rate of universal processing and the cosmic CPU is a distributed network of consciousness — can we reasonably speculate that light itself is an information stream between nodes of consciousness? Our inability to understand what light is saying doesn’t necessarily mean it isn’t saying anything.
The presence of light may not prove the presence of conscious life. But it can be seen as evidence. The light emitted by fireflies, jellyfish and electric lamps are certainly evidence of life (as is the light in your eyes). Can we be certain that stars themselves are not conscious beings?
No complete model of the universe can omit the presence of mind and consciousness. Is it possible that within the existing mathematics of physics we have already (and unwittingly) modeled some aspect of consciousness in our representations of time? Does Einstein’s c also stand for consciousness? Are light and consciousness inextricably linked phenomena? Those of us who have practiced meditation and/or studied sacred texts might be inclined to believe yes.
Taking this line of thinking as far as possible suggests some fascinating (and mindbending) possibilities. Returning to e=mc²: if c represents the distributed processing speed of all existing conscious entities within a frame, then what does this suggest about mass and energy?
Considering the universe as a whole: m represents the weight of matter within the universe. Does this imply that energy is a product of the conscious network interacting with matter?
With a little algebra we find it’s also the case that c²=e/m. What does this tell us about the nature of consciousness? Does this suggest that the conscious network consists of energy subdued by the weight of matter? Is it reasonable to suggest that all conscious beings can be thought of as energy distributed within matter?
And what of m=e/c²? Is the present mass of the universe determined by the total universal energy as distributed among its network of conscious beings?
Can we entertain the possibility that physics already implies a partially verifiable metaphysics? One which may help us to heal the brutal divisions between materialist science and ephemeral spirituality? Can we find a deeper meaning within our rationality and perhaps bring some clarity to our mysticism?
If we are to successfully bring our world together we cannot reasonably believe that whatever particular paradigm each of us presently adheres to will prevail over all others. We’re going to have to find some way for all of our paradigms to be embraced within some meta-perspective. Such an integral vision is necessary to avoid falling into our old patterns — the terrible historical nightmares of hatred, violence and environmental destruction. Everyone knows we are once again at the precipice — and that we cannot afford to revert to previous versions of human nature. Additionally, it will not be long before we all have to contend with an artificial intelligence far greater than our own. So we had better get our act together, and soon.
A good place to start this integration process is within the fields that contain the most earnest and serious thinkers. Philosophers, scientists, poets and spiritualists each have important things to say. But none so important that any might be considered the final word. After all — existence is a mystery and we are all humble and essentially ignorant creatures within the grand scheme of things.
Here’s hoping (wishfully? desperately?) that we might all admit the limitations of our perspectives and develop a new inclusive vision of reality together, while there’s still Time.
Footnotes:
1 If past and future were somehow part of the physical universe there would be a confusion of events — no succession or continuity would be possible.
2 Ignoring quantum entanglement for the time being.
3 Whether or not mind is wholly an artifact of physical matter it certainly does exist as a real factor in actual present physical reality. It might therefore be said that mind is more real than past or future.
yeah someone is in my laptop
On fb they changed the picture of Diachisions house for my motif , I couldn't change it back and I found my blog open so I quit fb . and might delete everything. local cops ,,someone doing it. fuck you assholes.
Saturday, October 20, 2018
The collapse of the American empire, Chris Hedges, youtube video is good.
I heard on oe of the news emails that Trump had 81 christian evangelicals for dinner in the whit emus and this is not ad,,, nor is it breaking church and state,,, but in other ways he is, betsy devos is in position, for education prayer in school , christian evangelical prayer i school, I believe the reason the peadophilia is coming out so wrong in the CC church is because the Christianevalgelicals want to do what eh protestant did tp the CC in the UK,, they basically almost wiped them out..I think that is what is going to be done here ... The CC church will be erased.
Monday, October 15, 2018
Saturday, October 13, 2018
my mum was hysterical,,,
she called me into watch TV one night,,, it was Arsenic and old lace,, with cary grant,,, funny,,,funny we roared.
then she used to read these magazines, True story abut all these stories she thought were true,,, sex magazines no wonder my parents had five kids,,, she asked me one time I know I wa snot married yet but around 17 or maybe I was married my mother as I came through the door asked me what 69 meant,,,I stuttered it was so funny, ah,,, well, ahhh ahhh i ahh, so then I told her what it meant,, in a very very round about way,,,I just said the circles are the heads... she got it,, right away,, she said nooooooo,, people don't do that. I just shrugged and walked away,, I could not answer her,,, I forget.. I think that came after marriage.
We were sitting in church and my brother was on one side I was on the other and he was massaging his penis, pushing it down... she said stop that, he said its was stiff, she started to laughter a couple of minutes,,, and I had no idea what was meant, but for some reason I never forgot that
Or the time she fell asleep in her chair and we kids hung around on the floor, I was laying right in front of her,, watching Lassie,,,the kid on the TV was crying out help help, my mother was dreaming and dreamt my sis her was being flushed down the toilet... she jumped up ran up my body, over my head, and took a left turn and missed the door bounced off the wall onto the floor, she had been going full speed. We were stunned, my father came over" are you alright,as he picked her up off the floor,,,,, she said "Damn kid, I thought Marilyn was being flushed down the toilet""and the kid on TV was Marilyn was calling for help..... hysterical,,,
then one time our bed caught on fire,,, we used to heat rocks and put them in the bottom of our bed,, our bedrooms were unheated.. one time they were to hot...it just burnt the sheets,,, black holes, I don't think the mattress caught on fire,,,
then she used to read these magazines, True story abut all these stories she thought were true,,, sex magazines no wonder my parents had five kids,,, she asked me one time I know I wa snot married yet but around 17 or maybe I was married my mother as I came through the door asked me what 69 meant,,,I stuttered it was so funny, ah,,, well, ahhh ahhh i ahh, so then I told her what it meant,, in a very very round about way,,,I just said the circles are the heads... she got it,, right away,, she said nooooooo,, people don't do that. I just shrugged and walked away,, I could not answer her,,, I forget.. I think that came after marriage.
We were sitting in church and my brother was on one side I was on the other and he was massaging his penis, pushing it down... she said stop that, he said its was stiff, she started to laughter a couple of minutes,,, and I had no idea what was meant, but for some reason I never forgot that
Or the time she fell asleep in her chair and we kids hung around on the floor, I was laying right in front of her,, watching Lassie,,,the kid on the TV was crying out help help, my mother was dreaming and dreamt my sis her was being flushed down the toilet... she jumped up ran up my body, over my head, and took a left turn and missed the door bounced off the wall onto the floor, she had been going full speed. We were stunned, my father came over" are you alright,as he picked her up off the floor,,,,, she said "Damn kid, I thought Marilyn was being flushed down the toilet""and the kid on TV was Marilyn was calling for help..... hysterical,,,
then one time our bed caught on fire,,, we used to heat rocks and put them in the bottom of our bed,, our bedrooms were unheated.. one time they were to hot...it just burnt the sheets,,, black holes, I don't think the mattress caught on fire,,,
Wednesday, October 10, 2018
false flag
How cute a false flag report of gas in my apt. building does that tie in to what I said in my last email,, that I would never of taken part in your protest about the gas line going through Peabody ,, and your right I would not...this city has never from the moment I stepped into this town it has never been kind to me, not from city hall and through city hall all the neighbors and friends of the Torigians and the employees from city hall, and your other thugs,,that is a lot of people after me whom I have no idea who they are....malice of the highest order and manipulation....
It has been one hell of a scenario after another. And to think that the meeting before that thug Torigian was to complain about the water colored like Flint and concern for the rest of the people of Peabody. To try to buy the land and leave it in perpetuity for the people of Peabody as open space instead of for a bunch of rich assholes,, knocking balls around with sticks... so much for golf.
And it was so funny walking out fo my building the day after the fake gas smell when the firemen ran around looking important but we both know it was a false flag. That the chiefs SUV was parked out front today Wednesday planned so i would see it,,,,. That kind of ties in with my email to you Chris,, a nice set up... You can all go stuff it, your all rotten to the core,,,corrupt ,,, you Nazi creeps from the depths of a cesspool.You can add this to your collection for all the harm you and the rest did to me, "what goes around comes around", karma and i'm counting on it..
regards
barbara guillette
Oct 10 at 7:48 PM
Monday, October 8, 2018
my dad was wonderful to me
Barbara Guillette never ever hate yourself,,, ever,,, why I have always loved myself and my parents for what they gave me,,, life... I once asked my dad if I had different parents if I would know who I am,, as me. . He said no you would be a different person.I said well i"m glad I have you as parents... I think I was seven and started asking questions at a very young age,,, and he was smart enough to answer them rightly. I asked him about god and time, I can't remember the exact question something to do with seven days and evolution, but his answer was very satisfactory, he said what does time mean to god,,, a day could be any time to god. I still am an atheist but this was a very good answer for a child asking about her religion at a young age, no wonder my father loved me so much. He gave me intelligence and we were kindred spirits, out of all his children I was the only one with Hazel eyes like him, He was a wonderful father to me..
this was in reply to a vegan who got some replies from others on facebook who felt that killing children of the Palestinians , did not justify them as wonderful people for eating vegan,,, she said it made her hate herself. I agree you an't kill kids and consider yourself wonderful for the and still kill kids... sorry not in my playbook. I was afraid to post this answer on fb knowing the Christians will grab it and use it to justify god and evolution evidently they never thought of this,,, I think there stupid anyway. but it still does not do anything for me as far as believing in god,,, no invisible magic men for me and who decreed that god was male,, and who thinks god maybe did not die on the cross, he may have been just unconscious and the three days may of healed him enough to arise supposedly from the dead.
this was in reply to a vegan who got some replies from others on facebook who felt that killing children of the Palestinians , did not justify them as wonderful people for eating vegan,,, she said it made her hate herself. I agree you an't kill kids and consider yourself wonderful for the and still kill kids... sorry not in my playbook. I was afraid to post this answer on fb knowing the Christians will grab it and use it to justify god and evolution evidently they never thought of this,,, I think there stupid anyway. but it still does not do anything for me as far as believing in god,,, no invisible magic men for me and who decreed that god was male,, and who thinks god maybe did not die on the cross, he may have been just unconscious and the three days may of healed him enough to arise supposedly from the dead.
Saturday, October 6, 2018
Kavanaugh was put on the supreme court against much opposition
Bill Maher has voiced concern that Trump may not leave the white house if he loses the next election and I wondered about this,
will our gov't obey the rule of law, or the rule of man...I say that again,
WILL OUR GOV'T OBEY THE RULE OF LAW ,,, OR THE RULE OF MAN? IF TRUMP IS VOTED OUT OF OFFICE...WILL HE LEAVE WILLINGLY TO ENFORCE DEMOCRACY OR CONTINUE TO STEAL US BLIND? AS HE HAS BEEN DOING FROM THE MINUTE HE STEPPED INTO THE WHITE HOUSE. ALL THOSE MEN STOLE ALL THIS MONEY AND HAVE THOSE ASSETS, THEY SHOULD PAY BACK WHAT THEY STOLE... OTHERWISE THIS COUNTRY WHICH IS MAYBE WHAT THEY WANT WILL COLLAPSE, THAT IS WHY THEY BUILT THE UNDERGROUND CITIES, I THINK THEY ARE PLANNING A COLLAPSE THEY SEE IT COMING AND THSE FIVE CITIES WILL SURVIVE IT, SO THEY HOPE,,MAYBE,,, ? I WONDER IF SOMEONE WILL EAT THEM FOR DINNER WHEN THEY DO COME OUT. THEY'LL BE FRESH MEAT AND GUESS WHAT WE WILL BE WAITING FOR THEM , IT WILL BY OUR LEGACY TO YOU. ALL THE COWS AND ANIMALS WILL BE DEAD FROM THE NUKE BOMBS? WELL FED ANIMALS OF ANY SORT WOULD LOOK GOOD,THERE ARE MANY OF US WHO WILL SURVIVE, THEIR HOLOCAUST,,,,,I WONDER HOW MUCH FOOD SUPPLY THEY HAVE,, CAN THEY SURVIVE FOR YEARS UNDERGROUND?? I MEAN YEARS, WE SHALL BECOME AS THAT MOVIE,,, PANDORA,,, LOL.
WILL OUR GOV'T OBEY THE RULE OF LAW ,,, OR THE RULE OF MAN? IF TRUMP IS VOTED OUT OF OFFICE...WILL HE LEAVE WILLINGLY TO ENFORCE DEMOCRACY OR CONTINUE TO STEAL US BLIND? AS HE HAS BEEN DOING FROM THE MINUTE HE STEPPED INTO THE WHITE HOUSE. ALL THOSE MEN STOLE ALL THIS MONEY AND HAVE THOSE ASSETS, THEY SHOULD PAY BACK WHAT THEY STOLE... OTHERWISE THIS COUNTRY WHICH IS MAYBE WHAT THEY WANT WILL COLLAPSE, THAT IS WHY THEY BUILT THE UNDERGROUND CITIES, I THINK THEY ARE PLANNING A COLLAPSE THEY SEE IT COMING AND THSE FIVE CITIES WILL SURVIVE IT, SO THEY HOPE,,MAYBE,,, ? I WONDER IF SOMEONE WILL EAT THEM FOR DINNER WHEN THEY DO COME OUT. THEY'LL BE FRESH MEAT AND GUESS WHAT WE WILL BE WAITING FOR THEM , IT WILL BY OUR LEGACY TO YOU. ALL THE COWS AND ANIMALS WILL BE DEAD FROM THE NUKE BOMBS? WELL FED ANIMALS OF ANY SORT WOULD LOOK GOOD,THERE ARE MANY OF US WHO WILL SURVIVE, THEIR HOLOCAUST,,,,,I WONDER HOW MUCH FOOD SUPPLY THEY HAVE,, CAN THEY SURVIVE FOR YEARS UNDERGROUND?? I MEAN YEARS, WE SHALL BECOME AS THAT MOVIE,,, PANDORA,,, LOL.
WOULD THEY BE SO FOOLISH? CRAZY? WELL?YOUR GUESS IS AS GOOD AS MINE, OR MAYBE IF A WAR OCCURS, ON PURPOSE, THEY CAN HIDE FROM THE WAR THEY SEE COMING HERE. ??TO KILL US OFF? WOW, I'M GLAD THEIR ARE SOMANY WEAPONS OUT THERE IN THE CIVILIAN WORLD, WE SHALL NOT GO EASILY... AND MUCH OF THE MILITARY WILL SIDE WITH US, THEY DON'T WANT A CONTROLLING STATE FOR THEIR CHILDREN EITHER.
IS THAT WHAT THE CITIES ARE FOR?
KAVANAUGH WAS A COMPLETE GOV'T TAKEOVER , THEY OWN CONTROL OF THE SENATE, THE HOUSE AND NOW THE SUPREME COURT, THOSE ARE THE THREE BRANCHES OF GOV'T,SO IF THE DEMOCRATIC PARTY TAKES BACK THE SENATE AND THE HOUSE THEY CAN IMEACH KAVANAUGH AND HIS LAWS?,,, HE ,,KAVANAUGH CAN BE IMPEACHED AS A JUDGE. I FORGET THE PROCESS,,, BUT HE SEEMS TO BE AN ALCOHOLIC..IF NOT FULL BLOWN YET.
I SENT THIS TO ALLEN DERSHOWITZ ON TWITTER,, I DON'T KNOW IF HE GOT IT,,,
Replying to @DailyCaller
Dershowitz how much are they paying you? I was raped twice different years different men.I never told anyone till years later. It's not a good thing to have someone invade your body by force, bend over let me shove a stick up your ass see if u like it ,,,by force...
Replying to @DailyCaller
Dershowitz how much are they paying you? I was raped twice different years different men.I never told anyone till years later. It's not a good thing to have someone invade your body by force, bend over let me shove a stick up your ass see if u like it ,,,by force...
Tuesday, October 2, 2018
letter to chris ryder
----- Forwarded Message -----
From: Barbara Guillette <memoir65@yahoo.com>
To: christopher.ryder@peabody-ma.gov <christopher.ryder@peabody-ma.gov>; tgriffin@peabodypolice.org <tgriffin@peabodypolice.org>; e-info@clf.org <e-info@clf.org>
Sent: Sunday, September 30, 2018, 12:59:47 PM EDT
Subject: targeted individual
Two days ago I took a walk in South Peabody, this is considered the area of Rick and Laura Nelson, daughter of the former mayor , that malicious thug Peter Torigian.. Ever since he died she has taken up the banner of harassment. She feels her father was a saint and feels that I should of not spoken out about what he did to my life. The Nelson's feel much resentment against me because I would not keep quiet about what the father did to me, they also feel South Peabody belongs to them since I moved out a year and a half ago, If I do go to South Peabody I am severely retaliated against. Not out of anything I did,, but they fear retaliation from me for what they did to me out of malice and because their killers. This morning at 0300 30 Sept 2018, I was woken and beat with pulsed energy weapons that all first responders have available to them. For hours.
I think it was Friday of last week I took a walk in South Peabody and ran into Stephanie Donavan she was my next door neighbor , wife of Paul Donavan. she saw me on the back road as she entered at St. Annes Ave.and was ahead of me as I walked on the back road and increased her steps glancing back as we got to the separation in the path, she took the left onto Rockdale and I continued straight onto the back road, and I continued on,,, calling out to her, HI Stephanie, she replied, "I thought that was you, what are you doing here", I replied," just taking a walk I come up here once in a while for a walk". I asked her how was her son, he, now because of his parents is a Peabody cop,,,she said he was fine and she was going to meet him in a few minutes, she said he was troublesome. I replied at least he is on the straight and narrow path and she said that is true, I then asked her how Paul was , she said fine , I said I think of him every once in a while.
She and Paul were the neighbors who flipped, who were friends and because of the harassment from the Diachisions/Nelsons,,that blew through their house, from the Nelson's silver van, and from 20 St Anne's ave, Sean and Jason who worked for ON TARGET SECURITY COMPANY, they used to pulse my bedroom through Pauls house, Paul and Stephanie joined David Diachision, who works for the city as a meter reader and David is the one who spoke with everyone in the neighborhood with his negative narrative and turned everyone against me for the Nelsons. worked too.
My advice to the public do not trust any of your first responders as they work for NSA and Homeland Security, they no longer work for you, if you get listed they will kill you just as easy as they can, they no longer protect and serve, but kill and harass , with a failure to protect. All first responders are involved in this Phoenix program for depopulation.
Ever since that walk a couple of days ago, the harassment and pulses are deadly. Stephanie Donavan is a heartless bitch and her fawning husband.. Paul who licked David's ass in the most awful way. She's the same way as Stephanie Diachision, David's wife another pawn of the Nelsons,,,
Stephanie Donavan was not afraid of me , but for only one reason did she act the way she did, , she fears retaliation for what she did to me..not for anything I did,,,same with a lot of other perps , like Cherie Rathbun, Chris Yaikus, the Nelsons especially, , David Diachision, and others. They seem all connected because they are all affiliated with the police dept. and through them city hall , it's employees and employee's neighbors. That's a lot of people against you whom you have never met or spoke with but know who you are. .
Mercenaries all, and perps of the worst kind and I believe this is why my targeting has increased with deadly force. I have a right to walk where ever I want,, this is a city I have lived in unfortunately since 1985, much to my regret. this harassment is done on purpose they want you isolated and confined to my room. I lived in South Peabody, I loved walking in the woods and here downtown were I was forced to move is all city road and difficult to walk because the mercenaries/drive-bys/perps as they are called, have easier access to you as you walk along they can pulse you as much as they want and I get very sick from walking downtown from their harassment. .
Then as I was making coffee this morning I was hit with v2k and told to stay out of South Peabody, , I said "fuck you". I then was given the impression I would be further hurt ,as happened ever since Rick, the dick head, Nelson found out I lived here on Main St.. when I walked by the firehouse on Lowell St. I did not know he worked on Lowell St.. I thought Rick the dick head worked on Lynn st.
My harassment has became more intense since that time. like a buzz saw ripping though you, only it's EMP, I have asked chief Griffin to stop this several times, and the present mayor as well, to no avail and this can be stopped, it only takes a few words from the mayor or Chief Griffin to have this stopped and they both refuse.
If this is confusing I'm sorry. It's been 25 years of constant harassment and abuse from the Torigian/Nelson/Diachision and many others,,,. By the way don't ask me to join your protests ever again, don't ask me to go on your CCTV either, my insightful advice is not for you to use,,,especially like the one Peabody had to protest the gas pipeline going through the city that was stopped, If I thought that the houses blowing up would happen in Peabody I would never of gone. You deserve everything you get and then some. You've done nothing to stop this malicious, Nazi, horrible , harassment and I wish you all dead.
Regards
barbara guillette
today is 10 oct 2018 and today I had this overwhelming feeling that I had to leave my apt. go to the mall. just overwhelming feeling, and knew even as as I left it was triggers... I even asked myself why this sudden feeling of having to leave, as I went out the door parked in front of the phone place was the deputy fire chief suv,,, I got the impression he was speaking to my landlord... and yesterday was the day we had a gas scare which I think was a false flag,,, of course they are putting in new stuff downstairs in the brewery that has gas coming in, so it was a tie-in to my comment about the gas explosions in lawrence and Andover. Not only my comments were triggered by their actions were part of it just to put me in a bad light as usual,,,, Im the bad guy they beat me to death for years....put out , put me to bed for days,,, destroyed muscles... hurt my skull broke,, by pulsing my teeth destroyed bone, so you can see how much I hate that fucker Nelson and Laura I'm sure they spoke to my landlord, I would not put it past them at all, and wish them all the bad Karma in the world,,
today is 10 oct 2018 and today I had this overwhelming feeling that I had to leave my apt. go to the mall. just overwhelming feeling, and knew even as as I left it was triggers... I even asked myself why this sudden feeling of having to leave, as I went out the door parked in front of the phone place was the deputy fire chief suv,,, I got the impression he was speaking to my landlord... and yesterday was the day we had a gas scare which I think was a false flag,,, of course they are putting in new stuff downstairs in the brewery that has gas coming in, so it was a tie-in to my comment about the gas explosions in lawrence and Andover. Not only my comments were triggered by their actions were part of it just to put me in a bad light as usual,,,, Im the bad guy they beat me to death for years....put out , put me to bed for days,,, destroyed muscles... hurt my skull broke,, by pulsing my teeth destroyed bone, so you can see how much I hate that fucker Nelson and Laura I'm sure they spoke to my landlord, I would not put it past them at all, and wish them all the bad Karma in the world,,
Barbara Guillette <memoir65@yahoo.com>
To:Chris Ryder
Oct 10 at 7
Oct 10 at 7:48 PM
From: Barbara Guillette <memoir65@yahoo.com>
To: Chris Ryder <christopher.ryder@peabody-ma.gov>
Sent: Wednesday, October 10, 2018, 7:48:41 PM EDT
Subject: gas
How cute a false flag report of gas in my apt. building does that tie in to what I said in my last email,, that I would never of taken part in your protest about the gas line going through Peabody ,, and your right I would not...this city has never from the moment I stepped into this town it has never been kind to me, not from city hall and through city hall all the neighbors and friends of the Torigians and the employees from city hall, and your other thugs,,that is a lot of people after me whom I have no idea who they are....malice of the highest order and manipulation....
It has been one hell of a scenario after another. And to think that the meeting before that thug Torigian was to complain about the water colored like Flint and concern for the rest of the people of Peabody. To try to buy the land and leave it in perpetuity for the people of Peabody as open space instead of for a bunch of rich assholes,, knocking balls around with sticks... so much for golf.
And it was so funny walking out fo my building the day after the fake gas smell when the firemen ran around looking important but we both know it was a false flag. That the chiefs SUV was parked out front today Wednesday planned so i would see it,,,,. That kind of ties in with my email to you Chris,, a nice set up... You can all go stuff it, your all rotten to the core,,,corrupt ,,, you Nazi creeps from the depths of a cesspool.You can add this to your collection for all the harm you and the rest did to me, "what goes around comes around", karma and i'm counting on it..
regards
barbara guillette
Re: this letter is confusing2
Yahoo/Inbox
Barbara Guillette <memoir65@yahoo.com>To:Paul GrigunOct 2 at 6:34 PM
but anyway----- Forwarded Message -----From: Barbara Guillette <memoir65@yahoo.com>To: christopher.ryder@peabody-ma.gov <christopher.ryder@peabody-ma.gov>; tgriffin@peabodypolice.org <tgriffin@peabodypolice.org>; e-info@clf.org <e-info@clf.org>Sent: Sunday, September 30, 2018, 12:59:47 PM EDTSubject: targeted individualTwo days ago I took a walk in South Peabody, this is considered the area of Rick and Laura Nelson, daughter of the former mayor , that malicious thug Peter Torigian.. Ever since he died she has taken up the banner of harassment. She feels her father was a saint and feels that I should of not spoken out about what he did to my life. The Nelson's feel much resentment against me because I would not keep quiet about what the father did to me, they also feel South Peabody belongs to them since I moved out a year and a half ago, If I do go to South Peabody I am severely retaliated against. Not out of anything I did,, but they fear retaliation from me for what they did to me. This morning at 0300 30 Sept 2018, I was woken and beat with pulsed energy weapons that all first responders have available to them. For hours.I think it was Friday of last week I took a walk in South Peabody and ran into Stephanie Donavan she was my next door neighbor , wife of Paul Donavan. she saw me on the back road as she entered at St. Annes Ave.and was ahead of me as I walked on the back road and increased her steps glancing back as we got to the separation in the path, she took the left onto Rockdale and I continued straight onto the back road, and I continued on,,, calling out to her, HI Stephanie, she replied, "I thought that was you, what are you doing here", I replied," just taking a walk I come up here once in a while for a walk". I asked her how was her son, he, now because of his parents is a Peabody cop,,,she said he was fine and she was going to meet him in a few minutes, she said he was troublesome. I replied at least he is on the straight and narrow path and she said that is true, I then asked her how Paul was , she said fine , I said I think of him every once in a while.She and Paul were the neighbors who flipped, who were friends and because of the harassment from the Diachisions/Nelsons,,that blew through their house, from the Nelson's silver van, and from 20 St Anne's ave, Sean and Jason who worked for ON TARGET SECURITY COMPANY, they used to pulse my bedroom through Pauls house, Paul and Stephanie joined David Diachision, who works for the city as a meter reader and David is the one who spoke with everyone in the neighborhood with his negative narrative and turned everyone against me for the Nelsons. worked too.My advice to the public do not trust any of your first responders as they work for NSA and Homeland Security, they no longer work for you, if you get listed they will kill you just as easy as they can, they no longer protect and serve, but kill and harass , with a failure to protect. All first responders are involved in this Phoenix program for depopulation.Ever since that walk a couple of days ago, the harassment and pulses are deadly. Stephanie Donavan is a heartless bitch and her fawning husband.. Paul who licked David's ass in the most awful way. She's the same way as Stephanie Diachision, David's wife another pawn of the Nelsons,,,Stephanie Donavan was not afraid of me , but for only one reason did she act the way she did, , she fears retaliation for what she did to me..not for anything I did,,,same with a lot of other perps , like Cherie Rathbun, Chris Yaikus, the Nelsons especially, , David Diachision, and others. They seem all connected because they are all affiliated with the police dept. and through them city hall , it's employees and employee's neighbors. That's a lot of people against you whom you have never met or spoke with but know who you are. .Mercenaries all, and perps of the worst kind and I believe this is why my targeting has increased with deadly force. I have a right to walk where ever I want,, this is a city I have lived in unfortunately since 1985, much to my regret. this harassment is done on purpose they want you isolated and confined to my room. I lived in South Peabody, I loved walking in the woods and here downtown were I was forced to move is all city road and difficult to walk because the mercenaries/drive-bys/perps as they are called, have easier access to you as you walk along they can pulse you as much as they want and I get very sick from walking downtown from their harassment. .Then as I was making coffee this morning I was hit with v2k and told to stay out of South Peabody, , I said "fuck you". I then was given the impression I would be further hurt ,as happened ever since Rick, the dick head, Nelson found out I lived here on Main St.. when I walked by the firehouse on Lowell St. I did not know he worked on Lowell St.. I thought Rick the dick head worked on Lynn st.My harassment has became more intense since that time. like a buzz saw ripping though you, only it's EMP, I have asked chief Griffin to stop this several times, and the present mayor as well, to no avail and this can be stopped, it only takes a few words from the mayor or Chief Griffin to have this stopped and they both refuse.If this is confusing I'm sorry. It's been 25 years of constant harassment and abuse from the Torigian/Nelson/Diachision and many others,,,. By the way don't ask me to join your protests ever again, don't ask me to go on your CCTV either, my insightful advice is not for you to use,,,especially like the one Peabody had to protest the gas pipeline going through the city that was stopped, If I thought that the houses blowing up would happen in Peabody I would never of gone. You deserve everything you get and then some. You've done nothing to stop this malicious, Nazi, horrible , harassment and I wish you all dead.Regardsbarbara guillette
Paul G <paulg441972@gmail.com>To:Barbara GuilletteOct 2 at 7:56 PM
Well one thing I've gotta give you Barbara is that you don't mince words. You've got a LOT of balls. Hey they are trying to kill us and make our lives as miserable as possible. You have a right to stand up for yourself and not take things lying down. You have a LOT more guts than I do. I give you credit for standing your ground.
Thanks again for helping me out with getting that CD.PaulOn Tue, Oct 2, 2018, 6:34 PM Barbara Guillette <memoir65@yahoo.com> wrote:but anyway----- Forwarded Message -----From: Barbara Guillette <memoir65@yahoo.com>To: christopher.ryder@peabody-ma.gov <christopher.ryder@peabody-ma.gov>; tgriffin@peabodypolice.org<tgriffin@peabodypolice.org>; e-info@clf.org <e-info@clf.org>Sent: Sunday, September 30, 2018, 12:59:47 PM EDTSubject: targeted individualTwo days ago I took a walk in South Peabody, this is considered the area of Rick and Laura Nelson, daughter of the former mayor , that malicious thug Peter Torigian.. Ever since he died she has taken up the banner of harassment. She feels her father was a saint and feels that I should of not spoken out about what he did to my life. The Nelson's feel much resentment against me because I would not keep quiet about what the father did to me, they also feel South Peabody belongs to them since I moved out a year and a half ago, If I do go to South Peabody I am severely retaliated against. Not out of anything I did,, but they fear retaliation from me for what they did to me. This morning at 0300 30 Sept 2018, I was woken and beat with pulsed energy weapons that all first responders have available to them. For hours.I think it was Friday of last week I took a walk in South Peabody and ran into Stephanie Donavan she was my next door neighbor , wife of Paul Donavan. she saw me on the back road as she entered at St. Annes Ave.and was ahead of me as I walked on the back road and increased her steps glancing back as we got to the separation in the path, she took the left onto Rockdale and I continued straight onto the back road, and I continued on,,, calling out to her, HI Stephanie, she replied, "I thought that was you, what are you doing here", I replied," just taking a walk I come up here once in a while for a walk". I asked her how was her son, he, now because of his parents is a Peabody cop,,,she said he was fine and she was going to meet him in a few minutes, she said he was troublesome. I replied at least he is on the straight and narrow path and she said that is true, I then asked her how Paul was , she said fine , I said I think of him every once in a while.She and Paul were the neighbors who flipped, who were friends and because of the harassment from the Diachisions/Nelsons,,that blew through their house, from the Nelson's silver van, and from 20 St Anne's ave, Sean and Jason who worked for ON TARGET SECURITY COMPANY, they used to pulse my bedroom through Pauls house, Paul and Stephanie joined David Diachision, who works for the city as a meter reader and David is the one who spoke with everyone in the neighborhood with his negative narrative and turned everyone against me for the Nelsons. worked too.My advice to the public do not trust any of your first responders as they work for NSA and Homeland Security, they no longer work for you, if you get listed they will kill you just as easy as they can, they no longer protect and serve, but kill and harass , with a failure to protect. All first responders are involved in this Phoenix program for depopulation.Ever since that walk a couple of days ago, the harassment and pulses are deadly. Stephanie Donavan is a heartless bitch and her fawning husband.. Paul who licked David's ass in the most awful way. She's the same way as Stephanie Diachision, David's wife another pawn of the Nelsons,,,Stephanie Donavan was not afraid of me , but for only one reason did she act the way she did, , she fears retaliation for what she did to me..not for anything I did,,,same with a lot of other perps , like Cherie Rathbun, Chris Yaikus, the Nelsons especially, , David Diachision, and others. They seem all connected because they are all affiliated with the police dept. and through them city hall , it's employees and employee's neighbors. That's a lot of people against you whom you have never met or spoke with but know who you are. .Mercenaries all, and perps of the worst kind and I believe this is why my targeting has increased with deadly force. I have a right to walk where ever I want,, this is a city I have lived in unfortunately since 1985, much to my regret. this harassment is done on purpose they want you isolated and confined to my room. I lived in South Peabody, I loved walking in the woods and here downtown were I was forced to move is all city road and difficult to walk because the mercenaries/drive-bys/perps as they are called, have easier access to you as you walk along they can pulse you as much as they want and I get very sick from walking downtown from their harassment. .Then as I was making coffee this morning I was hit with v2k and told to stay out of South Peabody, , I said "fuck you". I then was given the impression I would be further hurt ,as happened ever since Rick, the dick head, Nelson found out I lived here on Main St.. when I walked by the firehouse on Lowell St. I did not know he worked on Lowell St.. I thought Rick the dick head worked on Lynn st.My harassment has became more intense since that time. like a buzz saw ripping though you, only it's EMP, I have asked chief Griffin to stop this several times, and the present mayor as well, to no avail and this can be stopped, it only takes a few words from the mayor or Chief Griffin to have this stopped and they both refuse.If this is confusing I'm sorry. It's been 25 years of constant harassment and abuse from the Torigian/Nelson/Diachision and many others,,,. By the way don't ask me to join your protests ever again, don't ask me to go on your CCTV either, my insightful advice is not for you to use,,,especially like the one Peabody had to protest the gas pipeline going through the city that was stopped, If I thought that the houses blowing up would happen in Peabody I would never of gone. You deserve everything you get and then some. You've done nothing to stop this malicious, Nazi, horrible , harassment and I wish you all dead.Regardsbarbara guillette
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