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IN 1991 I GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE,,, BY 1993 I KNEW EVERYTHING THERE WAS TO KNOW ABOUT MY JOB,, AND I WAS BORED OUT OF MY TREE. NOW I HAVE DISCOVERED THAT WHENEVER I AM BORED THIS THING, THIS ID TAKES OVER AND CREATES HAVOC IN MY LIFE SO I AM NOT BORED,,  I CALL IT THIS CRAZY SON OF A BITCH ,,MY ID,, MY SUBCONSCIOUS.  IT HAS GOTTEN ME FIRED MANY MANY TIMES OUT OF THIS BOREDOM. AND YOU MUST REALIZE THIS ID DOES WHAT IT WANTS. ASK FREUD.  THE ID CONTROLS THE SHOW, IT KNOWS NO MERCY, DOES NOT FEEL GUILTY, IT JUST DOES WHAT IT THINKS YOU WANT.

 NO WONDER THE GOV'T LOVES MIND CONTROL FOR MIND CONTROL ,,,CONTROLS YOUR ID,,,WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.. THAT IS WHAT THE GOV'T AND THIS MIND CONTROL THING TAPPED INTO,, YOUR COMPUTER,,WHICH IS YOUR ID.   THEY CONTROL, WITH MIND CONTROL DEVICE,  YOUR CONTROLLER, YOUR ID. 

SO BACK IN 1993 I'M BORED STIFF, SO I DECIDE TO LOOK AROUND FOR SOMETHING THAT I CAN PLAY WITH, THAT IS INTERESTING AND THAT  I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT, SO I PICK POLITICS,,I HAD ONE CLASS IN HIGH SCHOOL AND THAT WAS IT, CIVICS. DIDN'T REMEMBER A THING.

I  TURNED ON THE TV AND DISCOVERED A TV PROGRAM ALL ABOUT POLITICS AND I UNDERSTOOD LITTLE THAT WAS SAID, SO MY NEXT STEP WAS TO BUY A BOOK ON POLITICS, OFF TO THE BOOK STORE I WENT...

I BOUGHT DEMOCRACY IN AMERICA BY ALEXIS DE TOCQUEVILLE, IT HAD EVERYTHING I LOVED, IT  TOLD ALL THE DETAILS OF GOV'T AND A REAL GOOD DOSE OF PHILOSOPHY AT THE SAME TIME,,I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE AUTHOR, AND FELT A DEEP KINSHIP WITH HIM. A SOUL MATE IF WE HAD A SOUL.

WHICH WE DO NOT. 

I LEARNED ALL KINDS OF THINGS IN THIS WONDERFUL BOOK AND STILL LISTENED TO THE TV PROGRAM ON POLITICS, THINGS DID NOT BECOME ANY CLEARER, BUT I LISTENED ANYWAY AND OVER THE YEARS HAVE COME TO HAVE A DEEP UNDERSTANDING OF POLITICS AND MEN IN GENERAL.

ON ONE PROGRAM OF THESE POLITICAL COMMENTATORS, COMMENTS WERE MADE ABOUT SOME NUNS AND THE CATHOLIC CHURCH AND I FELT THE COMMENTATOR WAS WRONG ABOUT WHAT HE STATED, SO I WROTE A LETTER. NOW YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, I WAS A  LATE BLOOMER TO COLLEGE AND WAS SO THRILLED WITH COLLEGE,,I WAS A PARCHED AND DEPRIVED PERSON, AND HAD DISCOVERED WATER FOR THE FIRST TIME.. KNOWLEDGE QUENCHED MY THIRST.

COLLEGE,, TO ME ANSWERED ALL MY QUESTIONS.. FOR INSTANCE, I WANTED TO KNOW HOW MY HEART WORKED, I CARRIED THIS MOST IMPORTANT OF ORGANS AND NEVER KNEW HOW IT WORKED, ON A CELLULAR LEVEL. I WANTED TO KNOW HOW THE DAMN THING REALLY WORKED. SO I FOUND OUT AND FELT A DEEP FEELING OF SATISFACTION.

 SO HERE I HAD ALL THIS LIFE EXPERIENCE AND THIS COLLEGE EDUCATION AND IT WAS JUST BURSTING WITHIN ME ALL THIS INFORMATION AND NO WHERE TO PUT IT, SO I STARTED TO WRITE LETTERS TO THIS NEWS PROGRAM. WHICH I WILL LEAVE ANONYMOUS FOR NOW..THE FIRST LETTER WAS WRITTEN ON YELLOW  PAPER AND I RAN OUT OF ROOM ON THE PAGE AND HAD ONE SENTENCE LEFT TO WRITE SO I WROTE IT UP THE SIDE,

NOT THINKING ANYONE WOULD THINK THIS STRANGE. IN COLLEGE, PAPER WAS AT A PREMIUM FOR A POOR STUDENT. BUT THIS NEWSCAST WAS FROM A DIFFERENT WORLD, THE POMPOUS WORLD OF POLITICS OF WHICH I KNEW NOTHING.

THE NEWS PROGRAM THOUGHT I WAS A LITTLE NUTS, THE FIRST FAN LETTER , THEY WERE THRILLED AND SO BEGAN BOTH OUR NIGHTMARES.
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