bad feelings

I know my face is red,,, sunburn or high blood pressure, I know I don't feel well ,,, most all the time now, if I exert even a little bit,,,I know I do not feel well, I have been hit so hard all the time,,,I have big bruises on the back of my legs...they are not normal, they look like varicous veins and now they are but done by pulsing,,, I bet I have those all over my body, broken blood vessels,, Peteccia,, they were caused by pulsing, they pulse right through my bed,,so the full effect hits me, slides  all along my body. It's really bad for you,,, breaks blood vessels,,, disrupts your sleep and hurts your organs...a kill procedure.

Kathleen got an injunction against this perp,,, they were using dish networks against themm billy dryer of tanners court used a dish against me....he had one on the roof of his house,,,,he is the one who was dyeing from hep c,,,or b,,,,he is the one who apologized to me as he was leaving his house to marry laurie.  He knew what he did,,,, I just stared at him,,no mercy here, you never showed me any, I give none in return,,,, what goes around comes around...

,,,, I went into  a website called moog,,, Tony sent it to me,, and it was full of antenna,,,,and devices that can be easily used for us, to us, or against us or against those using these devices....Expensive..on a tripod,,,
Yesterday I went to the mall, and as I walked past David's house  , I saw someone sitting on the couch under the front windows,  the only car home was the big old red one,,,the other three were gone,,,, the perps do not know they are being used as well,,, David owns, 3 cars,,,red , white and black,,, Paul who walked is dog has white hair,, he had on a red shirt black pants....what a pain in the ass........
at the mall I was hit all the time,,, my body so hurt,,,when they hit you,, it is usually home and hard, then when they put a beam on you at the mall it hurts the hurt spot all over again....
I hurt all over all day.
We should all be afraid,,,very afraid and prepare for the worst,,,maybe living in holes like worms...or rumming away to the forest,, they can find us there, maybe the Hawaains had the best idea,,,no white people on one of their islands,,,they live in the old way so they do not lose their history.....
I think I am very sick,,, and will because of the targeting,, directly attributed to the targeting ,,,I will only get sicker...