I felt optimistic,,,,how can that be after all I have been through,,there is no way out for me except through an early what would be for me would be an early death... I was in real good shape when all this started.
So an early death is probably right around the corner,, I am going downhill fast,,now I am dragging my left leg from the pulsing,,,sever pain,,,, they are making sure I do feel the pain.....My memory fails me,, can't remember shit.
Oh yeah I told everyone who read my blog that I was a modell...just to remind you,, a model is someone who designates trends..... on a bell curve the people who are within the first 100 of a trend to start... I am within that group always have been.....
This all started with water,,The meeting with Torigian was about water, and toxins and land,,, momstly our watershed was my concern.. we now have droughts
algae bloom in one of the great lakes ,,really big one,,
Toledo has been told not to drink it's water from Toxins,,, I think this is related...I have to post it here, I do not know if toxins are related to algae blooms but I think so..
Anyway,,,,a huge fish kill off the pacific coast,,,anchovies am important element of our food chain,,,everything eats anchovies,,including us,,,,so I have got to go chase down these storied...brb
I wrote this on my facebook for the New York times column about Shiva, vishnu and one other.
I have not read this all, I wish they had included the goddess of death,Kali so prominent in our lives, all religion is of death. Kali drinker of blood she is within us all. It is said Gandhi claimed that Hitler was the reincarnation of Kali,,,the attitude.
Not physical as most of us hope,,,to come back as ourselves but our humanity and it's philosophy,,,
I think it is our philosophy ,,our human philosophy that is definitely manifested within us, all that explains who we are,,, that is what is considered reincarnation as far as I can see.
All of this humanity and our different proclivities has been documented by our ancients,,,The indians on both continents and the Chinese who go back 5 thousand years,,, they had paper and wrote all about us so long ago,, We have not changed in attitude in all that time.
Such a wonderful accomplishment,, to bad they are very strange. Like communism,, maybe Mao thought because they looked alike,,, they would act alike,or think alike the hive mentality, or be forced to act alike,,,We anglo saxons all look different. With anglo saxons,,, we never know what color our hair will be upon birth,,,, but the chinese and Japanese all have black hair and small and light skinned,, for them to have a blond baby is grounds for divorce,,
But all that we are as human attributes has been documented by the wise one's so long ago.. They took the time to observe..
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I have not read this all, I wish they had included the goddess of death,Kali so prominent in our lives, all religion is of death. Kali drinker of blood she is within us all. It is said Gandhi claimed that Hitler was the reincarnation of Kali,,,
not physical as most of us hope,,,to come back as us,,, I think it is our philosophy ,,our human philosophy that is definitely manifested within us, all that explains who we are,,,
All of this humanity and our different proclivities has been documented by our ancients,,,The indians on both continents and the Chinese who go back 5 thousand years,,, they had paper and wrote all about us so long ago,, We have not changed in attitude in all that time.
Such a wonderful accomplishment,, to bad they are very strange. Like communism,, maybe Mao thought because they looked alike,,, they would act alike,or think alike the hive mentality, or be forced to act alike,,,We anglo saxons all look different. With anglo saxons,,, we never know what color our hair will be upon birth,,,, but the chinese and Japanese all have black hair and small and light skinned,, for them to have a blond baby is grounds for divorce,,
But all that we are as human attributes has been documented by the wise one's so long ago.. They took the time to observe..
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