Bud and I had an argument we txt,, really and he said something I thought strange,,, he mentioned my parenting,,,He never said anything about my parenting before,,so here is why,,,today his family is having a dinner party for mothers day over to his mothers sisters house.... I was not invited...
That is what all the parenting remark was about,,, Mother’s Day. Yeah the perps did a number on me in my later years...
Kelly for some reason has told people I was cruel to her,,, I never hit her in her life,, except a few weeks ago when she attacked me. I gave as well as I got...she won’t fuck with me again,, James thought I was weak to we had a little contest and he was surprised as well... they smell weakness.
when my ankle was broke by the perps,,, she would come in and demand with threatening gestures for my Van keys,,, I didn’t want her to use it,,, she drove it like a sports car...that old girl had a lot of miles in her, but Kelly thought she looked shabby,, and she wanted to go get drunk with April,, I figured that out later, April because of her life and her accident turned into a drunk,, kelly because of her fracture that this fat girl fell on during volleyball,,, discovered pain pills, April I think introduced her to booze,,,
Kelly was telling others of my bad parenting,,, one christmas Joe and Kris were up,, and I got the impression that Kris thought I was a bad parent as Kelly had maligned me,, it was to get sympathy,,, thats what she wanted... sympathy... oh poor Kelly,, she’s a little bit on the nutty side, as is Bud... so I said to Kelly what was the name of the restaurant we used to go to for Sunday brunch ,,, not every Sunday but couple of times a month we went out for brunch,,, then the beach all day... life was hard for them.. they went looking for trouble not bright enough to walk the other way,, I seemed to have been born with more common sense than many... especially my kids...so I asked Kelly what was the name of the restaurant,, and she yelled across the room to my delight,, ,The Old Ox,,, lovely little restaurant in the back,, curved brick walls,,, lovely plants and skylights,, nice booths a charming place,, and they loved the Texas french toast,, I had a spinach salad with coconut and bacon dressing was it good... very good.....we spent a couple of hours there enjoying each other and the meal... The Zoo or roller skating in balboa park was next,,, or the beach,,, usually Friday I did not date at all, I took them to the video arcade,,no one at that time had computers or video games in the home,,, just in these fancy arcades,, I used to play too, my favorite was tempest,,, kelly loved , I think the round things that ate everything,,, Iforgot,, Danielle I don’t know.. this was Friday nights for us...
I worked,,, then when kelly met buddy at 16-17 she disappeared,, from my life,, I was trying to get my degree to be able to enjoy life more,, with them of course, but she was into the boyfriend as they all do.. and I saw little of her,, and after I bought her her car , she was really gone,, I spent the time with James and Adam... who were born a few years later,, James was born in May and I graduated from school in June,,,I bought Dan the bunk beds and matching bureau for the boys cost a thousand and a thousand for Kelly’s car she sold it years later for a thousand. I think it was a Volkswagon,
Not new but in good shape,, she used it well up until she sold it, when she got her inheritance from her father, I bought that for her from the inheritance from my father. So thats it,, fuck you kelly for being such a asshole and siding with Buddy thinking this pleases him,, it doesn’t,, it just makes you out that much more of a fucking asshole...to go against your blood.. never forgive you for that kelly,, I only can attribute your behavior as the elevator does not go to the top floor. In other words you and Bud deserve each other... retards. After everything you did to me and Bud,, I still love you,, despite your foolish actions... I know you hurt Jake,,, I know you went after him when you told me it was ok to leave him on the deck with you... you and Bud took off,, you know what you did, you were no where to be found,,, and Jake was crippled,,, I was very surprised when you told me it was ok to leave him on the deck,,,, completely out of character but in character for Bud.. I hope he never focus you over,, because I know he would... he’s an asshole...just like you.
love mom
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