Saturday, June 8, 2013

Suicide Rates, this is an excerpt from the CDC report taken this week, June 2013


I know these weapons and the capability of them, they can drive anyone ,,ANYONE TO SUICIDE. Frequencies that can create rage, confusion, depression, intense anger, with triggers added to make sure the scene is set and is carried off. I know these devices can force someone to be a Manchurian Candidate and it is an easy task for these devices. I wonder how many of these suicides are Targeted Individuals.

http://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/preview/mmwrhtml/mm6217a1.htm?s_cid=mm6217a1_w

Editorial Note

Suicide rates among both men and women aged 35–64 years increased substantially from 1999 and 2010. This finding is consistent with a previous study that showed a notable increase in the overall suicide rate among middle-aged adults relative to a small increase in suicide rates among younger persons and a small decline in older persons during a similar period (2). The increases were geographically widespread and occurred in states with high, as well as average and low suicide rates. By race/ethnicity, the increases were highest and statistically significant only among whites and American Indian/Alaska Natives, widening the racial/ethnic gap in suicide rates (3).
Prevalence of mechanisms of suicide changed from 1999 to 2010. Whereas firearm and poisoning suicide rates increased significantly, suffocation (predominantly hanging) suicide rates increased the most among men and women aged 35–64 years. This increasing trend is particularly troubling because a large proportion of suicide attempts by suffocation result in death, suggesting a need for increased public awareness of suicide risk factors and research of potential suicide prevention strategies to reduce suffocation deaths (2).
Possible contributing factors for the rise in suicide rates among middle-aged adults include the recent economic downturn (historically, suicide rates tend to correlate with business cycles, with higher rates observed during times of economic hardship) (6,7); a cohort effect, based on evidence that the "baby boomer" generation had unusually high suicide rates during their adolescent years (8); and a rise in intentional overdoses associated with the increase in availability of prescription opioids (1,2). Additional research is needed to understand the cause of the increase in age-adjusted suicide rates and why the extent of the increase varies across racial/ethnic populations.
The findings in this report are subject to at least four limitations. First, the findings are subject to variation among state coroners/medical examiners regarding determination of manner of death, especially for poisoning, as recorded on the death certificate (9). Second, suicide rates likely are an underestimate of the actual prevalence because suicides might be undercounted in NVSS (9). Third, NVSS lacks information about factors such as physical and mental health history at the time of suicide and recent stressors that might have contributed to risk for suicide. The National Violent Death Reporting System collects more comprehensive information on suicide circumstances but the system currently is limited to 18 states.§ Finally, suicide rates might be affected by death certificate race/ethnicity misclassification, particularly for AI/ANs.
Most suicide research and prevention efforts have focused on youths and older adults. Although the analysis in this report does not explain why suicide rates are increasing so substantially among middle-aged adults, the results underscore the importance of prevention strategies that address the needs of persons aged 35–64 years, which includes the baby boomer cohort. Prevention efforts are particularly important for this cohort because of its size, history of elevated suicide rates, and movement toward older adulthood, the period of life that has traditionally been associated with the highest suicide rates (3,8).
The 2012 Surgeon General's National Strategy for Suicide Prevention describes salient risk factors, prevention opportunities, and existing resources to help those at increased risk for suicide (10). Suicide prevention strategies such as those that enhance social support, community connectedness, and access to mental health and preventive services, as well as efforts to reduce stigma and barriers associated with seeking help, are important for addressing suicide risk across the lifespan. Other strategies are likely to be particularly critical for addressing the needs of middle-aged adults, such as those that help persons overcome risk factors, which include economic challenges, job loss, intimate partner problems or violence, the stress of caregiver responsibilities (often for children and aging parents), substance abuse, and declining health or chronic health problems (7,8,10).

Acknowledgments

Nimesh Patel, MS, Scott Kegler, PhD, Div of Analysis, Research, and Practice Integration, National Center for Injury Prevention and Control, CDC.

References

  1. Rockett IR, Regier MD, Kapusta ND, et al. Leading causes of unintentional and intentional injury mortality: United States, 2000–2009. Am J Public Health 2012;102:e84–92.
  2. Baker SP, Hu G, Wilcox HC, Baker TD. Increase in suicide by hanging/suffocation in the U.S., 2000–2010. Am J Prev Med 2013;44:146–9.
  3. CDC. Web-based Injury Statistics Query and Reporting System (WISQARS). Available at http://www.cdc.gov/injury/wisqars/index.html.
  4. Hu G, Wilcox HC, Wissow L, Baker SP. Mid-life suicide: an increasing problem in U.S. whites, 1999–2005. Am J Prev Med 2008;35:589–93.
  5. National Cancer Institute. Joinpoint regression program, 3.5.4 ed. Bethesda, MD: Statistical Research and Applications Branch, National Cancer Institute; 2012.
  6. Reeves A, Stuckler D, McKee M, Gunnell D, Chang S, Basu S. Increase in state suicide rates in the USA during economic recession. Lancet 2012;380:1813–4.
  7. Luo F, Florence C, Quispe-Agnoli M, Ouyang L, Crosby AE. Impact of business cycles on US suicide rates, 1928–2007. Am J Pub Health 2011;101:1139–46.
  8. Phillips JA, Robin AV, Nugent CN, Idler EL. Understanding recent changes in suicide rates among the middle-aged: period or cohort effects? Public Health Rep 2010;125:680–8.
  9. Breiding MJ, Wiersema B. Variability of undetermined manner of death classification in the US. Inj Prev 2006;12(Suppl 2):ii49-ii54.
  10. US Department of Health and Human Services, Office of the Surgeon General and the National Action Alliance for Suicide Prevention. National strategy for suicide prevention: goals and objectives for action. Washington, DC: US Department of Health and Human Services, Public Health Service; 2012. Available at http://www.surgeongeneral.gov/library/reports/national-strategy-suicide-prevention/full_report-rev.pdf Adobe PDF fileExternal Web Site Icon.

The Muslims and some thoughts on them


I am an atheist, so from the beginning I am enemy to the Muslim world. I have tried to read about their culture and beliefs to better understand them as I did with all religions.In order to become an Atheist one must first study religion in order to refute it, religion in this country is a big part of our lives and to step outside of that general pattern is and was difficult, I went against all I was taught and supposedly to believe and to refuse that, well it took much study, this is why I have found many Atheists to be highly intelligent people and know more about religion than most blind emotional believers.

The Muslims seem to have one foot in the ancient world and one foot in the modern world and the ancient world seems to control their lives as nothing in the modern world does, making sure you pray  five times a day is one way to keep the carrot/control in front of the eye of the subject at all time, 

They live with death, war is all around them, killing is becoming more normal and so isn't the threat of death.  I feel the radicalization is from the Imams and the holy men for they see their ancient world being erased by the modern world and feel threatened. What does an animal do when threatened he fights when cornered using every method available for his survival. Suicide bombers. This has not changed since we lived on the plains of Africa.  That includes all religions. 

I do not mind the Muslim religion, I mind the complete mind control, the imposition, the  idea that this is the end of the line for religion and her prophets, for I know that to be wrong, that the Muslim religion cannot stand the light of questioning or criticism, I object to Sharia Law, finding it outdated to a modern world and a threat to our freedoms. 

The main motive for the Muslim religion is to take over the world through religion,,, imagine our lives controlled by the Imams,, that would be much worse than anything Hitler could come  up with, we have seen this in other parts of the world where Fundamentalist Muslims live. The religion promotes teams of men who go out in the public making sure the public obeys their laws.  Through force. Whipping an ancient punishment is alive and well in their world.

 I wrote the below paragraph to a friend of mine and thought I would add this here and I will add my thoughts to this as time goes on.


"One other thing it is up to the uncle to kill the niece for the father, for they found that some fathers could not do it they were to close to the child. The brothers are also supposed to carry this out as well. It is a desert culture and the father is to control the marriage, why because love matches did not exist then and seldom now.  The marriage was a way of the tribes to get together and bury the war hatchet. To solidify tribal relations.  Today it is a way of ensuring the young marry within their religions. 
You have to realize that this religion came out of tribal beliefs.  They existed in a harsh atmosphere and survival was day to day reality. I also believe that the clothes they wear, the turban, the burqa, and all their loose clothing has a double use.  For protection from the elements, and now they are used to  say publicly  I am Muslim , I believe the meaning over time has changed and that they wear this head scarf and the beard to show piousness as I said in ancient times I believe the clothing was for survival from the harsh elements. The turban, the head scarf, the beard.  .Now they are informing  the world through dress  where they stand with religion. 
 It was not to long ago when women had to wear a hat in the Catholic Church, we had to have our hair covered, it was stopped when I was a young women.I was glad it was a pain in the ass..

In ancient times marriage was to develop ties between warring groups, the nobility also did this throughout Europe and  marriage for a love match is not something that was  believed in and the Muslims believed in marriage as a survival tool,,,, love matches were rare and had not been  developed.  That is a modern concept. 

A  daughter who refuses the marriage is dishonoring the family and death is the end product for that treachery, back then the marriage was a survival mechanism for the tribe. She by rebelling was jeopardizing the survival of the tribe. Hence she was a traitor and considered enemy. Now things are modern but they still live in ancient times."These honor killings still exist today.

i have a Muslim friend I speak with once in a while and he got married,he went back to Morocco to find a bride,  I asked him why was it so important for his bride to be a virgin, he said if she was not she would be a whore. I thought the term outdated and he also added something that spoke to me of male ego. He said that no matter what, his wife would think him the best lover in the world because she would not have an other man to compare him too. Th

He by the way is not a virgin and his wife is back in Morocco, pregnant due in June and he is having an affair here in the US with an other woman whom I feel he is emotionally involved with. I asked him what he was going to do and he did not know.. 

This is the perfect example of the duplicity of man.  This is why religion is not for me, religion is written by man for man,,nothing for me as a women in there. I think there all assholes. 

I also wonder at the childish nature of some of the traditions, for instance if a Muslim wishes to insult you he will shake you with his left hand, why because this is the hand he wipes his ass with , a tradition still alive in the Mideast among the tribes.  That is why you  must eat with the right hand, I can imagine a Muslim walking away snickering behind his right hand because he just shook hands with you an infidel with his left. Heee hee like a two year old. 
They also consider to show the bottom of the shoe to someone as an insult,, they freak out over shit like this.  The Muslim world is heavy with these cultural traditions from their ancient past, I pity them and I also recommend that they buy some toilet paper and hand wipes, works wonders for hygiene  and maybe they can eat with both hands. What a treat.
 This is the world I live in and some of this male bullshit is alive and well here, in the US. Childish at it's most best. I wonder if this world is ever going to grow up. 

Friday, June 7, 2013

Bill Binney NSA whistleblower etc,

I brought this post forward here so it would be the first thing those who come here see. I think this is very relevant to the day.


1.  Bill Binney as I have written in other posts is a former NSA whistelblower, He blew the whistle on his own creation Stella Wind, you can google Binney, MIT and ACLU, for his youtube lecture at MIT, this explains how his program works, and  it is a data mining program that can collect pertinent data on every single person on the planet and store this material in Bluffdale , Utah. With enough storage area for 100 years.   His lecture is asking MIT computer scientists to combat his gov't program. This program starts out with one individual and everyone within that person's life is gone out to two individuals and investigated, if one of those individuals comes under suspicion,, everyone to two people are investigated outward from that person. All pertinent information is kept and other benign information is discarded and so on and so on. This is how it works, Binney quit when he found out that the gov't wanted to go mainstream and global. Everyone was included. Terrorist or not.  http://www.privacysos.org/node/888 

One side note,,,,  the CIA is filthy with Mormons, and this information storage is in Utah of all places, I would fear  this, this would give the Mormon Church carte blanch to all this info and we all know the Mormons by their own actions are anal information junkies,, look at the genealogy project they have. The CIA seems anal as well.

One other mention, We in the Targeted Community have an increase in our numbers, Dr. John Hall in 2-11, he did an interview with Robert Duncan, Hall stated that this would spread and it has, just from what I see in my community, Hall stated this technology is to powerful for the powerful to give up or ignore,, I paraphrase. The Nazi started with the mentally , ill dissidents, activists, and Gypsies. They always start with the weakest link,,, you should read my blog here about the Jews and what I thought.

Food for thought for the future and a possible area of warning.

2.  The second program is the DEW symposium in Monterrey, CA. and another in D.C. in June,,and another in August ,and there is one thing Targeted Individuals know about and that is high technology. Directed Energy Weapons. I mention several here in the posts for my blog the latest is about The Vortex Worm Device, not it's real name, I do not know it, but I know it's effects and honey they ain't good. believe it.

The Directed Energy Professional Society (DEPS) fosters research and development indirected energy (DE),
 including high energy laser (HEL) and high power microwave ...

3. Operation Safe Home,,, federal, state, and local profiling, this program has been in effect for a long time, it allows the police, fed, state and local to invade HUD housing and that is OK for it gets rid of rapists, criminals, drug dealers and such, that  was its original  purpose. The landlords and maintenance had the ability given to them to report anyone they deemed as violent and to be forced into hospital using high tech devices,, lights, pulsing, laser, anything like that as a signal to the medical establishment that this person was to be incarcerated for evaluation of violent tendencies.

This is what Mayor Torigian did to me, put my name on the list for violent offenders. They delved into my past history ,and saw my divorce decree and went from there. I have  explained my decree in another post. THE DIVORCE DECREE. they went into my medical and legal, so protect your medical well, and get a copy and put it in your hot little hand as you leave the docs office and ask for the docs NOTES for within  is your evaluation,  you can read what he said all about you.  They lie too.

Stuart Cumins was my landlord and Mayor Torigian was part of my town's good old boy network, my mayor of 23 years, my divorce  decree gave them the excuse to do what they did, even though it was not true. I am not violent and have medical proof to prove it, but these devices can take a person like anyone and turn them into a Manchurian Candidate.

So this is how the system was manipulated by them for their own private use. They could shred anyone to pieces they wanted and from what I heard in my town of Peabody, Ma. I was not the first one that Torigian did this too. I also was wondering if there was an alleged kickback on this property for building the  golf course with the toxic dump under it, that the mayor built  with the help of Eastman Gelatine, saving the company millions.


This program is initiated by something you did, you said, you caught some one's attention, ON THE LOCAL LEVEL,   I  took out a petition, which the shrinks profiled for HUD as being a bench mark for an activist and dissident. You had to have caught some one's attention, maybe your psychiatrist, or a neighbor, or fellow employee, or just  anyone. Someone notified the powers that be. I took out a petition to put flowers in our building's flower boxes and a petition is a sign to the HUD landlord that I was an activist and dissident, and considered vermin by HUD, You can thank Susan Gaffney for that, she was criticized by Mario Cuomo her boss for turning HUD into a police state.    HUD wanted to get rid of me as vermin and Torigian had already notified them as to who I was and the golf course issue. So I was fucked. 

These three programs are loose and being used in the US of A as I type.  I often think  HUD was beta testing. All four elements I mention here, have all come together, the forth being the perp organization who do the actual zapping, boots on the ground, and this is what they call themselves,, they call themselves Zappers, so any car or T-shirt or reference to Z or zapping is suspect..Now the cops are doing it too. The cops and fire dept.  get paid regular, they like zapping people anyway. They don't know their names are on the list as well.

After much thought I would like to add  to this post,,,

One thing the gov't has taken advantage of is the ability of the young men and women who have played video games for years, grew up on them, can push the button and kill without remorse, within the game, they can now do the same thing in the real world. Because of the training they indulged in with the games, they now have moved into the real world. The military planned it, but not to be used against us, but foreign, I think this domestic issue is relatively new?

They have no compunction to pushing the button this is why many of our perps, hunting us, are young, they push the button and like a computer game they do not see any blood, they do not think they are harming us, or some of them don't, some do, but so what, no blood, they do not fall down, most times, no seeming harm to the target just like the video game, the target lies there, but not really dead. Same with us, we are shot, no blood, we don't die, we just disintegrate over time. Just like the video games that's why they can push the button so easy. On one level they are playing their video games only more fun because it can be dangerous. The target can really turn on  them adds to the game..

No narrative, they already have been trained by the games. How to aim and fire..They do not need to be told we are anything , though that helps.  We are the targets to train on, in real life for disposal. It's all a computer game to them , the military have taken the virtual world and brought it back into their real world. I think they are using TI's to have these young men and women train on because they see a war with the Muslims and the Chinese in our future and a totalitarian state. What better way to train than to kill off the old and unwanted, and the young will train on them, for the electric war of the future.

That is indeed a sorry state of affairs, I have much to pass on, and they don't see it. Quality within the family is quality within the country. Our history lives within those who have lived it.

All of these components have come together and this is our brave new world.

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Zappers

The individuals who carry out this type of harassment, for whatever reason against ,whistleblowers, activist, dissident or mentally ill or your just a pain in the ass and won't go away, call themselves Zappers, we call them perps. 

 The individuals who are hired and are part of this perp network ,call themselves ZAPPERS. I repeat to make myself absolutely clear.

I found this out by accident, I was driving , on the road somewhere in the south, and one young man had zapped me, evidently the powers that be wanted to ensure that I went to the bathroom, had a bowel movement. So he zapped me with a frequency that gave me instant diarrhea. I know it sounds strange but in some scenarios it is stranger. So just hear me out. Don't ask me why, they just did, I did not ask why I was to busy going to the bathroom.

As I went to the bathroom in this little store, when I came out this kid who had been tailing me and hit me with these bathroom frequencies was telling the young girl behind the counter what he had done and why. I over heard much as I left, and as I left his car was parked in the front of the store near mine we were the only two there except for the clerk, so I recognized the car and on the back window it said zappers in this bright colored sticker he had on his back window, in the corner curved, and I have noticed many Zappers also have Z in the license plate or the word Zap on their car, or bumper sticker. 

This is what the perps call themselves,,ZAPPERS.  I know this to be true, I have called them this and gotten quite a reaction from some of them. I also put a sign on my van using the metallic paper you can run through your printer and print any message you want on it, so I printed Kill Zappers,  a cop stopped me from Peabody, I was driving out of the Northshore Mall and  I do not remember why he pulled me over,  but he did and when he got back in his car he had taken the metallic sign off my car, he v2k'd me and told me the zappers would kill me for that sign.  So I left it alone,but if you want to test this out yourself,,call a perp a Zapper, see if you get a reaction, or not. I know what they call themselves and no one can dissuade me from this belief, I saw to much , but test it yourself. See what you come up with.  Let me know what you find.

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

In Turkey,,, they are invaded by immigrants from Syria and other countries as well, their resources in that area are thin.

 In the capital  there is a park and it was bought to turn into apartment buildings, a small protest occurred. Others joined and soon it was a flood of protest , a lot of fear was present. The people and country have been secularists for quite a while now. Meaning the Fundamentalist of the Muslim sect do not control the country, no religion does, so all religions live in peace. 
The minister Erdogon is his first name for his last is to complicated for me to remember. Anyway this Erdogon is a fundamentalist but he promised to be secular so he was elected anyway, well this protest is against where the country is going, they do not want to be ruled by fundamentalist, but to stay secular, he kept initiating polices that leaned in a fundamentalist way,,, The people protested and fought him in the streets, he got the message, he started to use water cannons and fight the people. He was losing and he knew it, he did not know how to diffuse the conflict he did not want to fight his people for power, for the power resided in the people. They could tear him and the people anywhere if liked minded can tear any gov't apart. 

He sent his officers into the crowds, giving them flowers, he was asking for forgiveness and he knew it. He did not want to fight his people even though his forces would do it as ordered. This is a much overlooked story and one that amazes me. Finally a thinking male.  A Democracy. ..

Sarin gas in Syria,, that is incredibly serious,,, but the guys who invented it, used it before, did they really think no one else would use it.. DEW, Drones,,, all on the table for the highest bidder,,, these guys are nuts..totally nuts if they think they have a handle on this... Not even close... 

Keep inventing all these fun weapons and see if they aren't in your personal life soon, No one will be exempt, as I stated many many years ago.  I think this is called Blowback.

They are gassing the people in Syria and killing them, I was gassed in this country, that was how I was forced out of my apt. at 50 Warren ST. Peabody , Ma.  gas was pumped into my rooms and you could not breath, Wally our maintenance manager carried it out, it smelled sweet and hugged the floor, it built up and was my height high, you could not breath. Most people would not think something sweet smelling could be harmful, it can.

So I left.  That is how HUD works to evict tenants. To the outside world  it appeared I had a mental breakdown, Incredible.

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Conservation Law Foundation application


Conservation Law Foundation
62 Summer Street,
Boston MA 02110
 617.350.0990  
e-info@clf.org



Dear Sir;

I saw the program you are initiating. I hope you find this of interest.

In 1999, I felt strongly about the new golf course to be built in Peabody, Ma. I walked the land and came to love it, I met Leslie Cartamanche and we decided to do something about it, we met and discussed what to do in opposing the golf course.  We wrote letters to the paper, We met with the mayor, knowing the golf course was a done deal.  At least I did, Leslie thought otherwise. We protested the building of the golf course hoping former Mayor Peter Torigian (now deceased) would see reason, of course he did not.  Torigian threatened me as we left his office, and within two weeks my apt. was invaded, my car sabotaged,  and within months  was forced from my apt. lost my job, shunned by relatives, maligned as mentally ill, forced into hospital, forced to become homeless and on the run.  After all who is going to believe a mentally ill person?   No one.  It makes a great cover don’t you think?  I loved my apt. and my job,I would of never left either willingly..I had my suspicions and called Leslie naming Torigian.  I was continually harassed.  My Landlord Stuart Cumins (HUD) was one of Torigian’s old boy network buddies he allowed his maintenance and others to enter my apt. to do what they will.
Eastman Gelatine (EG )was also involved,  (subsidy of Kodak,) a local corporation,  they owned a portion of the land that the golf course was to be built on. Scott Burns who worked for Eastman was sent to my job to harass me there. He was in an Eastman, unmarked six pack, Eastman green, pick up truck, during the day, during working hours. This went on for months.  I had him on video, but he got it and erased it. I had no idea who  what or where the harassment would come from next, or even who I was dealing with at the time.  I was on the run,I lost my job.  After Scott Burns entered my work and started to sabotage the clinic, I quit. I loved my boss and could not involve her in what I knew was coming and it was worse than I thought.  Burns made sure I knew he was there. I was a Dental Hygienist, they took care of that too.  Danny McKenna,  a local drug dealer and Wally our HUD maintenance manager was also responsible for driving me out of my apt.   So I lost my apt.

I lost my stocks and savings trying to fight back, fruitless.

Through perseverance I managed to get HUD, (99-10546-pbs,  99-cv-12162mlw) in court ,1 Nov. 99  only because of PBS, ( yes that PBS) Judge Sari of Boston wanted to throw my case against HUD out of court, PBS threatened to sue her and as I found out you cannot sue a sitting judge because of a decision made during court.  I was pro-se,  my savings were gone, I was not working,  broke,  stressed to the max. My daughter supported me till my social security came through.  PBS, knew what was going on, they are investigative reporters and had become friends of mine, today I believe they will deny that friendship. I think I know why, but I’m not sure, you will have to ask them, maybe legal considerations?  If you find out tell me.   

My case was moved to Lawrence , I was recently told the court is corrupt.  In court when  I was speaking, and when I said the word laser, the room became deathly quiet, I faltered in my statement  and the judge jumped in and the court shut me down. Two weeks before court, I was burnt with a laser, I saw it come through the window and it burnt the top of my head, burnt like nothing else, after that for 2 weeks, everywhere I went I saw red lasers pointed at me, were they real or pointers? I don’t know, but I know “once burnt twice shy.”  HUD-EG set me up knowing I would mention laser and the court would shut me down, it was very well done and I was the lamb led to the slaughter.  Scott Burns of Eastman was a big part of the harassment.

A petition is considered a benchmark for a dissident.  An activist  is considered a troublemaker. I took out a petition in my HUD building to plant flowers around my building, this was in 1999. I was warned by a fellow resident not to do this as her finger curled around my petition  clipboard, she said;  “Bad things happen to people who do this.” I thought I had the right to take out a petition, what could happen to me, I am after all  a citizen of the U.S.,  boy was I wrong and I was not the first.  I was forced into hospital because of HUD’s/Torigians affiliation with the program Operation Safe Home. Torigian put my name in this program known as “Operation Safe Home” . Evaluated by a shrink (Walcott, MGH, Boston) who flies around the country evaluating people for violent tendencies. This is all he does, this is his job and it is at taxpayer expense. I wonder if he is worth it. Torigian, and Cumins my  HUD landlord had my name put on OSH’S list as a violent offender. Screws your life up like nothing else. All credibility for life’s decisions is gone.

OPERATION SAFE HOME
Speaking of Walcott, the psychiatrists are profiling for gov’t/industry and everyone is using this information domestically, One company I am aware of is called TAG, Threat Assessment Group,  Park Dietz, is CEO. He’s the one that lied on the stand  to try and convict Amanda Yates to death for killing her five children.  She was severely, severely, physically ill and mentally unstable., but Dietz still lied, he wanted her dead.  He has a stable of psychiatrists sent out to hospitals to evaluate patients incarcerated for violent tendencies or any other charges; Innocent or not. I wonder about the integrity of his company.  I wonder if taxpayer money is involved?  HUD considers dissidents to be gotten rid of. I was thrown out of my apt. because of my petition and Torigian. Susan Gaffney who was in charge of HUD at the time was accused of running HUD as a police state by her superior,, Mario Cuomo.  I have the report.  

The meeting with Torigian came first. He was genesis.  All of  HUD’s  actions came later.  

Today my home is across from Lower Springs Pond, part of our watershed,  a small pond part of our reservoir system.  Only a small cemetery and a small strip of woods now  separates  our drinking water, part of our watershed, from the golf course.  Some of the golf course tees are severely polluted, when the city bought the land from Eastman  one of the stipulations was not to pierce the membrane that covers the polluted part, the city wanted to see what was below. Eastman refused, the city bought the land anyway.  I spoke with the man who buried and laid the membrane.  A piece of plastic sounds better if you use the word membrane, doesn't it? This man  also told me of a cancer cluster, years ago, at the end of one of the streets, access to the golf course.    

A  large hole is cut in the old fence that partially surrounds this pond that is across the street from where I now live. One neighbor has cleared the land down to the bare ground. He wants a view. Jeremiah Rathbone a mechanical engineer, once worked for Eastman Gelatine, above mentioned, a predatory corporation.  He and David Diachisin a city meter reader, whose  livelihood depends on his loyalty,  {who is also indebted to Torigian/Nelson and his family for his job as his father was, a retired Peabody Police officer,  Inept so I heard but loyal.}  Diachisin is a city employee, these two, David  Diachisin and Jerimiah Rathbone were the one’s who cleared the area, it is very noticeable. They cut down huge trees and thick bushes and brush. I personally saw them at work.  Harassment here at my address  began the moment I moved in with this daughter, six years ago from David Diachisin. 

My children and grandchildren hate me for bringing this into their lives. My home now, is with my second daughter and son in law, and they want me gone. I tried to tell them what was going on, but they didn’t want to  listen, they were to scared. My son-in-law, wants me to move, he has taken the side of Rick Nelson and his thugs, he feels that that will “save” his family. (Rick Nelson is Torigian’s son-in-law, more about him later. ) Bud/Kelley don’t realize anyone who has these weapons/devices can control anyone, even them as they are being controlled now.  He’s afraid as well as my daughter, I don’t blame them, they refuse to speak to me about it.  They will have to admit their side in all this.   He also objects to my presence because I have been urging my daughter to go back to school, she so lacks education and is easily swayed, he feels threatened.  As I said they have taken Nelson’s side and have done Nelson’s bidding for him.  They feel if I leave the harassment will stop, I have no where to go. I know other Ti's have had family relationships destroyed because of mind control and manipulation, so I beg of many Ti's do not blame your family, they cannot control their actions, as well as you. So keep loving them and understand what is happening, if you reject your family it only adds to the perps control over them and you. Stay close to your family and do not blame them.
  
Jeremiah’s Rathbone’s house is closest to the lake, we all live on a circle, Chris Yaikus, who lives next door to Jeremiah and  David Diachisin a  city worker  are responsible for clearing the area around the lake   Chris Yaikus is a new neighbor and wants his view also so the clearing of trees and brush continues down the lake.  Chris Yaikus has called the police on me for harassment, he set it  up with the local perps.   He wants me gone, he thinks he owns the neighborhood and has made his aggressive stance known and he wants his view.   I would like to read what that report Yaikus  made out to the police was all about. but I’m afraid to go to the police dept.  to inquire. Afraid they will lock me up.  The opposition has deep roots within the system.

This small pond is part of our greater watershed system and I believe this towns  “shared use of the land policy ” is accepted, it is not written policy to my knowledge, but understood.  I never heard of a debate or public issue on this policy. It just happened.  I walk around this land as much as I can for my own health.   Further down the lake another resident has decided he too wants his view, trees were cut down right on the edge of the pond so they fell into the pond last summer, and on the other side trees have been cut for another fishing spot, a beautiful big pine.  We had a big fire last summer. No big trees are left.  As we know it is accumulative.   Huge boulders have been moved by the city which once blocked the path of vehicles, now to walk in the woods one must step aside of dirt bikes, and 4 wheelers. The land that borders the lake is being grassed where once it was wild plants which kept the area from becoming a mud swamp during the rainy season, Rainwater sweeps down from the streets into the pond during the wet season.  Not inches but feet of water, I wonder how long the grass will last?  I joined Friends of Peabody Lakes, but quit when hayrides were the high point on the agenda, nothing was done we were yessed to death by our local gov’t and completely ignored. The group disbanded and I hear they want to reform.

I want everyone to know the real story, that this man, Torigian was not a saint as his five daughters consider him,, called  Napoleon in the  local  press before he left office, arrogant, I can personally say he made a pass at me during a chance Christmas shopping at the mall.  What a lech. He had been in office for 23 years.  During  his last run for reelection, a campaign was started against him, 3500 people left his square blank, “Don’t Thank Him, Blank Him,”  was the motto, all in reaction to his arrogance,   He died of throat cancer, I thought that was indeed appropriate, his last threatening words to me were, “Don’t bite off more than you can chew”  all this time  I was attacked constantly so I fought back in the only way I know how, I spoke out.  

I always saw Scott Burns of Eastman Gelatine with cops, Scott Burns hung around with the dispatcher,  Burns was the one who drove me from my apt. and job.   Danny McKenna a local hired thug, gassed me from the empty HUD apt. above, as I slept. I thought welding gas?  He worked with Burns.  I managed to get the police to come to my HUD apt.  through  subterfuge, they  saw the hole in the ceiling through which McKenna gassed me as I slept.  As you can see, who should I complain to, the local police?   How could I complain to the police when they were part of it. There is much more to this story as far as police involvement, so please don’t say go to the police.

Rick Nelson, is a Peabody deputy  fire chief, who married former Mayor Torigian’s daughter and owes his job to Torigian, he and other loyal Torigian employees of city hall have taken out a vendetta, that is harassment until the target is dead. That is what a vendetta is,,till your dead.   Nelson lives up the street and makes sure the neighbors only hear what he wants them to know about me, he has classified me as a troublemaker, he has much pull in this town and in this neighborhood, there are at least 20 young men who live on this circle of Nelson’s age,not one has seen military service,I’m a vet.  Many of the neighbors hate me too, many are Torigian supporters.  Nelson, because of my objections to his father-in-law’s policies about our future water supply, and our neighbors “view” feels that I don’t deserve to use the Community Life Center which represents the Peabody Ride, an elder ride to the grocery store for those without cars, If I call and put my name on the list, the night before and sometimes after, I am beat with pulses that can cause Petechia beneath the skin. This Community Life Center is part of Torigian’s legacy, he built this with taxpayer monies, he was a true politician, he won favor with the older crowd, winning their votes as long as he lived, thereby ensuring his reelection,  after  all what is more important to a politician than his name on a wall after he is dead, his legacy, that’s all he is, a name on the wall and who votes? The older person  of course, ensuring his reelection for life.  All part of his legacy, his name is on the building/park/golf course etc.  At the expense of my life. 

Our fire dept. has a camera that has the ability to see through walls, this was bought after 9/11. (Heat sensing?) The cameras that see through clothes at airports, are also built  small and portable, and can be used from a car or an other house.  24/7 monitoring.  no lawyer, no court, no charges, no nothing, your name on a list, on their computers, in the system,  how can you oppose something you cannot prove? And most have no idea what they are up against.  I have tried and tried to find out what is being used as an actual  weapon, and what is written about me on my record but to no avail. I was told some of  the harassment devices are part of the Wii machine, x-box,  HSS, hypersonic silent  sound and vibratory effects, I also thought it might be part of a cell phone, the signal in some is very strong, can a cell phone’s energy be directed?   I know of one time a  compressor was used. Much care is given so that those not in the know, those targeted, do not find out what is being used.  The devices can be created and made out of mundane material and converted into a weapon, acoustics can be made with a generator and pvc pipe.

Acoustics weapons are used and pulsed weapons, these are new age devices HUD uses to evict  unwanted tenants, I have heard other landlords are using them as well. Vibratory devices are used, kind of like the bug extermination device used only more intense and used on people. Some pulses sound like hockey pucks when they hit the house and does damage to the electrical system and anything you own, refrigerator, TV, VCR, furnace, video cameras, electrical outlets,  dehumidifier, they already pulsed and broke one dehumidifier, my daughter will go outside and cover up where our fuse box is located, she realizes what these pulses can do,  these pulses can burn that out also.   Anything electrical can be destroyed in seconds with these pulses and of course you. 

 I’m not allowed very much sleep. I live below my daughter’s household, sub basement apt.  They’ve hit/pulsed my grandchildren and have killed my dog.  Dogs will alert to pulses and high frequency devices.  Dogs are easy targets.  My daughter’s nose was broken by a scenario set up by Diachisin, he admitted it to me, himself, as I passed his house he came out and let me know he set the whole scenario up himself, using V2K, No evidence of his admission, I thought he was only a minder, not the actual handler.  My ankle was broken by Rick Nelson when I first moved  here. Pulsed and thrown down the stairs.  So you see these guys don’t fool around,  These pulses can kill,  maim,  and do much damage.  The men who use these weapons call themselves Zappers  because they use electrical weapons. Services for sale to the highest bidder.

One other item I should mention, 23 March, 03 in the New York Times Magazine is an article, “The Sound of Things To Come”, describes one of these devices , (d/l N.Y.T. archives) it can subliminally control anyone, the original article had a picture of this device aimed at the head of the target. This device, the HSS (hypersonicsound) device is used in D.C. for communication, at the Museum of Science in Boston for exhibits.   Two things to mention, a bubble is a pulse, and these devices can cause and mock any medical malady we have. Physical or mental illness.   I cannot emphasize that enough.  Any medical malady.   The pulse can break bones, the pulse has a force and can throw you down the stairs, The pulse can destroy brain cells, causing an Alzheimer’s condition, it goes through walls and used with a back-scatter radiation camera or other kind of camera, can find you anywhere in a building including your home.  A minder/neighbor  is sometimes assigned. This is all besides the subliminal control aspect, and it does work, remember when visual subliminal suggestions were outlawed within the theaters, why?   Because they worked. These are silent sound pulses aimed at the head and they do indeed work as well if not better than the video . These devices  kill anything electric, our bodies are electric, these devices are long distance; miles; target specific;  silent;  deadly; and they are better than nukes, they leave the infrastructure intact; anything not electric is left.  

One has to live this in order to believe, and believe me this is the scariest thing to come along since the nuke bomb. This is why I refuse to shut up, You will read this and remember and it may someday come you way. Social engineering on the local level by gov’t, do you realize what this can do for control of voting? Eleven  years is a long time, I have PTSD. I’m not allowed to walk anymore, if I do , I’m beat, pulsed severely that night.  After I took a picture of what Yaikus had done to the pond bank, they started that assault.  

My physical condition has become fragile after so many years. I had breast cancer and wonder if pulsing can mock the thickening of the breast. I now have uterine cancer and refuse to have surgery, terrified, after what happened at Mass General because of HUD. I complained of being hit with a taser in my back yard early dark morning,  the dogs were barking, the hospital had never heard of a taser, made fun of me, tied me up, drugged me, and incarcerated me for two weeks. I was terrified, I refused to take any  tests until  Patrick Smallwood, now of McLeans, threatened me with a year incarceration and a lobotomy.  I was interviewed by a shrink name of Walcott, who found me low violent, I am none violent. He was wrong. This shrink works for the gov’t all he does is fly around the country interviewing people for violent tendencies all part of Operation Safe Home at tax payer expense, I asked, he answered.  I now have a tough time seeing docs.  Very fearful.

This comment is directed to Mr. Martin W. Healy, chief legal counsel for the Mass Bar Association, are you aware that in Massachusetts it is illegal , only a misdemeanor, it should be a felony to pulse, beam, or use a frequency on anyone?   We acknowledge the crime, but how many have been convicted with  this law,  pretty hard to prove ? Deniability built in.  I can chase down the statutes if you like?

This program is another gov’t program used against people and countries.  This program was used against me, it works also, Condaleeza Rice mentioned it in one of her speeches.

                                             The Formula of Destruction;
1. Destroy infrastructure;      money, savings, loans,  friends, relatives, anything giving the country or person                       
                                              support,  (Assange’s  money was cut off, through the internet. 
2. Malign reputation;             mentally ill, dissident, activist, terrorist, pervert,rapist,(Assange, today) bjg.
3. Pound away;                     destroy something everyday, debilitating.
4. Isolation;                            remember Arafat ?  as they bulldozed the city around him.  Isolation; easier to 
                                               control and destroy  the target.  
Regards, and Thanks Again, 
Barbara Guillette,  scholar, dissident, deTocqueville.






Sunday, June 2, 2013

Jeffrey Grayson

When I had my meeting with Peter Torigian,, Napoleonic Mayor of Peabody, now unfortunately dead, a man was in the room, he was bodyguard and gofer for Torigian. I think I described him before but will again, He was short, black thick hair slicked back mafia style,, shiny slicked looking. He had on a gray double breasted sharkskin suit again mafia type. Barrel chested but not fat. Good looking, looked Portuguese.  Francisco Sousa is also Portuguese and they play a part in all this, I think Torigian may have been Portuguese. I also saw this mafia type man one other time, he was driving out of the downtown Lowell St. fire station.

At the meeting this mafia man went and got the map and made sure Torigian was not assaulted by these two women. One who was in tears. Torigian was noted for doing that. 

 Later when I was driven out of my apt. and went to N.H. to stay at a relatives camp for the summer as I drove up the road, I was kinda lost, I always got lost at the fork in the road because our  branch was always so overgrown. I drove up to our neighbor's cabin and this mafia man who was at the meeting with Torigian, and another man whom I found out his name later was Jeffrey Grayson was on the deck of my neighbors cabin. 

Now you have to understand you had to break into this summer home in order to get onto the deck. It was high up in the air and jutted out over the mountain, no easy access. I later went over when the owner was home and asked if the cabin had been broken into and she said yes.

Now Jeffrey works at Costco in Danvers, Ma.he had on a name tag and that is how I got his first name and then asked a fellow clerk his last name and they gave it to me. He is also a father of 5, and ran for councilor a few years ago. I recognized him even though he had shaved off his beard and the other mafia guy who was at Torigian's meeting had his hair combed forward like MOE in the three stooges. Before he had it combed back but I still knew who he was.  The Moe comb was funny,,just like Moe.
Scott Burns used to always tip his head so I never got a straight on facial on him, but I would not forget him either.
I told a friend of mine who is deep into Peabody and her politics, I told him this councilor that was running for office broke into that cabin, Jeffrey Grayson,  he did not win that race, I am glad to say. I wonder if he knew what I had done. 

So he is a burglar. He is capable of breaking into someone's home, at the behest of the mayor.. I do not have this other man's name and maybe I will approach Jeffrey and tell him I will take his name off my blog if he gives me the name of this other guy. We shall see.