MEMOIR'S MEMOIRS

The story of Barbara Guillette in real time of Directed Energy attacks on innocent people the sustainability=depopulation,Agenda 30 pre-aging imposed murder /suicide, silent holocaust program using community based agents out of the Fusion centers. The silent standing army of directed energy weapons ready at a moments notice paid by tax payers money to carry out the assaults ..you're next.I am going public others have to be aware of what govt is really doing secretly to citizens.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

A very purposeful quest

I know someone in Talkshoe was asking me questions,,

I think telling the truth about what happened is important for this plays a part in the totalitarian state we now live in, This showed me back in 96 and onward just what controls the gov't had at it's disposal and what use the gov't, our local gov't,,, used against the people it wanted to.,,,, activists and dissidents,,,that people were targeted for any reason and their lives destroyed for any reason or no reason.

This DEW directed energy weapons and it's use began back then as far as my knowledge of it, and the techniques of HUD. Operation Safe Home. I think DEW was used for quite a while by HUD before,,, as there were many on Yahoo mind control forum who spoke of this,,, and Eleanor White goes way back. Another Ti and I figured it out and decided it went back to at least WW2. When the sailors got in the way of the radar and heard definitive clicking inside the head..Not with the ears but inside the head, this is documented and patented
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I walked by my old apartment building where I used to live and I was very surprised,, all the window boxes around the building, were full of flowers..this was my petition I took out against HUD, it was to plant flowers so my building looked as nice as the heavily landscaped office. I was very surprised and pleased..that's all I wanted, but this petition told HUD I was a dissident and an activist,,they knew before I did what I was.
I do not know who is the person responsible. The person responsible for telling my daughter, I thought at first it was Nelson, female,,, and deleted the statement but since this morning I saw David walk across from Paul's house to his in a hustle just seconds after I got pulsed and this pulse was the same pulse I have had hit me periodically since 4 am..I would bet,,just bet David had something to do with it..so the perps are in my blog..I didn't delete anything, just drafted it and will republish after I peruse it...
Anyway I reassessed and believe it is Nelson...After all we must keep it in the family and do this quiet. The loyal stupid thug who imposes a totalitarian state on our lives. He, I do not think grasps the whole picture as I do, how this is going on all over the country to suppress our nation and her people, he does not know he is being used and will be a much hated cog in this machine...I feel bad for him. Many know his name and his part in all this.

I think the pulse device is on a timer as well or maybe Stephanie or her daughter does it, for it still continues....

This is what my name was put on,, this program,,OSH,,as a way to shut me up, for I went public as to what Torigian was doing back then with DEW,,,,,my landlord did it for a favor of Torigian, You can also read about the Trovis brothers in press archives and how hard they fought to keep their land, the old Brown School could of been redone, as it is apartments today,, what an old beautiful building,,,they built them to last back then,,,

They could of saved the taxpayer some money,,you can read about the Trovis in the press and their deaths and Tom Grelish and how his business was attacked,, so no matter how the Torigian girls protest or what they do to shut people up,, the facts remain, and the apple does not fall far from the tree.....I wonder who else he shit on. Same attitude as daddy. Malicious. Intentful to harm those who speak out and to erase history, to hide the facts from the clean air of truth....I have dates, times and people who remember what went on, and I think some of those people may come forward...who knows ,,one hopes..
I think Dave McGeney was the one who spoke with the teacher who supposedly told my daughter about my blog,,,,He is a school committee person,, could of been him..a likely candidate,it's ok, everything is now hidden. Gone, deleted,, I was asked to delete so out of kindness I did.

Friday, June 13, 2014

this is how I see it today

The feds won't pull back NSA,, congress is going to continue with data mining. Something we as Americans object to , if the reasons were benign I would not mind, but they are not.
the police are being militarized, lots of military equipment for free from the wars are being brought back and channeled into the local police dept. Crime is way down, most of the criminals are locked up and our prison system is full. We have more locked up for any reason than any other country, even none violent crime.
The militia are armed and hating of president Obama because of NSA and because he's black. They try to dig up as much as they can negative about him and one of the guys on Facebook who is a Ti, is really blaming Obama for Reagan, Clinton, Cheney, Bush and others programs , that go all the way back to Truman as far as I can tell and now I just read a paper on Cointelpro and that goes back to WW1, but all of the DEW started under Bush jr. aka Cheney.
and I heard a whisper that the threats were so bad, they stopped the White House tours. I do not know that for sure, but why would anyone mention it if not so.? I know president Obama received more threats than any other president . I think because he is black but also furthering Bush's agenda, he is one of them, people forget that he may be black but he is one of them,,,but what most do not realize is he is on their side. Bush's side. He cannot go against them as he is one of them.

The supreme court may be responsible for much of this, congress as well, they all feel threatened and I think , the fear alone will work it's black magic....the supremes designated corporations as people giving them the same rights as people. Then they opened up the law for funding in politics. billions flowing,, anyone want to buy and election? Contributing as much funding as corporations want to anyone they want..

Like the far right wingnuts,, the Koch brothers,, funding much local far right wing candidates.
Voter registration in some states has changed , you need ID now.
It seems to be winding up, everyone is preparing for revolution? Or so it seems. Lots of far right wing agenda on the net........
I can't imagine a revolution and if so , what will take the place of gov't as we now have it, I mean the constitutional form..That is what scares me, trading one despot for another...I know many whites are threatened by the brown invasion from the south,,, most brown women have lots of children this was one of the things that a dental assistant told me long ago in the ninties, the hispanic leaders told the mexican women to have as many babies as they want. to increase voter registration, thinking long term and they are and they did.
The child that assistant had has to be in their late teens now. She had two that I know of out of wedlock and she spoke with great hatred in her voice toward me, not for the abortion but I was keeping her people type of anger down,,,, when I told her to have an abortion. How could she support two kids on her salery, the state was paying her, welfare. that is when she told me what her leaders told her to do.

This was right after there was legistlation to install English as language of state.It failed of course..So now according to the last census,,, illegals and legal mexicans are everywhere. Some resentment as the constitution was written by white men and the spanish are moving in to outbreed us and take over,,another revolution in the works..So we have plans for two revolutions, and the mexican drug cartels are moving into the country, en mass so I hear.

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

The military and assessment of DEW (last post)

This is Pauls house,,, Babe Campbell lives in the house behind the tree,,, I live to the left...the distance from my bed to Pauls drivcway is a little wider than his driveway, so it is a dead drop from his house to my bed.. From Babe's house ,,David used to sit behind that white car you see in babe's driveway, the house behind the tree and David used to lobb pulses over paul's house into my bedroom,until I went out one night and shined my flashlight over into babe's yard over Paul's house and saw David hightail it for his front door, must of scared the shit out of him,,,but not enough to stop,,, I wonder if he is getting extra pay for what he is doing? and his front door closed with a bang I might add.....to go over Paul's house is not a far distance, and I am sure David used to go through Paul's house as well, before they became friends and paul my neighbor became a perp.

the distance for DEW is great,,, it can hit a target at 650 yards,,go out and pace it, just regular steps and walk 650 yards,,, it is one hell of a distance...I was impressed, to hit me over Paul's house was easy peasy. The 650 yards is a quote from "The sound of things to come" 23 march o3 NYT magazine about Woody Norris and his silent hypersonicsilentsound invention,,,HSS
I believe this is a beam that can be collimated and pulsed directly to the subconscious...and the military version goes through walls......that's a given,, even if I have never seen that written anywhere,,all this shit goes through walls......the military,, fuck you guys....

cont, of anderson cooper 2-links/DARPA LINK

Or how about your neighbor David D .who has high tech beamed technology with voice and audio capabilities who can beam this through your walls while you sleep to program you subconscious, and follow you during the day beaming this shit in your head,,,done on purpose because they want to sleep deprive you , so they can take your home, drive you to suicide because they are the benefactors of your insurance.. or just because they hate you, You don't need the head phones.........not at all.bjg

this is what I wrote in reply and the comment section after this article,, I found it very interesting, now they need to realize it is wireless......>>>>I like the way I worded,,,,beamed technology with audio and video capabilities,,,bjg

“NSA is watching”

Those who would give up essential Liberty, to purchase a little temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety" Ben Franklin,,1759

cogito ergo sum , "I think, therefore I am". Descartes

lat. scientia est potentia – knowledge is power)

Elect Bernie Sanders for President,,VT-I

http://www.democracynow.org/2014/4/3/sen_bernie_sanders_supreme_court_undermines

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8:54 AM

Anderson Cooper Goes Through A Harrowing Mental Illness Experiment

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/06/10/anderson-cooper-schizophrenic-voices_n_5478583.html

THE MECHANICAL MEANS BY WHICH TO TRANSMIT SOUND/VOICES

Defense Advanced Research Project Agency (DARPA) 2009
SILENT TALK

DARPA funding computer-mediated telepathy
http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/digitalnation/blog/2009/05/darpa-funding-computer-mediated-telepathy.html

Here is another way in which Voices/Sound can be transmitted bypassing the ear - utilizing the Bone around the face to pick up on the "vibration of sound/words" that translates directly into the brain which recognizes these vibrations as "words" or "sound'

Aftershokz (bone conduction)
http://www.aftershokz.com/technology/

The talking train windows that transmit adverts straight into your head when you lean against them
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2356753/The-talking-train-windows-transmit-adverts-straight-head-lean-them.html

Google files patent for bone conduction audio in Project Glass (bone conduction)
http://www.gizmag.com/google-glass-bone-conduction/25965/

I wrote this in reply to the 1,Anderson Cooper mental test..

Anderson Cooper Goes Through A Harrowing Mental Illness Experiment

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Court and Coyote 4

We have changed our dogs name to coyote, he got hit yesterday, they pounded him. Perps kill dogs, just for fun and because some dogs will alert, but just another way of destroying some one's life, these fuckers enjoy doing it, like Stephanie Diachision, perp no, 2 wife. I have taken some of my worst pounding from her and her husband comes home at noon to reset the cameras.

I was walking home with James, we got off the same bus. I saw Stephanie rush out of her house, stretching her neck to see me, several times as she got into her car ,very intense movements. She pulled out of her driveway and instead of going around drove by me even swerving to almost hit me with her mirror, I just kept on walking. I fear no man or woman. Let her hit me, I should of fallen down in the road anyway.

Last night and today I got pounded. Paul is also responsible for the sizzling zap. The one that sounds like your brain is being fried , he is right next door ,you cannot see him from the street, he abuts our back yard . Straight shot into my living room and bedroom. that is why Diachision made friends with Paul.
David also had Paul's house pulsed, so Paul would blame me and go after me, you would not see Paul's pulses from the street.
Diachision needed to use and befriend Paul to cover what David is doing, by Paul doing the pulsing his house is avoided, they did the same thing to Bud my son in law. Targeted both,, till they turned.

I guess it is every man for himself.

Some comment here,, I saw several fat big slobs walking around with AK 47 rifles going into restaurants with these devices slung on their backs,,,wrong move in my opinion,they are no match for DEW. They just announce themselves to the neighborhood watch groups for targeting with DEW.

Friday, June 6, 2014

memo to potential whistleblowers,,,,

Memo to Potential Whistleblowers: If You See Something, Say Something

By Norman Solomon

Global Research, June 06, 2014

Url of this article:
http://www.globalresearch.ca/memo-to-potential-whistleblowers-if-you-see-something-say-something/5385860

Blowing the whistle on wrongdoing creates a moral frequency that vast numbers of people are eager to hear. We don’t want our lives, communities, country and world continually damaged by the deadening silences of fear and conformity.

I’ve met many whistleblowers over the years, and they’ve been extraordinarily ordinary. None were applying for halos or sainthood. All experienced anguish before deciding that continuous inaction had a price that was too high. All suffered negative consequences as well as relief after they spoke up and took action. All made the world better with their courage.

Whistleblowers don’t sign up to be whistleblowers. Almost always, they begin their work as true believers in the system that conscience later compels them to challenge.

“It took years of involvement with a mendacious war policy, evidence of which was apparent to me as early as 2003, before I found the courage to follow my conscience,” Matthew Hoh recalled this week.“It is not an easy or light decision for anyone to make, but we need members of our military, development, diplomatic and intelligence community to speak out if we are ever to have a just and sound foreign policy.”

Hoh describes his record this way:

“After over 11 continuous years of service with the U.S. military and U.S. government, nearly six of those years overseas, including service in Iraq and Afghanistan, as well as positions within the Secretary of the Navy’s Office as a White House Liaison, and as a consultant for the State Department’s Iraq Desk, I resigned from my position with the State Department in Afghanistan in protest of the escalation of war in 2009.”

Another former Department of State official, the ex-diplomat and retired Army colonel Ann Wright, who resigned in protest of the Iraq invasion in March 2003, is crossing paths with Hoh on Friday as they do the honors at a ribbon-cutting — half a block from the State Department headquarters in Washington — for a billboard with a picture of Pentagon Papers whistleblower Daniel Ellsberg. Big-lettered words begin by referring to the years he waited before releasing the Pentagon Papers in 1971. “Don’t do what I did,” Ellsberg says on the billboard.

“Don’t wait until a new war has started, don’t wait until thousands more have died, before you tell the truth with documents that reveal lies or crimes or internal projections of costs and dangers. You might save a war’s worth of lives.”

The billboard – sponsored by the ExposeFacts organization, which launched this week — will spread to other prominent locations in Washington and beyond. As an organizer for ExposeFacts, I’m glad to report that outreach to potential whistleblowers is just getting started. (For details, visit ExposeFacts.org.) We’re propelled by the kind of hopeful determination that Hoh expressed the day before the billboard ribbon-cutting when he said: “I trust ExposeFacts and its efforts will encourage others to follow their conscience and do what is right.”

The journalist Kevin Gosztola, who has astutely covered a range of whistleblower issues for years, pointed this week to the imperative of opening up news media. “There is an important role for ExposeFacts to play in not only forcing more transparency, but also inspiring more media organizations to engage in adversarial journalism,” he wrote.

“Such journalism is called for in the face of wars, environmental destruction, escalating poverty, egregious abuses in the justice system, corporate control of government, and national security state secrecy. Perhaps a truly successful organization could inspire U.S. media organizations to play much more of a watchdog role than a lapdog role when covering powerful institutions in government.”

Overall, we desperately need to nurture and propagate a steadfast culture of outspoken whistleblowing. A central motto of the AIDS activist movement dating back to the 1980s – Silence = Death – remains urgently relevant in a vast array of realms. Whether the problems involve perpetual war, corporate malfeasance, climate change, institutionalized racism, patterns of sexual assault, toxic pollution or countless other ills, none can be alleviated without bringing grim realities into the light. “All governments lie,” Ellsberg says in a video statement released for the launch of ExposeFacts,

“and they all like to work in the dark as far as the public is concerned, in terms of their own decision-making, their planning — and to be able to allege, falsely, unanimity in addressing their problems, as if no one who had knowledge of the full facts inside could disagree with the policy the president or the leader of the state is announcing.”

Ellsberg adds:

“A country that wants to be a democracy has to be able to penetrate that secrecy, with the help of conscientious individuals who understand in this country that their duty to the Constitution and to the civil liberties and to the welfare of this country definitely surmount their obligation to their bosses, to a given administration, or in some cases to their promise of secrecy.”

Right now, our potential for democracy owes a lot to people like NSA whistleblowers William Binney and Kirk Wiebe, and EPA whistleblower Marsha Coleman-Adebayo. When they spoke at the June 4news conference in Washington that launched ExposeFacts, their brave clarity was inspiring.

Antidotes to the poisons of cynicism and passive despair can emerge from organizing to help create a better world. The process requires applying a single standard to the real actions of institutions and individuals, no matter how big their budgets or grand their power. What cannot withstand the light of day should not be suffered in silence.

If you see something, say something.

Norman Solomon is co-founder of RootsAction.org and executive director of the Institute for Public Accuracy, which launched ExposeFacts.org in early June. His books include “War Made Easy: How Presidents and Pundits Keep Spinning Us to Death.”