THE POLICE SCENARIO

THIS IS  HARD TO RELATE TO OTHERS WHO HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED MIND CONTROL AS EVEN A REAL THING... THIS STUFF IS KILLER FROM THE FIRST SECOND IT IS USED ON YOU.

AS I STATED IN ANOTHER POST, THE ID, YOUR SUB CONSCIOUS RUNS THE SHOW, IF YOU PROGRAM IT TO DO THINGS,,IT WILL, EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT IT TO ANYMORE AND EVEN AGAINST YOUR BEST INTERESTS..

THIS IS WHAT I BELIEVE, DREAMS ARE A BIG PART OF THE ID DECIDING WHAT TO DO AND HOW TO DO IT AND JUST BEING THE ID, THE SUBCONSCIOUS.

THIS IS WHAT MIND CONTROL HAS TAPPED INTO YOUR ID, THEY CONTROL THE CONTROLLER. YOUR NATURAL CONTROLLER IS THE ID.  SO WHOMEVER CONTROLS YOUR CONTROLLER, CONTROLS YOU, IT USED TO BE YOU WHO DID THE CONTROLLING, BUT NOW THE GOV'T HAS DISCOVERED HOW TO USE THE MIND CONTROL DEVICE TO DO THIS,,,YOU ARE BASICALLY A ZOMBIE . 

WHAT FUN HUH, YOUR ID NO LONGER BELONGS TO YOU BUT TO ANYONE WHO HAS THIS DEVICE. 

TRIGGERS CAN BE SET UP, FOR INSTANCE, TRIGGER WORDS OR COLORS OR ANYTHING CAN BE USED AS A TRIGGER.

TRIGGERS ARE SET UP AND A PHONE CALL TO A PERSON ON THE OTHER COAST YOU HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH, AND ARE SPEAKING WITH CAN BE PULSED, MIND CONTROLLED BY HER PERP AND GIVEN TRIGGER WORDS AND TOLD TO USE THEM ON YOU,  LONG DISTANCE. VIA THE COMPUTER OR CELL PHONE.

HAPPENS ALL THE TIME. WHY, WELL I THINK IT IS MY CONTROLLERS JUST TAPPING ME ON THE SHOULDER AND LETTING ME KNOW THEY ARE IN CONTROL.. I THINK THAT'S IT, OR MAYBE A TRIGGER TO DO SOMETHING . WHAT I DO NOT KNOW MAYBE TO WRITE THIS BLOG. WHO KNOWS? NOT I.

I WAS MIND CONTROLLED TO TAKE THE DOG FOR A WALK,, ALWAYS A BAD SIGN,, THEY HAVE NOT LET ME WALK IN A WHILE AND WHEN I DO I AM PUNISHED AT NIGHT. PULSED SEVERELY.

BUT THIS IS CLASSIC MIND CONTROL ON THE LOCAL LEVEL AND WAS DONE AS RETALIATION FOR THE LETTER I WROTE ABOUT THE LOCAL POLICE AND THE 9/11 PAID HOLIDAY THEY RECEIVED.  I POSTED IT HERE.

I TOOK MY DAUGHTER'S DOG FOR A WALK A RARE EVENT.


AS THE DOG AND I REACHED LYNN ST. WE TOOK A RIGHT TURN ON A STREET I NEVER GO DOWN. BUT THIS TIME I WAS MADE TO, AS I TURNED THE CORNER A MAN WAS PARKED AT THE BEGINNING OF THE STREET WITH A WOMAN STANDING OUTSIDE SPEAKING WITH HIM, AS I APPROACHED AND TURNED THEY BOTH LOOKED AT ME AND WERE WATCHING ME. NOT JUST A GLANCE.

AS I WALKED DOWN THE STREET I WAS TRIPPED AND THROWN THROUGH THE AIR. I LANDED VERY STRANGE,, ON MY RIGHT SIDE WITH MY  ARM STRETCHED OUT, I LANDED WITH MY ARM UNDER MY HEAD AS I LANDED.

THIS WAS THE ONLY QUESTION THE EMT ASKED ME WHEN HE WAS SUMMONED. "DID I INJURE MY HEAD," THIS SEEMED  VERY IMPORTANT TO THEM. A WOMAN CAME OUT OF THE HOUSE AND TOLD ME SHE WAS A NURSE, AND NOT TO BE WORRIED.

I BELIEVE THEY JUST WANTED TO HURT ME REAL BAD, BUT NOT KILL ME THAT COULD EASILY BE ACCOMPLISHED, THAT IS WHY I THINK THEY HAD THIS HAPPEN IN FRONT OF A NURSE'S HOUSE, JUST IN CASE..LIKE I SAID THEY DID NOT WANT TO KILL ME,,, OR TO AVOID  AN INVESTIGATION?????

 I GOT UP AND WAS  STANDING AND GOT PULSED AND I ALMOST PASSED OUT , THE NURSE GOT A CHAIR,,  I SAT DOWN AND ALMOST PASSED OUT AGAIN FROM THE PULSING. THIS GAVE HER AN EXCUSE TO CALL THE EMT'S. FOR I HAD TOLD HER NOT TOO.

BUD WAS ALSO CALLED AND HE CAME AND GOT ME AND TOOK ME HOME, I WAS SHAKEN BUT ALL RIGHT EXCEPT WHEN I LANDED I HEARD SOMETHING RIP IN THE BICEP OF MY ARM. YOU WOULD OF THOUGHT IT WOULD OF RIPPED ON THE TRICEPS, THE EXTENDED MUSCLE BUT IT DIDN'T, IT RIPPED ON THE BICEP SIDE.

THAT NIGHT,, MY RIGHT ARM,, MY ROTATOR CUFF WAS PULSED,  WHAT WEAPON WAS USED  I DO NOT KNOW,, I KNOW I WAS WOKEN UP AND IF I REMEMBER THIS RIGHT THEY DID IT TWICE ON SEPARATE NIGHTS. THEY BORE HOLES IN THE ROTATOR CUFF AND THE ARM, IN SEVERAL PLACES SO THAT ANY MOVEMENT WOULD BE PAINFUL.   MY RIGHT ARM.. NO IDEA WHY.

SINCE THEN I HAVE ALMOST ALL MOVEMENT BACK, EXCEPT A SLIGHT PROBLEM TAKING OFF A JACKET, A STRUGGLE SOMETIMES BECAUSE THE RIGHT ARM WILL NOT REACH AS FAR BACK NOW AS THE LEFT.

SINCE THEM THEY HAVE PULSED MY RIGHT KNEE, THE OUTSIDE MUSCLE. AT TIMES SO PAINFUL I HAVE FALLEN AND HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO WALK.. THESE PEOPLE HATE ME.  WHAT CAN I SAY, THEY WON'T LIKE ME ANY BETTOR FOR THIS BLOG.  TO BAD.

MY HEALTH DETERIORATES.

CHRIS HITCHENS IS GONE AND THE WORLD IS A LESSER PLACE FOR THAT

I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO THE FOUR HORSEMEN,,  CHRIS HITCHENS, DAWKINS  DENNET AND HARRIS,   CHRIS HITCHENS OF COURSE HAS DIED OF THROAT CANCER. TO MUCH BOOZE AND CIGARETTES,,INSULTS ON HIS THROAT, BUT THEN HE MIGHT OF BEEN KILLED BY DEW.  HOW DO WE REALLY KNOW, HE IS A NOTED ATHEIST , A SPOKESPERSON FOR A VOCAL MINORITY, REASON, WHICH LEADS USUALLY TO ATHEISM AND THAT STRIKES AT THE VERY CORE OF RELIGION.

 RELIGIOUS PEOPLE HAVE DEW, (DIRECTED ENERGY WEAPONS,) I KNOW FIRST HAND , HAVING BEEN ATTACKED AND ZAPPED BY A CATHOLIC, A CATHOLIC'S SON, A CHRISTIAN FUNDAMENTALIST, AND A JEW. IT DOES NOT SEEM TO MATTER IF WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS HURTING ME OR KILLING ME SLOWLY, IS THE FACT THAT ALL THEIR RELIGIONS FORBADE IT AND THEY ARE NOT LISTENING, FOR THEY SEE ME AS ATHEIST, AS THREAT,  AS ENEMY. SO WILL THEY GO TO HELL FOR HURTING ME OR HEAVEN FOR KILLING ME?

 MANY PEOPLE HAVE LIVED THEIR WHOLE LIVES FOR  NOTHING BUT A FALLACY, A FACADE,  A SUPERNATURAL CELESTIAL DICTATORSHIP WHICH GIVES THEM CAUSE TO HIDE FROM THE DEFINITION AND FINALITY OF DEATH. 

ONE OF THE IDEAS DISCUSSED WAS THAT IF  WE ARE CONTROLLED BY A SUPERNATURAL CELESTIAL DICTATORSHIP IS THAT WE WOULDN'T KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG.

THAT IS AN INTERESTING QUESTION, WOULD I KNOW IF IT WAS WRONG TO KILL  ANYONE. WOULD I KNOW IT WAS WRONG TO STEAL,,, OR HURT SOMEONE NEEDLESSLY, OR DO HARM MALICOUSLY?

WELL WE ARE TOLD TIME AND TIME AGAIN NOT TO KILL AND NOT TO STEAL AND NOT TO HARM OTHERS BUT  MANY RELIGIOUS PEOPLE  DO IT ANYWAY. THEY KNOW THEY ARE WRONG, YET DO IT ANYWAY.

 I SAY TO THESE PEOPLE THAT THEY FOOL THEMSELVES, THAT THEY DO NOT BELIEVE IN RELIGION. OR CIVILIZATION  EITHER.  THAT THEY ARE THE FOOL.

THEY ARE ASSURED THAT GOD WILL FORGIVE THEM FOR THEIR SINS, BUT SOCIETY DOES NOT FORGIVE THEM AND THAT IS WHY WE HAVE THE ELECTRIC CHAIR.

BUT WILL THE PERSON THEY STOLE FROM OR KILLED FORGIVE THEM ?   I DON'T THINK SO AND THAT IN REALITY IS WHO THEY SHOULD BE ASKING FORGIVENESS FROM ,,NOT SOME SUPERNATURAL CELESTIAL DICTATOR OF THE IMAGINATION. 

 WE DO NOT LISTEN  AND DE TOCQUEVILLE STATED, WE SHOULD NOT LEARN OUR VALUES AFTER WE ARE GROWN UP, OR FROM THE CHURCH, WE SHOULD LEARN OUR VALUES AT OUR FATHER'S KNEE,  MEANING OUR PARENT.

HOW WE ARE RAISED, HOW WE ARE CIVILIZED,,,,IS THE QUESTION. 

THE 9/11 LETTER

THIS IS THE LETTER I SENT TO OUR LOCAL POLICE DEPT, THEY WERE NOT PLEASED AND SET ME UP WITH DEW SCENARIO TO DO MUCH DAMAGE.  I WILL RELATE THE EPISODE IN ANOTHER BLOG, TITLED THE POLICE SCENARIO                                                                          ********************* I think it was last year the peabody police asked the mayor for a paid holiday on 9/11. It was suggested that it become an unpaid holiday ,that was ignored, it generated a lot of talk around town. I believe it was dropped and later the mayor, Peter Bonfanti, did approve it, he snuck it through. Two weeks ago on the local talk show” You make the Call “ on our local cable channel 10, I made several statements about the Peabody Police and their paid 9/11 holiday. The point of that soliloquy was that the mayor does not listen to “We the People.” Not really wether the police should or not have a paid holiday, but since I brought it up. I thought I would expand on those thoughts here, to explain myself fully. Now this reminds me of congress, the first time congress really caught my attention was when they gave themselves a raise during a financial crises. At least that is  what we were told, the public was in a financial crisis. I think it was in the 70’s  gas lines and all. So here these guys in congress were giving themselves a pay raise, I did not know at the time it was a cost of living raise, it was just stated in the paper it was a raise, That pissed me off so much. How could congress give themselves a raise during a financial crises?   When we were told we had to pull in our belt, sacrifice our all, and give our financial all. Was it really a financial crises or something gov’t wanted to do for fun?  I was outraged and never lost that bad taste in my mouth even though I found out later it was a cost of living raise. They give up not one dime. Here the same bad taste,,, many were facing foreclosure and these guys snuck through a raise.. It was a raise after all wasn't it? Anyway, at the time of the police raise we have been told over and over the financial economic state of the union is in dire condition, we are one breath away from going bottom up, or are we?   How could the police ask for a paid holiday, and not only that, request a  paid holiday, signed and sealed by the mayor when we are so broke.  I thought, ok, does the police and the mayor know something about this financial crises that I don’t.. Is it really a crises or something not in reality, why would the police ask for this raise at this time knowing that people in their community were severely strapped and some were losing their homes.  The police,, by this holiday seemed to want to add to this burden. Either they were not conscious of their neighbors stress, didn’t give a shit about their neighbors stress, or were completely greedy or selfish. Take your pick. I have not figured that out yet. Bonfanti has raised taxes every year without fail. This added to our burden. A good chunk of change. So what gives? How do you feel? The public, I would like to know. Email me at memoir65@yahoo.com or reply in this paper.    Do I believe that the police deserve 9/11 as a paid holiday.  No, I don’t, not at this time, I was a reserve police officer in San Diego Ca. I worked as a regular police officer, it was practice for what I wanted my occupation to really be when I got out of the Navy. It was a good way to find out what the job entailed and what I could do.  I respect the police for the great multi-taskers they are, fast and all at once. Talent. I also had mike fright, from the first moment I ever spoke in a mike. It was a constant struggle.  The dispatchers knew me, or at least some did. I sucked. But I did the job. I was a good cop, and decided directing traffic and other benign things were better for me, so thats what I did. I know what police work entails and just how dangerous it is and why I loved it. It was my choice, just as it is their choice,  I have an inside perspective. I appreciate cops but I don’t’ like to hear this rhetoric that they lay their lives on the line for me. I have for some reason can’t except that without this, They make a good salary, good benefits, good pension and if that was not there they certainly would not do the job. People are in line for the job. So death and its possibility is not a great deterrent and I feel that to use that as a reason for their status in the community is wrong. How many of us have heard the words, “They put their lives on the line for us every day?” that is their choice, As I said no salary , no job. Now to talk about 9/11, it is simple, many many people lost their lives in 9/11. No one is offering many of them a paid holiday and many lost immediate relatives. The police is an institutional relationship, not that close as blood. During this time of financial strain it would be more appropriate for the police to ask at another time. When the economy  is not referred to as  going bottom up. We don’t mind your holiday pay, but not at this time, not when people,,because of the poor economy are losing their homes. That is all I meant. I meant nothing more or less than what is written here and if you feel you disagree, email me, write a rebuttal in this paper. Do both. I look forward to ideas within the Peabody community and please try to be civil, so we can communicate. I know some of you would like to swear, I like to swear also but not here.  Regards memoir                                                                        **************************  I don't  think this letter was published by the paper, I did not see it but somehow the police got ahold of it..This is what they did to me.. I was programmed to walk the dog and I did, instead of following my usual route, I was told to walk down this other street  as I turned into the street a car was parked in the middle and a woman was speaking to the man inside, I glanced at them and they were both looking at me  .I was thrown through the air and fell on my right side with my arm fully extended. As I landed I heard something in the arm rip..Strange as it may see it was the front of the biceps that ripped not the extended back.. I stood up and a nurse rushed out of her house, and as I stood up I was pulsed and almost passed out, she got me a chair. Cody, the dog was with me and jumping on the woman, I told him to sit and he did. They called the cops and the EMT's came and the fire dept...The EMT's asked if I hit my head, I said no and I had refused to have them called.They were calle anyway. I was ignored. The EMT's in this town are used as intimidation factors, especially if I piss the cops off, etc.. They usually follow me all over town where ever I go, what a waste of taxpayer money.

MRS MELLO, SCOTT BURNS AND MY BOW.

WHAT CAN I TELL YOU ABOUT SCOTT BURNS,,, HE WORKED FOR EASTMAN GELATIN THE LOCAL CORPORATION, THE ONE THAT BURIED THE TOXIC DUMP UNDER THE GOLF COURSE LAND and spewed their runoff into out drinking water. 

I PICKETED THE PLANT OUT FRONT OF THEIR OFFICE AND ON ALLEN'S LANE,,BEING A CHILD OF THE 60'S WHAT ELSE WAS THERE TO DO WHEN INJUSTICE PREVAILS.  SHEER FRUSTRATION DROVE ME TO IT,,

BURNS IS THE ONE WHO WORKED WITH DANNY MCKENNA AND DROVE ME OUT OF MY APT.AND MY JOB.   HIS WIFE IS ANN MARIE BURNS WHO WORKS FOR PEABODY HOUSING, SO YOU SEE I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION IN OTHER BLOG POSTS THAT THE MAYOR SEEMS TO HOLD THE KEY TO ALL THIS DEW.   IT ALL COMES BACK TO "BOOTS ON THE GROUND" THE MAYOR'S.CITY HALL IS PERFECT,, WHO COULD RALLY NEIGHBORHOOD GROUPS OR INITIATE ONE EASILY.

THIS  PROGRAM  STARTED WITH THE FEDS , THEN STATE AND THEN DOWN TO THE LOCAL OFFICIALS.  I WONDER IF SUSAN GAFFNEY WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS PROGRAM SHE WAS ACCUSED BY HER BOSS MARIO CUOMO OF TURNING HUD INTO A POLICE STATE, AND I WONDER IF THIS MIGHT NOT OF STARTED WITH HUD AND EXPANDED , ESPECIALLY WITH D.C. PSYCHIATRISTS DOING THE PROFILING. THIS IS ALL FED INITIATED, CHAIN OF COMMAND JUST LIKE THE MILITARY.


THE USE AND CONTROL OF DEW COULD HAVE STARTED WITH  HUD.. I BELIEVE IT DID AND THEN MISSION CREEP...

 I KNOW THEY WERE A BIG PART OF THIS HARASSMENT AND HUD USED ACOUSTICS AND DEW TO EVICT PEOPLE ,,I BET EVEN TODAY THESE DEVICES ARE BEING USED . WE ARE PATIENTS SO TO SPEAK IN A LOOSE AND GENERAL TERM, FOR THAT IS HOW WE ARE LOOKED AT BY THOSE WHO ARE DOING THIS HARASSMENT AND  MANIPULATION. IN SOME CASES IT IS CONSIDERED THERAPY.

SOME LIKE MRS MELLO MY NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR GOT KILLED BY ACCIDENT.  MANY OF US ARE SUBJECTED TO BREATH SUPPRESSING FREQUENCIES,,I DON'T KNOW IF IT IS A BEAM OR NOT.  A FREQUENCY CAN BE A BEAM AS WELL AS A PULSE. THIS WAS A CONSTANT BEAM.

ONE NIGHT WHEN ALL THIS BEGAN, I HAD MOVED BACK IN WITH MY DAUGHTER AT THE COURTS. I HAD THE FRONT SMALL BEDROOM THE ONE NEXT TO MRS. MELLOS'S  ROOM, HER BED WAS DIRECTLY AGAINST MY WALL IN HER APT.

THIS NIGHT I FELT A BEAM, A FREQUENCY A PRESSURE AND MY BREATHING WAS SUPPRESSED  I COULD FEEL IT, RENATA WHO  IS ANOTHER CALL HOST ON TALKSHOE SPEAKS OF ENDURING THIS TREATMENT, EVEN TODAY, SHE FEELS PRESSURE AND CANNOT BREATH.  I COULD WITHSTAND MOST OF THE BEAM, BEING YOUNGER AND HEALTHIER THAN MRS. MELLO. BUT SHORTLY AFTER THE BEAM BEGAN THAT NIGHT AN AMBULANCE WAS CALLED AND THEY TOOK HER TO HOSPITAL AND SHE DIED THAT NIGHT. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO, NOT BEING ABLE TO PROVE WHAT HAPPENED.  I KNOW OTHER TI'S KNOW OF WHAT I SPEAK AND THEY DO NOT DOUBT MY WORD AT ALL. THESE PEOPLE ARE KILLERS,  JUST LIKE CHUCK SAYS.

I OFTEN THINK OF MRS MELLO, NEVER REALLY LIKED HER ,OR HER HUSBAND,  NOT REALLY BUT SHE WAS OK, SHE GOT ALONG WITH MY DAUGHTERS. THE  FREQUENCY CAME FROM DANNY MCKENNA'S/DIXON'S  HOUSE DIRECTION. ONE OF MY MAIN PERPS AT THAT TIME AS WE KNOW THEY CHANGE ,THE PERPS DO , OTHERS TAKE THEIR PLACE. I SAW BILL MELLO,  THERESA'S SON THE OTHER DAY AT THE LOCAL 7/11 WE DID NOT SPEAK,,HE IS A PERP.  STUPID AND WILLING TO CARRY OUT ANYTHING HE'S TOLD.
  

SCOTT BURNS WAS ENLISTED TO DO HIS JOB AND THIS IS, WAS, PART OF HIS JOB DESCRIPTION.  HE WORKED FOR EG, I THINK HE DID MAINTENANCE FOR EG. NOT SURE THOUGH, I'M  JUST ASSUMING ON THAT. I SAW HIM SEVERAL TIMES AROUND TOWN  ALWAYS DRIVING THE DURANGO TRUCK, BLACK SHINY NEW, AND A BLACK PICKUP AS WELL.  HE USED THE DURANGO WHEN HE FOLLOWED ME OUT WEST,  HE PULLED OFF AT THE GRAND CANYON AND ANOTHER PERP PICKED ME UP TO FOLLOW ME AND MAKE SURE I GOT TO SAN DIEGO .

IN THE LATE AFTERNOON I PICKETED EG ON ALLEN'S LANE. BURN'S WAS SUMMONED AND DROVE FROM THE DIRECTION OF HIS HOUSE , FROM THE POLICE STATION END OF ALLAN'S LANE,, HE DROVE SLOWLY, I GOT HIS LICENSE PLATE NUMBER AND LATER A FRIEND RAN IT FOR ME AND THAT IS HOW I GOT HIS NAME.  ALL MY PAPERS WITH HIS NAME  ON IT HAVE BEEN REMOVED, GONE  THROUGH AND TAKEN FROM MY FILES.   BURNS DROVE INTO THE PLANT AND WITHIN MINUTES CAME OUT AGAIN, DROVE UP TO WASHINGTON ST. ENTERED EG LAND THROUGH THE WASHINGTON ST.  ENTRANCE TO EG LAND BEHIND ME, AND STARTED TO ZAP ME FROM THE BUSHES. IT WAS GETTING DARK AND STARTING TO RAIN , SO I PACKED UP AND LEFT ANYWAY.

 TWO OF THE PEABODY COPS CAME DOWN TO INVESTIGATE, I MENTIONED DEW AND ONE OF THE COPS SAID HE KNEW ABOUT THEM, I WAS NEW AT BEING A TI, SO I DID NOT PURSUE THE SUBJECT ANY FURTHER THAN THAT, THEY ASKED IF I HAD ANY WEAPONS,, I SAID YEAH,  I CARRIED MY HUNTING BOW IN THE TRUNK OF MY CAR FOR WHEN I WENT TO THE RANGE,  THEY TOOK AND SABOTAGED IT, I HAD TO ASK FOR IT BACK ,MANY TIMES,  DEMANDING IT SEVERAL TIMES AND WHEN I GOT IT BACK THEY HAD SABOTAGED IT,  I TOOK IT BACK TO THE COMPANY AND HAD IT FIXED.  I LATER WAS MADE TO GIVE  IT TO MY SON IN LAW IN NEW HAMPSHIRE.

I WAS THEN MIND CONTROLLED TO GIVE IT AWAY AND GAVE IT TO JACK, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HE DID WITH IT, PROBABLY SOLD IT TO SOMEONE FOR A FEW BUCKS WHEN HE GOT BROKE. NICE BOW..LOVED GOING TO THE RANGE AND USING IT, THEY HAD A RANGE IN MIDDLETON I USED TO FREQUENT TILL I WAS DRIVEN OFF BY PERPS.
THAT IS THE STORY OF PICKETING EASTMAN FUCKING GELATIN . SUBSIDERY OF KODAK. 

A VALUABLE LINK

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=V2wzsaZKiGo&NR=1

THE SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE

I , AS MANY KNOW AM AN ATHEIST,,I WENT ON A QUEST FOR GOD FOR TEN YEARS OR SO.  I DID NOT FIND HIM AND CAME OUT THE OTHER END AN  ATHEIST.   I  DID READ QUITE A BIT ABOUT RELIGION,, AS RELIGION IS MUCH A PART OF OUR LIVES. IT IS NOT EASY TO DISMISS SOMETHING THAT YOU WERE RAISED WITH FROM THE CRADLE.  IN ORDER TO DISMISS IT YOU HAVE TO KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT IT, SO I READ.

I DECIDED THAT RELIGION,,,ALL RELIGIONS HAVE NO PLACE FOR ME, THEY WERE WRITTEN BY MEN FOR MEN,, WOMEN ARE HANDMAIDENS, MOTHERS OR RECEPTACLES FOR SPERM. I THOUGHT IN THIS MODERN WORLD, I HAD OTHER MORE INTELLIGENT CHOICES. BESIDES I DIDN'T THINK ANY RELIGION RESPECTED WOMEN AS THEY ARE, THEY WANT WOMEN TO BE WHAT THE MEN THINK WE SHOULD BE. YOU KNOW VIRGINS,, THEY WANT A VIRGIN SO THEY CAN BE THE FIRST THERE,,I SPOKE WITH A MUSLIM FRIEND OF MINE AND HE TOLD ME THE REASON HE WANTED A VIRGIN IS IF HIS WIFE NEVER HAD AN OTHER MAN SHE WOULD THINK HE WAS THE BEST, EVER, SO IT'S AN EGO THING. HE COULD REALLY BE INEPT AND SHE WOULD THINK HIM AS GOD.

SO I BECAME AN ATHEIST, THE MORE I THOUGHT ABOUT THAT THE MORE IT MADE SENSE,,I DID NOT NEED A DADDY LOOKING OVER MY SHOULDER TELLING ME WHAT TO DO.   I AS AN ADULT FELT I COULD MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS AND TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR MY OWN ACTIONS. NOT HAVING TO PLEAD, BARGAIN OR CAJOLE MY INVISIBLE FRIEND WHO ABIDES SOMEWHERE? 

ONE OTHER THING IS, WHY DOES GOD NEED SO MUCH MONEY. HE MUST HAVE REAL DEEP POCKETS AND HE SEEMS TO ALWAYS NEED MONEY.

. I ALSO THINK THAT THOSE WHO ARE DEEPLY INTO RELIGION ARE IMMATURE,,NOT LOOKING AT THE WORLD AS IT IS BUT AS THEY WANT IT TO BE.

THIS IS ALSO ONE ASIDE I WOULD LIKE TO ADD AND THAT IS THIS, FOR ALL YOU CHRISTIANS,,JEWS AND MUSLIMS I ASK THAT YOU SHOULD HEED THIS WARNING.

I KNOW I MENTION ONLY JESUS HERE BUT THIS IS FOR ALL RELIGIONS TO HEED,

JESUS CHRIST DESIGNATED THE SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE, HOW DID HE DO THAT? 

 HE THREW THE MONEYLENDERS OUT OF THE TEMPLE, THE MONEYLENDERS  REPRESENTED STATE WITH THE COIN OF THE REALM, AND JESUS REPRESENTED THE CHURCH AS IT WAS TO BE. SOME SAY THEY SOLD ANIMALS FOR SACRIFICE, DOESN'T MATTER, THEY WERE STILL BUYING AND SELLING WITHIN THE CHURCH.

THIS WAS HIS ONLY ACT OF VIOLENCE.  HE WHIPPED THEM OR SO IT IS SAID.

WHEN THE CHURCH CAME TO THIS COUNTRY, THE UNITED STATES AND SET UP SCHOOLS THEY DID NOT WANT TO BE AFFILIATED WITH GOV'T. WHY? 

WELL GOV'T DOES NOT HAVE TO ABIDE BY THE RULES THAT CHURCH HAS DESIGNATED FOR ITSELF. POLITICS AS WE KNOW CAN BE PRETTY NASTY STUFF, CHEAT. LIE, STEAL, MURDER, SEX. YOU NAME IT THE SKY IS THE LIMIT, BUT CHURCH HAS ALL THESE RULES THAT IT HAS TO FOLLOW AND ONE THING THAT THE CHURCH LEARNED WAS THAT WHENEVER IT AFFILIATED WITH GOV'T IT BECAME AS CORRUPT AS GOV'T CAN BE. 

THE CHURCH LEARNED THAT IN THE OLD WORLD BEFORE IT CAME HERE, TO THE NEW WORLD. IT LEARNED ITS LESSONS WELL. 

THAT IS WHAT DE TOCQUEVILLE STATED IN "DEMOCRACY IN AMERICA", THE BEST BOOK EVER WRITTEN ON DEMOCRACY AND THE BEST BOOK EVER WRITTEN ABOUT AMERICA.  BJG

LAST NIGHT WE SPOKE OF BACK PAIN, AND DC

I   TAKE THE OLD PEOPLE'S BUS TO THE LOCAL MARKET , THE MARKET  IS CHEAPER THAN ANY AROUND, A GOOD MARKET. 

RICK NELSON WHO IS TORIGIAN'S SON IN LAW AND IF YOU READ MY PAST POST YOU WOULD KNOW WHO TORIGIAN IS SO I WON'T EXPLAIN HERE.

 RICK  HATES ME BECAUSE I TOLD THE TRUTH ABOUT HIS FATHER IN LAW,,,. WHAT A PRICK TORIGIAN  WAS.   SO RICK HAS  TAKEN OUT A VENDETTA AGAINST ME,,NOW YOU HAVE TO REALIZE A VENDETTA IS UNTIL YOU ARE DEAD, SO I HAVE BEEN TOLD.

 I TOOK THE BUS TO THE MARKET AND RICK NELSON WENT TO GREAT LENGTHS TO TELL ME THAT THIS IS NOT TO BE ALLOWED, BECAUSE SUPPOSEDLY TORIGIAN STARTED THIS PROGRAM IN THE CITY,
SO RICK BELIEVES, BUT TORIGIAN DIDN'T, FORMER GOVENOR DUKAKIS STARTED THIS PROGRAM FOR OLD PEOPLE FOR THE ENTIRE STATE, SO TORIGIAN CANNOT HAVE THE GLORY OF THAT ONE.
YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER LEGACY IS EVERYTHING TO POLITICIANS,,AFTER THEY DIE IT IS THE ONLY WAY MANY ARE REMEMBERED AND IT IS A BIG DEAL TO THEM. SO REMEMBER NEVER FUCK WITH A POLITICIAN'S LEGACY IF YOU CAN HELP IT

RICK NELSON MY NEIGHBOR, UNFORTUNATELY LIVES UP THE STREET, HE FEELS THAT I SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED TO TAKE THE OLD PEOPLE BUS,, SO EVERY TIME I DO , SINCE HE HAS DECIDED THIS,, I GET THE SHIT KICKED OUT OF ME THAT NIGHT OR THE FOLLOWING DAY.

TODAY I RAN OUT OF MILK AND WALKED TO THE STORE DURING THE DAY UNUSUAL FOR ME, I USUALLY GO TO THE STORE AT 3 AM, WHEN THEY WAKE ME UP WITH PULSING.

 I TOOK OUR DOG A REALLY REALLY NICE LOOKING PIT BULL OF MY DAUGHTERS. MUCH LOVED AND HE IS A SWEETIE,,NEVER KNOWING A HARSH WORD..

ALL THE MEN LOVE HIM. GOOD ADVICE FOR WOMEN OR MEN IF YOU WANT TO MEET THOSE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX GET A DOG,, PEOPLE WILL STOP ALL THE TIME TO LOOK AT OR TALK DOG TALK.
TODAY A MAN TOOK A PICTURE OF THE DOG TO SHOW HIS KIDS,, MY ALARMS WENT OFF, ANYTHING LIKE THIS IS UNUSUAL AND I HAVE BEEN TRAINED TO SEE A PERP ACTION WITHIN THE PICTURE TAKING,, FOR IDENTIFYING THE DOG SO HE CAN BE STOLEN .  WILL IT BE DONE I DON'T KNOW.?. ANOTHER MAN ALSO ADMIRED THE DOG,, IN HIGH VOCAL FORM..  A COP WENT BY IN HIS CRUISER AND LEANED OUT THE WINDOW TO LOOK HARD AT US AS I FED HIM A TREAT, THE COP  CAUGHT MY EYE.

THIS DOG IS VERY WELL BEHAVED.   SO ALL MY ALARM BELLS ARE GOING OFF, AND WHEN I WOKE THIS MORNING MY HIP, MY LEFT HIP WHICH HAD BEEN  PULSED HARD ENOUGH TO WAKE ME UP,, HURT TO THE POINT OF THINKING OF TAKING A PAIN PILL FOR THAT IS WHAT MY LIFE CONSISTS OF ,,,,PULSED PAIN.. 

I GOT HOME, I WAS PULSED AGAIN COULD NOT BEND OVER, COULD NOT DO ANYTHING, ALMOST PASSED OUT,  I HAD TO GET ON HANDS AND KNEES FOR A TASK,, WHICH USUALLY ONLY ENTAILS BENDING OVER,,,,,MUCH MUCH PAIN..

WHY AM I RELATING THIS HERE. IT IS NOT SO MUCH THE PAIN AS THE TACTICS,,THESE ARE THE THINGS THE CAPABILITIES OF THESE WEAPONS AND HOW THEY ARE USED.  I RECOMMEND EVERYONE WATCH THE MOVIE " THE MADNESS OF KING GEORGE, SAME ATTITUDE TOWARD ALL TI"S, PAIN USED FOR BEHAVIOR CONTROL.

I ALSO WANT TO SPEAK OF WASHINGTON D.C.  AND ITS ATTITUDE TOWARD THE UNWASHED MASSES FOR THAT IS HOW THEY SEE US.

 IN D.C. THE COMPETITION FOR JOBS, MONEY AND PRESTIGE IS ASTRONOMICAL IN D.C.,,EVERY ONE IS CUTTHROAT, THAT IS THE NAME OF THE GAME.  AS ALDA SPOKE OF IN ONE OF OUR CHATS,,IT IS THE SAME IN HOLLYWOOD, IN THE MOVIE INDUSTRY, . THE MOVIE BUSINESS. CUTTHROAT.

SHOW NO MERCY, EXPECT NONE, NO COMPASSION, NO KINDNESS, HARD AND FAST, (D.C. IS KNOWN AS THE MISTRESS CAPITAL OF THE WORLD, HOW DOES IT FEEL KNOWING YOUR GOV'T RUNS ON A RIVER OF SPERM, ) AND THIS IS AMONG THEIR CONTEMPORARIES. WHEN THEY LOOK AT THE UNWASHED MASSES THEY ONLY SEE THE MOO, THAT IS WHY THESE DEW USED ON THE MASSES ARE NO BIG DEAL.

 THEY DO NOT  CARE WHAT CATTLE THINK AND THAT IS WHAT WE ARE TO THEM,,  JUST CATTLE, EXPENDABLE. THE SOONER WE REALIZE WHAT WE MEAN TO THOSE IN POWER THE SOONER THE REALIZATION IS OF WHAT WE HAVE TO DEAL WITH.

SO ZAPPING A COW OR STEER WITH A CATTLE PROD,, EVEN IF IT IS LONG DISTANCE THROUGH THE WALL, DONE BY BOOTS ON THE GROUND AND PERSON SPECIFIC IS NOT A BIG DEAL TO THEM,,,,

 AND YOUR PAIN,,,,WELL THEY CAN'T FEEL IT SO WHAT DO THEY CARE AND THAT IS WHAT WE ARE TO THEM. 

 BJG.