Abraham Lincoln for Ant

But Here's an Object

But here's an object more of dread

Than aught the grave contains

A human form with reason fled

While wretched life remains.

Poor Matthew!  Once of genius bright, 

A fortune-favored child

Now locked in aye, in mental night, 

A haggard mad-man wild.

Poor Matthew! I have ne'er forgot,

When first, with maddened will, 

Yourself you maimed, your father fought, 

And mother strove to kill;

When terror spread, and neighbors ran,

You dangerous strength to bind;

And soon , a howling crazy man

Your limbs were fast confined.

How then you strove and shrieked aloud,

'Your bones and sinews bared;

And fiendish on the gazing crowd, 

with burning eyeballs glared

And begged and swore, and wept and prayed, 

With maniac laughter joined

How fearful were those signs displayed

By pangs that killed the mind!

And when at length, tho" drear and long

Time soothed they fiercer woes, 

How plaintively thy mournful song

Upon the still night rose!

I've heard it oft, as if I dreamed,

Far distant , sweet and lone, 

The funeral dirge, it ever seemed

Of reason dead and gone.

To drink its strains I've stole away, 

All stealthily and still, 

Ere yet the rising god of day

Had streaked the eastern hill.

Air held his breath; trees, with the spell,

Seemed sorrowing angels round, 

Whose swelling tears in dewdrops fell

Upon the listening ground.

But this is past, and naught remains

that raised thee  o'er the brute;

Thy piercing shrieks and soothing strains

Are like, forever mute.

Now fare thee well, more thou the cause

than subject  now of woe. 

All mental pangs, by time's kind laws, 

Hast lost the power to know

O death!  Thou awe-inspirign prince, 

That keepst the world in fear;

Why dost thou tear more blest ones hence, 

and leave him  ling' ring here?

This has been called a soft totalitarian state

Evidently we now live in a totalitarian state but no one wants to talk about it or acknowledge it, collecting all kinds of data and from the video I saw with Russ Tice NSA whistleblower, he says it's worse than just collecting numbers it is content, but for those of us with a little bit of book learnin' I would say that is so..
In 1997 -8 when I first ran into these devices, I was overwhelmed at the sheer control these gave one person over another, I knew we were in trouble then and now it's even worse, because so far in the press all we hear about is collecting data, and we all know knowledge is power, but many, many do not know, just how powerful or controlling these devices are, they can turn you into a zombie, a person who only does the bidding of those in control and you have no say in the matter for they control your subconscious and whomever controls that, controls you and these devices HSS gives "them" that control. Not only over you but anyone who comes in their range..

Tice names Cheney and I would say that old son of a bitch started a lot of this.   Had a real bad feeling about him long ago and wrote about him in one of my past posts.
So how many times do we have to say this before we do something about it,,, I thought T-shirts to start,, you know, something like,,,

Free Snowden, Manning, Assange, Barrett Brown,  mourn Hastings, respect Drake, and others who have spoken out, the list gets longer and longer and still our gov't does not listen as I said before  these weapons, these capabilities are to powerful,,,, for the powerful to give up,,,, and they will not give them up unless forced to.

Tice also makes his point of people being spied on by satellites we have known that for a long long time as well, but are some TI's being assaulted by satellite capabilities, I do not know that and would have to experience it for myself..

I know if one looks in the sky the real real bright stars are satellites and one hangs over my back door all the time..Paranoid? nah. If he's watching me I bet he is bored to death,, nothing worse than watching someone who is pretty mundane in their lives.

I'm just concerned that the list of whistleblowers keeps getting longer and longer,,when will the American People get up enough gumption to speak out collectively, you know a huge DC protest would be nice. Just to let the people in power know we still are here,, they still have to address our concerns and we still outnumber them.

You can kill some of us,,but you can't kill all of us, but the problem with that is these electric weapons can kill us slowly and  most of us...the ability to kill silently , long distance, person specific and mock a physical or mental malady, no proof of assault.

That is the new element to address. Pick us off one by one. Let the relatives bury us, who would know?

 I guess this is better than Pinochet who took all the protesters out over the sea in helicopters, ducted taped them and threw them in the ocean. No bodies, no evidence was the thinking. Threw them in Alive and that old son of a bitch was lauded by the Chicago Boys , Cheney was one. , Niaomi Klien's book, Shocked. as a hero.. He lived to a ripe old age,,thank goodness the s.o.b's can't live forever.

Hear that Cheney. Hear that Torigian, hear that Pinochet and Hitler and Stalin and Mao and Pol Pot and Mbeki, hear that Osama and all the rest of you testosterone laden assholes. You can't all live forever and those of us that want peace will spit on your graves.

Acoustics

acoustic |əˈkoōstik|adjective [ attrib. ]1 relating to sound or the sense of hearing : dogs have a much greater acoustic range than humans.• (of building materials) used for soundproofing or modifying sound : acoustic tiles.• (of an explosive mine or other weapon) able to be set off by sound waves.2 (of music or musical instruments) not having electrical amplification : acoustic guitar.• (of a person or group) playing such instruments.noun1 (usu. acoustics) the properties or qualities of a room or building that determine how sound is transmitted in it : Symphony Hall has perfect acoustics.• ( acoustic) the acoustic properties or ambience of a sound recording or of a recording studio.2 ( acoustics) [treated as sing. ] the branch of physics concerned with the properties of sound.3 a musical instrument without electrical amplification, typically a guitar.DERIVATIVESacoustical |əˈkustəkəl| adjectiveacoustically |-ik(ə)lē| |əˈkustək(ə)li| adverbORIGIN mid 17th cent.: from Greek akoustikos, from akouein ‘hear.’wWell I think I am being hit with acoustics and I will tell you why. As the noisy pulse washes over me my body heats up.The pulse has a lot of force and no light,,almost impossible to capture on film. Almost impossible to see but you sure can feel it, and you can hear it as it hits you and as it goes through the house. I have hit a small pulse of this with my hand and it had substance, I did this by mistake,,I hit it with my hand and knocked it off course. I know a compressor would work,, a hose and configure the end nozzle, would make a fine acoustic weapon.  My neighbor has this milk homogenizing tank in his garage, direct shot to my bedroom, ,able to withstand high intense heat and pressure. put a hose on it, and configure a nozzle and wala a harassment device.  Acoustics in the sense I am talking about it, in finally packed, intensely packed air, shot out of a hose..I wonder if that would work. Anyway this milk homogenizer is a strange thing not to big really a few feet long and not terribly high,,4-5 feetish. shiny shiny chrome shaped like an oval with four continuous legs going down in a point. like I said a strange shape. I do not know if this is the weapon that has the ability to hit me in my bed across the street, but these pulses do come sometimes from this direction. Others from Yaikus's house, from the fenced in hidden shed on the side of his house. One only guesses, the only sure thing is direction and intensity of pulse and the fact that some of this is acoustics and that can easily kill you. These pulses can kill you. It makes a lot of noise as it goes through the house and sometimes when it hits sounds like a baseball hitting the house so everyone knows about it.Today I told Kate and Camille both members of the Ma. Ti group I was dropping out, I believe that to play both sides of the aisle is not for me.. I dislike FFCHS very much feeling through their neglect over the years that many Ti's have died. I also feel as with many other men they sponge off those who contribute to them and support them without giving credit to them,, 
 I will post my letters to them here at some future date and why I dropped out..

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This is how the add downloaded,,, sorry, the lower part is not finished yet, the spacing is screwed up. but read it anyway...

 I object to the Mk ultra and Cointelpro mention,,, I cannot prove either and to mention them is to undermine our credibility..Cointelpro is a program that was for violent people and political bent. Most if not all Ti"s are non violent, they yell a lot, but to harm others is not a ready attribute.

 I would of mentioned Operation Safe Home by HUD,,that is a program most recent,, and police,,fed state and local go into housing projects, cleaning out murderers, rapist, criminals of all sort, but after the raid is over the landlord and maintenance is responsible to report anyone as a violent offender. I was set up, by HUD , via Peter Torigian,, my mayor at the time who wanted to lock me up and silence me..

This golf course to be built is the second one in our town, the other is private, but still that is a lot of land for a stick and ball game for rich people. I wanted the land to be in use for everyone,,not just the rich guys. Oh well we lose.

The toxic dump under the golf course was the reason ,,I believe,,, Eastman Gelatin, wanted it buried. They  saved millions if not billions in clean up when  it was buried. One wonders if there was an alleged kickback.
Peter with,, EG who had a bad reputation as others have mentioned to me in hushed words, used this as a dumping ground for those who objected to his/their policies.. Mentally ill, locked up, run out of your job,,harassed. All for speaking out,, according to our Constitution, it is our duty to speak out, but that's only a piece of paper after all isn't it?

Fun, welcome to my world.

TO THE PRESIDENT OF THE 

UNITED STATES OF AMERICA 

THENS A SURVEILLANCE SCANDAL IS THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG. 

IN AMERICA,THOUSANDS OF WHISTLEBLOWERS,DISSIDENTS 

AND OTHER INNOCENTS ARE BEING SURVEILLED,STALKED, 

HARASSED,SABOTAGED,AND COVERTLY ATTACKED. 

DearPresidentObama: 

We the People,who have been targeted,tortured and terrorized by covert 

protocols of harassment,predatory stalking and sabotage are urgently requesting 

that our  President order an immediate investigation and a complete halt to this 

assault on innocent,law-abiding citizens. 

At this writing there are an estimated 500,000 or more victims in the U.S. including 

many whistleblowers, dissidents, as well as everyday citizens whose sabotage 

has been arranged.Others appear to have been unwittingly placed into research 

programs designed to develop supposedly“non-lethal”weapons—including directed 

energy weapons which are inaudible and invisible--yet can cause severe symptoms 

in the victim.These symptoms can include severe pain,difficulty thinking,and 

emotional distress. 

Some victims are subjected to the microwave auditory effect,a propertyof 

microwaves which when modulated and directed in a specific fashion at a victim, 

causes voices which are perceived as arising from within or slightly behind the 

victim’s head.Victims are simultaneously subjected to predatory group stalking 

and harassment with surveillance technologies that include wiretapping,computer 

hacking,and listening devices installed in our homes. 

We once led productive lives,and some of us still do,but many of us now find 

ourselves being defamed and falsely labeled as mentally ill or potential domestic 

terrorists.This in turn has resulted in many of us being blacklisted and prevented 

from employment, housing or medical care. 

Many victims live in chronic pain and illness.Some have lost hope and have 

committed suicide. 

Some believe this could well be a secret government program to target dissidents, 

whistleblowers,and other“undesirables.”Ifso,this would be in keepingwith 

past government programs known to have targeted innocent people,such as 

COINTELPROandMK-ULTRA. 

Mr.President,werespectfullyrequestthatyouhelpthehundredsofthousandsof 

peopleinAmericawhoarebeingsubjectedtothesecrimesagainsthumanitywhich 

representanegregiousinfringementofthecivilrightsandlibertiesuponwhichthe 

UnitedStateswasfounded. 

Atthesametime,wefeelitimperativetowarnthegeneralpublicthatatanygiven 

moment,theytoo,maybecomevictimsofthesecrimes. 

Sincerely, 

TheBoardofFreedomFromCovertHarassmentandSurveillance(FFCHS) 

onbehalfofthehundredsofthousandsofcovertcrimesurvivors. 

Formoreinformation,pleaserefertotheFFCHSWebsite: 

www.FreedomFCHS.COM 

1-800-571-5618 

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my court case numbers

civil action 99-12162-mlw
99-10546-pbs   nov. 1 1999/

99888 peter torigian docket number.

no computers  before  99,,, wrong numbers?
 99-10546-PBS, judge Siri

Rick Nelson is Torigian's son in law and lobbing

Rick is another stupid fuck. He also has access to high tech powerful pulsed, man portable devices.  He drives by my house all the time,pulsing it.  Why,, cuz he to is part of this boots on the ground brown shirt organization.  He also does not see the big picture and his actions in all of the scheme of things.  That his high tech ability is destroying this country, for I believe after thinking about all this that these men know that they are part of the death squad organization.

Rick Nelson is a small man with the small man syndrome,,arrogant, false bravado, insecure, aggressive because he thinks he scares people. Bully. He lives 6 houses down the street, but we live on a circle and he is only 2 houses away over the houses, he lobs pulses over the house, and as he rounds the circle to get to my house and as he leaves.  I shall tell you a couple of stories about lobbing,,lobbing is like a cannon, that arcs through the air to increase distance, well the boys have discovered if they lob these pulses they can get more distance,,go over houses and hit mine. It's done all the time, the capability of these weapons is breathtaking and awesome even for me the target. I was downtown, crowded, lots of traffic and the guy was in a red light several cars back and he was lobbing pulses at me over the cars.

I was driving in N.H. all alone on the big highway sunny day,,at least I thought I was alone all of a sudden I was hit on the top of my head by these real sharp intense pulses coming through my roof of my car.  I could not figure out where they were coming from at first and then looked in my rear view mirror and there was a van behind me a couple of car lengths ,Two goofy guys were laughing and having a grand old time and  they had a sun roof and were setting off this thing that went up in the sky at least 12 feet arced forward and was hitting me in the head through my roof. Now that I think about it I wonder if it was some sort of fireworks, maybe?

Now you must understand we are driving at least 60 mph on the highway, and no one is around but me and them and this pulse if that is what you call it , came forward and hit me on the head through the roof of my car. I saw it go out there sunroof , arc forward and hit me through my side and rear view mirror.

 I can't remember what I did for evasive actions probably slammed on my brakes. But this is why I am in awe of these devices.. They bend, arc do all kinds of things.

Thats why when Rick drives before my house he can pulse and hit me in my bed..Nice that one, a buzz saw going off in your brain is the best way to wake up dontcha think?.

Rick also went to a party down the street I was not invited of course and he was boasting to my other neighbor,,that he made more money than anyone on this street and he does. After all his father in law got him his job for marrying his daughter. ( His other son in law Richard Carnavale was let go by the next mayor for stealing. Posted here. well documented in the local paper) he  also would come home for hours at a time during working hours until one of the neighbors complained about it.  Rick feels he still owns this town and maybe he does.

At first I thought them ignorant,,,but they know what they are doing and like stupid fucks, like them, do not realize the major damage they do, they do not realize that because they use these weapons that that shows they approve of them, and that shows that these weapons can and will be used on their children.

Rick was sitting on the porch of David Diachisin with Stephanie, David's perp wife and the brains of that pair,,I left to go catch the bus and I took a picture of Rick as I had passed them both, he stood up and waved,,now this incident proves that Rick is taped into the perp network, because when I went to the mall having just bought a new memory chip, I sat down to wait for the bus,, 3 people were assigned plus their child to distract me and one stole my camera out of my pocketbook. It was a setup and done on purpose because I took his picture.   Scenarios like that happen over and over.
Rick believes his father in law started the elderly bus in  Peabody , when it was Dukakis, our governor, I took the elderly bus to the super market as that is extremely hard for me to get too. That wednesday,, who is before me in the check out line , another fireman was between us, who blocked my path so Rick could get out of the store

( the same fireman who smelled the gas in my apt. and the other fire chief ignored his claim )

at the checkout but Rick Nelson. Who waved to me as the bus drove by his house, Rick Nelson, and who beat the shit out of me with pulses that night and the next time I took the bus but Rick Nelson. Wanna bet? He felt since his father in law started this for the elderly, that because I supposedly maligned his reputation, I did not deserve to use the bus..so every time I take it that night the buzz saw goes through me as I sleep. A nice way to wake up... Drones and data mining is a joke,,people have no idea what they are in for if they do not stop these fucking assholes. These nazi groups.

They do not see beyond what is in front of them, just like the nazis.

Rick owes his job also to Torigian as do Torigian's other son in laws. He placed them all and made sure his 5 daughters had someone to marry. I wonder if they were all ugly as the father for he was a dog.. Rick is the one I took a picture of sitting on Diachisin's stoop and he had my camera stolen at the mall, the one I took his pic with.

 so yeah I would say this little prick, for all the men except one is unbelievably short in this neighborhood,,I mean little. 

Rick is one of them. Rick had my camera stolen at the mall so he is well plugged in to this network. He is a deputy fire chief. So don't fool yourselves other Ti's that this is where your harassment starts and ends with "boots on the ground" and look in your local neighborhood for answers as to who carries out your harassment. 

David Diachisin and the picture of a pulsed leg, I added the second pic later

David Diachisin and his wife Stephanie are stupid  fucks,,,they do not really think beyond the level of their nose. They take orders that is all.  Their one redeeming quality is loyalty, loyalty to the Torigian family because this is why David has a job and this will explain why being disloyal in their world is the worst thing..

David and his father are loyal dogs,,both owe their jobs to Former mayor Torigian and they have been harassing me since I move in several years ago...That is why Torigian really hated me,, because I said the word NO to me about the golf course he wanted to build for his legacy,,now you gotta remember legacy is everything to politicians for after they died how many things they put their name on means a lot..So when I said NO,,,to him about the golf course I was disloyal to him and considered enemy..This is how this old fuck thought, of course his attitude is of the old country..

If you look downtown with all the bricks with names on them of contributors, under the bandstand you will see Diachisin underneath and close to that of Torigians..

David is a meter reader and lives 3 houses up on my left but he is closer because we live on a circle.. He has access to highly powerful pulsed devices and uses them on me all the time, he also has through the wall radar to find me where ever I go in my sub basement apt.. Today and for several days I have been pulsed severely,, my skin burns and my head hurts,,, several areas on my body have been tetanized, and when you wake,, you stretch and immediately the muscle goes into spasm. And other burning effects, not only the noise as the pulse goes through your head but the disturbance to my family for this time I was told we are to all be evicted..In one way or another. As I get up to do things I am pulsed to knock me down, I can feel the pressure of the beam and it has force, so to walk is tortuous and extremely careful for you never know when they are going to knock you over.

David and Stephanie do not have a clue that their actions go way beyond what they are and where they live and their lives,,, They would never dream that they are enslaving others, or starting the decline of our country or instruments of boots on the ground, or destroying democracy, destroying freedom of everything.

They would have no concept of this because they are loyal stupid people who do not think beyond their noses..and this is why they are chosen, They are stupid and do not think of what they are doing. They just see the button they push and their loyalty is their main motive,they have no concept of the bigger picture and the harm it does ,not only to me, and my family but with others who follow their blind orders do great damage to the country and the rule of law  as well for they are part of the perp network..Death Squads all.

I wonder if my neighbors who are aware of what he is doing, really know the damage he is doing to all of us..I don't thinks so..Well David and Stephanie your names as boots on the ground, those who started and blindly acted in the name of those in power and yes I understand this does come from city hall. Your names will be noted and put down here for history , for your legacy and your children's legacy for all time. For you are part of the Drones and data mining that is going on in the country now..You will not be forgotten., just like the brown shirts with the Nazis for that is what you are.

Below is a picture of my leg,,not the most beautiful as when I was young, and it does appear big but my leg is not,,, it is swollen, a lot,,,but that is not the point,,the point is that those two slashes across my leg were done with pulses. The lower pulse has a dark bruise on it..I was immediately woken up when this was done.. Much pain and I am always rubbing it... I will add other pics here,,I hope I can capture and publish the actual pulses coming from my perps house, it will take a while as he has become aware of what I am doing  and shuts down when he sees my camera in my hand using through the wall radar, and I will have to go back to some of the very first pics, maybe find it there.

This is also my achilles heel that was pulsed and swollen making it very painful and difficult to walk, the pants are worn every year with a red shirt for the 4th of July I did not want you to think they were prison pants.lol