Sunday, March 15, 2015
Sunday, March 1, 2015
Depression
Depression can be imposed by a frequency or by events. My is by both at this time , I keep bouncing in and out of this black depression I have decided not to accept it. I teeter on the edge of tears and thoughts I do not want to write about but this morning I got popped in the eye you can see it on my indoor security camera just a round little ball of light with a tube like trail. They hit me in the left eye where it top creases, I just took a selfie eye ball it has this pimple white dot and I had this before when they slammed into my left temple behind and above my left eye. I have a hole there now a deep depression , the eye burns that's why I was looking at it. They do that hits you with a pop then later a frequency that makes it hurt all over again. Longer and more hurtful. I can't remember anything, when your head is constantly hit your memory is effected. This guy in Russia was just assasinated, he opposed Putin , so Putin killed him I guess a lot of people are pretty upset about it and are showing support for the dead guy, lots of people are upset over his death, this is going on all across the world, suppression , oppression, people fighting back. People being dead . People are losing it , the gov't , the police, everything, seems to be going to shit , corporations like fiefdoms.
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Opposition politician Nemtsov’s murder caught on CCTV camera (VIDEO)
Saturday, February 28, 2015
28 Feb 2015
I txt Bud today about his joining the local thugs and yes he is part of it, I didn't include him because he needs to work to make money to pay this mortgage, I know if i move out I will be homeless and was told years ago I will go live under a bridge and commit suicide.
I don't want to do that, suicide is the last thing on my mind, though going over and sleeping in sub zero weather did look good but that was imposed, on Facebook an old woman was in a car accident and fronze to the snow on my FB feed so it all ties together....
I am going to make an apt. with John Nelson, second in command at the PPolice dept....maybe if I explain to him how this started, how I came from a pristine area of water nad walked into the bronw frtho that was Peabodys water and that even after the treatment plant people here did not have the concept of how clean water is made or kept that way, that all vegatation around a lake cleans the lake and feeds off it, things we do not enjoy., they do not understand that trees and bushes give off O2 so that we may breathe better, that to cut around our watershed lake even for what they did is appaling to me, after having been subjected to what the water was like when I moved here. What they do not see because they do not walk around the lakes like I do, they do not see the guy up here clearing out and cutting down trees, even dead trees replenish the soil and are needed...The city came and took away all the dead trees along the lake road to pretty it up. Those branches and leaves and dead trees also add to the bank of the lake keeping it from letting the flood come into our homes.
But my neighbors do not see the guy across on the other side of the lake, who cuts down the beaurtiful pine tree so that he too might have a fishing spot....on and on this is accumlative and damaging to our watershed.. David Diachision does not see this, nor does cherie and JHerimiah they only see me as a big mouth bush body , objecting to their actions, I also got mad at cherie when she put in a new front walk,,she had sTeve Majur throw the old caustic cement in the pond behind her house.leching posonous chemicals,,,,,I told her about it and STeve who built the walk went and took most of it out...The education of a pristine lake to my neighbors is sublevel.
They dont get it,,,,,I still see this brown stuff clinging to my dishes that I do by hand every day.. Mostr of the people use dishwashers and do not see this for some reason..
I am going to see John Nelson at the police dept, and try to enlist his aid in trying to stop this electronic harrassment....monday may 2 2015
I also found and wrote to Susan Feldman? at the mental health organization in Boston and wrote her a letter requesting another FOiA for my record at the Peabody Police dept.....and see what I can shake out of that tree..
I also have been txting Bud and have been saving them on my phone....I need to know that is safe and documented. if he goes to jail oh well, if we lose the house, oh well, I have worried myself sick over this,,,sick, just sick. I will continue this later,,oh yeah one other thing, I documented that the NYC PD is going to court , they want to see what they have been doing with these through wall cameras in the vans and as I stated I asked if this could be set up in a neighbors house next door and the target watched all without warrent, sneak and peeks..etc.
I don't want to do that, suicide is the last thing on my mind, though going over and sleeping in sub zero weather did look good but that was imposed, on Facebook an old woman was in a car accident and fronze to the snow on my FB feed so it all ties together....
I am going to make an apt. with John Nelson, second in command at the PPolice dept....maybe if I explain to him how this started, how I came from a pristine area of water nad walked into the bronw frtho that was Peabodys water and that even after the treatment plant people here did not have the concept of how clean water is made or kept that way, that all vegatation around a lake cleans the lake and feeds off it, things we do not enjoy., they do not understand that trees and bushes give off O2 so that we may breathe better, that to cut around our watershed lake even for what they did is appaling to me, after having been subjected to what the water was like when I moved here. What they do not see because they do not walk around the lakes like I do, they do not see the guy up here clearing out and cutting down trees, even dead trees replenish the soil and are needed...The city came and took away all the dead trees along the lake road to pretty it up. Those branches and leaves and dead trees also add to the bank of the lake keeping it from letting the flood come into our homes.
But my neighbors do not see the guy across on the other side of the lake, who cuts down the beaurtiful pine tree so that he too might have a fishing spot....on and on this is accumlative and damaging to our watershed.. David Diachision does not see this, nor does cherie and JHerimiah they only see me as a big mouth bush body , objecting to their actions, I also got mad at cherie when she put in a new front walk,,she had sTeve Majur throw the old caustic cement in the pond behind her house.leching posonous chemicals,,,,,I told her about it and STeve who built the walk went and took most of it out...The education of a pristine lake to my neighbors is sublevel.
They dont get it,,,,,I still see this brown stuff clinging to my dishes that I do by hand every day.. Mostr of the people use dishwashers and do not see this for some reason..
I am going to see John Nelson at the police dept, and try to enlist his aid in trying to stop this electronic harrassment....monday may 2 2015
I also found and wrote to Susan Feldman? at the mental health organization in Boston and wrote her a letter requesting another FOiA for my record at the Peabody Police dept.....and see what I can shake out of that tree..
I also have been txting Bud and have been saving them on my phone....I need to know that is safe and documented. if he goes to jail oh well, if we lose the house, oh well, I have worried myself sick over this,,,sick, just sick. I will continue this later,,oh yeah one other thing, I documented that the NYC PD is going to court , they want to see what they have been doing with these through wall cameras in the vans and as I stated I asked if this could be set up in a neighbors house next door and the target watched all without warrent, sneak and peeks..etc.
Friday, February 27, 2015
Cody
cody was taken to the vet last week the vet soaked them for a lot of money or so they said. I asked Kelly for the vet name she did not tell me and there was a pause. They said he has lymm disease. They said the vet soaked him for 400. So they are late for the mortgage, he said he is expecting several checks. He wants me to pay him 800 for rent plus 586 plus 300 for Jill's trip. All my check. I have to return my phone , that's fine it did more than my iPod but that's ok. I feel so sick over this. So sick . You have to have a tick hang on for like 18 days to contract lymm Cody had a tick in his head for a while before the snow we walked in the woods but it was cold no ticks would of been out.
I tried
i did try, I did try to do something good, not perfect , but tried. I was concerned about the water, how terrible it was, I minded my own business no matter what David Diachision staes, he's a liar and s creepy coward.
I wanted to be a museum class painter, I had some talent but as all crafts and talents you gotta work on it.
I had few friends because I worked and had my hobbies and my family. That's all I needed.
I am a good person. And I don't deserve any of this hate , abuse , and manipulation. I know my social security will be compromised , the house taken that is already in the works. The minute I read that Nelson was ricks brother and second in command at the police dept well I knew. Margaret Warner is behind this as well, yes PBS , she's behind this , I think it was her who told me I would end up living under a bridge like Johnston in the book Black mass, I was reading it and evidently that caught her eye. I just bought the book s little while ago, manipulation to remind me of what was said a long time ago, I will end up living under a bridge and commit suicide like Johnston.
Jelly told me bud was over frank andersons house looking at it because there was steam coming from it . He was looking at it and that is the direction from whence this intense pulse came from. I don't know if Kelly knew or not it sounded like. She does not know what bud is up too.
I wanted to be a museum class painter, I had some talent but as all crafts and talents you gotta work on it.
I had few friends because I worked and had my hobbies and my family. That's all I needed.
I am a good person. And I don't deserve any of this hate , abuse , and manipulation. I know my social security will be compromised , the house taken that is already in the works. The minute I read that Nelson was ricks brother and second in command at the police dept well I knew. Margaret Warner is behind this as well, yes PBS , she's behind this , I think it was her who told me I would end up living under a bridge like Johnston in the book Black mass, I was reading it and evidently that caught her eye. I just bought the book s little while ago, manipulation to remind me of what was said a long time ago, I will end up living under a bridge and commit suicide like Johnston.
Jelly told me bud was over frank andersons house looking at it because there was steam coming from it . He was looking at it and that is the direction from whence this intense pulse came from. I don't know if Kelly knew or not it sounded like. She does not know what bud is up too.
Bob Croce his web cast is Eye on Peabody
Again I misjudged these people, I guess my judgement is not as good as it once was. Matter of fact when I came back from San Diego I never ever fit in in Peabody, I found they were crude, rude,thieves, violent,abusive and always ready to fuck you over , especially if you were not from this area. I found this in the women as well as the men. I don't understand them at all. For instance when Torigian kicked out the eighty years old trovas brothers from their home/farm to take it for eminent domain to build the new (Albatross )Brown school instead of refurbishing the old brown school. By the way a company bought the old brown school and it turned out beautiful. I spoke with Renee the librarian at the south branch , now retired, she told me the trovas brothers were pretty wild when they were young and she was GLAD they lost their home, they deserved it. I did not know the history of when they were young but was concerned about present events. I had lost my apt. And that was still fresh in my mind. After that she turned Into this mean malicious bitch. Who had the local cops harass me , deny me my vehicle make me go home without it, so they could go through my van. I had to walk back from tanners court to get it.This is what I mean . Malicious people. Malicious town.
Yesterday I emailed bob Croce hoping to get this pulsing stopped to enlist his aid, as usual it didn't work, he pulsed my house even harder. I know him and dick Jarvis have had access and have used these devices for a long time , I know dick has had access for a long time he used to trigger me to call into his show and then tell me , like the patronizing ass he is, good job.with the HSS hypersonic silent sound communicator, they love it , no email , no paper trail.
I tried to explain to him my fears about the militarization of police etc. he pulsed my house so hard I thought it was gonna explode, fuck you Bob.
I was in my iPhone and for some reason was able to copy my comments I was not able to yesterday the window would not let me,
Yesterday I emailed bob Croce hoping to get this pulsing stopped to enlist his aid, as usual it didn't work, he pulsed my house even harder. I know him and dick Jarvis have had access and have used these devices for a long time , I know dick has had access for a long time he used to trigger me to call into his show and then tell me , like the patronizing ass he is, good job.with the HSS hypersonic silent sound communicator, they love it , no email , no paper trail.
I tried to explain to him my fears about the militarization of police etc. he pulsed my house so hard I thought it was gonna explode, fuck you Bob.
I was in my iPhone and for some reason was able to copy my comments I was not able to yesterday the window would not let me,
I have to explain something to you, I do not ask these questions to insult anyone, or accuse anyone, but ask just to be reassured of my world, this stuff is all over the internet, NYC PD is going to court for having through wall Vans, they drive around the city with,,, I know Peabody has license plate readers, I know they have pulsed communication devices, I know they have through the wall radar, I have experienced this myself.so how can you blame me if I ask those questions.
Then the cops get mad at me for asking and act insulted. I know what Peabody has for technology, they used it on me. They also entered my apt. Sneak and Peeks are going on Nationwide…so don’t act so insulted by my query. I used to like the Peabody Police and they liked me until I wrote the letter about the 9/11 paid holiday they were gettiing when many were losing their homes to foreclosure and now I think that is being manipulated again. So we lose our home, David Diachision has trashed my reputation in this neighborhood and the security cameras I have are for him.I heard him mention that we will be forced out soon, how would he know this? I have been followed in stores by familier perps in Peabody evaluating my finanaces..so please don’t tell me I’m all to aware of technology and its use and abuse. They were in my ipod and pulsed my butt so hard I had bruises, I took a picture as evidence, I put it in my ipod camera section and they checked it out. with lecherous pulsed communication overtones. much of what NSA d/l is porno. I know you two seem safe because your friends with all these people but what about me. If they can watch me take a shower and they have, they can watch you as well. I know Peabody has much technology they are not talking about and you know about it as well, so your part of the problem.anyway, if I lose my home, I’m going to go live under a bridge and you will be responsible, all of you. I just want to be left alone, if the fuckers would only leave me alone I would shut up. And everyone would be happy.
including me. So have a fucking nice day, you know how I am woken up each day, it sounds like someone took a hammer and banged it on a anvil. as hard as they could then it is pulsed in my head as a wake up call. I would love to share that with you, like I said have a nice day. : )
Then the cops get mad at me for asking and act insulted. I know what Peabody has for technology, they used it on me. They also entered my apt. Sneak and Peeks are going on Nationwide…so don’t act so insulted by my query. I used to like the Peabody Police and they liked me until I wrote the letter about the 9/11 paid holiday they were gettiing when many were losing their homes to foreclosure and now I think that is being manipulated again. So we lose our home, David Diachision has trashed my reputation in this neighborhood and the security cameras I have are for him.I heard him mention that we will be forced out soon, how would he know this? I have been followed in stores by familier perps in Peabody evaluating my finanaces..so please don’t tell me I’m all to aware of technology and its use and abuse. They were in my ipod and pulsed my butt so hard I had bruises, I took a picture as evidence, I put it in my ipod camera section and they checked it out. with lecherous pulsed communication overtones. much of what NSA d/l is porno. I know you two seem safe because your friends with all these people but what about me. If they can watch me take a shower and they have, they can watch you as well. I know Peabody has much technology they are not talking about and you know about it as well, so your part of the problem.anyway, if I lose my home, I’m going to go live under a bridge and you will be responsible, all of you. I just want to be left alone, if the fuckers would only leave me alone I would shut up. And everyone would be happy.
including me. So have a fucking nice day, you know how I am woken up each day, it sounds like someone took a hammer and banged it on a anvil. as hard as they could then it is pulsed in my head as a wake up call. I would love to share that with you, like I said have a nice day. : )
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Thursday, February 26, 2015
bblack ops in chicago
I want to say I am trembling again, being roasted alive and most of all electrocuted.the cops don't like it when you speak out against them , they will attack you, I paid dearly when I criticized their paid 9/11 holiday and i was not the only one in this town ,,outcry was all over town, but mayor bonfanti snuck it through a few months later. I wrote a letter in protest and they called out a special guy with a special device who picked me up and flew me through the air and slammed me on the ground. They took special care not to hurt my head, they were greatly concerned about my head even the body slam was done in such a way as to protect my head, maybe they knew the skull had been thinned and would break like and egg. all the better to V2K you with my dear" I am shaking, and it is obvious to me because I knit and see my heads as they react to the Radar, Microwave, assault, I have narrowed it down to those two and they maybe being used together, using the properties as one. Many Ti's are coming to that conclusion as I have myself because this shit goes through anything, Tom Lee and his youtube videos suggested that. So here I sit trembling
The other day I spoke with Silk across the street and as I came out of the house to shovel and check on my cameras. Irene next door waved to me, I was very surprised.
Anyway chicago seems to have this black ops site it is called as a police station, I posted it on my fce page, they handcuff people to walls for 17 hours,,,,,without attorney. Welcome to America, I think they are documenting physically as I said everything digital goes right to FBi, then CIA, and of course funneled to local police.chain of command downward, it goes both ways you know.
Anyway I am trembling, hit every morning with pulses. I don't think it is devin or kelly anymore, I believe it is coming from STacias house, someone is staying there.As they have in the past winters, I got nailed from her house,,,from her. What an old bitch she is just like BABe Johanson. I don't understand it. I always disliked her she is insulting. Shes mad at me because I outed her gay son. . well my blog was not supposed to be public. but it is. oh well.
The other day I spoke with Silk across the street and as I came out of the house to shovel and check on my cameras. Irene next door waved to me, I was very surprised.
Anyway chicago seems to have this black ops site it is called as a police station, I posted it on my fce page, they handcuff people to walls for 17 hours,,,,,without attorney. Welcome to America, I think they are documenting physically as I said everything digital goes right to FBi, then CIA, and of course funneled to local police.chain of command downward, it goes both ways you know.
Anyway I am trembling, hit every morning with pulses. I don't think it is devin or kelly anymore, I believe it is coming from STacias house, someone is staying there.As they have in the past winters, I got nailed from her house,,,from her. What an old bitch she is just like BABe Johanson. I don't understand it. I always disliked her she is insulting. Shes mad at me because I outed her gay son. . well my blog was not supposed to be public. but it is. oh well.
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