HIGH TEMPS/ fire trucks directed energy weapons

 yesterday the temp was close to 70 and today it is the same, very very warm,,, to warm...

 I planted in vases Basil, chives, tarragon, cilantro, poppy flowers and more cilantro and some jalapeño peppers. I still have tomatoes and cilantro,the jalapeño to plant must get some more planters.. I already had parsley and mint for lemonade..

.yesterday I went with ann shopping she is going camping with cait ryan and her group south of Ma... I do not like cait so do not plan on attending. I have been doing the Snowden papers and am sure I am missing a lot,, but I am trying,,,

A FIRE ENGINE  JUST DROVE BY AND I COULD ACTUALLY FEEL THE BEAM OF THE SIREN AS IT DROVE BY,,and hear the sound pass as it passed in the beam,,, IT WENT THROUGH THE WALL,  it came up from the wall /floor meeting, I live on the third floor, I could feel the beam as it passed. it was not large maybe a foot in diameter . this tells me several things , that the devices used for sirens  on fire trucks are multitasked and used for harassment and probably crowd control. They go through walls, they are acoustic in nature. high intense pulsed sound  and can be directed.

What is love mean to me,,,

It's a lot of hard work,,, I never really loved anyone until I had my kids, not even my parents or my husband compared to it,,, it was like this ball inside of me that was there always..I know I would of given my life easily for them.  I love my grandchildren and my great-granddaughter very intensely but not as much as Danielle and Kelly. Something very special about them. but James and Adam and Devin and Jillian are all very special as well. love them all. very much. then there is Aalyah  she is the best... she is now walking. imagine that walking and talking and just being so special...I love being around her but am afraid to be close to her,,, because of the perps I'm afraid they will spill over on to her or Shorty or Adam or James. . I try to love them from afar. So they don't get hurt.
love right now is something I cannot afford... hate is what keeps me going. Hate for this system some moron in DC thought up ,,, Michael Hayden but it's more than him,,,

bathroom

I asked mike Stenn if he would  give me a key to number 4 bathroom, its locked all the time 3 is always open and its the dirtiest. The maid Elizabeth told me today.One of the guys seem to only have the key to it and he locks it all weekend so everyone else uses one bathroom. Mike refused. I think because he's planning on throwing me out. we shall see last two nights because of Rick Nelson my  and neighbors were pulsed..I was reading Snowden papers this came up.

Today sunday 18 Feb 18

Snowed last night,,, not a lot mostly mixed and it was warm melted a lot of it, weather is strange I went to the laundry and got hit by the guy in the green hat  317that works for the landlord, I'm sure he was in here and that's ok,,, he's a worm,,, he drives a white car or at least did today he left around 1315,,saw his little green hat he wanted me to see him, he pulsed me. intimidation. I guess. and going to the bathroom also the tall lanky kid in 307 was in the bathroom unusual to run into him,,, I wonder what his name is,,, anyway let night was horrific, my head is still spinning, anyway just wanted to make sure I document green hat boy...sent letter to facebook ,,local police are in it,,, fuck you ppd

I put this on facebook after a real bad long night being pulsed by all the plow drivers

Dear Rick and Laura, please don't think that I want you dead, not at all, not one wit, I want you to have long lives,,, your both in your forties or so, I want you to have a long long life under the same conditions  that you ,,,,that you put me under,,,, I want everything that you did to me, done to you..

I believe in sharing, Thats what I want. I don't want you dead, not at all, I just want to share my life with you, the one your father, Laura gave to me after our innocent meeting and the one you and Rick continued after his death. . You see I was raised to share and share I will, all of it, so if anyone is out there who cares about a democratic country, as I do, about fairness, that hates cruelty, and torture, that is fearful of directed energy weapons use and abuse on American citizens, of having their reputation maligned, of having their teeth pulsed and knocked out of their head, of muscles having holes drilled in them, of being thrown down stairs and their ankle snapped in mid air or body slammed by the local police, or car accidents, being pulsed 24/7, and a million other ways to torture, seeing their family gone after too, their pet killed, all done with high tech devices, all because of a fateful meeting when I said nothing , did nothing, ,,,,,,,,well you think of me.


and as far as guns, a local kid was Manchurian the other day to go in and kill 17 people so it is said, conflicting stories , some I have read said it was a practice. I don't really know but lots of stories about 17 killed by a rifle,, one of those AK things, this is several school shootings done so it is written,,, but what better way to get the people to give up their guns  than killing their children,  the gov't is killing our children to get us to give up our guns because the gov't is afraid of insurrection and they are right, surveillance is on the land , it's written right there in the Snowden papers, it's the intelligence communities and they will kill as many as they can until they get what they want a totalitarians state. CIA director is names Pompeo, I watched a program on AEI broadcast I used to listen to them all the time,, I was really up on politics, but my intelligence level has been effected, I have been hit several times in the upper left over my eyebrow several times ,the other day,, and years ago  I was hit behind the left eye, I can still feel the hole,  stress seems to like to make you stupid when your hit with it over a long long period of time,,, like me, like Steve Shellen, actor who is a target. He did a vimeo tape with ramola D,, she had trouble from youtube,, to much interference same with Suzie and Elizabeth. 

Same with guns, the GOP wanted people to stop having safe abortions they did not want to pay for them , and that went no where,,, until they started with the far religious right and the poor babies. that worked and they want that real bad, they are practicing abstinence in the schools and that does not work and they will severely shame those who do get pregnant and it's bullshit, but it will be population control.,,and the above is all part of it,,, all first responders are part of the deep state, foot soldiers domestically. 

posted this on facebook, 

Dear Rick and Laura, please don't think that I want you dead, not at all, not one wit, I want you to have long lives,,, your both in your forties or so, I want you to have a long long life under the same conditions that you ,,,,that you put me under,,,, I want everything that you did to me, done to you..

I believe in sharing, Thats what I want. I don't want you dead, not at all, I just want to share my life with you, the one your father, Laura gave to me after our innocent meeting and the one you and Rick continued after his death. . You see I was raised to share and share I will, all of it, so if anyone is out there who cares about a democratic country, as I do, about fairness, that hates cruelty, and torture, that is fearful of directed energy weapons use and abuse on American citizens, of having their reputation maligned, of having their teeth pulsed and knocked out of their head, of muscles having holes drilled in them, of being thrown down stairs and their ankle snapped in mid air or body slammed by the local police, or car accidents, being pulsed 24/7, and a million other ways to torture, seeing their family gone after too, their pet killed, all done with high tech devices, all because of a fateful meeting when I said nothing , did nothing, ,,,,,,,,well you think of me.

And as far as guns, a local kid was Manchurian the other day to go in and kill 17 people so it is said, conflicting stories , some I have read said it was a practice. I don't really know but lots of stories about 17 killed by a rifle,, one of those AK things, this is several school shootings done so it is written,,, but what better way to get the people to give up their guns than killing their children, the gov't is killing our children to get us to give up our guns because the gov't is afraid of insurrection and they are right, surveillance they imposed is on the land and they will kill anyone who stands in the way,,,,, surveillance is on the land , it's written right there in the Snowden papers, it's the intelligence communities and they will kill as many children as they can, until they get what they want a totalitarian state. then it will be sealed,,, there will be nothing to do against them with anything, they are forcing our hand,,,,they probably already know about who has got what, and will go after them..

Same tactic as with guns, the GOP wanted people to stop having safe abortions they did not want to pay for them , and that went no where,,, until they started with the far religious right and the poor babies.,, that worked and they want that real bad, they are practicing abstinence in the schools and that does not work they will shame those who do get pregnant and it's bullshit, and the above is all part of it,,,

all first responders are part of the deep state, foot soldiers domestically.

net neautrality

my laptop is working real slow, I mean real slow and I chalk it up to net neutrality.... this is only the beginning, censorship has already occurred in a lot of areas...

mike stenn

mike stenn is my landlord at 65 Main st a sneaky pete,,,,,,I have been pulsed here as soon as rich nelson found our I lived here he made my life miserable and my fellow tenants also. Last night was horrific, two things happened well several but I shall only go into detail for two and the rest just calass it as apartment invasion.
I buy many orders at metro credit union to pay my rent, now I have bought money orders before at stores usually. a very convenient way to pay bills. On the banks money order, it had my balance and my checking account number,,, I did not know this, but my landlord did, when I went to pay my rent, he got my receipt from his printer and slid back with it, and I had my receipt in my hand, assuming like from he stores no pertinent information was on it,,,, he asked me if I would like to give my receipt to him so he would staple it to my rent receipt, so I did and when he slid closer to the desk he took it went back got my rent receipt then as he moved closer to me took a good long hard look at my data, evidently he has done this before and knew what was on the receipt. my balance and my account number, this older guy the second time I complained to the bank was in the bank listening to me, and I have seen him hang out front of the office. anyway now I know who has my information. second incidence,,, the two young guys who work for the company and walk around like military , boots bloused pants,,, military air. Swatish attitude....they sent around da flyer to examine the rooms they did it periodically and thats ok but the guy took a picture of my room with my laptop open and on my desk which pissed me off. He did not ask permission nor warn me what he was going to do...I would of closed my laptop ... but was not warned. I told mike about it and he asked which one of the guys did it and I pointed out the one who did and I am sure he went and wanted to see it... I told him I was very upset over it and my invasion of privacy, he said they did it to everyone, and I do not care, I want to be warned...and asked permission. so that was fun.Someone came in my apt, I think to check out my plants, basil, parsley thyme, tarragon, chives, a small succulent, cilantro. i also have a tomato, hot pepper and cilantro a salsa mix... so I started all those and they seem to be doing well. I have yet to plant dill and my poppies. and tomato jalapeño and cilantro 2

Last night was horrific, the perps do not want me to walk, it promotes health,,, so they blasted everyone in the building... I even heard someone scream... it s a good way to inform people of what the gov't is capable of doing... np.

I was just thinking of Jacob Applebaum and his statement about all this electronic savagery he said this will probably go to the century, until it burns itself out,,,,, we have 82 more years to do.