they would rise up and blow darpa off the planet,,, but these devices have been sent through out the population. Already... I keep getting hit in the stomach,,,, with a pointer sharp type of beam... it sticks in my stomach causing pain through out the day..the other night,,,, I had this beam with a round edge about the size of a small fist enter my body,,, coming in through the back of the couch and pushing against my left lung to expel all the air so it would make a funny rippling noise come out of my throat. this is why cheney is still alive,,, non invasive surgery. no blood loss, no trauma,,, works great. if I ever need surgery again I'm going to ask my surgeon to find it and use it or no go.My neck is a mess from the constant pulsing of the muscles,,, constant intense pain... and my head keeps twitching to the left,,, you know the frog and electricity effect on the muscles,,, all of the above is done long distance,,,, through walls. they sit outside in a car... when the cops got mad at me for dissing them for the 9/11 bullshit paid holiday, they body slammed me right there in the street,,, the nurse was out front talking to this guy,,, so she knew about it and exactly what he was going to do,,, then they pulsed me so that I almost ,,,not quite passed out.. the nurse went in and got a chair so I would n't fall again. they can pulse you and make you projectile vomiting and diarrhea at the same time as you almost pass out lying on the floor trying to cool down... they have done that to me several times. Many women have complained of being raped by invisible forces... our perverted men folk at work...my first dream was of being fucked by a goat man,,, I didn't get to excited,,, I knew nothing of satanic symbols...I was on my knees head down when I woke up... If I ever meet Danny McKenna again ill kill him for all the shit he pulled on me,,, they take degenerates like that asshole and let him loose with these devices...Oh yeah holes in my skull and the concussion,, which was really having my skull split,,, then when I slept in my car they healed it and then sent me to the hospoital in NH for xrays to see how it healed... fucking fucking assholes.. all of them,,, all the worst degenerate inclinations that man has ,,, has been let full out of the box with these devices...all of them. they can rape your wife while she lies next to you and you would never know it... thats how good and person specific these devices are...
As I sit here typing I'm getting zapped from David Diachisions house,,, to the back left side of my head... I sit facing the opposite side of my house, so that side of my head is always facing his house... I wish I had a shoulder rocket grenade that fuck would be first to go.
they threw mme down the stairs snapping my ankle in mid air. took pulses or beams and did surgery on my muscles to weaken them and make them painful..my let thumb has to be careful when picking up things that have any weight to them..
how dare these scum bags do what they are doing,,, this is genocide,,,population control,, the rich feel crowded. well, they depend on us for their care,,,, they can be reached...
im getting tired of complaining of all this,,, its not really meant as a complaint,, but hopefully this will last and I will protect this information so people will know , so I can bear witness against those who shredded all decency all culture, all manner of the rule of law, that which protects us all, even the rich, but they shit on all of it.the gloves are off and anything goes... well fine that is their choice,,, as the saying goes,, they really have no idea what they are doing and the consequences of it all... I haven't heard of any assassinations,,, yet,,, but we shall see my hope is if they take Trump they take his whole cabinet especially his vp... that would be a horror show if he became president... a true horror show...I bet linda across the street the christian evangelical who zapped me is jumping for joy...jumping for jot...
I haven't heard to much about Sessions if he got kicked out or not...we shall see.how to fuck did we get here ,,, A silent Holocaust and all the fruit loops in the White House.
Sunday, March 19, 2017
Tuesday, March 7, 2017
Infragard and me
I feel upset at times this community dislikes me because i ask things like,,, How do you know yo are being given nanotechnology,,, you can't see it or feel it,,, so how do you know? its bullshit,,, morgellens the same,,,, its bullshit,,,
but Ive been fighting this war so long Im sure I have PTSD and Im worn out which is what is wanted,,, they wear you down,, but I'm not given any credit,,, for instance I coined the phrase ,,, The silent Holocaust" and then this woman threw me off this list because I said that,,, she feels it is hers and thats bullshit,,
then because I ask questions about credibility of assaults,,, I want definite proof of what is said and chemtrails,,, who cares,,, get the targeting to stop then work on chemtrails....its a distraction.
focus in, derricks call last night was good all about infragard,,, a non profit,,, that surprised me,,,
InfraGard is a non-profit organization serving as a public-private partnership between U.S. businesses and the Federal Bureau of Investigation. The organization is an information sharing and analysis effort serving the interests, and combining the knowledge base of, a wide range of private sector and government members.[1] InfraGard is an association of individuals that facilitates information sharing and intelligence between businesses, academic institutions, state and local law enforcement agencies, and other participants dedicated to prevent hostile acts against the United States.[2] InfraGard's mutual nondisclosure agreements among its members (individuals) and the FBI promotes trusted discussions of vulnerabilities and solutions that companies and individuals may be hesitant to place in the public domain and provide access to additional threat information from the FBI.
this is from wikipedia
I've worked on fighting this shit for 21 years,,, and no one seems to give a shit,,,Ramola interviewed me but have not heard from her since,,,, she seemed amazed at my memory of all this , but its burned into my brain,,, I forget nothing,,, I do not want to forget nothing,,,,I want this story told and told right from my perspective,,,you know,,, its gotta be told for future generations..and like the science fiction story,,, prison planet it has to be burnt in the consciousness of the future generations so they know what to look for when gov't get out of hand into a totalitarian state... so they can guard against it... guard against shit like infragard... brb Infragard.org
well well well that was interesting and it seems that infragard fills the bill as far as the organization that is responsible for our targeting,,, terrorism is high on the list and we as targets are considered in the same class as terrorists. I saved all Anthony's or most all his emails that explains this all.
but Ive been fighting this war so long Im sure I have PTSD and Im worn out which is what is wanted,,, they wear you down,, but I'm not given any credit,,, for instance I coined the phrase ,,, The silent Holocaust" and then this woman threw me off this list because I said that,,, she feels it is hers and thats bullshit,,
then because I ask questions about credibility of assaults,,, I want definite proof of what is said and chemtrails,,, who cares,,, get the targeting to stop then work on chemtrails....its a distraction.
focus in, derricks call last night was good all about infragard,,, a non profit,,, that surprised me,,,
InfraGard is a non-profit organization serving as a public-private partnership between U.S. businesses and the Federal Bureau of Investigation. The organization is an information sharing and analysis effort serving the interests, and combining the knowledge base of, a wide range of private sector and government members.[1] InfraGard is an association of individuals that facilitates information sharing and intelligence between businesses, academic institutions, state and local law enforcement agencies, and other participants dedicated to prevent hostile acts against the United States.[2] InfraGard's mutual nondisclosure agreements among its members (individuals) and the FBI promotes trusted discussions of vulnerabilities and solutions that companies and individuals may be hesitant to place in the public domain and provide access to additional threat information from the FBI.
this is from wikipedia
I've worked on fighting this shit for 21 years,,, and no one seems to give a shit,,,Ramola interviewed me but have not heard from her since,,,, she seemed amazed at my memory of all this , but its burned into my brain,,, I forget nothing,,, I do not want to forget nothing,,,,I want this story told and told right from my perspective,,,you know,,, its gotta be told for future generations..and like the science fiction story,,, prison planet it has to be burnt in the consciousness of the future generations so they know what to look for when gov't get out of hand into a totalitarian state... so they can guard against it... guard against shit like infragard... brb Infragard.org
well well well that was interesting and it seems that infragard fills the bill as far as the organization that is responsible for our targeting,,, terrorism is high on the list and we as targets are considered in the same class as terrorists. I saved all Anthony's or most all his emails that explains this all.
heart and health
yesterday I walked quickly up to the bus stop and was very startled to feel my heart racing,,, I think it was my heart rather than a beam as has been done in the past. this pulse to the lungs and eleven days in bed constantly being pulsed and beamed I think really took a tole on me...Im going to put several notes of different subjects here for my own reference,,
Ella who was an model and has a successful Talkshoe call at 141476 and has had some very interesting guests on she is working with Duncan and Kyle is working with Duncan also on shielding. I got real pissed at him years ago... and told him in so many words,,, how dare you,, sacrifice all of us for you. Since he states he has helped work on this technology he must know how to shield from this,,, I asked him why didn't he help us he said he was under orders,, a gag order and he would go to jail,,, I said so what.? so now he's helping Ella and Kyle with shielding.
At this date we have Trump for a president,,, to me he is a distraction,,, the real work is going on behind him with those appointed to head his cabinet... Sessions lied to congress about speaking with the Russians,,, it is thought that the Russians had something to do with the election in favor of Trump..Trumo blames everything on Obama,, which to me is hysterical.
I email bill bunny and he pissed me off,,, he states he first found out about this community through Mangus Olsen, and I know I was the first to email him asking for his help. He does not acknowledge THAT At all.. piss on him,,, I'm amazed,,,, Ella an intelligent woman,, Kirk Wiebe and Bill Binney all support Trump, Melinda Fee as well. I think there all nuts,,,, Kirk said he support deregulation,,,it will loosen up jobs,,, from what I understand coal filings can now be dumped . where I got the impression it was water but that may be scare tactics.. Trump is such a lying asshole you can't pin him down to anything and he knows it,,,, then the other side fights back,,, its a real threee ring circus..
Binney and Wiebe think deregulation is a great thing and I think that is Trumps biggest asset to them. Of course Wiebe thinks abortion is from hell and I think he believes in god...Binney not to sure .
I went yesterday to the post office and sent to registered letters one to Jim Lehrer asking him to go public with dEW and what happened to me... I don't think he will , to much of it is his fault and one does not like to air dirty linen,,, I think that is why I go public,,, I have very little to hide if anything . I learned long ago not to do things that one is ashamed of and what I am ashamed of,,, I admit too.
I also sent the second registered letter to Paula Mountain of wen ham housing,,,, we spoke she said she did not get the letter from Kelly,,, not registered,,,,I mailed it myself.she said she was going to rent my apt. I could say nothing but I told her I was going to appeal so she knew I was still in the game...her letter stated the reason she did not rent to me was because of incomplete paperwork. Which was bullshit
Im surprised I have not had problems with my heart as it has been a target especially lately,, coming from above.
I noticed Dr. Katherine Horton has a list of TI who she monitors ,,, for check in because they are attacked,,, my name is not on the list... For some reason this targeting makes you stronger and healthier in some respects but then if your continuously hit it makes you worse. Ive had cancer three times since all this began I thought it was because my mother had cancer,,, not what I had thought, she had lymphoma and sarcoma,, I had breast and uterine,,,both breasts.........at different times,,, one had 70% chance of developing in the right breast,,, the left was obvious,,,, I had STD at one point in my thirties,,,, so I feel that could be from that.
Ive been reading about INFRAGARD,,, a security company works with FBI,,, will relate more on it later after I read more..
Ella who was an model and has a successful Talkshoe call at 141476 and has had some very interesting guests on she is working with Duncan and Kyle is working with Duncan also on shielding. I got real pissed at him years ago... and told him in so many words,,, how dare you,, sacrifice all of us for you. Since he states he has helped work on this technology he must know how to shield from this,,, I asked him why didn't he help us he said he was under orders,, a gag order and he would go to jail,,, I said so what.? so now he's helping Ella and Kyle with shielding.
At this date we have Trump for a president,,, to me he is a distraction,,, the real work is going on behind him with those appointed to head his cabinet... Sessions lied to congress about speaking with the Russians,,, it is thought that the Russians had something to do with the election in favor of Trump..Trumo blames everything on Obama,, which to me is hysterical.
I email bill bunny and he pissed me off,,, he states he first found out about this community through Mangus Olsen, and I know I was the first to email him asking for his help. He does not acknowledge THAT At all.. piss on him,,, I'm amazed,,,, Ella an intelligent woman,, Kirk Wiebe and Bill Binney all support Trump, Melinda Fee as well. I think there all nuts,,,, Kirk said he support deregulation,,,it will loosen up jobs,,, from what I understand coal filings can now be dumped . where I got the impression it was water but that may be scare tactics.. Trump is such a lying asshole you can't pin him down to anything and he knows it,,,, then the other side fights back,,, its a real threee ring circus..
Binney and Wiebe think deregulation is a great thing and I think that is Trumps biggest asset to them. Of course Wiebe thinks abortion is from hell and I think he believes in god...Binney not to sure .
I went yesterday to the post office and sent to registered letters one to Jim Lehrer asking him to go public with dEW and what happened to me... I don't think he will , to much of it is his fault and one does not like to air dirty linen,,, I think that is why I go public,,, I have very little to hide if anything . I learned long ago not to do things that one is ashamed of and what I am ashamed of,,, I admit too.
I also sent the second registered letter to Paula Mountain of wen ham housing,,,, we spoke she said she did not get the letter from Kelly,,, not registered,,,,I mailed it myself.she said she was going to rent my apt. I could say nothing but I told her I was going to appeal so she knew I was still in the game...her letter stated the reason she did not rent to me was because of incomplete paperwork. Which was bullshit
Im surprised I have not had problems with my heart as it has been a target especially lately,, coming from above.
I noticed Dr. Katherine Horton has a list of TI who she monitors ,,, for check in because they are attacked,,, my name is not on the list... For some reason this targeting makes you stronger and healthier in some respects but then if your continuously hit it makes you worse. Ive had cancer three times since all this began I thought it was because my mother had cancer,,, not what I had thought, she had lymphoma and sarcoma,, I had breast and uterine,,,both breasts.........at different times,,, one had 70% chance of developing in the right breast,,, the left was obvious,,,, I had STD at one point in my thirties,,,, so I feel that could be from that.
Ive been reading about INFRAGARD,,, a security company works with FBI,,, will relate more on it later after I read more..
Sunday, March 5, 2017
Control Orders the UK program as the same as the US program I think its called community policing
Control orders have been rebranded. Big problems remain
I haven't written in my blog in a long time,,,, I have mostly posted my emotions and
a lot of things done to me by the perps on Facebook and my hatred of what is being done to me.. For instance my grandson took me to costco,,,and I have had my car sabotaged at costco,,, twice,,,, so today james drove me and in the van next to us sitting quietly and almost without notice was a man and a woman... You could hear them though they were talking as I saw the woman's jaw move...I had a feeling this was sabotage again, and I was right,, because when we left... the car shook, the brakes in the back started squealing. Im very in tune of the sounds of a car and I have ridden in this one enough to know its normal sounds and these were not them... I mentioned it to james...its an older car but a pretty good one it gets you from A to Z. but the perps dont want me to have a car... because these fools think Im a model,,, explained in past blog posts,,, they want to increase public transport,,, they use the excuse of climate change,, but I think e push is because the rich want all poor people not to have cars because the rich feel the roads ae to crowded... and they are.. oh the success of Ford...anyway... thats what happened at Costo. James bought a TV his first and a game set of some sort... not sure what it is,,,
I told my story to Romola a journalist TI,,,, and she seemed interested,,, but upset by the email that has the name Guillottine in it,,,I wrote back not to be concerned it is a family legend we are supposed to be related... at least on my part by marriage.
David Diachision is still very active as well as Bud,,,, I applied for an apt. in Wenham, I got the return letter yesterday but have not opened it yet ,, I will tomorrow,, I have a lot to do tomorrow for paperwork,,, It has been so cold here,,, 11degrees last night,,, but here it is March 4 and that will only be a memory...
I had my eye shot into yesterday ,, that was fun,,, first time for that,, and it has not worked right since... All the perps on the street plus drive bus are still very active.
I told ramolad@hushmail.com the whole story of what happened it is the first time I ever did that. I think because I got mad,,, at Jim Lehrer,,, I also wrote him a letter about it,,, how he can live the good life when so many people are being killed over this directed energy weapons,,, I asked him many years ago,,, when this was still a small community to go public he refused,,, he said if he did he would be targeted and even demonstrated him being shot in the head on his program ,,, he looked like he did get shot. but still this is like Duncan with his supposedly gag order not to speak out about shielding yet he's forking with Ella on that... I chastised him quite a while ago about it,, how can he be quiet when so many lives are being destroyed and people are being driven to suicide with Dew and he's obeying a gagorder, them he secretly is working with Ella...?
You wonder about it,,, why Ella,,, she's late to these calls. granted she does have some good calls with some good guests but many many have gone before her to lay the gournwork for her efforts.
I dont' think Im jealous,, I guess I just feel unappreciated,,, i opened my call and its name Ti's technology and devices, I opened it because Derrick at the time had all these looneys on! It was pretty bad thats why I left his call if I complained about the bullshit he muted me and Ella does the same thing,,,
The reminds me,,, I don't understand this at all, Bill Binney, Kirk Wiebe,,, Ella and several other ,,, Karen Stewart another rNSA whistleblower support trump... I think its all about deregulation,,, that they think means jobs... but jobs for who?
One fears all these millenaries in DC walking away with a fortune look what Clinton did to Haiti,,,, that was unconscionable,,, ripped off a lot of money. anyway I asked Karen Stewart about this increased military funding,,, I mean billions more,,, we know the security companies
and the prisons get a big bonus as well, for the security companies feed into the prisons and the hospitals... I still have security follow me as well as medical,, a pox on their house. I asked Keren does she think that this increased funding will see an uptick in targeting, she said no... she said with this president things will change and I think she's a fool,,,, because Romola wrote a letter to Trump,,, and I asked her about that,,, she said Trump maybe never read the letter,,, ok ill agree with that,, but Romola got her ass kicked,,, Katherine Horton another woman who is active in exposing these crimes also got sheit beat out of her and at the same time I was in bed for 11 days. I got popped in the chest,,, I think was acoustics and as I have noticed the body reacts as if a blow or a assault has happened anyway my lungs reacted very badly and this pop was right at the junction of my lungs...
it was awful,,, the kept hitting me in the stomach and I would cough and sneeze and pee my pants,, I ran out of pants and they hit me in the bladder which stunk my urine up. so it was a fun 11 days...The pulse came through my kitchen window which is right across the street from Chris Yaikus's house who installs video and audio components,,,,, yup..Who in the past trained his teenage step son on how to harrass someone using acoustic devices... I wrote about that in past posts.
Ramola listened to my story about Jim Lehrer, as I said this is the first time I really told the whole story and it involved Catherine Austin Fitts,,,, Jim Lehrer made sure I left her house,, I did get spooked,,, quiet little town,, no fence around the house,,, no near neighbor,,, no street lights,, it was really dark no curtains... it was spooky so it didn't take much to make me leave. I never told Catherine Austin Fitts any of these details,, but this was how my relationship with Jim Lehrer,,, Judy Woodruff, Gwen Ifill came later, Margaret Warner,, took over when Jim left and she hated me,,, I think she was responsible for a lot of the shitty things done to me,,, she was vindictive instead of blaming herself ,,, that bitch blamed me... One of these days I have to write that up.... so that is not lost as to why our relationship soured.. and it surely did. it went south big time.... not because of me,,, I was doing what my nature was,,, but that was not politics which I little understood at the time,,, one never understand unknown circumstances that happen. unforeseen circumstance that happen....I didn't talk but little about the Lehrer newshour because I wanted protect them,,, from what ? I don't know but I think they used to put a gag order on me somehow...This is how Lehrer set up our communication,,,, I wrote to them ,, online,,, at first it was letters,,,,and they would do a show for me pertaining to some of my comments about a subject. how nieve I was ,,, I thought they were my friends.. and they weren't. I don't trust anybody now after what I went through. fuck em all. So after I went online we communicated daily. five days a week,,, I think Jim got tired of me... and thats ok.I thought he was stupid. so I guess we are even,,, oh yeah Ray Suaraz also knew what was going on as well. I shall in the near future write about all of it and like Jim Lehrer stated no one will believe me and that is ok
I know what happened and the only shred of evidence is the court case of Patty sari,,, when Lehrer news house sued her to keep my court case in court... she acquiesced .. I had lots of evidence on my old monster of a mac but they made me throw it away,,,, destroying all evidence of our relationship....I was on Compuserv,,, now defunct I think... that was my server. Anyway Jim knew about DEW back them he thought the perps because he used them as well drove me out of Tn. from Catherine austin Fitts house, and he knew I would feel bad not having completed the job she asked me to do and I would feel guilty,,, so he zapped and chased me out of Tn,,, using perps,,,,he felt what I was doing was beneath me,,, he did not know that my mind needed the physical exercise,,, and the mind needed the rest from thinking,, to just doing.. He did not understand why I was packing her house up, he told me via his program that night which I watched in CAF house,,, that people were paid thousands of dollars to do what I was doing...I didn't care about the money,,, I needed the exercise and the blankness of it. I was just overwhelmed by all this mind control and where my life at gone and what was happening to me,, just the sheer basic none thinking was a relief for me. They used to pup me full of energy and them ask me questions,,, all night every night,,, you get burnt out the brain goes haywire over it. They don't care as I was told over and over I was expendable,,, DC feels we are all expendable and if you think about it it is true,,, we are ,, we are only a part of a river of consciousness through the centuries.... After the Elian Gonzales fiasco that is when things turned bad for me... when Gore lost.. but looking back Gore no matter what would of won, that was all set,, Bush would of won no matter what the vote was. No matter what happened,,, I wonder if he was told to back down or suffer the consequences, murder,, if he did not... the excuse was the country would be torn apart. Like now under Trump,,, Gore should of stayed in the electoral votes I think like with Trump were bought off. because Hillary won by millions,, three I think as did Al Gore but as I said long ago this was a coup de etat and Trump is part of it. A lot of the information I received about all this came from Lehrer, it had to have been,, like the JEC file that explained a lot, and the program with Diane Sawyer , the article in the Boston Globe about the man who complained of not being allowed to sleep because the people wanted his house...I think all that came from Lehrer so I have much to thank them for... but you know I was so drugged , even living here I was so drugged I could burn myself and not feel it and while I slept the perps would heal it,,, overnight,,, after all I went through I realized how powerful these weapons are, how all controlling,,, how terrifying to be on the bad end of the stick,,,, I kept begging Jim to go public,,, even then in the late nineties I intuitively knew how dangerous a path we were on. Inward was a scream at the top of my lungs at how terrified I was ,not for me, but for everyone else. That people had no knowledge of what was gong on, Terrified. of the knowledge I had been given. well here we are,,,, and the profiling and harassment has increased,, some say millions,,,, I say NSA has profiled everyone at least that is the goal,,, other countries so mistakes won't be made if we have to war with them, cultural mistakes.... and I believe if everyone is profiled than everyone will be targeted in one way or another.... that remains to be seen.....time to stop getting tired but I will continue to write in my blog,,, this life is to important to not just down what I know, about what happened now in the past and what tomorrow will bring.... History will bear my tale out...
Wenham housing refused an apt. for me,,, Paula Mountain is her name that was fun, I had a feeling she was just going through the motions anyway,,,, to many signs pointed the way to her real intent. refusal of housing
I told my story to Romola a journalist TI,,,, and she seemed interested,,, but upset by the email that has the name Guillottine in it,,,I wrote back not to be concerned it is a family legend we are supposed to be related... at least on my part by marriage.
David Diachision is still very active as well as Bud,,,, I applied for an apt. in Wenham, I got the return letter yesterday but have not opened it yet ,, I will tomorrow,, I have a lot to do tomorrow for paperwork,,, It has been so cold here,,, 11degrees last night,,, but here it is March 4 and that will only be a memory...
I had my eye shot into yesterday ,, that was fun,,, first time for that,, and it has not worked right since... All the perps on the street plus drive bus are still very active.
I told ramolad@hushmail.com the whole story of what happened it is the first time I ever did that. I think because I got mad,,, at Jim Lehrer,,, I also wrote him a letter about it,,, how he can live the good life when so many people are being killed over this directed energy weapons,,, I asked him many years ago,,, when this was still a small community to go public he refused,,, he said if he did he would be targeted and even demonstrated him being shot in the head on his program ,,, he looked like he did get shot. but still this is like Duncan with his supposedly gag order not to speak out about shielding yet he's forking with Ella on that... I chastised him quite a while ago about it,, how can he be quiet when so many lives are being destroyed and people are being driven to suicide with Dew and he's obeying a gagorder, them he secretly is working with Ella...?
You wonder about it,,, why Ella,,, she's late to these calls. granted she does have some good calls with some good guests but many many have gone before her to lay the gournwork for her efforts.
I dont' think Im jealous,, I guess I just feel unappreciated,,, i opened my call and its name Ti's technology and devices, I opened it because Derrick at the time had all these looneys on! It was pretty bad thats why I left his call if I complained about the bullshit he muted me and Ella does the same thing,,,
The reminds me,,, I don't understand this at all, Bill Binney, Kirk Wiebe,,, Ella and several other ,,, Karen Stewart another rNSA whistleblower support trump... I think its all about deregulation,,, that they think means jobs... but jobs for who?
One fears all these millenaries in DC walking away with a fortune look what Clinton did to Haiti,,,, that was unconscionable,,, ripped off a lot of money. anyway I asked Karen Stewart about this increased military funding,,, I mean billions more,,, we know the security companies
and the prisons get a big bonus as well, for the security companies feed into the prisons and the hospitals... I still have security follow me as well as medical,, a pox on their house. I asked Keren does she think that this increased funding will see an uptick in targeting, she said no... she said with this president things will change and I think she's a fool,,,, because Romola wrote a letter to Trump,,, and I asked her about that,,, she said Trump maybe never read the letter,,, ok ill agree with that,, but Romola got her ass kicked,,, Katherine Horton another woman who is active in exposing these crimes also got sheit beat out of her and at the same time I was in bed for 11 days. I got popped in the chest,,, I think was acoustics and as I have noticed the body reacts as if a blow or a assault has happened anyway my lungs reacted very badly and this pop was right at the junction of my lungs...
it was awful,,, the kept hitting me in the stomach and I would cough and sneeze and pee my pants,, I ran out of pants and they hit me in the bladder which stunk my urine up. so it was a fun 11 days...The pulse came through my kitchen window which is right across the street from Chris Yaikus's house who installs video and audio components,,,,, yup..Who in the past trained his teenage step son on how to harrass someone using acoustic devices... I wrote about that in past posts.
Ramola listened to my story about Jim Lehrer, as I said this is the first time I really told the whole story and it involved Catherine Austin Fitts,,,, Jim Lehrer made sure I left her house,, I did get spooked,,, quiet little town,, no fence around the house,,, no near neighbor,,, no street lights,, it was really dark no curtains... it was spooky so it didn't take much to make me leave. I never told Catherine Austin Fitts any of these details,, but this was how my relationship with Jim Lehrer,,, Judy Woodruff, Gwen Ifill came later, Margaret Warner,, took over when Jim left and she hated me,,, I think she was responsible for a lot of the shitty things done to me,,, she was vindictive instead of blaming herself ,,, that bitch blamed me... One of these days I have to write that up.... so that is not lost as to why our relationship soured.. and it surely did. it went south big time.... not because of me,,, I was doing what my nature was,,, but that was not politics which I little understood at the time,,, one never understand unknown circumstances that happen. unforeseen circumstance that happen....I didn't talk but little about the Lehrer newshour because I wanted protect them,,, from what ? I don't know but I think they used to put a gag order on me somehow...This is how Lehrer set up our communication,,,, I wrote to them ,, online,,, at first it was letters,,,,and they would do a show for me pertaining to some of my comments about a subject. how nieve I was ,,, I thought they were my friends.. and they weren't. I don't trust anybody now after what I went through. fuck em all. So after I went online we communicated daily. five days a week,,, I think Jim got tired of me... and thats ok.I thought he was stupid. so I guess we are even,,, oh yeah Ray Suaraz also knew what was going on as well. I shall in the near future write about all of it and like Jim Lehrer stated no one will believe me and that is ok
I know what happened and the only shred of evidence is the court case of Patty sari,,, when Lehrer news house sued her to keep my court case in court... she acquiesced .. I had lots of evidence on my old monster of a mac but they made me throw it away,,,, destroying all evidence of our relationship....I was on Compuserv,,, now defunct I think... that was my server. Anyway Jim knew about DEW back them he thought the perps because he used them as well drove me out of Tn. from Catherine austin Fitts house, and he knew I would feel bad not having completed the job she asked me to do and I would feel guilty,,, so he zapped and chased me out of Tn,,, using perps,,,,he felt what I was doing was beneath me,,, he did not know that my mind needed the physical exercise,,, and the mind needed the rest from thinking,, to just doing.. He did not understand why I was packing her house up, he told me via his program that night which I watched in CAF house,,, that people were paid thousands of dollars to do what I was doing...I didn't care about the money,,, I needed the exercise and the blankness of it. I was just overwhelmed by all this mind control and where my life at gone and what was happening to me,, just the sheer basic none thinking was a relief for me. They used to pup me full of energy and them ask me questions,,, all night every night,,, you get burnt out the brain goes haywire over it. They don't care as I was told over and over I was expendable,,, DC feels we are all expendable and if you think about it it is true,,, we are ,, we are only a part of a river of consciousness through the centuries.... After the Elian Gonzales fiasco that is when things turned bad for me... when Gore lost.. but looking back Gore no matter what would of won, that was all set,, Bush would of won no matter what the vote was. No matter what happened,,, I wonder if he was told to back down or suffer the consequences, murder,, if he did not... the excuse was the country would be torn apart. Like now under Trump,,, Gore should of stayed in the electoral votes I think like with Trump were bought off. because Hillary won by millions,, three I think as did Al Gore but as I said long ago this was a coup de etat and Trump is part of it. A lot of the information I received about all this came from Lehrer, it had to have been,, like the JEC file that explained a lot, and the program with Diane Sawyer , the article in the Boston Globe about the man who complained of not being allowed to sleep because the people wanted his house...I think all that came from Lehrer so I have much to thank them for... but you know I was so drugged , even living here I was so drugged I could burn myself and not feel it and while I slept the perps would heal it,,, overnight,,, after all I went through I realized how powerful these weapons are, how all controlling,,, how terrifying to be on the bad end of the stick,,,, I kept begging Jim to go public,,, even then in the late nineties I intuitively knew how dangerous a path we were on. Inward was a scream at the top of my lungs at how terrified I was ,not for me, but for everyone else. That people had no knowledge of what was gong on, Terrified. of the knowledge I had been given. well here we are,,,, and the profiling and harassment has increased,, some say millions,,,, I say NSA has profiled everyone at least that is the goal,,, other countries so mistakes won't be made if we have to war with them, cultural mistakes.... and I believe if everyone is profiled than everyone will be targeted in one way or another.... that remains to be seen.....time to stop getting tired but I will continue to write in my blog,,, this life is to important to not just down what I know, about what happened now in the past and what tomorrow will bring.... History will bear my tale out...
Wenham housing refused an apt. for me,,, Paula Mountain is her name that was fun, I had a feeling she was just going through the motions anyway,,,, to many signs pointed the way to her real intent. refusal of housing
Friday, November 11, 2016
a couple of summers ago
a couple of summers ago on my way to the mall, stephanie diachision was sitting out front on her steps,, with a guy,, he was as small as she was,,, I took his picture,,, never saw him before..and I knew how that goes an opportunity missed,, so I took his pic and he stood up and waved at me...I bought a brand new chip for that camera and I was set up ,, it took four people and a kid to set it up to steal it,,, I sat on the bench and put my pocketbook next to me,,, and woman sat with me,,, as I was distracted by this incessant child insisting I pay attention to her the woman next to me stole my camera.. this was directly related to diachisions visitor,, he did want me to have his pic.to this day I do not know who he is but know he is related to the perps or is one..
anyway the man who was pushing the baby carriage the kid was in,,, was slightly taller than me maybe 5'5" tall,,, he was of black mixed heritage being light skinned and very slight...of build,,, he had his hair pulled back in this big bushy ponytail,, low on his head. light to medium brown,, not a bad looking guy...
I saw him once or twice more,,, affiliated with Cherie Rathbun's house,, he had a dog,,, and was out in the yard with the dog... and one of young guy,,, I was walking across the street to go for a walk,,, and they saw me and moved to the back yard and then in the house... I saw him once more in the yard again moving off and in the house...
the reason I am relating this here ,,, is because there seems to be a lot of pulses coming from that direction of it is from Buds room.I wouldn't mention that if I didn't have suspicions about the house,,, but then Bud has had a couple of his friends here ever since then the pulsing has increased not only in intensity but all day,,, I have also almost been knocked over a couple of times. from upstairs pulses and Devins been running around when ever their is pulsing,, kelly bud and jill as well,, she has been messaging me,,,carrying her parents messages...Kelly and Bud were out when james came over and bud came to the upstairs door,, yelling to get that kid out,,, james had already left preparing for a narcotics anonymous meeting in vermont,,, Jess stayed for a while...then left after we found out her coin was only a copy...
constantly dizzy from the pulsing follows me wherever I go...
around the lake,, in the house,, on the street, mall,, everywhere.
the guy who I am sure helped bud with this set up was a white haired guy,,, truck,, I did not catch to much information about him but next time I will...he was here a couple of times,,,I told bud I was leaving and he said he would have to sell the house,,, I don't know if I paid my rent at that time or not,,, but I paid in full as was usual... then he lambasted me with pulses,,,,so tonight I was prepared with the camera,,, I have not checked yet but when I do have the camera on they come in lightly and sideways,, like behind my feet rather than through the ceiling...any more later
anyway the man who was pushing the baby carriage the kid was in,,, was slightly taller than me maybe 5'5" tall,,, he was of black mixed heritage being light skinned and very slight...of build,,, he had his hair pulled back in this big bushy ponytail,, low on his head. light to medium brown,, not a bad looking guy...
I saw him once or twice more,,, affiliated with Cherie Rathbun's house,, he had a dog,,, and was out in the yard with the dog... and one of young guy,,, I was walking across the street to go for a walk,,, and they saw me and moved to the back yard and then in the house... I saw him once more in the yard again moving off and in the house...
the reason I am relating this here ,,, is because there seems to be a lot of pulses coming from that direction of it is from Buds room.I wouldn't mention that if I didn't have suspicions about the house,,, but then Bud has had a couple of his friends here ever since then the pulsing has increased not only in intensity but all day,,, I have also almost been knocked over a couple of times. from upstairs pulses and Devins been running around when ever their is pulsing,, kelly bud and jill as well,, she has been messaging me,,,carrying her parents messages...Kelly and Bud were out when james came over and bud came to the upstairs door,, yelling to get that kid out,,, james had already left preparing for a narcotics anonymous meeting in vermont,,, Jess stayed for a while...then left after we found out her coin was only a copy...
constantly dizzy from the pulsing follows me wherever I go...
around the lake,, in the house,, on the street, mall,, everywhere.
the guy who I am sure helped bud with this set up was a white haired guy,,, truck,, I did not catch to much information about him but next time I will...he was here a couple of times,,,I told bud I was leaving and he said he would have to sell the house,,, I don't know if I paid my rent at that time or not,,, but I paid in full as was usual... then he lambasted me with pulses,,,,so tonight I was prepared with the camera,,, I have not checked yet but when I do have the camera on they come in lightly and sideways,, like behind my feet rather than through the ceiling...any more later
Sunday, September 18, 2016
Bud and bud and Jeff Grayson and Kevin Horst,,,Costco
My saga continues,,,and this shit this technology destruction continues,,
I have a grandson name of James,, the oldest,, he's a wonderful little thug,, rough, and a diamond in the rough,, I had hopes for him but he always seems to be his worst enemy. Many of the family his mother and his aunt Kelly hate me for taking his side, it seems they would be happy if they turned me away from him and that aint gonna happen.,,He was such a charming baby,, and I blame his rough life on his mother,,, he could of been raised better,,, and the same with Adam what are the chances both your sons are heroin addicts? She did something wrong..Anyway, Bud planted 4 plants ,, two were female and two were male so you gotta get rid of the males... something about something,, making them bigger or whatever.....
So someone took the plants the other night,, roots and all,,, so I'm blamed for it,,, James is blamed for it,,,
I've been taking some hellish shots,, I thought they were from Devin and I think some are ,, and some from bud,, but it is a set up,,, by the cops,,, here is how it worked..
The police started killing black people,, mostly in the midwest it seemed like,,,I mean shooting them dead, if they ran, and claimed they were armed...shooting kids,, if they had a bebe gun, or anything that even appeared to be a knife or no knife at all,,, they were shooting quite a few blacks,,,Arron Alexis and another one ,, intelligent good paying jobs,,, were killed by fighting back they were , voices in the head etc,,,,targeting him,,, he carved ELF on the stock of his shotgun,, anyway the cops were killing many black men and children.,,it seemed like the women, the black women were arrested and killed in jail.. I recall several of these scenarios happening,,,I remember several targets committed suicide,, they couldn't take it any longer...
The black started fighting back even at the expense of their lives... quite a few cops were killed,, just sitting in their cars and blown away,, so basically we had a race war initiated by the cops...I often remembered the saying on the Jewish memorial in Boston about the gpsys and the mentally ill how they were first killed off by the Nazis,,, and then the Jews. I often felt that this is what is going on.. to a degree,, anyway the police commissioner in Boston made 100 cops wear cameras,, as the police in many areas feel this would stop the killings or at least decide if they were righteous or not... the union fought long and hard agains the cameras... I recall one time the cops fucked with me at the mall, in 2000, Torigian was having his millennium parade, the motorcycle cops were practicing at the mall in the huge parking lot..,, for some reason I walked past them,,not near but a good distance away with my dog jake,,, I have never walked over there before or since,,, I believe I was mind controlled to do that.....anyway one cop was standing there pointing this thing at me,, small cell phone size in his hand and I got zapped,, I reacted and think I gave them the finger,, and a angry look on my face as I continued to walk,,,the cop turned and the other five with him...I have written about this many times,,, well it seems like the commissioner used my story to back up his wanting to put cameras on the cops as a protective measure for citizens and police,,
I don't know if this is true or not,,,
but that is what I was told V2K, many things I have written down have been used as proof of one thing or another..
so the cops are furious and rick dick nelson is used to pulse me as I lie in bed,, as he drives by.
I get very little to no sleep and he makes sure I am awake when he drives by,,,,
I plan on being outside one of these days when he does,, Id like to punch this penis dick head in the face,, another part of this story,,,
I also want to mention that I called Kevin Horst who is manager at Costco in Danvers about Jeffry Grayson, who works for costco for 30 years. thats all right I shopped at Costco since 1985, so I guess we are even , that he followed me with Torigian's bodyguard thug to MT. Waumbek in N.H.
I told Kevin about jeff and the house he broke into in N.H. that I had gone over and asked my neighbor if her house had been broken into and she said yes,,, I also saw this man ,, the one who accompanied Jeff to N.H. driving out of the lowell st. forestation so some day Im going down there and check out the photos on the walls and see if I can get his name as well,,,
and the harassment and that summer two years ago when he got security after me when I asked him , "How his targeting business was doing..? "boy did he get mad,,
Jeff does not know he lost the councilor election he ran for in Peabody because of me,, I told some influential friends in the city what he did,,,breaking and entering and harassment,,, and he lost... I was glad and never mentioned that to anyone else. just like I do not mention PBS to anyone and their part in all this' and I have proof of that too...sitting right in the Boston court house. archives...
I have a grandson name of James,, the oldest,, he's a wonderful little thug,, rough, and a diamond in the rough,, I had hopes for him but he always seems to be his worst enemy. Many of the family his mother and his aunt Kelly hate me for taking his side, it seems they would be happy if they turned me away from him and that aint gonna happen.,,He was such a charming baby,, and I blame his rough life on his mother,,, he could of been raised better,,, and the same with Adam what are the chances both your sons are heroin addicts? She did something wrong..Anyway, Bud planted 4 plants ,, two were female and two were male so you gotta get rid of the males... something about something,, making them bigger or whatever.....
So someone took the plants the other night,, roots and all,,, so I'm blamed for it,,, James is blamed for it,,,
I've been taking some hellish shots,, I thought they were from Devin and I think some are ,, and some from bud,, but it is a set up,,, by the cops,,, here is how it worked..
The police started killing black people,, mostly in the midwest it seemed like,,,I mean shooting them dead, if they ran, and claimed they were armed...shooting kids,, if they had a bebe gun, or anything that even appeared to be a knife or no knife at all,,, they were shooting quite a few blacks,,,Arron Alexis and another one ,, intelligent good paying jobs,,, were killed by fighting back they were , voices in the head etc,,,,targeting him,,, he carved ELF on the stock of his shotgun,, anyway the cops were killing many black men and children.,,it seemed like the women, the black women were arrested and killed in jail.. I recall several of these scenarios happening,,,I remember several targets committed suicide,, they couldn't take it any longer...
The black started fighting back even at the expense of their lives... quite a few cops were killed,, just sitting in their cars and blown away,, so basically we had a race war initiated by the cops...I often remembered the saying on the Jewish memorial in Boston about the gpsys and the mentally ill how they were first killed off by the Nazis,,, and then the Jews. I often felt that this is what is going on.. to a degree,, anyway the police commissioner in Boston made 100 cops wear cameras,, as the police in many areas feel this would stop the killings or at least decide if they were righteous or not... the union fought long and hard agains the cameras... I recall one time the cops fucked with me at the mall, in 2000, Torigian was having his millennium parade, the motorcycle cops were practicing at the mall in the huge parking lot..,, for some reason I walked past them,,not near but a good distance away with my dog jake,,, I have never walked over there before or since,,, I believe I was mind controlled to do that.....anyway one cop was standing there pointing this thing at me,, small cell phone size in his hand and I got zapped,, I reacted and think I gave them the finger,, and a angry look on my face as I continued to walk,,,the cop turned and the other five with him...I have written about this many times,,, well it seems like the commissioner used my story to back up his wanting to put cameras on the cops as a protective measure for citizens and police,,
I don't know if this is true or not,,,
but that is what I was told V2K, many things I have written down have been used as proof of one thing or another..
so the cops are furious and rick dick nelson is used to pulse me as I lie in bed,, as he drives by.
I get very little to no sleep and he makes sure I am awake when he drives by,,,,
I plan on being outside one of these days when he does,, Id like to punch this penis dick head in the face,, another part of this story,,,
I also want to mention that I called Kevin Horst who is manager at Costco in Danvers about Jeffry Grayson, who works for costco for 30 years. thats all right I shopped at Costco since 1985, so I guess we are even , that he followed me with Torigian's bodyguard thug to MT. Waumbek in N.H.
I told Kevin about jeff and the house he broke into in N.H. that I had gone over and asked my neighbor if her house had been broken into and she said yes,,, I also saw this man ,, the one who accompanied Jeff to N.H. driving out of the lowell st. forestation so some day Im going down there and check out the photos on the walls and see if I can get his name as well,,,
and the harassment and that summer two years ago when he got security after me when I asked him , "How his targeting business was doing..? "boy did he get mad,,
Jeff does not know he lost the councilor election he ran for in Peabody because of me,, I told some influential friends in the city what he did,,,breaking and entering and harassment,,, and he lost... I was glad and never mentioned that to anyone else. just like I do not mention PBS to anyone and their part in all this' and I have proof of that too...sitting right in the Boston court house. archives...
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