13 March 2018

Today the perps changed my password for my security cameras it was the little prick downstairs... david pierce,,, I think his name is,,, they can get to whatever is in this room when I go out...
I went to the christmas tree shop with dan and savvory and got blasted in the story, Savvory knew the last who did it, or who was part of it, she told me the woman comes in her restaurant all the time and she worked for the school district. Laura is a school teacher, then we drove to Stop and Shop,,, we parked in the fire lane and before us was a gov't car with the light blue plate caught my attention. then a peabody fireman came out in full uniform and loaded in his groceries . Then another fireman came over but this guy was from Salem he made sure he stood and let me see his jacket with big letters on the back Salem fire dept. chatted with the PFD guy then we moved our care and they left. I took a video of this occurrence, I didn't get a good pic of the christian tree shop I was to hurting, The people in my building want me to move they are getting hit from the drive by and just got hit tin the head, I sent my wired reply to the peabody police dept informing them who was responsible for the deaths of their fellow mates. I also asked them if they had balls enough to do something about it, nope nope nope,,, they will quake in their shoes and go along with the targeted program promoting a totalitarian state in the country . thats my bet. ... Danielle my daughter waved her hand but she also recognized what was going on, and tonight I was working on my  lorex system and I think they changed my password as my password I have had for all time does not work,,,,

Interviews with Changemakers (4): Suzie Dawson - International Journalis...

Interviews with Changemakers (4): Suzie Dawson - International Journalis...

https://youtu.be/sNULXByr5Ng

last night 21 Feb 2018 left chest side

I was lying on my back,  left arm toward the fire station and I got hit at least five times on the side of my arm.I  looked for a bruise, slight tinge, , really really hard and am sitting down and it hurts right across my chest from left side , I walked over to my lock up that may have been when i got hit again. very much in pain whole left chest side. i feltt the  arm and that area /i was hit was hot to the touch, you have to remember the pulsed/shot  happened early morning ,,and this pain and heat was later afternoon.

HIGH TEMPS/ fire trucks directed energy weapons

 yesterday the temp was close to 70 and today it is the same, very very warm,,, to warm...

 I planted in vases Basil, chives, tarragon, cilantro, poppy flowers and more cilantro and some jalapeño peppers. I still have tomatoes and cilantro,the jalapeño to plant must get some more planters.. I already had parsley and mint for lemonade..

.yesterday I went with ann shopping she is going camping with cait ryan and her group south of Ma... I do not like cait so do not plan on attending. I have been doing the Snowden papers and am sure I am missing a lot,, but I am trying,,,

A FIRE ENGINE  JUST DROVE BY AND I COULD ACTUALLY FEEL THE BEAM OF THE SIREN AS IT DROVE BY,,and hear the sound pass as it passed in the beam,,, IT WENT THROUGH THE WALL,  it came up from the wall /floor meeting, I live on the third floor, I could feel the beam as it passed. it was not large maybe a foot in diameter . this tells me several things , that the devices used for sirens  on fire trucks are multitasked and used for harassment and probably crowd control. They go through walls, they are acoustic in nature. high intense pulsed sound  and can be directed.

What is love mean to me,,,

It's a lot of hard work,,, I never really loved anyone until I had my kids, not even my parents or my husband compared to it,,, it was like this ball inside of me that was there always..I know I would of given my life easily for them.  I love my grandchildren and my great-granddaughter very intensely but not as much as Danielle and Kelly. Something very special about them. but James and Adam and Devin and Jillian are all very special as well. love them all. very much. then there is Aalyah  she is the best... she is now walking. imagine that walking and talking and just being so special...I love being around her but am afraid to be close to her,,, because of the perps I'm afraid they will spill over on to her or Shorty or Adam or James. . I try to love them from afar. So they don't get hurt.
love right now is something I cannot afford... hate is what keeps me going. Hate for this system some moron in DC thought up ,,, Michael Hayden but it's more than him,,,

bathroom

I asked mike Stenn if he would  give me a key to number 4 bathroom, its locked all the time 3 is always open and its the dirtiest. The maid Elizabeth told me today.One of the guys seem to only have the key to it and he locks it all weekend so everyone else uses one bathroom. Mike refused. I think because he's planning on throwing me out. we shall see last two nights because of Rick Nelson my  and neighbors were pulsed..I was reading Snowden papers this came up.

Today sunday 18 Feb 18

Snowed last night,,, not a lot mostly mixed and it was warm melted a lot of it, weather is strange I went to the laundry and got hit by the guy in the green hat  317that works for the landlord, I'm sure he was in here and that's ok,,, he's a worm,,, he drives a white car or at least did today he left around 1315,,saw his little green hat he wanted me to see him, he pulsed me. intimidation. I guess. and going to the bathroom also the tall lanky kid in 307 was in the bathroom unusual to run into him,,, I wonder what his name is,,, anyway let night was horrific, my head is still spinning, anyway just wanted to make sure I document green hat boy...sent letter to facebook ,,local police are in it,,, fuck you ppd