Sunday, January 27, 2019

my experiences with technology

I’m going to start documenting all my experiences that I had with high tech devices, 
I lived on the fifth floor of  my HUD building, in Peabody I forget the address and will add it here later. It was a ripple effect going through my bed,,, I thought it might be a truck outside but everything was quiet, But the ripple effect has been reported by several other targets and I still experience it today at 23 D Caroline Ave in Ipswich. It comes straight in and passes through me and my mattress. . intense strong pulses/ripples that you can only feel when you are against a hard object. 
2. Gassed pumped into my bedroom, from the empty apt. above, a hole ws drilled over my face and a hose was lowered so that I breathed it in, I lost control from the waist down of my legs had to crawl out of the room to breath, the gas was heavy and hugged the floor and was dense and took the place of O2, It smelled sweet. 
3. Wally the maintenance director was responsible for setting that up. I saw him on the roof and later that night the gas came down between the walls. As I had moved my bed downstairs .
3. Cameras slid into my apt. through the baseboard,,,I was mind controlled to walk around naked then I was v2k that I was ugly I was in my fifties. 
4.Pulsed at work by Scott Burns who pulsed through the front window of my clinic whenever I went to pick up a patient or drop them off. I got him on tape but he got ahold of the camera and taped over it. 
5. Scott Burns worked for Eastman gelatin who was responsible for the putrid condition of Peabody’s water from there manufacturing runoff. 
He threatened to destroy the compressor in the clinic and I knew he would, he came into the clinic through the ceiling and the very high ladder that was used for maintenance through the back hallways connecting all the businesses. He sabotaged the clinic through the sucktion  devices we used to aspirate the patients by turning the all on at once. Eleanor who opened the clinic in the morning also was witness to this. 
6. Objects in my apt. were stolen, and destroyed.
7.A strong blue light device is used this light can be used as a pinpoint or with a wider peramitor. This light can burn or just sail by you, I believe it might be strong LED lights weaponized. 
8.I was helping my daughter to move from downstairs to upstairs as she had bought the house. I was standing at the top of the stairs when I heard and felt a pulse hit my foot , then another one and I was picked up by a force and floated downstairs, my ankle being snapped mid flight down a very steep sharp stairs , I ended up in hospital with a clean broken ankle . I had no other injuries , I believe this is the same EMF Force used to lift high speed trains and pulse them  along on their tracks. 
9.I am shot through the head all the time with pulses causing severe headaches and my left side behind the ear is also being targeted. The mercenaries  are paid to harass people to death. The left side of the ear is also pulsed straight in the head to destroy the bone that holds the teeth in I have lost several teeth to this method. I know orthopedic surgeons use a certain device that gives off a a sharp, intense white light spark that will destroy bone through tissue with only leaving a red area on the skin. These intense white pulses are used to destroy bone spurs for those that have them and this device has also been weaponized,, at a certain low frequency this device will heal bone ,used with high end athletes and race horses. Jeffrey Schietroff who lived across the street, used this device as a harassment device setting it up outside his house in the leaves. He also had a see through camera because he is a pervert to be able to make sure he zeroed in on where I was sitting. 
10. My teeth now at Caroline ave . In Ipswich . Are being constantly shot while I sleep and later when I am awake, I am a dental hygienist and the mercenarys’  feel this is apt punishment. The intense pulses come from the community center window across the street and will go through my window to my bedroom they also have through wall cameras.  I am also pulsed on the top of the head as I walk around my apt. and if you lift your foot off the floor they will pulse you in the head to make sure you fall. Cause fear , The woman in the next apt  building is being hit all the time and she is falling all the time from this constant assault. Her name is midge.
11. Peter Torigian who was the mayor in 96 when I became a target because he listed me in the targeting program , he wanted to shut me up about the water system in Peabody that I had been complaining about for a while. he used HUD as a dumping ground for people he wanted to get rid of who lived in HUD housing this is why I do not think he used HUD harassment for Tom Grelish or the Trovas brothers they did not live in HUD.(Neither did Leslie my colleague, who went to the meeting with Torigian.)  Both targets of Peter Torigian and I am sure if I kept digging I would find more targets. He used Stuart Cumins my HUD, landlord for targeting and harassment, and the reason stated by the employees of the golf course that I was a target is because I was labeled a “busy body”. One golf course employee stated if I had my way he would not have a job because the course would not of been built, so he felt it was ok to target me. The course just to clarify this, the course was built and he did have a job. But in his twisted little mind, I opposed him, he did not care for society, nor the way  it fed that town. 
12. When I wentt into stores or the mall security was alerted at my presence. The clerks  all followed me,, it was they told me, a way to get good service.  I never worried about good service I didn’t expect slaves to be at my insist beck and call. Sorry I don’t like people who asskiss. So you brand me a thief,,, for good service. I think I would rather have the normal service rather someone sticking their nose up my ass. I guess maybe that is where the start of anal sex,,, sticking one’s nose up another’s ass. How boring..and it stinks,, I’m reading Ted Kaczynski  book ,,Anti tech revolution how and why…Great minds think alike , so far it’s ok,,, we shall see…
13. Am I a chicken ,, yup their gonna have to take me yelling and screaming all the way… I shall not go quiet into that night,, that’s bs. 
14. I was lifted into the air and floated down stairs at a fast clip, caller stairs sharp, highly angled and steep. My ankle was snapped in mid air, I think I was told that they did it, so that my enemies the Torigian’s would wait till my ankle healed before attacking me. Who did it, well I know the police use this device they got angry at me for writing a letter about them to the paper, they were walking around like cock of the walk and they could do anything they wanted to anyone, they used perps. Maintenance people,,, local guys who were thugs I know by sight several in town who targeted me and for some reason stopped. Maybe because I was collecting names and publishing the and the stories. 
So people could really see what is going on behind the scenes… for instance little league,
15. lIttle League,,, David Diachision son’t was on little league I found this out later. One day I walked past the little league ballpark during a warm up and was hit with Directed pulsed frequency,,cell phone I believe. Happened again , I turned and looked at them this is upper class men professional they were all fat… overnight by a lot… out of shape. I made sure I knew what they were doing… next time I brought my camera and I think I took pictures at that time also… They didn’t do it again,,, David was in the audience with his son ,, I used to see the kid walk to his game…once or twice . I do not spy on neighbors,,, nor have I ever had a security system till targeted. Ah yes a test to see what we came up with for security and how to go around it,,, I will tell them nothing and let them do what they will. No opposition from me. …
16.Now to get back to the letter,,, I wrote to the police griping about pensions and salaries, they make good money complaint about how dangerous their jobs were, so my reply was , quit… you do’t like it quit, you make good money no one has been shot in a long time you have everything the way you want. No complaint from me, just I don’t think your jobs that hard, and your doing dame good all of you who work for gov’t in Peabody,, nice homes sometimes the biggest mini mansion on the block . So please stop with the whine and acting like your heroes,,, hero, have individual actions…usually,,, in history,,,supporting cast. But just wearing the uniform does not make you a hero,,,you gotta do it yourself as far as I was concerned. They liked all the bowing and scraping ,,, So they got pissed off and called a specialist out who used the force field they threw me down the stairs for , and body slammed me right there on the sidewalk,,, even had a nurse near by in case they hurt me bad. . that was for the letter. , the boys can’t handle adulthood and reality,,, One does not become a hero for wearing the same uniform as real heros who died.. That is how I think of it,,,You rob their specialness. I could as usual be wrong but this is how I think, 
17. Thay manipulated fights to the point we really disliked each other… it wasn’t easy ,,, and what is this about guys who do not bath,,, gross,,, wash,, no one wants to smell your stink…or see your greasy hair . Yuck.. I cannot imagine the condition of your underwear. 

The Gov’t’s formula of destruction,,, 1. Malign the reputation, anything will do , busy body, peadophile, prostitute, animal rights advocate, Peta is considered a terrorist organization.  The gov’t found out after the Hurricane many pets were left to fend or themselves, many lost owners. They rich do not want to deal with pets .
2. Destroy infrastructure, legal medical , financial, relationships anything that gives them support. 
3. Break something they own every day, it is debilitating to the personality,,,like sand through your fingers. 
4. Isolation for control. My position at this time..

I have many many more to describe, for instance because of heterodyning the perps have discovered how to curve pulses , for instance a car will be thirty feet down the road Im in my apt. looking out the window. I have have been hit before so I’m alert… I see a car off in the distance about 30 feet from my window on the third floor a pulse comes out of the care and travels along the road and then curves up and hits me in the face the care had driven on, or the car can pass and the pulse is curved up again to hit me in the face. It usually comes out of the passenger side. Of the vehicle.  It reminds me of summertime when a fly would super fly by,, just catching it’s image for a moment, that is what the pulses remind me of that fast but harder to see, one must keep looking. It is difficult but training helps. You can video them with the right lens,, like x=ray lens they appear as a black round dot… other times like a splat,,and theliptical  and large, they can be as big as a house. Especially the ringed ones that vibrate,,, as they pass through you m but you have to be on a solid object, lying down or leaning against or sitting  on otherwise you do’t feel it,,,If your concentrating they want to disrupt that because they want your attention on them.. it’s training time..

More to come later. 

27 Sunday 2019 poopsie's bday party

I went to Aalyeahs birthday party it was  at plaster fun time and I was surprised the kids enjoyed it and got to take home whatever they picked to paint. , we brought the food pizza and cake, soda very simple but nice and the kids had a great time. Adam picked out Rupunzel the top princess at this time ,,, and painted her , Poopsie came along and started painting with James and I of course she didn't follow protocol being to she's only in her second year. I love her so dearly and boys as well Jill and devin,
.. and look what she has learned to walk and talk ,,a long time in the animal world maybe this long pregnancy and infant hood, led to our intelligence. or so they say we are intelligent...now AI that's intelligence it's all about memory. and recall. I cane home and more markings on Poospsie picture,,, and the shamrocks below the boys pictures are not where they were, veiled threats,,, little things only you wold notice. Is how it is done...what can I do...I have sacrificed so much in the past. trying to alert anyone of what is going on,,,A silent holocaust. I have sacrificed much over the past 25 years , it feels like centuries,,,, it's time other sacrificed, Frank next door said  he has had this bird for 20 years, I guess he does not want to fight this fight but to go along with what the other perps are doing to me,,, for his bird..well lets hope he does not regret that position. I hope he does... I'm worried about the boys they sabotaged Jame's truck and do't let them move my coach here. I miss my coach and chair.

Saturday, January 5, 2019

5 Jan 19 fall on bike,,

China Russia and India are now today dumping the US dollar, I do not know what that means but I do not think it means that it’s good,.
Day before yesterday,,,thursday I went into peabody to do some business with the bank,,,then we went to brothers on forest street for some food and then storage for some stuff, and then I came home and it was ok, yesterday was friday and I went for  a bike ride and got pushed off my bike, slammed into the sidewalk . I mean my right knee and my right side of my face I thought I broke my glasses. It was horrific and to make matters worse this guy came across the street to tend me and he had on a jacket that showed he cleaned up crime scenes, body scenes,,, all kinds of yucky stuff. we talked he seemed really nice, but I was wonderful if it was related to me and my scene as being a crime scene..I know I had to ride my bike,,, I just had too. I was going to deliver my rent to Ipswich housing but was to shaken up to complete the journey, I stopped at a cafe for toast and coffee and felt better, right now I’m being stabbed in the head. As I have mentioned before I saw Peabody electric office car drive by me on Washington st in Ipswich,,,so they are here in Ipswich as well the Nelsons. I also know that I’m being watched 24/7 and I hear the radio through the camera as he listens to me as well. So the other night I told him I hope someone kills him, I hope what has been done to me is done to him.,and his family. I do not think he was pleased with that, I also told him he was a traitor to the country..and Elizabeth Warren is going to run for president against Trump…

Wednesday, January 2, 2019

horrible morning,

I guess the perps do not like to be called maggots,, too bad.. it is what it is.

(Last night was  really bad, pulses coming from all directions, one wonders how that is done, is it triggers or actual pulses,,, I know mike said much of his harassment is in his head, he feels it is triggered and that is very possible. )

Especially those who work for corporations,, that smells bad, too target American citizens at will by our own industries, . The corporations are in business to make money at anyone's expense look at Nestle's they stole water and now resell back to us , that which was free, we now pay for... So who owns the air ,water and food we eat, we are in a cage,,,, Many of us should go back to small farms. The old ways were better, healthier,,, Now we got AI,,, the crooks are gonna have fun with that.

I was just tracking my phone and the funniest thing it went through , Peabody,,, said so right on my tracking route,, I wonder why,, is it because Peabody has a big fed ex center, I think that's it. or the cops want to examine any package I get... I know the post office does take a picture of every piece of mail sent US? or global? . that's a lot of pictures no wonder they had to build storage facilities for all this information at taxpayer expense,.

Catherine Austin Fitts also stated that the buildings that were blown up ,, The one Timothy McVeigh  (was definitely mind controlled,) ,,blew up  the Alfred Murrah building in Ok, ..Lots of financial records, same with the Pentagon,,, financial records. building 7 from 9/11, financial records, . A coincidence? ,,, not in my world or CAF either,,
They had to have known  the towers were picked and when it was gonna happen, ,,,how else could they demolition no. 7 at the same time.. That's a pretty amazing thought. I wonder who plotted this out, Cheney, Rumsfeld, Kissinger,,, oh the jews,,, they are according to NSA own papers,, the Snowden Files, Israel is the US's best speccccccial friend,, they are above all else, I wonder who manipulated that, I bet it was Kissinger,,,this  is why I believe in separation of church and state, it has nothing to do with being an atheist,,,bring religion into anything political and I kick your ass out,,, immediate dismissal,

this is why Trump is going after Iran,,kick back the Muslims so that it would take centuries to recoup, look at the UK the Catholics have never recouped,,,, and the Queen is head of the church as well as state,,,,According to deTocqueville that compromises the church, for if state  will kill at will, as it does,,,, then the church is complicit,,, so you can throw out the commandment ,, Do not kill. That's a joke,
I get pissed at peadophiiles just a side note, that is a woman's child and for the male to make the child his sexual outlet,, goes beyond my understanding,. Women guard your children,

He wants to do the same thing that the UK did, make the president head of religion? and knock back the opposing religion for power,,, Henry the eighth did it in the UK, to the Catholic church, not for religions sake,, he died catholic,, but for money's sake,,, the church had lots of money and he was broke, so he robbed them then destroyed them,,,I wonder why,,? I wonder why he destroyed the Catholics  and gave all the power to the Protestants? This is why those in power today want to go into Iran,,,finish the job and only leave those who are supportive of the US's agenda,,, World domination. I think the Kashoggi strangling and dismemberment of a newspaper person in the Turkish embassy of Saudi Arabia, kinda shook me up.  And Trump approved of the actions, there was no  objection to what was done, trump would like to do that here, but I think he does't dare. or  have the guts for it,,,
I think of Michael Hastings, who was burnt to a crisp here in the the US in CA. another journalist he spoke out about McCrystal and what he was doing in Afghanistan,,, he was using his bots to fool the visiting senators who would fund his  war machine to make them think things were worse as far as war and terroism and we could not pull out, hence he still had a job and paychecks,,,and funding, this was in The Atlantic this is why Hastings got killed.

 .Allen Dershoitz put his religion above his country,,

Tuesday, December 18, 2018

18 /dec, 18

I called housing to get a ride to mkt basket when I went out there was a police care sitting there across the street, the woman in the white car with the dog from next door was talking to him she had parked her car infant of Judy's apt. I know the wind was blowing toward her apt. this morning very fierce, I take a couple of hit s of pot in the morning, because my mornings are so full of hell. heavy hard hitting pulses waking me up and hitting me all over my body. So I wondered if she smelled  my smoke that could of gone into her window but her window would not of been open in this freezing windy weather, not like  mine, I kept mine open, but hers would of definitely been closed as I came out the cop drove away and I tried to get a picture of him but to late. Went to mkt bskt and TJ max bought a new coat that I'm not crazy about, but we shall see if it is warm.. has a big hood and fur around it which I like. Its MK one of my favorite designers, i wish they all had more pockets,,, not obvious ones. but hidden like they used to make. I'm still looking for a three in one jacket long with all kinds of pockets,,, the pockets  that sit in front of your breast are great. Maybe I'll try Dicks even though it's late in the season. 
Got all my ingredients for pecan pie,,, I must tell housing this oven is not good, the stove needs to be replaced. fire hazard. 

Thursday, December 6, 2018

Today shipping for food

the isolation has begun, I think the guy next door lost his bird I no longer hear him and Frank stated he had that bird for twenty years. I hope the perps didn't kill him,,, but he was old. they are doing so much damage, the perps. I listened to a YouTube about agenda 21, the rich put it forth as a good thing, they are destroying all the food supply, run-in the farmers off the land. are they going to starve us out or to death sounds like it,,, It has also been stated that they including bill gates, they want to vaccinate everyone and kill us off that way. too. I heard on that video it is 7 billion people they want to kill off leaving one billion on the planet alive. from one part of me I think of the horror of it,,, and from the other I think ok a good idea,, we were never meant to be this successful as a species. we've changed the world to suit us, and we ain't  that bright,, look at fukushima  for the latest example. a huge island is Japan without it's own energy source so they went nuclear o a three partition of the teutonic plates. someone was not thinking now the whole Pacific is being poisoned because of it. James is being targeted. He works hard and now they are breaking his phone and laptop . what a mess. everyone here keeps asking me how I got to Ipswich. that is the second person to ask,,, I told him he won the lottery. here I am. I bought a turkey today and other stuff,,, I've been trying to cut back as I have gained weight and do not like it at all. I am the canary in the coal mine... i was thinking of the people who are going to live in those underground cities. what their lives will be like.
I read an article about George HW bush and it was how he signed some really good clean air initiatives and did other environmental good stuff but does that justify all the people he killed? he destroyed the mideast and set the pace for future wars. Does that really balance out. ?
I am in extreme pain tonight all night,,, my neck is in bad shape from all the pulsing. horrific. to get me to bed they hit me in the heart with these tiny pulses that hurt very bad and then they started the device they made out of the triangle glass prism,, that gathers all light and them pulses it out as one high intensity white light that goes through walls.

Tuesday, December 4, 2018

bike

I got my bike fixed so happy freedom the bike guy was pretty good and cheaper than Salem. 25 for tire and kinda tune up,,, 15 for skewer for front of the bike wheel.. it dropped out in storage. I took a ride on it last night,,, people seem to be coming up behind me,,, someone took the water bottle cap off , stole ornaments out of truck,,, and holiday flag. the tree is a symbol of the pagan,,, I think they want me to cook for the populace ,,, maybe