17 March 16 St Pats day

James is being lauded by the governor and the mayor as success stories for the program in Boston for recovering addicts,,, using mind control... he is to give a small speech he really excited about it,,, and I guess I am as well.
I am trying to decide to leave or not,,, Kelly has not gotten her license,, she was drinking very heavy to the point of alcoholism,,, shakes,,, etc......so they fined her heavy,, she got 4 tickets and she expects to go to jail... she sounded hysterical this morning,,, I was going to pay for her to get her license back but am glad I did not,,, she was still drinking heavy, besides she has never done anything for me,,, and I finally told Jillian she was unkind and selfish, self centered like her parents,,, bud is not here tonight,,, at least at this time it is 1;22 in the morning and no van,, so I wonder where he is,,,, my laptop has been hit again,,, top right corner I took a picture of it,, bud is a mean fuck and has been targeting my computer...he can go through any lock,, and he took the door off its  hinges,,, I need another hasp for the other side of the door,,, I can always tell when they take the door off the hinges,, it doesn't work right,,, it drags on the floor,, then they come down and readjust it so it works right,,, I changed the lock, they were going right through the other one and this one is a combination,,, when I came home from market basket it didn't seem to work right either,,, I hate his guts,,, he comes in here and chips my china,,,
tomorrow I go pick up my bike he had messed with the brakes,,, and let out some air on the tire,,,, he's cute like that,,, I might take him to court.......just to get it on record,,,start from the beginning ....with Torigian and build from there,,,,
take up the courts time....pisses me off,,, he's a mean malicious prick...
so things are worse and my health is suffering from the stress and every morning,,, I am hit with microwave and infrared and acoustics all directed energy weapons..
im so tired of writing about this and the constant harassment...

james 6 January 16

Already it is stressful,,, the gremlins at work,,, I was told that James is not wanted in Peabody,,, last summer the son's of Stacia came to clean out her house...she is no longer staying the summer here and for that I am glad,, they decided to keep the house for a summer home,,, for one of her sons..
I introduced myself and asked if I could take some of the stuff they had put out in the yard for disposable, the son told me to take whatever I wanted so I did,,, some dishes,I love them,,, I use the all the time,, and a hose and some other stuff... anyway,,, someone a woman was speaking to them on the other side of the house,,, and she was talking about James,,, she told them he was a thief and I think it was LeGault,,,

 lots of pulsing from their house all the time...The father died,,, he being a staunch Catholic, hating me because I am an Atheist. I think they used his insurance money to build up the house and I think Matt? moved in with wife and child... I think the old lady lives their to.. Anyway I think she was the one who told them about James. So this summer when they come back I will question staccias sons  about it,,, and see what they say,,

James had a fight with his mother,, rather she flipped out on him as is her usual...and he left, to go to Lynn this follows with what I was told,, V2K,, that this person ? Does not want James in Peabody. At all. so they drive him to make him homeless....they have been working on Kelly and Bud,,, He can't keep a job or couldn't because of his drug habit,,, and since he has given that up he can't find a job.

The regulations for human experimentation has come up for reevaluation and I have been sending in several comments.. I don't give a shit what they think,,, I wrote this morning the names of those responsible for this terrorism,,,I also told them the story of Torigian, Eastman Gelatin, Crowningshield et. al. terrorism is targeting and targeting is terrorism..

James is on his way over here to pick up a few dollars to go to Lynn with his dad.

I think Eastman Gelatin gave a sum of money to Torigian so they could build this golf course over this toxic dump,,, upstream from our water supple,, and the bad thing about that is that toxic dumps tend to move...Our water supply is downhill from the dump and years ago there was a cancer cluster in this area.. so now because of all of this,,, I suffer , my family suffers for their corrupt actions.
James was stopped in the cemetery by this kid name of Matt Rosa and Jeff Aulson, i guess Matt was up for manslaughter james  let him frisk him he said he carried a gun, and had murdered someone...

,, who stopped and told him he was working for the feds and started to frisk him, looking for drugs..., james called the cops on him..hes been clean and has a plan to get his life back on track and I am glad to hear it,, the most positive speech he has made, thee is hope yet.
Cherie Rathbun who is related to Chris, Jillians boyfriend was told and his father was told, stories about me , how crazy I was,, she is also responsible for David  Diachisiion success in court as well.so she is her and there with her nasty gossipy tongue,,
when we were friendly, she had a visitor who seemed like he was friends with her, I gave him some money for a task,, and had not heard from him in a while,,,,this was all done through cherie,,, as I said it was quite a while,, not hearing from him,,, so I gave her a sealed letter with his name on it,,, She blatantly  opened it,,,and came out screaming, as I made some comments about jews and how they are money orientated and cheaters and asked him if he was one... She should not of opened the letter , since them our relationship went downhill, so now they the local neighborhood watch group has set their eyes on James,, as revenge to me.

7 Oct 15

a strange morning, I woke to a full stuffed nose with burnng of the nose and eyes,,, it was not the dust james unsettled,, but I was hit in the head with the snapper,,, device small tiny bright white sparks really of energy that go right through you and it will burn the nose and body parts,,,
Today james was V2Kd out in the cellar,,, someone called his name,, James and then he said it sounded like whispers,,,, it could of been Bud, or Devon,, anyone upstairs really,,, Kelly and Bud have this technology I think it goes with the xbox,,,,I am going to buy one and experiment.. I think James was scared,, and he did not talk to me about it,, he just told me about it and described what he heard,

and went back to what he was doing,,,

now that I remember being hit with the Wii from cherie back porch,, that from what I understand is microwave,, in short intense pulses,,,went right through her old TV took a dramatic left hand 90 degree turn and pulsed across the street,, cherie's kid was playing Wii on the back porch...I think it ws Jacob,,,the sparks did not hit me as I stood and watched him from the back road.. I had followed the sparks to their source.... I knew what to look for so I followed them and sure enough they were coming through the old TV..
 he has two jobs now,, detailing,,, one for Michaels,, the other on Foster street, Tuesday and Thursday,,, I hope the local fucks don't interfere in this he needs the jobs,, he wants to start his own business... of detailing,,, and when we get a truck we are going to go into the recycle business,,, he is already there... lets see,,, I asked him what he was on,,, he said his suboxone,,,, he gets hyper,, and goes round like a madman,, then he has trouble sleeping at  night,, it might be because he was not working,,, he seems to gear up for work,,, do drugs,,, no heroin,,,, he's seems clean of that,,, then he collapses over being burnt out,,, and then things fall apart... he craves weed,,, I think to focus, it helps him focus...

29 August 15

My perps usually the Diachisins,, have this device that has force,,,when it hits you it is like a punch, they make it real fine like pencil width if not smaller and poke holes in your muscles,, this does several things, it weakens the muscles,,, it causes the person to have intense pain when they use that muscle. and if the person needs stamina for that muscle,,, say protecting yourself from assault the muscle will not work well and it becomes very weak..They do this to the joints as well, ankle, knee, especially vulnerable,,, they have been hitting my lower spine, and James my grandson who has moved in with me so he won't be homeless, is complaining of back difficulties,, his back hurts him a lot, but he started a new job that is all physical. so ... but my back problems are all perp related...

ever since court Stephanie has been outside whenever I am,,, the other day we mowed the lawn , Kelly and I and she sat on the front of her porch watching us the minute we were done she got up and went in the house,,, a subtle harassment. She has been coming down and taking pictures of what ever goes on at our house....we ignore the bitch.she is a nasty character..

I have been pulsed with the vibratory device,,, small, that came from Lynda Crists direction,, that took me a long time to pinpoint. They numbed the whole back of my head so I could not feel direction just vibrations.as it passed through the rest of my body.

James has a job,,, scrap metal of a sort in Peabody, so hopefully it will last and he won't take this money to do drugs , jessie his new girlfriend and him are getting along well and he is definitely happy with her and she seems happy with him...Jessie and I get along pretty well. She is not healthy though,,, she is anemic being so skinny , so I told her how to handle that. I told her the story of how I almost died from anemia and that I thought a lot of old people suffer from dementia because of lack of iron in their diet....so we get along pretty good, she is going to school for her associates  in Lynn.

I have not heard from Adam in months,, nor Savory,,, Danielle comes over to visit Kelly,, and Kelly and Bud are going through a bad patch right now...Wonder boy is leaving because Kelly is drinking,, she has the curse of alcoholism, but then she will drug on anything she can get her hands on and she is a disgusting drunk,,, she wants to take off her clothes and sunbath,,, and one day she was shitfaced and if not so bad , it was hilarious...she was like Abbot and Costello all in one,,, it was funny ,, she had on a bikini, five sizes to small, and everything was hanging out,,, I finally told her to cover up, she said she did not care, and I said that is not the point, stop inflicting your ugliness on the rest of us,, she has gotten so fat.Bud moved out and she panicked and then made a deal with him and then went back on it by getting drunk again so he left again and she panicked again , he's back...

he's furious that James moved in with me and I gotta tell you he was a wreck when he moved in, so high he bounced off everything, broke stuff, stole everything he could get his hands on,,, lost his job, his mother kicked him out.. and he would of been in the gutter if not for me...but one wonders if that is a good or bad thing,,,maybe they have to hit rock bottom before they realize life is worth living, or die..I know I did not want him to die,,, he is the first grandchild and he is smart. I think someday he will start to really concentrate on his brain and start to really use it,,, I want him to become passionate about his beloved guitar....he is so talented. He wants to be a guitarist, or rather make them,, so maybe their is hope yet,,He can do whatever he wants,,,and right now he wants his own apt. and move in with jess...I hope it is wonderful for both of them,,, they need it. Devin,, well even though we live in the same house months go by we do not see each other......Bud ovoids me I think out of fear he knows how I feel about him and I know what he is doing to me and has done to me...he's a son of a bitch...a real sneaky son of a bitch and he will get his,,, someday,, I'm waiting...Karma is wonderful.

Im still pulsed, night before last I think James got his, he cried out in pain and woke up,,, I think he fell back to sleep though and I get hit every morning around 4,, I see Yaikus leaving for work around that time and every one who leaves,,like Nelson, Donavan, Putney, bud Schietroff , legault, Crist, and I think the Silks are involved and the new guy next to Diachision and of course the Sousas, Johansons are pretty big into this as well both her son and prick of a daughter.  This is my neighborhood watch group...Cherie is trying to sell her house and has moved away she was pretty big into it...Stachia has stayed living with her sons till she dies, the old bitch and her house is being used by someone to monitor and harass...I think it is the Andersons and the Gauthier on Rockdale is still involved. so isn't 20 St. Annes Ave as well.plus all the drive bys...

all pulse me as they leave for work,,, so its incremental all morning and then in the afternoon when they come home it starts up again.....