SLEEP DEPRIVATION AND TARGETING

HOW DO YOU TAKE A PERSON AND TURN THEM INTO A TARGET?

SLEEP DEPRIVATION  SOFTENS UP THE TARGETED INDIVIDUAL AND MAKES THEM EASIER TO ACCUSE OF BEING MENTALLY ILL.,

THE FIRST STEP, FROM MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE ,  WAS SLEEP DEPRIVATION. I WAS AN EARLY TO BED, EARLY TO RISE KIND OF PERSON,
I WAS BEING WOKEN EVERY MORNING AT 3 TO 4 A.M.  ONE OR TWO DAYS WAS NOT TO BAD, BUT THIS WENT ON FOR WEEKS.

THAT TIME OF NIGHT/MORNING IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR SLEEP , FOR THAT IS WHEN YOU GO INTO YOUR DEEPEST REM SLEEP, SO NECESSARY FOR HEALTH.

THIS DEPRIVATION OF SLEEP,CAN HAPPEN A FEW DAYS AT A TIME, BUT OVER THE COURSE OF SEVERAL WEEKS,,I WAS A MESS. I LOST ALL URGE TO CARE FOR MYSELF, I WAS ALSO STRESSED  AND DESPERATE TO SLEEP, I THINK I WOULD OF FALLEN ASLEEP WALKING, I HAVE THROUGH DEPRIVATION FALLEN ASLEEP ON THE BUS SEVERAL TIMES.

THE PERSON WHO WAS MAINLY RESPONSIBLE FOR MY SLEEP DEPRIVATION AT FIRST WAS SCOTT BURNS WHO WORKED FOR EASTMAN GELATIN AND DANNY MCKENNA, HIS HIRED HAND.

THE APT. WAS EMPTIED ABOVE ME AND THAT IS WHERE MCKENNA SPENT HIS NIGHTS,, BURNS TOOK OVER DURING THE DAY.

BURNS WAS THE ONE WHO CHASED ME TO MY WORK, FOR I SOUGHT SHELTER THERE HAVING THE KEY TO THE OFFICE AND LET MYSELF IN , BURNS DID NOT KNOW IF THE WHOLE PLACE WAS ALARMED,,HE FOUND OUT LATER, I THINK THIS IS WHY HE LEFT THAT SUNDAY WHEN HE CHASED ME THERE.

HE DIDN'T WANT TO TAKE THE CHANCE OF THE POLICE COMING BY SETTING OFF THE ALARMS OR HAVING ME SET OFF ALARMS, AT THAT TIME THE POLICE WERE NOT INVOLVED AS THEY ARE TODAY. I SLEPT IN ONE OF THE CHAIRS COVERED WITH A COAT, I THINK I SLEPT ALL DAY.

I MANAGED TO SLEEP ALL THAT SUNDAY TILL ONE OF THE GIRLS CAME IN TO DO CATCH UP WORK AND I LEFT, THIS GAVE ME JUST ENOUGH SLEEP TO REGAIN SOME BALANCE. 

BURNS CAME INTO MY DENTAL OFFICE VIA THE BACK HALL, THE DOOR WAS ALWAYS LEFT AJAR FOR SMOKERS TO GET BACK IN AND  HE USED THE LADDER LEFT THERE FOR MAINTENANCE TO USE , AND HE WENT THROUGH THE CEILING INTO MY DENTAL OFFICE. HE SABOTAGED THE PLACE BY TURNING ALL THE ASPIRATORS ON AT ONCE , IT SOUNDED LIKE A JET PLANE, WHEN WE TURNED ON THE COMPRESSOR THE NEXT MORNING,  ALL THE ASPIRATORS HAD BEEN OPENED,   MAKING A HUGE HISSING NOISE.

I HAD TOLD THE PEOPLE I WORKED WITH, AT LEAST SOME OF THEM WHAT WAS GOING ON, AND  I KNEW RIGHT AWAY WHAT WAS HAPPENING AND IT WAS NOT NORMAL..HE LET ME KNOW THIS WAS JUST THE BEGINNING OF THE HARASSMENT AT MY WORK,, IT WOULD CONTINUE TILL I QUIT, WHICH I DID. I LOVED MY BOSS AND COULD NOT SUBJECT HER TO ANY OF THIS. THEY WOULD OF TARGETED HER.

I ALSO CAUGHT SCOTT BURNS ON FILM WITH MY VIDEO CAMERA, AT MY JOB, DURING THE DAY, IN A EASTMAN GELATIN UNMARKED, SPECIFIC EG GREEN, 6 PACK, PICK UP TRUCK. SO EG KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING. HE WAS THERE  DURING WORKING HOURS,  ONE OTHER FUNNY THING ABOUT ALL THIS IS WHEN I VIEWED MY TAPE OF BURNS, THE PICK UP TRUCK APPEARED TO TURN RED ON THE FILM. I KNOW THERE ARE SOME PAINTS THAT DO THIS.

 I HAD STARTED TO CARRY MY CAMERA WITH ME EVERYWHERE. BURNS ZAPPED THE HELL OUT OF ME ALL THE WAY HOME THE DAY I GOT HIM ON FILM AND HE MIND CONTROLLED ME TO PUT MY CAMERA IN THE TRUNK OF MY CAR, PARK IT OUSIDE MY APT. LATER I WENT DOWN TO RETRIEVE THE CAMERA  AND HE HAD ALREADY GOTTEN TO IT,,I NEVER EVER WOULD OF DONE THAT KNOWING HOW EASY IT IS TO OPEN THE TRUNK OF A CAR. 

THEY ALSO HAD PUT ME IN A HYPNOTIC STATE, VERY SUSCEPTIBLE TO WHAT EVER I WAS TOLD, BURNS TOOK THE VIDEO AND REWOUND IT AND PUT IT BACK IN MY TRUNK TO RECORD IN THE DARK. WHICH IT DID THE TAPE WAS BLACK AND MY EVIDENCE GONE, WITH BACK SCATTER OR MILLIMETER WAVE CAMERAS THAT SEE THU WALLS, THE TARGET IS WATCHED AND CAN BE MANIPULATED TO DO WHAT EVER IS NEEDED TO SABOTAGE THE PERSON AND EVENTS.

THAT TECHNIQUE HAS BEEN USED ON ME MANY MANY TIMES. TO BEAT THESE FUCKERS IS REALLY HARD FOR THEY HAVE ALL THE CARDS IN THEIR POCKETS.  THEY CAN WATCH YOU 24/7  AND USE HIGH TECH MIND CONTROL TO CONTROL YOUR ACTIONS AND PULSE YOU TO PUNISH YOU OR KILL YOU WHATEVER THEY CHOOSE AND THESE ARE ONLY THE LOCAL FUCKS,, THIS IS NOT THE FEDS.

(RICK NELSON ,,, WHO IS TORIGIAN'S SON IN LAW AND LIVES UP THE STREET, WAS ON STEPHANIE'S DIACHISON'S FRONT PORCH ONE DAY A WHILE AGO. WHICH IS ACROSS THE STREET FROM MY RESIDENCE, ,,, HE WAVED AT ME WHEN I TOOK HIS PICTURE AND HE HAD THE CAMERA STOLEN OUT OF MY POCKETBOOK AT THE MALL USING THIS PERP NETWORK. HE'S DEFINITELY TAPPED INTO IT.)

DAVID DIACHISIN IS A METER READER FOR THE CITY, HIS FATHER WAS A LT, ON THE POLICE DEPT, NOW RETIRED, I HEARD HIS FATHER WAS INEPT, BUT THE REASON HE KEPT HIS POLICE JOB WAS BECAUSE OF HIS LOYALTY TO FORMER MAYOR PETER TORIGIAN, NOW DEAD, WHO VALUED THIS TRAIT ABOVE ALL OTHER TRAITS, PROBABLY TO COVER UP HIS OWN INEPTNESS, LOYALTY WAS NUMBER ONE IN HIS EYES AND IF YOU WERE NOT LOYAL AND SAID "NO" AS I DID YOU WERE CONSIDERED ENEMY AS I WAS CONSIDERED.

DIACHIISN IS GOING TO LOSE HIS JOB IF WE CONVERT TO SMART METERS, HE HAS LONG BEEN A PERP. HE IS TO STUPID TO REALIZE WHAT HE IS DOING. 

MY SLEEP DEPRIVATION WAS CONTINUED BUT NOT AS BAD AS BEFORE THE RUN TO MY DENTAL OFFICE.

 IT CONTINUES TO THIS VERY DAY. 

SLEEP DEPRIVATION IS A PERP TACTIC AND PART OF THE "FORMULA OF DESTRUCTION"  SEE OTHER BLOG POST,

SLEEP DEPRIVATION  SOFTENS UP THE TARGETED INDIVIDUAL AND MAKES THEM EASIER TO ACCUSE OF BEING MENTALLY ILL.,

EASIER TO MANIPULATE AND TO FORCE INTO HOSPITAL, THE HOSPITALS  WERE TOLD ANYONE WHO COMPLAINS OF DIRECTED ENERGY ASSAULT IS TO BE INCARCERATED AND DRUGGED AND EVALUATED FOR VIOLENCE PART OF THE HUD PROGRAM , OPERATION SAFE HOME.  TORIGIAN USED THIS AS A DUMPING GROUND FOR WHOMEVER HE WISHED.

THEY DRUG YOU FIRST , FORCED DRUGGING

 I REFUSED THE DRUGS WHEN I WAS INCARCERATED, AS I LEARNED FROM THE INTERNET THE FIRST THING THEY DO IS DRUG YOU AND IT CAN TURN YOU INTO A VEGETABLE AS THEY HOPE, EASIER TO MANIPULATE. 

THE HOSPITALS WERE INVOLVED IN THIS GOV'T SCHEME. YOU SEE EG WANTED TO SHUT ME UP, BECAUSE UNDER THE GOLF COURSE WAS A TOXIC DUMP THEY WANTED COVERED UP, THIS GOLF COURSE SAVED THEM MILLIONS IF NOT BILLIONS IN FUNDS.

JUST COVER IT UP.. WHY NOT, SO WHAT IF IT SEEPS OUT IN LATER YEARS,,,WHO CARES. FROM WHAT I UNDERSTAND TOXIC DUMPS ALWAYS TRAVEL.. YEARS LATER AFTER THE COURSE WAS BUILT, THEY HAD A LEAK AND IT HAD TO BE FIXED AND THE TOWN BOUGHT THE LAND THAT EG OWNED ANYWAY. THEY ASKED EG IF THE CITY COULD  GO BELOW THE GOLF COURSE AND CHECK OUT WHAT WAS THERE ,,,EG SAID OK AS LONG AS ANY PROBLEM AND THE CITY  PAYS. 

THE TOWN BOUGHT THE LAND ANYWAY, SIGHT TOXIC DUMP UNSEEN. ALL IN THE NEWSPAPERS.

THIS POST IS STILL RAW BUT I WILL EDIT IT LATER, I JUST WANTED TO GET THIS OUT HERE AS QUICK AS I COULD.
MEM

THE FORMULA OF DESTRUCTION

                                            THE FORMULA OF DESTRUCTION

WHAT IS IT EXACTLY AND HOW AND WHY DO I KNOW ABOUT IT.

OF COURSE I READ ABOUT IT,, THIS FORMULA CAN BE USED AGAINST A PERSON AS IN A TI.  , OR AS IN ARAFAT.,  OR USED AGAINST A COUNTRY.

I DO NOT KNOW WHO INVENTED IT OR FIRST SPOKE OF IT. BUT IT EXISTS.

1. MALIGN THE  REPUTATION:

WE AS TI'S KNOW WHAT THAT IS ALL ABOUT, ACTIVIST, DISSIDENT, WHISTLE BLOWER, PROSTITUTE, TROUBLEMAKER, BUSY BODY,  PEDOPHILE, GAY, CRAZY, VIOLENT,  OR JUST SOMETHING THAT PISSED THESE GUYS OFF IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. ANY EXCUSE WILL DO.

2.  DESTROY THE INFRASTRUCTURE: 

BANKING ACCOUNTS,  SAVINGS, HOME, RELATIONSHIPS WITH SPOUSE AND CHILDREN, ANYONE OR ANYTHING THAT GIVES THE PERSON SUPPORT OR FUNDS THAT WILL HELP THEM FIGHT BACK IS DESTROYED.  RELATIONSHIPS DESTROYED.

3. ISOLATION: 

I SPOKE OF ISOLATION IN ONE OTHER POST,, 'DOUBT AND ISOLATION" AND IT IS TRUE HERE AS IT IS THERE, ISOLATION IS FOR ONE REASON AND ONE REASON ONLY FOR CONTROL OF THE PERSON.

4. DESTROY SOMETHING THEY OWN: 

AND VALUE EVERY DAY. WHY BECAUSE IT IS DEBILITATING TO THE ID.
CAUSES STRESS, AND THE PERSON IS KEPT OFF KILTER, OFF THEIR BALANCE, THEY DO NOT KNOW WHERE THE NEXT STRESS/ASSAULT WILL BE COMING FROM AND IT CAN COME FROM ANYWHERE.

THE PERSON, THE TI, IS CONSTANTLY IN A STATE OF  FIGHT OR FLIGHT, CAUSING STRESS IS A KILLER AND THE PERPS KNOW THIS. YOU ARE IN A FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE AND MANY DO NOT KNOW THEY ARE.

THE VERY BEGINNING 1

IN 1991 I GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE,,, BY 1993 I KNEW EVERYTHING THERE WAS TO KNOW ABOUT MY JOB,, AND I WAS BORED OUT OF MY TREE. NOW I HAVE DISCOVERED THAT WHENEVER I AM BORED THIS THING, THIS ID TAKES OVER AND CREATES HAVOC IN MY LIFE SO I AM NOT BORED,,  I CALL IT THIS CRAZY SON OF A BITCH ,,MY ID,, MY SUBCONSCIOUS.  IT HAS GOTTEN ME FIRED MANY MANY TIMES OUT OF THIS BOREDOM. AND YOU MUST REALIZE THIS ID DOES WHAT IT WANTS. ASK FREUD.  THE ID CONTROLS THE SHOW, IT KNOWS NO MERCY, DOES NOT FEEL GUILTY, IT JUST DOES WHAT IT THINKS YOU WANT.

 NO WONDER THE GOV'T LOVES MIND CONTROL FOR MIND CONTROL ,,,CONTROLS YOUR ID,,,WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.. THAT IS WHAT THE GOV'T AND THIS MIND CONTROL THING TAPPED INTO,, YOUR COMPUTER,,WHICH IS YOUR ID.   THEY CONTROL, WITH MIND CONTROL DEVICE,  YOUR CONTROLLER, YOUR ID. 

SO BACK IN 1993 I'M BORED STIFF, SO I DECIDE TO LOOK AROUND FOR SOMETHING THAT I CAN PLAY WITH, THAT IS INTERESTING AND THAT  I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT, SO I PICK POLITICS,,I HAD ONE CLASS IN HIGH SCHOOL AND THAT WAS IT, CIVICS. DIDN'T REMEMBER A THING.

I  TURNED ON THE TV AND DISCOVERED A TV PROGRAM ALL ABOUT POLITICS AND I UNDERSTOOD LITTLE THAT WAS SAID, SO MY NEXT STEP WAS TO BUY A BOOK ON POLITICS, OFF TO THE BOOK STORE I WENT...

I BOUGHT DEMOCRACY IN AMERICA BY ALEXIS DE TOCQUEVILLE, IT HAD EVERYTHING I LOVED, IT  TOLD ALL THE DETAILS OF GOV'T AND A REAL GOOD DOSE OF PHILOSOPHY AT THE SAME TIME,,I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE AUTHOR, AND FELT A DEEP KINSHIP WITH HIM. A SOUL MATE IF WE HAD A SOUL.

WHICH WE DO NOT. 

I LEARNED ALL KINDS OF THINGS IN THIS WONDERFUL BOOK AND STILL LISTENED TO THE TV PROGRAM ON POLITICS, THINGS DID NOT BECOME ANY CLEARER, BUT I LISTENED ANYWAY AND OVER THE YEARS HAVE COME TO HAVE A DEEP UNDERSTANDING OF POLITICS AND MEN IN GENERAL.

ON ONE PROGRAM OF THESE POLITICAL COMMENTATORS, COMMENTS WERE MADE ABOUT SOME NUNS AND THE CATHOLIC CHURCH AND I FELT THE COMMENTATOR WAS WRONG ABOUT WHAT HE STATED, SO I WROTE A LETTER. NOW YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND, I WAS A  LATE BLOOMER TO COLLEGE AND WAS SO THRILLED WITH COLLEGE,,I WAS A PARCHED AND DEPRIVED PERSON, AND HAD DISCOVERED WATER FOR THE FIRST TIME.. KNOWLEDGE QUENCHED MY THIRST.

COLLEGE,, TO ME ANSWERED ALL MY QUESTIONS.. FOR INSTANCE, I WANTED TO KNOW HOW MY HEART WORKED, I CARRIED THIS MOST IMPORTANT OF ORGANS AND NEVER KNEW HOW IT WORKED, ON A CELLULAR LEVEL. I WANTED TO KNOW HOW THE DAMN THING REALLY WORKED. SO I FOUND OUT AND FELT A DEEP FEELING OF SATISFACTION.

 SO HERE I HAD ALL THIS LIFE EXPERIENCE AND THIS COLLEGE EDUCATION AND IT WAS JUST BURSTING WITHIN ME ALL THIS INFORMATION AND NO WHERE TO PUT IT, SO I STARTED TO WRITE LETTERS TO THIS NEWS PROGRAM. WHICH I WILL LEAVE ANONYMOUS FOR NOW..THE FIRST LETTER WAS WRITTEN ON YELLOW  PAPER AND I RAN OUT OF ROOM ON THE PAGE AND HAD ONE SENTENCE LEFT TO WRITE SO I WROTE IT UP THE SIDE,

NOT THINKING ANYONE WOULD THINK THIS STRANGE. IN COLLEGE, PAPER WAS AT A PREMIUM FOR A POOR STUDENT. BUT THIS NEWSCAST WAS FROM A DIFFERENT WORLD, THE POMPOUS WORLD OF POLITICS OF WHICH I KNEW NOTHING.

THE NEWS PROGRAM THOUGHT I WAS A LITTLE NUTS, THE FIRST FAN LETTER , THEY WERE THRILLED AND SO BEGAN BOTH OUR NIGHTMARES.
PART 2 COMING UP

THE POLICE SCENARIO

THIS IS  HARD TO RELATE TO OTHERS WHO HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED MIND CONTROL AS EVEN A REAL THING... THIS STUFF IS KILLER FROM THE FIRST SECOND IT IS USED ON YOU.

AS I STATED IN ANOTHER POST, THE ID, YOUR SUB CONSCIOUS RUNS THE SHOW, IF YOU PROGRAM IT TO DO THINGS,,IT WILL, EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT IT TO ANYMORE AND EVEN AGAINST YOUR BEST INTERESTS..

THIS IS WHAT I BELIEVE, DREAMS ARE A BIG PART OF THE ID DECIDING WHAT TO DO AND HOW TO DO IT AND JUST BEING THE ID, THE SUBCONSCIOUS.

THIS IS WHAT MIND CONTROL HAS TAPPED INTO YOUR ID, THEY CONTROL THE CONTROLLER. YOUR NATURAL CONTROLLER IS THE ID.  SO WHOMEVER CONTROLS YOUR CONTROLLER, CONTROLS YOU, IT USED TO BE YOU WHO DID THE CONTROLLING, BUT NOW THE GOV'T HAS DISCOVERED HOW TO USE THE MIND CONTROL DEVICE TO DO THIS,,,YOU ARE BASICALLY A ZOMBIE . 

WHAT FUN HUH, YOUR ID NO LONGER BELONGS TO YOU BUT TO ANYONE WHO HAS THIS DEVICE. 

TRIGGERS CAN BE SET UP, FOR INSTANCE, TRIGGER WORDS OR COLORS OR ANYTHING CAN BE USED AS A TRIGGER.

TRIGGERS ARE SET UP AND A PHONE CALL TO A PERSON ON THE OTHER COAST YOU HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH, AND ARE SPEAKING WITH CAN BE PULSED, MIND CONTROLLED BY HER PERP AND GIVEN TRIGGER WORDS AND TOLD TO USE THEM ON YOU,  LONG DISTANCE. VIA THE COMPUTER OR CELL PHONE.

HAPPENS ALL THE TIME. WHY, WELL I THINK IT IS MY CONTROLLERS JUST TAPPING ME ON THE SHOULDER AND LETTING ME KNOW THEY ARE IN CONTROL.. I THINK THAT'S IT, OR MAYBE A TRIGGER TO DO SOMETHING . WHAT I DO NOT KNOW MAYBE TO WRITE THIS BLOG. WHO KNOWS? NOT I.

I WAS MIND CONTROLLED TO TAKE THE DOG FOR A WALK,, ALWAYS A BAD SIGN,, THEY HAVE NOT LET ME WALK IN A WHILE AND WHEN I DO I AM PUNISHED AT NIGHT. PULSED SEVERELY.

BUT THIS IS CLASSIC MIND CONTROL ON THE LOCAL LEVEL AND WAS DONE AS RETALIATION FOR THE LETTER I WROTE ABOUT THE LOCAL POLICE AND THE 9/11 PAID HOLIDAY THEY RECEIVED.  I POSTED IT HERE.

I TOOK MY DAUGHTER'S DOG FOR A WALK A RARE EVENT.


AS THE DOG AND I REACHED LYNN ST. WE TOOK A RIGHT TURN ON A STREET I NEVER GO DOWN. BUT THIS TIME I WAS MADE TO, AS I TURNED THE CORNER A MAN WAS PARKED AT THE BEGINNING OF THE STREET WITH A WOMAN STANDING OUTSIDE SPEAKING WITH HIM, AS I APPROACHED AND TURNED THEY BOTH LOOKED AT ME AND WERE WATCHING ME. NOT JUST A GLANCE.

AS I WALKED DOWN THE STREET I WAS TRIPPED AND THROWN THROUGH THE AIR. I LANDED VERY STRANGE,, ON MY RIGHT SIDE WITH MY  ARM STRETCHED OUT, I LANDED WITH MY ARM UNDER MY HEAD AS I LANDED.

THIS WAS THE ONLY QUESTION THE EMT ASKED ME WHEN HE WAS SUMMONED. "DID I INJURE MY HEAD," THIS SEEMED  VERY IMPORTANT TO THEM. A WOMAN CAME OUT OF THE HOUSE AND TOLD ME SHE WAS A NURSE, AND NOT TO BE WORRIED.

I BELIEVE THEY JUST WANTED TO HURT ME REAL BAD, BUT NOT KILL ME THAT COULD EASILY BE ACCOMPLISHED, THAT IS WHY I THINK THEY HAD THIS HAPPEN IN FRONT OF A NURSE'S HOUSE, JUST IN CASE..LIKE I SAID THEY DID NOT WANT TO KILL ME,,, OR TO AVOID  AN INVESTIGATION?????

 I GOT UP AND WAS  STANDING AND GOT PULSED AND I ALMOST PASSED OUT , THE NURSE GOT A CHAIR,,  I SAT DOWN AND ALMOST PASSED OUT AGAIN FROM THE PULSING. THIS GAVE HER AN EXCUSE TO CALL THE EMT'S. FOR I HAD TOLD HER NOT TOO.

BUD WAS ALSO CALLED AND HE CAME AND GOT ME AND TOOK ME HOME, I WAS SHAKEN BUT ALL RIGHT EXCEPT WHEN I LANDED I HEARD SOMETHING RIP IN THE BICEP OF MY ARM. YOU WOULD OF THOUGHT IT WOULD OF RIPPED ON THE TRICEPS, THE EXTENDED MUSCLE BUT IT DIDN'T, IT RIPPED ON THE BICEP SIDE.

THAT NIGHT,, MY RIGHT ARM,, MY ROTATOR CUFF WAS PULSED,  WHAT WEAPON WAS USED  I DO NOT KNOW,, I KNOW I WAS WOKEN UP AND IF I REMEMBER THIS RIGHT THEY DID IT TWICE ON SEPARATE NIGHTS. THEY BORE HOLES IN THE ROTATOR CUFF AND THE ARM, IN SEVERAL PLACES SO THAT ANY MOVEMENT WOULD BE PAINFUL.   MY RIGHT ARM.. NO IDEA WHY.

SINCE THEN I HAVE ALMOST ALL MOVEMENT BACK, EXCEPT A SLIGHT PROBLEM TAKING OFF A JACKET, A STRUGGLE SOMETIMES BECAUSE THE RIGHT ARM WILL NOT REACH AS FAR BACK NOW AS THE LEFT.

SINCE THEM THEY HAVE PULSED MY RIGHT KNEE, THE OUTSIDE MUSCLE. AT TIMES SO PAINFUL I HAVE FALLEN AND HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO WALK.. THESE PEOPLE HATE ME.  WHAT CAN I SAY, THEY WON'T LIKE ME ANY BETTOR FOR THIS BLOG.  TO BAD.

MY HEALTH DETERIORATES.

CHRIS HITCHENS IS GONE AND THE WORLD IS A LESSER PLACE FOR THAT

I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO THE FOUR HORSEMEN,,  CHRIS HITCHENS, DAWKINS  DENNET AND HARRIS,   CHRIS HITCHENS OF COURSE HAS DIED OF THROAT CANCER. TO MUCH BOOZE AND CIGARETTES,,INSULTS ON HIS THROAT, BUT THEN HE MIGHT OF BEEN KILLED BY DEW.  HOW DO WE REALLY KNOW, HE IS A NOTED ATHEIST , A SPOKESPERSON FOR A VOCAL MINORITY, REASON, WHICH LEADS USUALLY TO ATHEISM AND THAT STRIKES AT THE VERY CORE OF RELIGION.

 RELIGIOUS PEOPLE HAVE DEW, (DIRECTED ENERGY WEAPONS,) I KNOW FIRST HAND , HAVING BEEN ATTACKED AND ZAPPED BY A CATHOLIC, A CATHOLIC'S SON, A CHRISTIAN FUNDAMENTALIST, AND A JEW. IT DOES NOT SEEM TO MATTER IF WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS HURTING ME OR KILLING ME SLOWLY, IS THE FACT THAT ALL THEIR RELIGIONS FORBADE IT AND THEY ARE NOT LISTENING, FOR THEY SEE ME AS ATHEIST, AS THREAT,  AS ENEMY. SO WILL THEY GO TO HELL FOR HURTING ME OR HEAVEN FOR KILLING ME?

 MANY PEOPLE HAVE LIVED THEIR WHOLE LIVES FOR  NOTHING BUT A FALLACY, A FACADE,  A SUPERNATURAL CELESTIAL DICTATORSHIP WHICH GIVES THEM CAUSE TO HIDE FROM THE DEFINITION AND FINALITY OF DEATH. 

ONE OF THE IDEAS DISCUSSED WAS THAT IF  WE ARE CONTROLLED BY A SUPERNATURAL CELESTIAL DICTATORSHIP IS THAT WE WOULDN'T KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG.

THAT IS AN INTERESTING QUESTION, WOULD I KNOW IF IT WAS WRONG TO KILL  ANYONE. WOULD I KNOW IT WAS WRONG TO STEAL,,, OR HURT SOMEONE NEEDLESSLY, OR DO HARM MALICOUSLY?

WELL WE ARE TOLD TIME AND TIME AGAIN NOT TO KILL AND NOT TO STEAL AND NOT TO HARM OTHERS BUT  MANY RELIGIOUS PEOPLE  DO IT ANYWAY. THEY KNOW THEY ARE WRONG, YET DO IT ANYWAY.

 I SAY TO THESE PEOPLE THAT THEY FOOL THEMSELVES, THAT THEY DO NOT BELIEVE IN RELIGION. OR CIVILIZATION  EITHER.  THAT THEY ARE THE FOOL.

THEY ARE ASSURED THAT GOD WILL FORGIVE THEM FOR THEIR SINS, BUT SOCIETY DOES NOT FORGIVE THEM AND THAT IS WHY WE HAVE THE ELECTRIC CHAIR.

BUT WILL THE PERSON THEY STOLE FROM OR KILLED FORGIVE THEM ?   I DON'T THINK SO AND THAT IN REALITY IS WHO THEY SHOULD BE ASKING FORGIVENESS FROM ,,NOT SOME SUPERNATURAL CELESTIAL DICTATOR OF THE IMAGINATION. 

 WE DO NOT LISTEN  AND DE TOCQUEVILLE STATED, WE SHOULD NOT LEARN OUR VALUES AFTER WE ARE GROWN UP, OR FROM THE CHURCH, WE SHOULD LEARN OUR VALUES AT OUR FATHER'S KNEE,  MEANING OUR PARENT.

HOW WE ARE RAISED, HOW WE ARE CIVILIZED,,,,IS THE QUESTION. 

THE 9/11 LETTER

THIS IS THE LETTER I SENT TO OUR LOCAL POLICE DEPT, THEY WERE NOT PLEASED AND SET ME UP WITH DEW SCENARIO TO DO MUCH DAMAGE.  I WILL RELATE THE EPISODE IN ANOTHER BLOG, TITLED THE POLICE SCENARIO                                                                          ********************* I think it was last year the peabody police asked the mayor for a paid holiday on 9/11. It was suggested that it become an unpaid holiday ,that was ignored, it generated a lot of talk around town. I believe it was dropped and later the mayor, Peter Bonfanti, did approve it, he snuck it through. Two weeks ago on the local talk show” You make the Call “ on our local cable channel 10, I made several statements about the Peabody Police and their paid 9/11 holiday. The point of that soliloquy was that the mayor does not listen to “We the People.” Not really wether the police should or not have a paid holiday, but since I brought it up. I thought I would expand on those thoughts here, to explain myself fully. Now this reminds me of congress, the first time congress really caught my attention was when they gave themselves a raise during a financial crises. At least that is  what we were told, the public was in a financial crisis. I think it was in the 70’s  gas lines and all. So here these guys in congress were giving themselves a pay raise, I did not know at the time it was a cost of living raise, it was just stated in the paper it was a raise, That pissed me off so much. How could congress give themselves a raise during a financial crises?   When we were told we had to pull in our belt, sacrifice our all, and give our financial all. Was it really a financial crises or something gov’t wanted to do for fun?  I was outraged and never lost that bad taste in my mouth even though I found out later it was a cost of living raise. They give up not one dime. Here the same bad taste,,, many were facing foreclosure and these guys snuck through a raise.. It was a raise after all wasn't it? Anyway, at the time of the police raise we have been told over and over the financial economic state of the union is in dire condition, we are one breath away from going bottom up, or are we?   How could the police ask for a paid holiday, and not only that, request a  paid holiday, signed and sealed by the mayor when we are so broke.  I thought, ok, does the police and the mayor know something about this financial crises that I don’t.. Is it really a crises or something not in reality, why would the police ask for this raise at this time knowing that people in their community were severely strapped and some were losing their homes.  The police,, by this holiday seemed to want to add to this burden. Either they were not conscious of their neighbors stress, didn’t give a shit about their neighbors stress, or were completely greedy or selfish. Take your pick. I have not figured that out yet. Bonfanti has raised taxes every year without fail. This added to our burden. A good chunk of change. So what gives? How do you feel? The public, I would like to know. Email me at memoir65@yahoo.com or reply in this paper.    Do I believe that the police deserve 9/11 as a paid holiday.  No, I don’t, not at this time, I was a reserve police officer in San Diego Ca. I worked as a regular police officer, it was practice for what I wanted my occupation to really be when I got out of the Navy. It was a good way to find out what the job entailed and what I could do.  I respect the police for the great multi-taskers they are, fast and all at once. Talent. I also had mike fright, from the first moment I ever spoke in a mike. It was a constant struggle.  The dispatchers knew me, or at least some did. I sucked. But I did the job. I was a good cop, and decided directing traffic and other benign things were better for me, so thats what I did. I know what police work entails and just how dangerous it is and why I loved it. It was my choice, just as it is their choice,  I have an inside perspective. I appreciate cops but I don’t’ like to hear this rhetoric that they lay their lives on the line for me. I have for some reason can’t except that without this, They make a good salary, good benefits, good pension and if that was not there they certainly would not do the job. People are in line for the job. So death and its possibility is not a great deterrent and I feel that to use that as a reason for their status in the community is wrong. How many of us have heard the words, “They put their lives on the line for us every day?” that is their choice, As I said no salary , no job. Now to talk about 9/11, it is simple, many many people lost their lives in 9/11. No one is offering many of them a paid holiday and many lost immediate relatives. The police is an institutional relationship, not that close as blood. During this time of financial strain it would be more appropriate for the police to ask at another time. When the economy  is not referred to as  going bottom up. We don’t mind your holiday pay, but not at this time, not when people,,because of the poor economy are losing their homes. That is all I meant. I meant nothing more or less than what is written here and if you feel you disagree, email me, write a rebuttal in this paper. Do both. I look forward to ideas within the Peabody community and please try to be civil, so we can communicate. I know some of you would like to swear, I like to swear also but not here.  Regards memoir                                                                        **************************  I don't  think this letter was published by the paper, I did not see it but somehow the police got ahold of it..This is what they did to me.. I was programmed to walk the dog and I did, instead of following my usual route, I was told to walk down this other street  as I turned into the street a car was parked in the middle and a woman was speaking to the man inside, I glanced at them and they were both looking at me  .I was thrown through the air and fell on my right side with my arm fully extended. As I landed I heard something in the arm rip..Strange as it may see it was the front of the biceps that ripped not the extended back.. I stood up and a nurse rushed out of her house, and as I stood up I was pulsed and almost passed out, she got me a chair. Cody, the dog was with me and jumping on the woman, I told him to sit and he did. They called the cops and the EMT's came and the fire dept...The EMT's asked if I hit my head, I said no and I had refused to have them called.They were calle anyway. I was ignored. The EMT's in this town are used as intimidation factors, especially if I piss the cops off, etc.. They usually follow me all over town where ever I go, what a waste of taxpayer money.

MRS MELLO, SCOTT BURNS AND MY BOW.

WHAT CAN I TELL YOU ABOUT SCOTT BURNS,,, HE WORKED FOR EASTMAN GELATIN THE LOCAL CORPORATION, THE ONE THAT BURIED THE TOXIC DUMP UNDER THE GOLF COURSE LAND and spewed their runoff into out drinking water. 

I PICKETED THE PLANT OUT FRONT OF THEIR OFFICE AND ON ALLEN'S LANE,,BEING A CHILD OF THE 60'S WHAT ELSE WAS THERE TO DO WHEN INJUSTICE PREVAILS.  SHEER FRUSTRATION DROVE ME TO IT,,

BURNS IS THE ONE WHO WORKED WITH DANNY MCKENNA AND DROVE ME OUT OF MY APT.AND MY JOB.   HIS WIFE IS ANN MARIE BURNS WHO WORKS FOR PEABODY HOUSING, SO YOU SEE I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION IN OTHER BLOG POSTS THAT THE MAYOR SEEMS TO HOLD THE KEY TO ALL THIS DEW.   IT ALL COMES BACK TO "BOOTS ON THE GROUND" THE MAYOR'S.CITY HALL IS PERFECT,, WHO COULD RALLY NEIGHBORHOOD GROUPS OR INITIATE ONE EASILY.

THIS  PROGRAM  STARTED WITH THE FEDS , THEN STATE AND THEN DOWN TO THE LOCAL OFFICIALS.  I WONDER IF SUSAN GAFFNEY WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS PROGRAM SHE WAS ACCUSED BY HER BOSS MARIO CUOMO OF TURNING HUD INTO A POLICE STATE, AND I WONDER IF THIS MIGHT NOT OF STARTED WITH HUD AND EXPANDED , ESPECIALLY WITH D.C. PSYCHIATRISTS DOING THE PROFILING. THIS IS ALL FED INITIATED, CHAIN OF COMMAND JUST LIKE THE MILITARY.


THE USE AND CONTROL OF DEW COULD HAVE STARTED WITH  HUD.. I BELIEVE IT DID AND THEN MISSION CREEP...

 I KNOW THEY WERE A BIG PART OF THIS HARASSMENT AND HUD USED ACOUSTICS AND DEW TO EVICT PEOPLE ,,I BET EVEN TODAY THESE DEVICES ARE BEING USED . WE ARE PATIENTS SO TO SPEAK IN A LOOSE AND GENERAL TERM, FOR THAT IS HOW WE ARE LOOKED AT BY THOSE WHO ARE DOING THIS HARASSMENT AND  MANIPULATION. IN SOME CASES IT IS CONSIDERED THERAPY.

SOME LIKE MRS MELLO MY NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR GOT KILLED BY ACCIDENT.  MANY OF US ARE SUBJECTED TO BREATH SUPPRESSING FREQUENCIES,,I DON'T KNOW IF IT IS A BEAM OR NOT.  A FREQUENCY CAN BE A BEAM AS WELL AS A PULSE. THIS WAS A CONSTANT BEAM.

ONE NIGHT WHEN ALL THIS BEGAN, I HAD MOVED BACK IN WITH MY DAUGHTER AT THE COURTS. I HAD THE FRONT SMALL BEDROOM THE ONE NEXT TO MRS. MELLOS'S  ROOM, HER BED WAS DIRECTLY AGAINST MY WALL IN HER APT.

THIS NIGHT I FELT A BEAM, A FREQUENCY A PRESSURE AND MY BREATHING WAS SUPPRESSED  I COULD FEEL IT, RENATA WHO  IS ANOTHER CALL HOST ON TALKSHOE SPEAKS OF ENDURING THIS TREATMENT, EVEN TODAY, SHE FEELS PRESSURE AND CANNOT BREATH.  I COULD WITHSTAND MOST OF THE BEAM, BEING YOUNGER AND HEALTHIER THAN MRS. MELLO. BUT SHORTLY AFTER THE BEAM BEGAN THAT NIGHT AN AMBULANCE WAS CALLED AND THEY TOOK HER TO HOSPITAL AND SHE DIED THAT NIGHT. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO, NOT BEING ABLE TO PROVE WHAT HAPPENED.  I KNOW OTHER TI'S KNOW OF WHAT I SPEAK AND THEY DO NOT DOUBT MY WORD AT ALL. THESE PEOPLE ARE KILLERS,  JUST LIKE CHUCK SAYS.

I OFTEN THINK OF MRS MELLO, NEVER REALLY LIKED HER ,OR HER HUSBAND,  NOT REALLY BUT SHE WAS OK, SHE GOT ALONG WITH MY DAUGHTERS. THE  FREQUENCY CAME FROM DANNY MCKENNA'S/DIXON'S  HOUSE DIRECTION. ONE OF MY MAIN PERPS AT THAT TIME AS WE KNOW THEY CHANGE ,THE PERPS DO , OTHERS TAKE THEIR PLACE. I SAW BILL MELLO,  THERESA'S SON THE OTHER DAY AT THE LOCAL 7/11 WE DID NOT SPEAK,,HE IS A PERP.  STUPID AND WILLING TO CARRY OUT ANYTHING HE'S TOLD.
  

SCOTT BURNS WAS ENLISTED TO DO HIS JOB AND THIS IS, WAS, PART OF HIS JOB DESCRIPTION.  HE WORKED FOR EG, I THINK HE DID MAINTENANCE FOR EG. NOT SURE THOUGH, I'M  JUST ASSUMING ON THAT. I SAW HIM SEVERAL TIMES AROUND TOWN  ALWAYS DRIVING THE DURANGO TRUCK, BLACK SHINY NEW, AND A BLACK PICKUP AS WELL.  HE USED THE DURANGO WHEN HE FOLLOWED ME OUT WEST,  HE PULLED OFF AT THE GRAND CANYON AND ANOTHER PERP PICKED ME UP TO FOLLOW ME AND MAKE SURE I GOT TO SAN DIEGO .

IN THE LATE AFTERNOON I PICKETED EG ON ALLEN'S LANE. BURN'S WAS SUMMONED AND DROVE FROM THE DIRECTION OF HIS HOUSE , FROM THE POLICE STATION END OF ALLAN'S LANE,, HE DROVE SLOWLY, I GOT HIS LICENSE PLATE NUMBER AND LATER A FRIEND RAN IT FOR ME AND THAT IS HOW I GOT HIS NAME.  ALL MY PAPERS WITH HIS NAME  ON IT HAVE BEEN REMOVED, GONE  THROUGH AND TAKEN FROM MY FILES.   BURNS DROVE INTO THE PLANT AND WITHIN MINUTES CAME OUT AGAIN, DROVE UP TO WASHINGTON ST. ENTERED EG LAND THROUGH THE WASHINGTON ST.  ENTRANCE TO EG LAND BEHIND ME, AND STARTED TO ZAP ME FROM THE BUSHES. IT WAS GETTING DARK AND STARTING TO RAIN , SO I PACKED UP AND LEFT ANYWAY.

 TWO OF THE PEABODY COPS CAME DOWN TO INVESTIGATE, I MENTIONED DEW AND ONE OF THE COPS SAID HE KNEW ABOUT THEM, I WAS NEW AT BEING A TI, SO I DID NOT PURSUE THE SUBJECT ANY FURTHER THAN THAT, THEY ASKED IF I HAD ANY WEAPONS,, I SAID YEAH,  I CARRIED MY HUNTING BOW IN THE TRUNK OF MY CAR FOR WHEN I WENT TO THE RANGE,  THEY TOOK AND SABOTAGED IT, I HAD TO ASK FOR IT BACK ,MANY TIMES,  DEMANDING IT SEVERAL TIMES AND WHEN I GOT IT BACK THEY HAD SABOTAGED IT,  I TOOK IT BACK TO THE COMPANY AND HAD IT FIXED.  I LATER WAS MADE TO GIVE  IT TO MY SON IN LAW IN NEW HAMPSHIRE.

I WAS THEN MIND CONTROLLED TO GIVE IT AWAY AND GAVE IT TO JACK, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HE DID WITH IT, PROBABLY SOLD IT TO SOMEONE FOR A FEW BUCKS WHEN HE GOT BROKE. NICE BOW..LOVED GOING TO THE RANGE AND USING IT, THEY HAD A RANGE IN MIDDLETON I USED TO FREQUENT TILL I WAS DRIVEN OFF BY PERPS.
THAT IS THE STORY OF PICKETING EASTMAN FUCKING GELATIN . SUBSIDERY OF KODAK.