Sunday, April 28, 2013

The Vortex Worm

I call it that because I do not know what it's real name is. But the pulse looks like a worm, though you can see through it, it does not move smoothly but moves with these jerky segments, and it can be fast. The diameter can also be adjusted to be as big as the street or as small as a few inches,and it vibrates, it vibrates the shit out of you ,this is what I have seen. 

The first time I saw this I was at a neighbors house and I was paying off the super sport vehicle I bought from him, his name was Leo Durocher now deceased.  Rich Nelson Torigian's son in law lived a few houses down from Leo.   As I left Leo's house having made my payment I looked to my left and this swirl in the air came at me and was aimed at the middle of the street. I stared at it and wonder what to hell was that?  It came from Rich Nelson's house and as it approached me it got bigger and bigger till it filled the street. In a huge big circle with these inner circles. it reached  me and kept going and didn't have to much of an effect, I think because it was so big.

Later I saw this pulse in a tighter form, coming from Nelson's house over the houses and hitting mine. From passing cars and now from Jeremiah's Rathburn's house, who lives immediately across the street . This pulse is in a much tighter form, this smaller shape can do much damage as I have had this hit my knees. 

 I have been in bed with my legs bent and it smashed into the front of my knees several times. The right knee has been hit with what I believe could be laser as it goes right through bone and tissue leaving a hole in the muscle but not breaking the skin. My right knee has been shot right through behind the knee cap and in front about 5 inches down from the knee capon the leg, I can feel the groove in the muscle from the shot. I can also feel the entrance shot and exit from the knee cap, because it still hurts and the pain guides you to the spot.  The pain is spot specific.  You can even tell entrance from exit wound as the entrance hurts more than the exit and is bigger.

Basically I have been hobbled and all walking is painful.  A short while ago , 4 weeks , I saw a firetruck parked outside Cherie Rathburn's house, Cherie is Jeremiah's wife and  is a gossip and her mouth does not know when to stop.  Her husband Jeremiah is a huge guy but she does not think much of his courage. She speaks of him disdainfully. 

 After the firetruck visited, (Rick Nelson is a deputy fire chief, he married one of Torigian's ugly daughters,he owes his job to that marriage) I started getting hit with this vortex worm only in a tighter more painful size,  It hits me as I lie in bed and this is a straight shot form Cherie's house , namely her garage and she knows exactly where my bed is , she visited when I first moved here and was friendly.  This vortex worm hits me in the knees as I have my knees bent lying on my side and this causes the knees to swell up, They injured the right one more than the left one. Every night I get hit in the knees causing me to walk as if  I am a cripple which I pretty much am, compliments of high technology and Rick Nelson. May he rot.

So that is the situation today as I type this, 










Friday, April 26, 2013

This speaks for itself

http://defense-update.com/features/du-1-05/NLW-DEW.htm
I know you prpbably already know all this information,, and I do to,,there are a 
couple of things mentioned I know about, but have never seen in print before. 

Below is two of them, I get hit with this constantly, to the skull, I believe it has misshapen my skull
and dried my hair so  that it falls out. I took pictures of my skull and how flat it is in the back and felt 
sorry for myself after 15-6 years of this I am old before my time. I think that is the point,,, I would never 
be in this bad of a shape if not for the stress and manipulation of targeting. 

I do not walk anymore and have lost any inclination for exercise,,I was never good at that anyway so I cannot
blame them for that, but I always walked and the constant pulsing of below has caused much harm and is used to punish and manipulate and to do great harm to the body. You bet your ass they do. 

Oh yes one other thought, many think what is written here,,, will be here forever for those behind them, I saw the gov't censor one book and it was done so well , Unless you knew what was written you would of never guessed anything was deleted and they got every copy too, at least the one's I gave away. I checked.
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The book censored was my book of expertise, Democracy in America, by Alexis de Tocqueville, one statement deleted was " Who rules the schools rules the nation," This is what W Bush gave to his christian fundamentalist when he was in office, this is why many many school boards during  Bush's time were pressed by christians to control and lead. 

Think ,,, Rick Santorum in Penn. even though he was catholic, similar philosophy.  Several other school boards were under attack also in various states.

Because of the above statement, they too like the Muslims plan for the long term. Another deleted phrase was " despots always court the military,"   Bush did not want people to point the finger at him in office and say that about him, that he was a despot. I guess being called a despot is better than being called stupid..  Who knew the work I gave to Clinton on this book  would be handed down to Bush,,, we all thought Gore would win and he really did. But Bush pulled off a coup de etat. As we all know.



Other laser-guided directed-energy weapons work like "artificial lightning" to disable human targets or electronic circuits. Laser Induced Plasma Channel (LIPC)technology was developed byIonatron to channel electrical energy through the air at the target. The interaction of the air and laser light at specific wavelength, causes light to break into filaments, which form a plasma channel that conducts the energy like a virtual wire.This technology can be adjusted for non-lethal or lethal use. LIPC operate at line of sight, allowing propagation of electrical pulses to be directed at a specific target. LPIC based weapon could, in theory, be fired around corners if mirrors were used.
I'm always hit with little spurts of electricity , going thru walls and hitting me, in the same spot. I wonder if this is it.. anyway any comments?

or 
A different application is the shockwave weapon, employing the Vortex Ring Gun system. Generating high power shockwave propagating at supersonic speed, Vortex ring Guns can generate high pressures which inflict considerable damage to a target, or carry a payload of kinetic or chemical agents over a distance beyond 20 meters


maybe you already know all this and that is fine,,, I just never read where chemical agents can be carried over a distance of 20 meters,,,I knew this but had not seen it in print before, thats quite a distance.
any comments.

Thursday, April 25, 2013

Just some symptoms of Targeting

I just wanted to list some symptoms here for physical evidence of targeting,  Cold, it seems you get cold and cannot get warm or your instantly hot, like a hot flash only it's not, because you just got pulsed. A pulse can make you weirdly feel hungry, not a normal hunger feeling at all, but it can be intense, Wicked bad headaches, some burn other do not, they can be intensely painful, like a shooting pain through your head but very specific to that area. You've been pulsed.

 Right now Chris Yaikus, my totally perp neighbor seems to be working on my left side,,, this is where higher intelligence thinking is supposed to be located and when I feel my skull it is quite misshapen, the back is flat. Boy was he mad when I found out his name. He has his oldest step son involved as well. 

I know every once in a while my  skull is reduced, in the rear,,why?,,, all the better to access your primitive brain, my dear, it sits on top of your brain stem, your spine, for eons ago this is all you had.

This  is where the ID is located, and your flight or fight survival mechanism.  This part of the brain tries to ensure your survival. 
This controls and overrides all other brains and you have 2 other brains , that sit above the primitive brain.   But the primitive brain is programmed by mother nature and now by man, for this is where the mind control device HSS does it's work.  You are pulsed usually from behind, easier ensured access and the pulse usually has a command attached, audio (sometimes video) subliminal so only your primitive brain can hear or respond to it. 

 This is why I think my skull is periodically thinned in the rear, easier access to  my programmed primitive brain, now programmed by whomever has access to these devices.

When this all first started Scott Burns ,  Burns used to drive by when ever I was walking and pulsed my calves, I have pictures of huge black bruises. half dollar size, on the back of my calves, and he would pulse my Achilles heel making them swell and hard to walk.  Try it ,,no fun.

Strange bruises on the arms. Pin point almost blind pimple like, I was hit behind the left eye, I showed my Doctor Lee and  he said it was a pimple and I knew it was not. This was years ago before he left town, I think he was offered a better position. All the people that you had relations with, docs, dentists, professionals all leave for one reason or another.  They want no interference and total control.  Isolation. This  left eye shot was done as I drove by Peabody Housing authority where Burn's wife  works , I was shot from a side street as I drove by. Almost caused an accident. I say Burns because this was when he was the most active in my harassment. He worked for Eastman Gelatine who was affiliated with Mayor Torigian over the building of the golf course over the toxic dump.

They cause accidents to add to your financial burden, they want you poor so you cannot fight back. Confusion, outrage, puzzlement, suicidal thoughts because everyone rejects you, everyone is unreasonably angry with you. From the emergency room doc who is told you are the enemy, the violent one, the pedophile, to the shop clerk who is told you are a thief. To your doc who is told you are crazy. To your neighbors who believe you to be a busy body, because the perps who have ahold of you make it so, they set you up. 

Speaking of being set up, just an aside here, I believe the Boston Bombing Marathon Boys, one was killed the other is in hospital and will be  in jail for life, were set up..To many things trigger me, and point that way.  

I have seen myself set up, time and time and time again, and I cannot fight it, the brain does not have a firewall , you or others are set up not only for short duration, but for long duration, they plan well for the future , your future and how they can manipulate and discredit you, have your carry out their tasks, their agenda.

 I have seen this over and over and over again. I do not believe they even see us as human beings but as tools for their agenda what ever that is and once that agenda is accomplished then we are destroyed , expendable. As cattle are. 

Other symptoms of targeting, everything always goes wrong, no matter how you try , my life went from an intelligent up and down, you know nothing off the charts , to everything off the chart in the failure dept. to one of constant mistakes, no matter what I did. My perps did not hide what they were doing to me either,  they feel they are well protected and they are, for all my "boots on the ground" perps  can all be traced in one respect straight back to city hall. All of them. 

I'm trying here to outline the not so obvious signs of targeting, gang stalking is obvious. 

Constant  obsession to get the word out, to letter write and tell the gov't about this when the gov't already knows about all of this for they are behind it all as well as industry.  

You are forced into a state of high stress and anxiety, which I call "howling at the moon" because this is what this stress and anxiety makes you feel like it is just so intense it cannot be contained.

Others will try to manipulate you and take the last of your moneys, even other TI's to charlatans.
To be continued at a later date.
















Tuesday, April 23, 2013

This practice is more common than we think

I read in the online newsletter,,The Raw Story about some politicians who have voted to have those on welfare take drug testing.   One legislator put legislation in to have the politicians  be drug tested, it of course failed.
This is how the elite protect themselves from accountability and this keeps continuing, I have seen this in my own small town.  The politicians give themselves a wide open door, above control.  They hire relatives , just like in Pakistan and feed the family on and at the expense of the state.   US.

 Welfare is welfare and politicians are politicians,,, the prols in the book 1984 were welfare citizens,the common folk, , the censorship gov't job spoken of , is  just that, gov't employees at their controlled gov't censorship job.

I hope that makes sense, I had to read it a couple of times myself.

The politicians take care of themselves without oversight. The only oversight is the ballot box, We are the oversight committee. It is a hard job and a 24/7 a day job.   Who has the time? Old people. Those interested. Who, who can change what needs to be changed without a violent  revolution.

Do we need a revolution to change the country?  Are we really such a mess,  that we can't be fixed? Are we such a mess that there is no hope?  I wonder.

I sent this out to friends this morning as a email but thought it belonged here as well.

http://defense-update.com/features/du-1-05/NLW-DEW.htm
I know you prpbably already know all this information,, and I do to,,there are a 
couple of things mentioned I know about but have never seen in print before.


Other laser-guided directed-energy weapons work like "artificial lightning" to disable human targets or electronic circuits. Laser Induced Plasma Channel (LIPC)technology was developed by Ionatron to channel electrical energy through the air at the target. The interaction of the air and laser light at specific wavelength, causes light to break into filaments, which form a plasma channel that conducts the energy like a virtual wire. This technology can be adjusted for non-lethal or lethal use. LIPC operate at line of sight, allowing propagation of electrical pulses to be directed at a specific target. LPIC based weapon could, in theory, be fired around corners if mirrors were used.
I'm always hit with little spurts of electricity , going thru walls and hitting me, in the same spot. I wonder if this is it.. anyway any comments?

or 
A different application is the shockwave weapon, employing the Vortex Ring Gun system. Generating high power shockwave propagating at supersonic speed, Vortex ring Guns can generate high pressures which inflict considerable damage to a target, or carry a payload of kinetic or chemical agents over a distance beyond 20 meters


maybe you already know all this and that is fine,,, I just never read where chemical agents can be carried over a distance of 20 meters,,,I knew this but had not seen it in print before
any comments.



Monday, April 22, 2013

TO ALL WHO READ MY POSTS

This is a message to all who read my posts, everything described is real, Our gov't has great capabilities with all these new DEW weapons.  I hope many are warned of what you are up against, the fight of your life and those who will come after you.

 I have seem to much, experienced man's inhumanity , to much.  I guess that makes me special in a sadistic left handed kind of way. For I have seen what these weapons are so capable of doing and I realize what Dr. John Hall stated, those in power will not give these devices or the power that goes with them, give them up very  willingly.  This may sound sappy but it makes them feel like gods all powerful.

They have abused their power and like Hall said,, this will spread until it will be among all of the population, not just the so called whistlelblowers as I am, or Binney, by the way google William Binney at his MIT lecture, asking for help from MIT to combat what he had created, he said he found out 11 months after, what the gov't was gonna do with his creation. They were going to go global. He said storage for every person on the planet for 100 years. Bluffdale. Tell me if that does not make someone feel like a god?
I hope they choke on it.
Last night I was woken and made to go to the bathroom, there I sat, my bowels emptying in the toilet while I puked in the shower.  This was done from outside my house with a frequency.  This has been done a few times in the past as punishment,and this was punishment for speaking out on Talkshoe, telling these motherfuckers how much I hated them and I would kill them if I could. 

Don't bother reporting this, everyone already knows how I feel. Save your breath, I have not been shy in reporting my feelings about these people for I know their names locally and even those in DC, and these devices. 
They can put you on the floor puking and shitting at the same time to incapacitation ,, easy job. Just a few minutes of torture for a few minutes of speaking out. 
And this is to my DC handler may you be put on this list, I hope so, you deserve it the most for all you have done. 

Sunday, April 21, 2013

FOREST ST.


I was driving down Forest St. toward Rt. 1, north, this was several years ago when all my targeting  first started.  Off Forest St. is one street, Farmers Rd,  coming in from the  left.

A pick up truck pulled out in front of me abruptly and I had to brake,I was not going terribly fast, but I still had to brake as he was going terribly slow.

Unknown to me, a pick up truck was behind me also, the first truck was to slow me down and position me for the pulse.  I was shot through the back and  it hit my sternum, bounced off, hit my right clavicle and seemed to lodge in the back of my throat.

I pulled over, only then realizing about the second pick up as it drove away,,and watched them slowly drive off. I thought I was dead, yet I was still sitting up and I could see,and still hear sounds, and was amazed that there was no blood. I kept looking at my hand looking for the tons of blood that I knew was yet to come. None came.  I sat there a while expecting to be dead and nothing happened, I did not know what to do or who to call,  stunned, I was totally stunned,  what else was I to do?   I just continued blindly with my day.

I still do not know what was done or why, an implant of some kind?  I know certain pulses seek out my throat, a constant in my harrassment.  As the one that just hit me coming from Cherie's house across the street,long distance, person specific is the signatures of these devices.

It's hard to tell the direction sometimes, but this one I saw fly across the room,just a slight disturbance  of the air, but then the tell tale certifiable click as it hits the back of my throat.

I know someone blames me for Torigians death by throat cancer, is this payback? Or a reminder? Or not related at all?

WE ARE IN A FIGHT FOR OUR LIVES and don't forget it for one minute.

Do not for one minute fool yourself, others or me.  I resent FFCHS's website and their Saturday night call on Talkshoe.  Why? because as much as many TI's hated Chuck's constant banter and posts , he is and was right. 

We are in a fight for our lives and they are killers. 

 Sit down as a TI and make a list of all the ways you can protect yourself and ways you can prove your case. That is the best advice I can give any TI.  Then follow through. But most of all protect yourself.  Get out of the house, get out of the way. It is the only sure way I know how to avoid the harm DEW will impose.

Because you are on and in this program as a TI,  do not think they do not want to erase you, for they do.   This is an erasure " DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS" every minute of stress they give you is one less day you have. Every pulse that hits you, every beam they put on you is one more day you lack. 

Chuck called FFCHS "killers" and they are,, why through neglect of circumstances and neglect of information, neglect by not telling these people what they are truly up against, most of us are  women and this is what they and I  are up against.  A program to dismantle our lives. 

 (I believe on one level it is to destroy the numbers of women ti's to come for SS for we outlive men by 10 to 20 years.)

The constant DEW against our person, the constant harassment in a variety of ways, the constant assault on out lives, in one form or another. I want these women to be aware, to know what they truly are up against. That we are wanted to be dead. Yes I know they could kill us with one pulse, how do we know some of us are not. Last night I was hit by a needle fine pulse, it hit my hand and hurt like hell, they hit my house with pulses as if someone was outside throwing rocks at the house. As usual they hid in their own houses or drive-bys. 

FFCHS propagates the bizarre, the super soldier, the inter dimensional beings, the alien, and yes even lizard people, Illuminati, and satellite nonsense.  These are important subjects on his call , they dissuade, delusion, and misdirect the energy of the TI's who come to his call for help. They receive none but bizarre commentary.

Listen to me seriously,if I make sense to you here at least believe this part,,, this is nothing but boots on the ground,,, real people,, new technology or converted technology, used to harass, harm and hurt,  this is a real person(s) out there pushing the button. REAL PEOPLE PUSHING THE BUTTONS, NOT SOME IMAGINARY DEMON WORKING IN THE SPIRIT WORLD. 

If you believe anything said here believe the above. Do you get it now?


The slow  kill is propagated and enhanced. Many on his call do not realize, even what is happening, they accept it like the sheep they are. He does not wake them up to the dangers within their lives. He does not list protections the people can use, cameras, documentation, to get out of the way when the targeting is serious, how to prove direction, by using dogs to point the way and taking pictures of how the animal reacts, for animals will react to DEW as well. To try and take pictures of any source of harassment, for the pulses can be photoed. To talk to perps and let them know what they are doing.  Killers. Work toward court cases, use the words targeted individual as much as you can.  Picket. Make our case as public as we can in a certifiable way.  Not Jesse Ventura but using other sources such as William Binney and his  MIT lecture, try to approach universities for documentation.  If you are hit with chemicals use plastic bags, scoop the air, keep several for proof but take several to a lab for analysis. Use  David Schriner's  statement before congress, Tv programs that take our cause serious. Use the NYT article , documented here in another post for reference ' THE SOUND OF THINGS TO COME" and to let others know about it, when you are targeted and are in public, stand behind other people. let them get hit, they will believe then, and that is what we want. Public awareness and you and I know  that the only sure way to prove the truth of being DEW targeted, is to get hit with these weapons . That is the only sure way to turn an unbeliever into a believer. 

 Sit down as a TI and make a list of all the ways you can protect yourself and ways you can prove your case. That is the best advice I can give any TI.  Then follow through. But most of all protect yourself.

I sent Derrick a link to the DEW (directed energy weapons) symposium in Monterrey Ca. the link is in one of my other posts, it is labeled. . I wonder if anyone from his organization will go , if they will picket , if anything will be done, if they are informed. I hardly think so.  Derrick sees himself as leader , a Julian Assuage of the TI world , and frankly he cannot lead himself out of a paper bag.

I resent his claim to leadership and fame and hope that many Ti's wake up to the fallacy of his call, do not donate, do not attend, as this will lead you to your death blindly as I sit here and write this. I wish I could inform the members of his call, but he mutes my voice and sees me as a threat to his sovereignty. 
At the cost of others lives. 

I document these feelings and observations here. I feel sad for he seems to be forging their demise. As surely as if he aimed and held the ax himself.