So worried, big feeling of dread. I have not written here in a long time. Bud has been the one pulsing me all the time but the perps pulse him like this morning he got hit bad jelly to so then they hit me. This has been going on a long time he's got Jill and Devon involved. I know whenever Jill wanted to come down for breakfast shed pulse me to make sure I was awake, Devon does it because he's a prick, he's always liked to hurt others but he does not like pain. Jillian does it because she's a stupid kid, jelly does it because bud wants it she blames me she's a mean prick to for instance I spoke of pulsing so she called me crazy, that stopped when I called her retarded. She told me not to txt bud about pulsing again, I told him today he deserved to get hit, and I told him it was unforgivable he got the kids involved and kelly at his urging got involved, I told bud not to get involved but he went full bore anyway. He's WEAPONIZED his cell phone and the Xbox that's what I get hit with and tonight getting hit from Lynda christs house, Silk is also involved, I spoke with him yesterday, discussion spoke with him after and shut up when I came around front of the house, I also told Nancy the antique dealer up Lynn street what happened.how who when and why , she believed me she had a lot of trouble with cops too. Two years of litigation to take care of it. Lots of detail but will add later.
I had a hard time believing Kelly would hurt me like that , but she takes her personality from bud , Jillian is the same way and Devin too. Total prick.
This is all mind controlled and perp manipulated.
I think after reviewing events this harassment us from Blair and Jeffrey maybe Lynda Christ, or the Matt Gauthier house I turned my camera and the harassment stopped from that area . It means two things , it was them or the harassment will come from the other area , David's house tonight.
Monday, February 23, 2015
Sunday, February 1, 2015
Andrea
Andréa loved to fuck, tall, leggy in good shape and except for the huge dark circles under her eyes very attractive, I'm sure she would of fixed them I don't really know why she didn't.
I can't remember how I met her, but we became friends and hung out together. After I joined the navy she came to visit, I think now I was thrilled, she flew down with my kids for a month, I rented a base. Trailer, I can't remember for how long ,I think Andrea only stayed a couple of weeks with her son Scott and Danielle and kelly-Lynn. I was so happy to see the girls but I was horrified at how they looked, like poor people, disheveled, poorly dressed. Needed a good scrub , Andrea must of seen the look on my face, she said she was sorry but that is how Donald gave them to her. I took them shopping and bought all new clothes. We went to the beach and the military pool. Sea world. I don't remember what else we did. I just remember rescuing Kelly from drowning Danielle , danielle could swim , kelly could not, so she had to hang on to the side of he pool, so she leaped on danielle thinking she could hold her up so they were going down. I had to dive in and rescue them, I was an avid swimmer, could swim well and I was a trained diver, danielle could swim before she could walk, underwater. They built a Olympic pool at the high school, I used it and the team coach. I wish they had that when I was in high school. I lived around the corner and through the woods. I remember two Australian young men were near in the pool I had to actually dive over his head to get to the girls, when I got out of the pool " he was looking at me and said, I'm still flattered, "What a woman" not goofy but serious like, I was and am still flattered. Australian men are not known for sensitivity, that at least has been my experience. Handsome down to earth, tough. I wonder how many are descended from prisoners. Imagine. Shipping your worst out, I wonder if they were incarcerated in " Stralia"
I can't remember how I met her, but we became friends and hung out together. After I joined the navy she came to visit, I think now I was thrilled, she flew down with my kids for a month, I rented a base. Trailer, I can't remember for how long ,I think Andrea only stayed a couple of weeks with her son Scott and Danielle and kelly-Lynn. I was so happy to see the girls but I was horrified at how they looked, like poor people, disheveled, poorly dressed. Needed a good scrub , Andrea must of seen the look on my face, she said she was sorry but that is how Donald gave them to her. I took them shopping and bought all new clothes. We went to the beach and the military pool. Sea world. I don't remember what else we did. I just remember rescuing Kelly from drowning Danielle , danielle could swim , kelly could not, so she had to hang on to the side of he pool, so she leaped on danielle thinking she could hold her up so they were going down. I had to dive in and rescue them, I was an avid swimmer, could swim well and I was a trained diver, danielle could swim before she could walk, underwater. They built a Olympic pool at the high school, I used it and the team coach. I wish they had that when I was in high school. I lived around the corner and through the woods. I remember two Australian young men were near in the pool I had to actually dive over his head to get to the girls, when I got out of the pool " he was looking at me and said, I'm still flattered, "What a woman" not goofy but serious like, I was and am still flattered. Australian men are not known for sensitivity, that at least has been my experience. Handsome down to earth, tough. I wonder how many are descended from prisoners. Imagine. Shipping your worst out, I wonder if they were incarcerated in " Stralia"
Donald Babin
His name was Donald Babin the same last name as mine, but he was so handsome and I was two or three years old, twoish,, just toddling around but I was in love with him, he was the illegitimate son of my Aunt Mary, my fathers sister, she got pregnant in Canada so I was told and she told the farm boy, he had to come to the states with her for she was not going to live on a farm having been raised on one. So the whole family including my father immigrated to the U.S from Moncton New Brunswick Canada.
She brought Donald with her, I think he was born here but not to sure about that. He was tall and so handsome, I had a picture of me and him, I was in a beautiful little girls dress and I was sitting on his arm, with my dress fanned out and I was in heaven,
He got killed when I was tenish or so. I remember the family was devastated and I wanted to go to the funeral but my parents thought I was to young.
I never saw him again, He was coming home from leave he was in the military, and a car full of tired soldiers hit the toll booth and they were all killed. Donald hit a pole, it was before seat belts were invented.
I married a Donald and the only other man I almost married was named Donald. I was and still am glad I did not marry him the third Donald that would of been disastrous. , I only married him to give my girls a secure life, and my subconscious would not let me, I became physically ill from all the stress. I almost died, I do not think my children know about that. I was pretty well on my way out. The ruin of my relationship, my two children , my two jobs, I could not cope. Anyway I was just writing about the name Donald and how so long ago the first and I think only real love of my life got killed. I know I loved him. I knew what love was even at that young age and he was it, and he was gone. I can see his face today as if it was yesterday.
Don't get me wrong I loved Donald the father of my children but not like Donald Babin my first cousin, I told him when I grew up i was going to marry him. I remember that. He had a special affinity for me too, You could see it in the picture I often wonder if my sister has that picture, she like Danielle hoards pictures like they have a magic to them. Here I am sixty eight and thinking of him , he still lives on. At least in my thoughts. I love you Donald still to this day.
She brought Donald with her, I think he was born here but not to sure about that. He was tall and so handsome, I had a picture of me and him, I was in a beautiful little girls dress and I was sitting on his arm, with my dress fanned out and I was in heaven,
He got killed when I was tenish or so. I remember the family was devastated and I wanted to go to the funeral but my parents thought I was to young.
I never saw him again, He was coming home from leave he was in the military, and a car full of tired soldiers hit the toll booth and they were all killed. Donald hit a pole, it was before seat belts were invented.
I married a Donald and the only other man I almost married was named Donald. I was and still am glad I did not marry him the third Donald that would of been disastrous. , I only married him to give my girls a secure life, and my subconscious would not let me, I became physically ill from all the stress. I almost died, I do not think my children know about that. I was pretty well on my way out. The ruin of my relationship, my two children , my two jobs, I could not cope. Anyway I was just writing about the name Donald and how so long ago the first and I think only real love of my life got killed. I know I loved him. I knew what love was even at that young age and he was it, and he was gone. I can see his face today as if it was yesterday.
Don't get me wrong I loved Donald the father of my children but not like Donald Babin my first cousin, I told him when I grew up i was going to marry him. I remember that. He had a special affinity for me too, You could see it in the picture I often wonder if my sister has that picture, she like Danielle hoards pictures like they have a magic to them. Here I am sixty eight and thinking of him , he still lives on. At least in my thoughts. I love you Donald still to this day.
Wednesday, January 28, 2015
A lot as usual is happening /the loud bang
i went grocery shopping , first time I went out in a long time of course someone entered my apt, I believe it to be Devin, these words are hard for me to write, he's pulsed me many many times, I think he wants my apt . For him and elizabeth. He likes to inflict pain but does not want to feel pain.
I was angry with Jillian , I left my apt was entered , my stuff messed with, and she and devin and cody we're the only ones home, if a stranger had entered cody who is a good watchdog would of alerted them to someone's presence, I didn't hear anything from them so I would think no one entered the house. This morning I was woken with a terrifying loud bang only I could hear, HHSS, hypersonic silent sound. So I went upstairs and asked kelly if she heard s bang, she said no then she started yelling at me to get out and I was invading her privacy , so I asked if the pellet stove was ok , she did not ask me not seem concerned about the bang. I even called Bud about it he was at work. So that is when I went up stairs. They knew who did the bang it was devin. Jillian denies knowing about it, she said she would never do anything like that and norther would devin. Jill has led to me before and devin feels he can hurt anyone and get away with it, he zaps jill then she dcreams and he stops only when his parents speak up, many times I wonder what this electromagnetic field will do to their fertility . Cows don't produce milk under power lines.
I put my camera in my window over my head to see what is coming my way and want to put it out in the celler to see what is going on there . Bjg
I was angry with Jillian , I left my apt was entered , my stuff messed with, and she and devin and cody we're the only ones home, if a stranger had entered cody who is a good watchdog would of alerted them to someone's presence, I didn't hear anything from them so I would think no one entered the house. This morning I was woken with a terrifying loud bang only I could hear, HHSS, hypersonic silent sound. So I went upstairs and asked kelly if she heard s bang, she said no then she started yelling at me to get out and I was invading her privacy , so I asked if the pellet stove was ok , she did not ask me not seem concerned about the bang. I even called Bud about it he was at work. So that is when I went up stairs. They knew who did the bang it was devin. Jillian denies knowing about it, she said she would never do anything like that and norther would devin. Jill has led to me before and devin feels he can hurt anyone and get away with it, he zaps jill then she dcreams and he stops only when his parents speak up, many times I wonder what this electromagnetic field will do to their fertility . Cows don't produce milk under power lines.
I put my camera in my window over my head to see what is coming my way and want to put it out in the celler to see what is going on there . Bjg
Thursday, January 8, 2015
AARP
Barbara Guillette
What is AARP doing about this GOP steamroller? What about people on disability? What about SS , you seem very silent? The govt has gone after many people using DEW, (directed energy weapons) microwave, laser, radio frequency they all exist , the difference is that now they are DIRECTED, through walls, radio does go through walls that is why you can hear it in your home, long distance, radio waves cross the universe, down the street is a piece of cake, silent and deadly, but our govt wanted to know how these devices could be used on people so they picked out whistleblowers , activists, dissidents and practiced on them to see how these weapons could be used, I have been a target for a long time, how do you suppress a nation, you keep them poor so they can't fight back , label them as enemy, and work out of city hall using maintenance and others as your thugs. They go after the targets infrastructure , money, job, and throw the person on the state, disability. Many lost good careers to this targeting from upper echelon in DC forced to retire like bill bonner, diane roark, Drake and wiebe to the lowest of the low, now those forced on disability will be forced off. Will this increase our homeless. How about sticking a million dollar drone up their ass. Thanks I hope someone in your organization reads and believes this , many because of DEW are living on the edge. Not because they chose it but govt forced them , ask me about operation safe home.HUDS program about dealing with dissidents, HUD considers vermin, if you do read this and DO understand what is going on please drop me a note. Memoir100@hotma
Regards
Barbara guillette
I just thought I would continue here just on some memories, I lived in NH for a while I bought this most wonderful insulating underwear, I put it in the trunk and I guess I kept my bleach and laundry there, the cap was loose and ruined the expensive pants I still wear the shirt to this day, was it my fault , that is how perps do it , they do things that make you wonder if you did it or not, all of a sudden you turn into this careless, clumsy , person with their help, they destroyed much. The list is so long not only what they did but had others do for them after awhile you begin to recognize what they do and how they do it. I was told to lose everything makes you able to do anything because you have nothing to lose. Bjg
Regards
Barbara guillette
I just thought I would continue here just on some memories, I lived in NH for a while I bought this most wonderful insulating underwear, I put it in the trunk and I guess I kept my bleach and laundry there, the cap was loose and ruined the expensive pants I still wear the shirt to this day, was it my fault , that is how perps do it , they do things that make you wonder if you did it or not, all of a sudden you turn into this careless, clumsy , person with their help, they destroyed much. The list is so long not only what they did but had others do for them after awhile you begin to recognize what they do and how they do it. I was told to lose everything makes you able to do anything because you have nothing to lose. Bjg
I think their gonna kill us all off
I think we're all gonna be killed off, not only to reduce the population, by whom? Various groups who have access to Directed energy. David Schriner warned congress about this in 1997, the committee before congress. I think it has morphed into something else though Going from a wildcat attitude to neighborhood watch groups, security companies, all intensified. Lots and lots of people involved. From what I have seen half this town knows about it. I think dave McGeney who read my blog certainly gossiped around I hope this is not why jullian was uncomfortable with me going to her school, because of his big mouth.
Tuesday, January 6, 2015
Jillians trip with her school
Jillian is going to NYC in May with her eight grade, Kelly didn't go neither did Danielle , but Jill is going I put 200 down on her trip today money I could hardly afford. I bought a cheap security system one camera already blew, someone twisted the cameras so I ordered another , I hope the night vision on the other one is better this is very very dark, anyway I hope nothing goes wrong with this trip for JillianI'm sure someone at the school knows about Dave McGeney and his opposing view , we never spoke so I wonder what he was thinking of my blog someday I will publish this again , maybe when Cherie moves away. She is and I heard from several sources she is selling her house. Can't imagine why this is such a marvelous neighborhood with such wonderful people why ever would she want to move.
Today when I passed the police station I got zapped saw a red tube off the back door and a white pickup in the back lot I don't know who was doing it but lots of DEW coming from the police station as I walked by on my way to Higgins to partial pay for Jill's trip, I hope nothing goes wrong and this does not get screwed up. Nice town
7 jan 14 , 06:45 in the morning jeffrey schietroff started the pulsing off , then Jerimiah, then david as each arises and leaves they hit the house it happens every morning and it is jeffrey who hits me in the face it has intensified because I went and signed Jillian up for the NYC trip seems like the perps object. It was funny though when I signed the check headon told me to sign it to the tour company , sunshine tours , something like that , but when I signed in with the secret wry she had me sign it in to the city of peabody. That means Torigian's daughter who heads the treasury will handle the money!
Today when I passed the police station I got zapped saw a red tube off the back door and a white pickup in the back lot I don't know who was doing it but lots of DEW coming from the police station as I walked by on my way to Higgins to partial pay for Jill's trip, I hope nothing goes wrong and this does not get screwed up. Nice town
7 jan 14 , 06:45 in the morning jeffrey schietroff started the pulsing off , then Jerimiah, then david as each arises and leaves they hit the house it happens every morning and it is jeffrey who hits me in the face it has intensified because I went and signed Jillian up for the NYC trip seems like the perps object. It was funny though when I signed the check headon told me to sign it to the tour company , sunshine tours , something like that , but when I signed in with the secret wry she had me sign it in to the city of peabody. That means Torigian's daughter who heads the treasury will handle the money!
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