bblack ops in chicago

I want to say I am trembling again, being roasted alive and most of all electrocuted.the cops don't like it when you speak out against them , they will attack you, I paid dearly when I criticized their paid 9/11 holiday and i was not the only one in this town ,,outcry was all over town, but mayor bonfanti snuck it through a few months later. I wrote a letter in protest and they called out a special guy with a special device who picked me up and flew me through the air and slammed me on the ground. They took special care not to hurt my head, they were greatly concerned about my head even the body slam was done in such a way as to protect my head, maybe they knew the skull had been thinned and would break like and egg. all the better to V2K you with my dear" I am shaking, and it is obvious to me because I knit and see my heads as they react to the Radar, Microwave, assault, I have narrowed it down to those two and they maybe being used together, using the properties as one. Many Ti's are coming to that conclusion as I have myself because this shit goes through anything, Tom Lee and his youtube videos suggested that. So here I sit trembling
The other day I spoke with Silk across the street and as I came out of the house to shovel and check on my cameras. Irene next door waved to me, I was very surprised.
Anyway chicago seems to have this black ops site it is called as a police station, I posted it on my fce page, they handcuff people to walls for 17 hours,,,,,without attorney. Welcome to America, I think they are documenting physically as I said everything digital goes right to FBi, then CIA, and of course funneled to local police.chain of command downward, it goes both ways you know.
Anyway I am trembling, hit every morning with pulses. I don't think it is devin or kelly anymore, I believe it is coming from STacias house, someone is staying there.As they have in the past winters, I got nailed from her house,,,from her. What an old bitch she is just like BABe Johanson. I don't understand it. I always disliked her she is insulting. Shes mad at me because I outed her gay son. . well my blog was not supposed to be public. but it is. oh well.

Electronic handcuffs

United States Patent Application	20120298119
Kind Code	A1
Reese; Corbin ;   et al.	November 29, 2012

I read today about electronic handcuffs and it showed a picture of it,m I have heard of these before and think this is a pretty baad step,,they can give a schock or meds and other things. I have heard from other sourcves that these are in the pipeline. I am not surprised.  electric totoalitarian state, I think I am going to try and get off the grid as much and as fast as I can,,,I do not want to nake this any easy for them.

I know the local police were in my ipod,,,good articles would disappear, articles about the police misbehaving, emails would disappear right before my eyes.. then I was pulsed in the lower spine,, it showed a bruise, so I took a picture of it and it was in my photos,,, then I was V2Ked several male comments, about my ass not being to badd with lecherous overtones. 

my email is not arriving a couple of places have not arrived and lots of stuff I have coming in case I want to explore them like Dicks sporting goods, etc, have not arrived, it is being blocked for some reason.

anyway that is the patent for the handcuffs above, and yes I realize that you can just patent ann idea. it does not need a working model...just and idea with laid out plans... this world is fucked up, it seems technology has created nothing good, , just bigger and more fierce wars, invasion of privacy, yes in other respects it has saved labor but at what expense.  Destroyed manufacturing jobs,,,ruined the enviroment,,, the luxury does not balance the destruction......the destruction overwhelms the luxury.

I'm worried/bud

So worried, big feeling of dread. I have not written here in a long time. Bud has been the one pulsing me all the time but the perps pulse him like this morning he got hit bad jelly to so then they hit me. This has been going on a long time he's got Jill and Devon involved. I know whenever Jill wanted to come down for breakfast shed pulse me to make sure I was awake, Devon does it because he's a prick, he's always liked to hurt others but he does not like pain. Jillian does it because she's a stupid kid, jelly does it because bud wants it she blames me she's a mean prick to for instance I spoke of pulsing so she called me crazy, that stopped when I called her retarded. She told me not to txt bud about pulsing again, I told him today he deserved to get hit, and I told him it was unforgivable he got the kids involved and kelly at his urging got involved, I told bud not to get involved but he went full bore anyway.  He's WEAPONIZED his cell phone and the Xbox that's what I get hit with and tonight getting hit from Lynda christs house, Silk is also involved, I spoke with him yesterday, discussion spoke with him after and shut up when I came around front of the house, I also told Nancy the antique dealer up Lynn street what happened.how who when and why , she believed me she had a lot of trouble with cops too. Two years of litigation to take care of it. Lots of detail but will add later.
I had a hard time believing Kelly would hurt me like that , but she takes her personality from bud , Jillian is the same way and Devin too. Total prick.
This is all mind controlled and perp manipulated.
I think after reviewing events this harassment us from Blair and Jeffrey maybe Lynda Christ, or the Matt Gauthier house I turned my camera and the harassment stopped from that area . It means two things , it was them or the harassment will come from the other area , David's house tonight.

Andrea

Andréa loved to fuck, tall, leggy in good shape and except for the huge dark circles under her eyes very attractive, I'm sure she would of fixed them I don't really know why she didn't.
I can't remember how I met her, but we became friends and hung out together. After I joined the navy she came to visit, I think now I was thrilled, she flew down with my kids for a month, I rented a base. Trailer, I can't remember for how long ,I think Andrea only stayed a couple of weeks with her son Scott and Danielle and kelly-Lynn. I was so happy to see the girls but I was horrified at how they looked, like poor people, disheveled, poorly dressed. Needed a good scrub , Andrea must of seen the look on my face, she said she was sorry but that is how Donald gave them to her. I took them shopping and bought all new clothes. We went to the beach and the military pool. Sea world. I don't remember what else we did. I just remember rescuing Kelly from drowning Danielle , danielle could swim , kelly could not, so she had to hang on to the side of he pool, so she leaped on danielle thinking she could hold her up so they were going down. I had to dive in and rescue them, I was an avid swimmer, could swim well and I was a trained diver, danielle could swim before she could walk, underwater. They built a Olympic pool at the high school, I used it and the team coach.  I wish they had that when I was in high school. I lived around the corner and through the woods.  I remember two Australian young men were near in the pool I had to actually dive over his head to get to the girls, when I got out of the pool " he was looking at me and said, I'm still flattered, "What a woman" not goofy but serious like, I was and am still flattered. Australian men are not known for sensitivity, that at least has been my experience. Handsome down to earth, tough. I wonder how many are descended from prisoners. Imagine. Shipping your worst out, I wonder if they were incarcerated in " Stralia"

Donald Babin

 His name was Donald Babin the same last name  as mine, but he was so handsome and I was two or three years old, twoish,, just toddling around but I was in love with him, he was the illegitimate son of my Aunt Mary, my fathers sister, she got pregnant in Canada so I was told and she told the farm boy, he had to come to the states with her for she was not going to live on a farm having been raised on one. So the whole family including my father immigrated to the U.S from Moncton New Brunswick Canada.
She brought Donald with her, I think he was born here but not to sure about that. He was tall and so handsome, I had a picture of me and him, I was in a beautiful little girls dress and I was sitting on his arm, with my dress fanned out and I was in heaven,
He got killed when I was tenish or so. I remember the family was devastated and I wanted to go to the funeral but my parents thought I was to young.
I never saw him again, He was coming home from leave he was in the military, and a car full of tired soldiers hit the toll booth and they were all killed. Donald hit a pole, it was before seat belts were invented.
I married a Donald and the only other man I almost married was named Donald. I was and still am glad I did not marry him the third Donald that would of been disastrous. , I only married him to give my girls a secure life, and my subconscious would not let me, I became physically ill from all the stress. I almost died, I do not think my children know about that. I was pretty well on my way out. The ruin of my relationship, my two children , my two jobs, I could not cope. Anyway I was just writing about the name Donald and how so long ago the first and I think only real love of my life got killed. I know I loved him. I knew what love was even at that young age and he was it, and he was gone. I can see his face today as if it was yesterday.
Don't get me wrong I loved Donald the father of my children but not like Donald Babin my first cousin, I told him when I grew up i was going to marry him. I remember that. He had a special affinity for me too, You could see it in the picture I often wonder if my sister has that picture, she like Danielle hoards pictures like they have a magic to them. Here I am sixty eight and thinking of him , he still lives on. At least in my thoughts. I love you Donald still to this day.

A lot as usual is happening /the loud bang

i went grocery shopping , first time I went out in a long time of course someone entered my apt, I believe it to be Devin, these words are hard for me to write, he's pulsed me many many times, I think he wants my apt . For him and elizabeth. He likes to inflict pain but does not want to feel pain.
I was angry with Jillian , I left my apt was entered , my stuff messed with, and she and devin and cody we're the only ones home, if a stranger had entered cody who is a good watchdog would of alerted them to someone's presence, I didn't hear anything from them so I would think no one entered the house. This morning I was woken with a terrifying loud bang only I could hear, HHSS, hypersonic silent sound. So I went upstairs and asked kelly if she heard s bang, she said no then she started yelling at me to get out and I was invading her privacy , so I asked if the pellet stove was ok , she did not ask me not seem concerned about the bang. I even called Bud about it he was at work. So that is when I went up stairs. They knew who did the bang it was devin. Jillian denies knowing about it, she said she would never do anything like that and norther would devin. Jill has led to me before and devin feels he can hurt anyone and get away with it, he zaps jill then she dcreams and he stops only when his parents speak up, many times I wonder what this electromagnetic field will do to their fertility . Cows don't produce milk under power lines.
I put my camera in my window over my head to see what is coming my way and want to put it out in the celler to see what is going on there . Bjg

AARP

Barbara Guillette

What is AARP doing about this GOP steamroller? What about people on disability? What about SS , you seem very silent? The govt has gone after many people using DEW, (directed energy weapons) microwave, laser, radio frequency they all exist , the difference is that now they are DIRECTED, through walls, radio does go through walls that is why you can hear it in your home, long distance, radio waves cross the universe, down the street is a piece of cake, silent and deadly, but our govt wanted to know how these devices could be used on people so they picked out whistleblowers , activists, dissidents and practiced on them to see how these weapons could be used, I have been a target for a long time, how do you suppress a nation, you keep them poor so they can't fight back , label them as enemy, and work out of city hall using maintenance and others as your thugs. They go after the targets infrastructure , money, job, and throw the person on the state, disability. Many lost good careers to this targeting from upper echelon in DC forced to retire like bill bonner, diane roark, Drake and wiebe to the lowest of the low, now those forced on disability will be forced off. Will this increase our homeless. How about sticking a million dollar drone up their ass. Thanks I hope someone in your organization reads and believes this , many because of DEW are living on the edge. Not because they chose it but govt forced them , ask me about operation safe home.HUDS program about dealing with dissidents, HUD considers vermin, if you do read this and DO understand what is going on please drop me a note. Memoir100@hotmail.com
Regards
Barbara guillette

I just thought I would continue here just on some memories, I lived in NH for a while I bought this most wonderful insulating underwear, I put it in the trunk and I guess I kept my bleach and laundry there, the cap was loose and ruined the expensive pants I still wear the shirt to this day, was it my fault , that is how perps do it , they do things that make you wonder if you did it or not, all of a sudden you turn into this careless, clumsy , person with their help, they destroyed much. The list is so long not only what they did but had others do for them after awhile you begin to recognize what they do and how they do it. I was told to lose everything makes you able to do anything because you have nothing to lose. Bjg