7 Jan 16

Here we go again,, woken up at 0400,, the cycle begins,,, sleeps disturbed and if you try to get back to sleep they hit you, and my neck is a mess, they continuously twist it,,, and twist it and twist it and weaken the muscles with pinpoint pulses. The pulse it to turn your head continuously to the left... its fun battling this shit all day. New level of harassment and targeting and torture it makes you want to kill them... but you can't because you will end up in jail... but I still want to kill them,, one day I might get pushed to far and then that will be it,, I will be taken off the street and my mouth closed and that is what the perps want to do... so far so good,,,
I sent 6 coments to regulations. gov for harassment and human experimentation, believe me this is no experiment,,, this is torture.. and one day their names will be judged...bjg.

james 6 January 16

Already it is stressful,,, the gremlins at work,,, I was told that James is not wanted in Peabody,,, last summer the son's of Stacia came to clean out her house...she is no longer staying the summer here and for that I am glad,, they decided to keep the house for a summer home,,, for one of her sons..
I introduced myself and asked if I could take some of the stuff they had put out in the yard for disposable, the son told me to take whatever I wanted so I did,,, some dishes,I love them,,, I use the all the time,, and a hose and some other stuff... anyway,,, someone a woman was speaking to them on the other side of the house,,, and she was talking about James,,, she told them he was a thief and I think it was LeGault,,,

 lots of pulsing from their house all the time...The father died,,, he being a staunch Catholic, hating me because I am an Atheist. I think they used his insurance money to build up the house and I think Matt? moved in with wife and child... I think the old lady lives their to.. Anyway I think she was the one who told them about James. So this summer when they come back I will question staccias sons  about it,,, and see what they say,,

James had a fight with his mother,, rather she flipped out on him as is her usual...and he left, to go to Lynn this follows with what I was told,, V2K,, that this person ? Does not want James in Peabody. At all. so they drive him to make him homeless....they have been working on Kelly and Bud,,, He can't keep a job or couldn't because of his drug habit,,, and since he has given that up he can't find a job.

The regulations for human experimentation has come up for reevaluation and I have been sending in several comments.. I don't give a shit what they think,,, I wrote this morning the names of those responsible for this terrorism,,,I also told them the story of Torigian, Eastman Gelatin, Crowningshield et. al. terrorism is targeting and targeting is terrorism..

James is on his way over here to pick up a few dollars to go to Lynn with his dad.

I think Eastman Gelatin gave a sum of money to Torigian so they could build this golf course over this toxic dump,,, upstream from our water supple,, and the bad thing about that is that toxic dumps tend to move...Our water supply is downhill from the dump and years ago there was a cancer cluster in this area.. so now because of all of this,,, I suffer , my family suffers for their corrupt actions.
James was stopped in the cemetery by this kid name of Matt Rosa and Jeff Aulson, i guess Matt was up for manslaughter james  let him frisk him he said he carried a gun, and had murdered someone...

,, who stopped and told him he was working for the feds and started to frisk him, looking for drugs..., james called the cops on him..hes been clean and has a plan to get his life back on track and I am glad to hear it,, the most positive speech he has made, thee is hope yet.
Cherie Rathbun who is related to Chris, Jillians boyfriend was told and his father was told, stories about me , how crazy I was,, she is also responsible for David  Diachisiion success in court as well.so she is her and there with her nasty gossipy tongue,,
when we were friendly, she had a visitor who seemed like he was friends with her, I gave him some money for a task,, and had not heard from him in a while,,,,this was all done through cherie,,, as I said it was quite a while,, not hearing from him,,, so I gave her a sealed letter with his name on it,,, She blatantly  opened it,,,and came out screaming, as I made some comments about jews and how they are money orientated and cheaters and asked him if he was one... She should not of opened the letter , since them our relationship went downhill, so now they the local neighborhood watch group has set their eyes on James,, as revenge to me.

Mikes call and some thoughts on targeting,

I WANTED TO write about being interrogated,,, When all this targeting first began,,, I was sleep deprived so I was a mess, I slept deeply and when every I could,,, I was interrogated while asleep, woken and would know I was being asked questions,,,

I was also told that the pulses I receive all the time would be a necessity, that without them I would die , that these pulses have taken the place of my natural ability to produce energy,,

I was also told by many TI’s that they have had their minds read,,, and I do not believe that because of the interrogation I have been subjected to, my perps told me about a old lover I had,, I never told anyone, but they perps knew his name and sent me a pic of him,

I do not believe in satellite  targeting,,, If anything I would believe a drone easier,,,, they can fly silent. satellite is more harder for me to believe, I would think high end targets maybe got satellites targeting like Tom Lee st,ates.

I have been hit in the throat,,, many times with pulses, making me make noise and gasps,,, air expulsion getting ready for sleep or waking me up… time, they will do it several times… Blair and Jeffrey  schietroff. Across the street, he’s hitting my knees and ankles…like his dad with his bad knees.

Enhancement,,,, pulsed to the point of exploding and then asked questions about events,,, your events? or other events? can't remember.

19 Dec. 15

This could be a changing the world moment as one other person has mentioned to me,, he thinks this is the most game changing event  (/911,) and he may be right,,, I have long stated this has become  a totalitarian state. Or at least headed for one, and others have come to this conclusion as well... So here we are a totalitarian state..Everything electrical including our bodies and minds are up for grabs...

17 of DEc. 2015 DD's son, and being pulsed

I have spoken before of being pulsed,,, of blue balls with indistinct kinda lacy like outside perimeters,,, I am having a hard time because of the constant pulsing to recall a lot,,, my memory is failing me,,, no memory,, no crime,,, I guess this is why I am trying to document all this ,,, The Sousas all of them are involved much harassment from their house all the time..
now to get back to the EMP pulses that float through my room at various speeds...I asked Tony Poland about that and he said the balls were emp pulses and the blue was how they effected the air around them as the EMP  traveled through it,,that is why they appear to have color and go through walls, it drops the color on one side of the wall and then picks color up on the other side of the wall. appearing to go through which is did,,, The EMP did... just to clarify. usually the blue balls float through at various speeds the smaller the pulse the more intense blue the faster it goes....and yesterday I saw something quite new.  the pulse of blue was so intense it was circled by purple,,, I mean this if it had hit me outright,, well I wouldn't be writing this today,,, why,,, because I took a walk around the lake with cody off his leash for the first time and we met a perp with a very aggressive wired haired fox  terrier,, this dog humped cody and cody just stood there, I think he's gay,,, I belted the other dog with my leash and he got off of course the owner was ineffectual...his comment,,, he's not aggressive,,,I said no he's not, totally unaggressive..., they Cody turned and growled and the other dog was just as aggressive,,, little fucker,,,anyway it went well the perps wanted to see how aggressive Cody was and if it was ok to leave him off the leash,,, Cody listens to me,,, he knows,, I mean business. I also feed him the best Kilbasi sausages and he loves them. The walk besides the perp was uneventful except they got my achilles heel again.As they are doing right now,,, these people either can go this low underground and pinpoint the Achilles tendon,,,or they have some sort of a node they maybe put in the couch, or the wall or on the other side of the fence.That is a possibility......
Anyway when I got hit with this from David's side it hit Jillian, she told her parents about it,,, whining and crying in her room....not really crying just whiny wah, anyway I txt her and asked her why she was crying ,,,,, I asked her if she was ok,, and she said back Why wouldn't I be? and I answered which now has been removed,,,, because  you were crying to your parents...I have noticed since this new modem bud put in much more interference things disappearing,,, difficult to post,, to Facebook, it is erased, it disappears,, so I think this upgrade made it easier for someone to manipulate my iPod,, which is what I like to use most of the time,,,,
Oh yeah the Diachision kid pulsed me as he left and of course my security camera is erased for yesterday its on a continuous loop,,, Im sure I would of seen the pulse yesterday morning but the perps are not giving me any channce to acquire any evidence at all...AT ALL.so today that happened yesterday,,, the 16,  I sent another message to her, in answer to her stated why wouldn't I be ok
I said because I heard you crying and complaining to your parents,, "why were you crying", she will deny it or lie about it,,, but not tell me the truth,, she has outright lied before so I will not be surprised, she is under strict  orders from her parents not to mention anything about the pulsing. You see she has used it for years,,,,to wake me up when she wants to come down here for something, usually breakfast,I have known this for a long time, when bud and kelly acquired this technology, she was right there I heard them,,,she took the device and pulsed me at full ,, she almost killed me,,, kelly took it away from her. but both kids have used it,, I thought for a long time it was the xbox and now going back in my memory I don't think so..this is a device made especially for this purpose,, maybe from Yaikus. ? one wonders,,,

 these pulses also can be shot out of a vehicle ,, 13:19, 17 December 2015 and it has a delay,,, and it comes out of the back of the Sousa black Suv, and curves and hits my house. Just happeed. I get hit constantly,, since court....the perps don't want anyone to get this stuff in court,,, this is out right genocide... yup genocide.

15 dEc. 15,, weird dates Ken Rhodes audiospotlight

ever since I took David Diachision to court for harassment the harassment,, the DEW has gotten worse,, he notified the network again,,, of the security company assigned to this area I know have all kinds of drive by, pulsing from everywhere and anytime,,, pulsing to my head knocking me over,,, sparks, burning,, achilles tendon swollen unable to walk , vibratory pulses to the gut... that my wake up call.
Ken Rhoeades an other Ti,, bought a audio spotlight who gave it to Pete Santilli,,,4500$ this is the device that pulses voices in your head,,, V2K, he said he asked a lot of Ti if they wanted to use it five years ago,,, on Dickhead Derricks call... I never heard of it,,, but I called him and chewed his ass out and asked him to ask for it back,,, he refused,,, he said it would embarrrass Pete Santilli, because he was always broke and he thought Pete sold it on ebay..fuck,,, almost within my grasp and gone like smoke,,, i wish I had this when I went to court for David...fuck so pissed,,, this community is indeed full of stupid dumb fuck assholes. Rhodes got pushed down the stairs and pulsed and his wife insisted he go to the doc they ate up 11, 000 $ of his money....they are draining him.

22 Nov. 15

James is working with his father that is a good thing he has a girl friend,, tall rangy and good looking,,, name of Jessica,,,Jess,, a tough flower but delicate. I really really like her..shes a brat like james and she feels he is her soul mate,,,
bud has kidney stones and is such a wimp he went to hospital a couple of times for them I hope they were so very painful..
Devin is pulsing me from upstairs with the xbox controller... and the harassment from the neighbors ,,,when they are active upstairs,, is less if not at all.
Our  lawn from David Diachisins house is all brown you can see where the pulses go into the ground,,, to hit me I am sub level..
For a while I was getting hit 24/7,, but now I have some relief..
There was an incident I remembered in my life I forgot about that I wanted to enter it here ,, but its gone again,, hopefully I will remember it,,
Thanksgiving is thursday and I always looked forward to it,,, cooking my turkey but I gave mine to James and Jess.a nice small butterball.
I think I will buy a smaller one for me.its getting colder,, but so far no snow...just rain,, it seems the months are moving forward a month at a time,,,dec is now nov. weather....etc.last year I was surprised  we got smashed with feet of snow,, and when it melted no flooding,,, I was really surprised at that... this year I think it is going to be the same, the pattern is the same,,, but more people are waking up to the fact global warming is not how warm,, its how dry...or wet... the warm makes more intense weather, the dry does also,,, the west is turning into a desert.
Jillian and I are not talking the perp saga goes on and on,,, Cherie the bitch across the street , told he boyfriend and his father about me,, this was after I took David DiachIsin to court for harassment.so I asked her who said and what was said and she refused,,, so I told her to shut to fuck up about it,,, Bud got upset I could hear him,, anything to diss me,,,and he has Devin join in,,,
I told her she has much bigger things to be worried about,, like her mother running around drunk and naked all summer and her father growing pot so the states have to come and pull them out,,but I think that doc who you applied for a marijuana license reported us,,, he asked me if I was already growing and I said yes...but then you never know.
I think the states are doing two things supplying pot but taking names,,, I don't care,,,fuck em.
I had the strangest dream and usually when they are that strange they are implanted,, it was about Judy Anderson of the PBS newshour,,, she was in a room with me with all kinds of people she sat opposite me and I wanted to ask her some questions and she would not answer my call and then hid under a blanket... I thought that strange and I think after a while I left...she acted dead under the blanket not moving or anything,, it was really weird.
James is off Heroin and I could and do do cartwheels,,, I know that many go back on but he seems ok..I still worry about him and tell him often he will lose to much he has gained if he does,,, the only thing that keeps dancing before my eyes is how dirty and filthy and awful he looked when he first moved in with me,, his desperation, for money to fill his habit...I am so proud of him,,, he has conquered a great evil... that tried to kill him several times.only because of advances in medicine to counter the overdose effects saved his life otherwise he would be a cold corpse in the ground instead of being Jess's soulmate..

He does want children and is the most gentle of persons around them,,, his great gentleness surprises even me. I wish him all the happiness in the world.. He is a nice person  to hug,,, I love hugging him,,, he is a huggy bear.
I have not seen Adam in over a year,,, he is doing his own thing,, Danielle and I have not spoken either since her jeep was sabotaged. by perps...the perps have pretty much cut me off from family,, and I do go not for my safety but for theirs...more later