my marriage

I dont' think I ever really loved a man, not like I loved my children, I would of easily given my life for them, but for a man nope,,, I was thinking of Donald my husband, and certain things I remember. I dhat I hated on sight. ont' think I ever got what I wanted in my marriage, except my two girls... and now when Im older I do't even have them. .I remember I emphatically told Donald I wanted a pearl for an engagement ring and he bought me this ugly diamond,, that I hated on sight. I should turned and ran away right them for that gave me a good insight into what my life with him was going to be like. He loved me, I think Donald loved me more than anything, but he wasn't aware of me. He didn't think of me or my happiness. He put me in a house that had the same lighting as his mothers, that took me years to figure out, we rented an apartment on the top floor on Summer st. and I loved it, sunshine all day, we din't stay there long, I think it was the rent, so he moved us on this street down by the bridge and it was gloomy and awful I hated it, but donald liked it , he rebuilt his motorcycle in the kitchen it was so ugly an apt.. I didn't care. besides he was neat and kept it to one side. then we bought our house , or rather went looking for a house and we saw one on riverside  with big windows and lots of sunshine and he wouldn't buy it he preferred the on e on Titcomb st. It was gloomy and old and wet and I hated it, he reshingled the outside and a new roof and ne windows . that I insisted on because they were so nice, then the inside was ugly. I hated it,,, I really hated it,,, no sunshine and it was spooky. I was glad when I left. after I left and saw him , before his motorcycle accident he told me he had fixed everything up in the house I wanted, it was to late by then but he apologized to me. He was sorry that he never listened to me and sorry that he never appreciated me and all the work I had done, so he could do what ever he wanted, I kept his life running smooth so his  home life was good. ... he never saw it until after I left and he had the girls when I joined the Navy. I do not know if I ever mentioned this to my girls, they are old enough to know but I left before they were born , I rented an apt. but went back because I was afraid to be alone,, I asked him to ask me to come back and he did, I was two to three months pregnant at the time , but didn't know it. So I ws kinda suck, then I got pregnant with kelly four years later and that made things harder. when we just had Danielle we did a lot of things,,, Don and my doc insisted I have my tubes tied he did not want anymore kids and when we divorced he had his tubes tied, I would of like one more,,,maybe a son but Danielle gave me the two boys and Kelly had Devin. , James is working hard straightening out his life and I have faith in Adam he will as well. he's just beginning to come out of his drug induced fog. He seems to be in a shell or fog he has this barrier up in his head... I saw the same thing in Kelly, I know I had this wall up as well , it felt like this wall this block,,, this dark block that I couldn't see beyond,,,I couldn't read people , but brought  it down by reading all the time. Then when I went to Dr. Wulbert, she was the girl's child psychologist, in San Diego, somehow she did it, I really admired her, in all ways, helped me read others. Helped me see what was socially going on, maybe I had a touch of Aspergers, and didn't know it,,, it was not pretty what I saw, , I was pretty ignorant of it till then and have decided people are not nice people, but damn rotten especially men, what a bunch of dick heads they are and that is a mild term to use.

the perps

I ca't imagine what others have gone through the women who have been subjected to this through wall beatings, harassment, I had my arm slashed open by the Andersons, I don't know if it was father or son but it was donut of their upstairs window and I was pulsed down my stairs slashing open my upper right arm on my carriage I was using to carry groceries, or my snapped ankle as I was pulsed down the cellar stairs, or maiming Jake my akita,,,or hitting me so hard with dew I was fried.

RFID chips

Radio-frequency identification

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Small RFID chips, here compared to a grain of rice, are incorporated in consumer products, and implanted in pets, for identification purposes

Radio-frequency identification (RFID) uses electromagnetic fields to automatically identify and track tags attached to objects. The tags contain electronically stored information. Passive tags collect energy from a nearby RFID reader's interrogating radio waves. Active tags have a local power source (such as a battery) and may operate hundreds of meters from the RFID reader. Unlike a barcode, the tag need not be within the line of sight of the reader, so it may be embedded in the tracked object. RFID is one method for Automatic Identification and Data Capture (AIDC).^[1]

RFID tags are used in many industries, for example, an RFID tag attached to an automobile during production can be used to track its progress through the assembly line; RFID-tagged pharmaceuticals can be tracked through warehouses; and implanting RFID microchips in livestock and pets allows for positive identification of animals.

Since RFID tags can be attached to cash, clothing, and possessions, or implanted in animals and people, the possibility of reading personally-linked information without consent has raised serious privacy concerns.^[2] These concerns resulted in standard specifications development addressing privacy and security issues. ISO/IEC 18000 and ISO/IEC 29167 use on-chip cryptography methods for untraceability, tag and reader authentication, and over-the-air privacy. ISO/IEC 20248 specifies a digital signature data structure for RFID and barcodes providing data, source and read method authenticity. This work is done within ISO/IEC JTC 1/SC 31 Automatic identification and data capture techniques. Tags can also be used in shops to expedite checkout, and to prevent theft by customers and employees.

In 2014, the world RFID market was worth US$8.89 billion, up from US$7.77 billion in 2013 and US$6.96 billion in 2012. This figure includes tags, readers, and software/services for RFID cards, labels, fobs, and all other form factors. The market value is expected to rise to US$18.68 billion by 2026.^[3]

got pulsed by a cop as I walked home,,,strange things happened to me.

the halogen light bird poop,that caused the fire,sick 11 days
 heart attack of the fireman fighting the fire
and fire watershed, the hills were on fire  ,,

funding  from feds is reason why they blamed me  as terrorist.for the water treatment plant,,,
so the local first responders can get funding.
mike senn, jose, robert pierce, all perps in my building.
lost hygiene license and everything

police gained license plate readers
cameras
swat
rifles
vests
computers
dogs
drug enforced material
communication systems
new vehicles

it is very strange the drive bys have stopped pulsing the building, a young man downstairs asked , how I was, with is unusual no one talks to each other here, ,,, the targeting has not stopped for me I walked down to Stop and Shop for paper towels and some fruit and got pulsed on the way so the pulsing for me has not stopped but it has for the building. I'm glad for that. it gives me a rest from bing hit, but I think I will be forced out.
 its ok, I'll go no use staying here or fighting it, I finished my flyer and will have that made up . I think that was the purpose. or not. I don't have much money, and have no idea where to go.

today,,,,finished flyer, and the interview by ramola of the doc in australia ,,

https://youtu.be/gKuVQp8Nr1w

Report #39: Dr. Helen Tsigounis - Australian Illuminati Blacklist A Brilliant Doctor

this is a report Ramola did who is targeted. 

amazing how this woman is blacklisted.  https://youtu.be/gKuVQp8Nr1w

I want to write about today,,, I was pulsed by a cop driving by,, as I walked to stop and shop,,, I talked to ann and told her my feelings about the water treatment fire,,, it was not my fault.

 I hope,, well I will keep that to myself...

this is my flyer. on one is an image of a group with one person taller and bigger than the other,,, the other one has the v symbol .

DID YOU KNOW

Everyone is profiled according to Snowden by NSA, what does that 

mean? All finances, all property, vehicles, legal, court cases, debts, 

sexual proclivities, medical-health physical and mental state , religious or 

none, marital status, children, pets, and everything in depth within all 

those headings is collected and noted..

DID YOU KNOW

That our country has developed Directed Energy (radio frequency)Weapons (DEW) that does go through walls. Radio does go through walls, WIFI  does go through walls also, the only difference between those devices and a weapon is a matter of degrees. Cameras that see through walls are used also to find you..ACLU has a case against x-ray vans that drive about NYC with these types of cameras, no warrant. 

DID YOU KNOW

That the reason these device’s abilities are kept covert under the mantle of 

National Security is not to keep the knowledge from other countries , 

because all other countries have them developed as well. It is to keep 

that knowledge from YOU the American public and the fact that these 

weapons are being used domestically. Without warrant, these devices 

are given by the feds to all first responders who are using them without warrant,  on targets who are not allowed access to court for relief,

whom the authorities deny are under surveillance. 

DID YOU KNOW

http://www.randomcollection.info/eh-info.pdf

http://www.randomcollection.info/eh-info.doc

DID YOU KNOW

Aldous Huxley: gave a lecture on the 

The Ultimate Revolution

he discusses influences, controlling the public mind by government. The basic premise of all he states in his lecture, The ultimate Revolution, is for one thing, control of the individual through mind control,The first steps that targets  are subjected to is extreme Stress and Sleep Deprivation.

Both open the subconscious like a ripe melon to deep programming, 

the root key of the mind. It works. Better known as mind control. 

Everyone is susceptible because the mind does not have a firewall. Pavlovian in nature.

DID YOU KNOW

What is mind control ? As you can hear Audiospotlight and it feels like 

your hearing voices, music, chatter, noise  within your head. This will give you a feeling of how this technology works. Certain tactics are used. 

1. In ancient times when we lived closer to the animals of prey we 

developed a subconscious that was responsible for our survival it is 

called the "flight or fight" mode. If confronted by a bear, this mode 

takes over and decides for us instantly whether we should run or fight. 

This subconscious mode takes over everything , our breathing, blood 

pressure, eye dilation, muscles, everything, all thought. All functions. 

If one could tap into this mode, one could control the individual and that 

is exactly what has been done with high technology such as V2S and other devices. 

2. Entrainment is used at first, ideas that are similar to yours, voices 

that mimic your own and pulsed ideas that blow through the skull as if it was paper,suggestions that you think are your own thoughts, this is done very quietly at first ,so that you do not realize what is going on, this is called entrainment. You can be distracted by gang-stalking or apartment invasion, car accidents, sabotage of vehicles, these are all distractions, tactics for the main show and that is mind control.To train you into accepting these suggestions or triggers as your own thoughts, as time passes ideas are  imposed, thoughts become much stronger and you are less able to resist the commands/ triggers. Hypnosis is used and in some cases drugs.  20% of the population is very susceptible to hypnoses, 80% are so so, but can be coerced over time, and another 20% cannot be hypnotized at all. If you have seen the movie Manchurian Candidate that is a true and real scenario using today’s technology. 

DID YOU KNOW

When  you are very tired and extremely stressed, it lowers our intellectual 

controls, our subconscious takes over and drives the show. Those two 

elements, stress and sleep deprivation tactics are used and  opens the 

flight or fight mode to subliminal suggestions like a ripe melon. With 

this technology and entrainment anyone with these devices can come along and pop in any subliminal suggestion wished. Just aim it at the target’s head,, voice a suggestion or command in the targets voice, or near the target, and make it a strong subliminal suggestion. And there you go mind control. The intense compulsion is to obey, even when you know it is being done,You do obey.That is mind control and that is exactly 

what it does, Controls your mind. No one can defeat this technology ,as the mind does not have a firewall. That is the capability of mind control and that is what our gov’t is up too. That is why all these tactics and devices are under NATIONAL SECURITY, they do not want you to know how easily you can be controlled. To control your vote, to subliminally suggest self-defeating actions, you believe to be bad luck. 

To create a Manchurian Candidate for whatever or whomever’s use. 

You are not exempt, no one is, I’m just in front of you in the line.This is happening to all kinds of people all across the globe. A silent holocaust.So be careful what you say and who you say it too. The reason you were pulsed was not for my benefit, but to intimidate you, to let you know what can happen to you, if your in opposition. 

This is a police state, a Nazi State, A Totalitarian State and these devices used against innocent citizens like me ,make it so, for the rich and the powerful and you helped them, how stupid is that? 

Just to let you know, this targeting is for your supression, not mine. They hit you for a reason. I would be afraid, very afraid. So spread the word.

These devices are PERSON SPECIFIC, LONG DISTANCE, SILENT, HAND HELD, AND DEADLY. YOUR TURN WILL COME. 

That’s why you were hit, get the message now?

chris ryder

Dear Chris 

I thought I would let you know what is going on. 

Last month I had breakfast at Tasty Foods next to the fire station on my way out all of your firemen were gathered by the closed door gesturing and talking and very agitated as they looked at me as I walked past. Rick Nelson was amongst them. I did not know Rick Nelson worked there, but I do now.  You know about the controversy between him , his wife Laura and me. That they both consider me an enemy because I tell my story of what Torigian did to me with Eastman Gelatin, and Stuart Cumins of HUD. 

I  am still being attacked with directed energy weapons wherever I go but after walking by the fire dept where Rick worked it got much worse. I have moved to 65 Main St. not that Rick drove me out of St. Annes, I left to stop the harassment that they were doing against my daughter, her  husband and my grandchildren. 

I moved out because of the harassment from Laura, David Diachision, Rick and others in the neighborhood that they had convinced I was the enemy. So now I live on Main St and because of seeing Rick at the station the harassment has gotten much much worse and has followed me to an intense degree as you know Rick and Laura because of Peter still feel they own this town and still have many people in this town who will act against me manipulatedwith any lies told them about me. The reason I am writing this is to ask you to tell Rick to Stop the harassment.

Did you know he is blaming me for the Fire at the Water Treatment plant? Instead of bird poop and high intensity Halogen lights. They feel that because I told my story about what that thug Peter did, someone somehow started that intense fire. Instead of poor planning of that light which was installed so that it would keep the local teenagers from  using that area as a hang out in the summer as they liked to do. I was in bed for 11 days very ill during that time 

 He is telling all his local thugs that that fire is my fault. The fire dept has been down here several times working on the prevented fire system in my building making it appear that I should be watched and feared,, then this stupid reward sign at the Knight of Columbus is supposed to be because of me also. Someone lit some newspapers in the sink on fire. Seems to me if you want to put out a fire that is where you light them, in the sink, not to start a fire. That is the information I was told. Then one of your firemen drove by and I can still see his face using V2k you know the silent communicator threatened me and told me if anything happened to Laura Torigian I would be blamed and I told them if anything happened to my family they will be blamed. 

These devices and this program is becoming more and more public and the public is now starting to believe us and not the cover story of being mentally ill despite the federal bullshit that they came out with. and I have a long and well documented story  of abuse. I have a well documented story of what Torigian did to my life and several incidences as time went on and now  here on Main St. I continue to collect evidence . It may not come out tomorrow nor even next week but this will come out and all of the names I have collected will be on that court case. Those whom have been physically active , those who know about this and refused to do anything about it, will all be there. Right now your boy Rick and his program he is tapped into have made my life miserable by hitting others who live in my building and flipping them against me to force me to move. I have asked you before to use your influence to get this to stop to no avail and that is noted. As well as Rick Nelson's actions and those others who will do Rick's bidding. All noted and in a safe place. 

I have put all this information away and many know about this, I again ask you to use your influence to get this stopped and make sure your firemen keep a professional demeanor instead of the thugs they can be. I do not want to move, though your firemen have made it difficult for me to stay here, You know I will not shut up until I get justice, not only from the Mengele Morons in DC but from all the locals who have acted as if they were born Nazi. 

This program according to Aldous Huxley and his speech The ultimate revolution is all about control of the individual through MIND CONTROL. I have included a link to educate you. You will read it. 

Aldous Huxley, author of Brave New World, rated number one in the List Muse Top 100 Fiction books list, here discusses influence, controlling the public mind and government.

I told you long ago to join forces with me to try to stop what was going on, that your son will live in this totalitarian state and so he will. Snowden stated everyone will be profiled. Everyone will be mind controlled in one way or another. You didn't think it would just be me did you? I'm slowly being cooked. 

I still speak out and will continue till my dying day and especially against that Nazi thug Rick and Laura who I believe are to stupid to realize what they do, that their actions follow the Nazi playbook. This is going on all over the country and more and more people are waking up to the tactics and that all first responders are being used as "Boots on the Ground". Police, Fire,, and EMT's whom I have been harassed by all of them to an intense degree. Here it is 2018 and I am still surprised I am alive. My body has suffered immense abuse from these weapons. 

As you might not know it is a depopulation program as well, the rich feel the roads and country is to crowded, you might read about Agenda 21, people's property being manipulated and taken away from them and moved to mega cities well on it's way. Did you also know that DC is using Peter Torigian's playbook to help them in their actions against the people . Many consider Peabody ground zero.  I hope you find this information useful and are able to speak to your firemen to get them to  back off and to tell them, to tell my landlord that I am not a dangerous or revengeful person , I just want justice and someday dead or alive it will come. It gets closer as we speak.

I hope the holidays for you and Ted were joyous, Mine were very lonely as my family knows all about this and they know if they get to close to me bad things like mind controlled smashed car windows, sabotaged vehicles, Manipulation of all kind happens in a definite pattern something else the Torigian's owe me. 

Again I hope your holidays were happy mine were very isolated. You take care and think of your son's and other children's future because this world is going to be a very different place for them. I hope you keep the electronic toys away from them as it effects male sperm DNA. and female children's eggs. Again take care and do read the above , wonderful Huxley piece. 

I hope yo do speak to that worm ,Rick The Dick Head and Laura the bitch. They have installed their followers in my building as well . I know they will dearly regret their actions someday. It will come. 

I know landlords are told certain things about me, the constant pulsing of the building,  Rick has used many actions against me and  I am beat the night before ,if I use the elderly bus to go shopping, and using directed energy weapons to force tenants out of their domiciles, once those laws that were passed  giving people more power to fight evictions. Rick will be blamed and his name and Lauras will be right up there for what he did... He and his  will not be forgotten. EVER.

Regards

Barbara Guillette

the navy

Here it is 2018 and I'm a target,,,I'm being hunted by the U.S. secret police, James lico called it,,,

 I'm also a vet and I worked hard for my gov't and this is the repayment, being popped in the neck so that I have to swallow and choke on it, and it infects the neck so you cannot breath. They did this to my chest right over the heart. I got up and threw up and coughed all morning on that one,,,chocked really...so this is what my life has come to,,, hunted by landlords who do not want you living in their buildings because of this harassment. it spills over on many other..
well back to the Navy,,, I remember one moment in time and it was wonderful... We had an Italian ship tucked in the corner of the basin nose first,,, it usually with twin screws could get off my itself but for some captains reason it required a tug,,, us the Petasharo,,, Andy was on the fantail and he made a couple of attempts to throw the money fist and line up to the two sailors on the deck waiting,,, the line fell in the water and the second time did not reach either. I was in the pilot house with Donner and senior chief and was getting pissed because the Italian Sailors were making fun of Andy, you could tell. so I asked senior chief if I could do it, and he said yes... Andy at this time was just reeling the line in and getting ready to throw again when I told him to give me the line,,, he looked to senior chief for confirmation and chief nodded, so he gave me the line, I was really mad at this time and anger can do some great things. I wound up and let it fly and it went right through the chock,,,, right through it,,, the Italian Sailors had been lounging and didn't expect it,, so they were madly scrambling to get the monkey fist ,,,I think I brushed my hands together and turned and candy walked off. I know Donner and senior chief must of been laughing their asses off in the pilot house,,, How dare sailor from another country make fun of the U.S. Navy. Fuck you.. and the best part is I was a women and bested all these guys... wonderI can still remember the great feeling of satisfaction not only for the Navy, but for women everywhere. at least give us that, I told brandon web that when the guys on Sofrep were discussing women in the seals or applying for seal training,  we may fail but at least let us fail on our own...Men feel threatened and so we fail, so what, plenty of men have washed out. but I didn't and when senior chief saw me , he thought I was gonna be a prima donna, and I surprised them all.I used to do things that surprised them all. in the navy you have to continuously paint and repaint ships, to avoid rust. so I was on the bow doing the underside. I guess you could call it, instead of just using the needle gun to take off the paint I was drawing pictures , simple ones at that, but it was fun and made the job go quicker,,,I think I drew a house and a farm scene,,,,I used to read shakespeare's after everyone left the galley and the boat was mine to use after everyone left, so I would take my book and bring it upstairs and one morning everyone was in the galley I had not gotten up yet,,,and had left my book open ,, senior chief read it and then we all started writing and reading poetry it was great,,, and fun. so you see my navy life was rich and fun and dangerous.. one of the best parts of my life. as alive today in my mind as it happened.