Kelly and Bud,,,2 May 16

yeah Buds a dink,, he was hitting me this morning from DEvins room and I guess he was hitting Kelly as well she walked out and called him a fucking asshole,,, this v2k is a two way street,,he can hear me,,, every move I make,, but I can also hear him,,,sorta,, It think,, I heard Kelly this morning,, but don’t know if you gotta press the send button.

Bud siad about my parenting

Bud and I had an argument we txt,, really and he said something I thought strange,,, he mentioned my  parenting,,,He never said anything about my parenting before,,so here is why,,,today his family is having a dinner party for mothers day over to his mothers sisters house.... I was not invited...
That is what all the parenting remark was about,,, Mother’s Day. Yeah the perps did a number on me in my later years...
Kelly for some reason has told people I was cruel to her,,, I never hit her in her life,, except a few weeks ago when she attacked me. I gave as well as I got...she won’t fuck with me again,, James thought I was weak to we had a little contest and he was surprised as well... they smell weakness.
when my ankle was broke by the perps,,, she would come in and demand with threatening gestures for my Van keys,,, I didn’t want her to use it,,, she drove it like a sports car...that old girl had a lot of miles in her, but Kelly thought she looked shabby,, and she wanted to go get drunk with April,, I figured that out later, April because of her life and her accident turned into a drunk,, kelly because of her fracture that this fat girl fell on during volleyball,,, discovered pain pills, April I think introduced her to booze,,,
Kelly was telling others of my bad parenting,,, one christmas Joe and Kris were up,, and I got the impression that Kris thought I was a bad parent as Kelly had maligned me,, it was to get sympathy,,, thats what she wanted... sympathy... oh poor Kelly,, she’s a little bit on the nutty side, as is Bud... so I said to Kelly what was the name of the restaurant we used to go to for Sunday brunch ,,, not every Sunday but couple of times a month we went out for brunch,,, then the beach all day... life was hard for them.. they went looking for trouble not bright enough to walk the other way,, I seemed to have been born with more common sense than many... especially my kids...so I asked Kelly what was the name of the restaurant,, and she yelled across the room to my delight,, ,The Old Ox,,, lovely little restaurant in the back,, curved brick walls,,, lovely plants and skylights,, nice booths a charming place,, and they loved the Texas french toast,, I had a spinach salad with coconut and bacon dressing was it good... very good.....we spent a couple of hours there enjoying each other and the meal... The Zoo or roller skating in balboa park was next,,, or the beach,,, usually Friday I did not date at all, I took them to the video arcade,,no one at that time had computers or video games in the home,,, just in these fancy arcades,, I used to play too, my favorite was tempest,,, kelly loved , I think the round things that ate everything,,, Iforgot,, Danielle I don’t know.. this was Friday nights for us...
I worked,,, then when kelly met buddy at  16-17 she disappeared,, from my life,, I was trying to get my degree to be able to enjoy life more,, with them of course, but she was into the boyfriend as they all do.. and I saw little of her,, and after I bought her her car , she was really gone,, I spent the time with James and Adam... who were born a few years later,, James was born in May and I graduated from school in June,,,I bought Dan the bunk beds and matching bureau for the boys cost a thousand and a thousand for Kelly’s car she sold it years later for a thousand. I think it was a Volkswagon,
Not new but in good shape,, she used it well up until she sold it, when she got her inheritance from her father, I bought that for her from the inheritance from my father.  So thats it,, fuck you kelly for being such a asshole and siding with Buddy thinking this pleases him,, it doesn’t,, it just makes you out that much more of a fucking asshole...to go against your blood.. never forgive you for that kelly,, I only can attribute your behavior as the elevator does not go to the top floor. In other words you and Bud deserve each other... retards. After everything you did to me and Bud,, I still love you,, despite your foolish actions... I know you hurt Jake,,, I know you went after him when you told me it was ok to leave him on the deck with you... you and Bud took off,, you know what you did, you were no where to be found,,, and Jake was crippled,,, I was very surprised when you told me it was ok to leave him on the deck,,,, completely out of character but in character for Bud.. I hope he never focus you over,, because I know he would... he’s an asshole...just like you.
love mom

1 May 16,,,,

This is in reply to Tyrone Dew ,, another TI.

I would like to but at this time I have ten dollars in my pocket. As you know TIS do not live large . I could send you twenty Tuesday , I know it isn't much but as you know every little bit helps ,

 oh yeah TEDs is by invitation only. I wanted to go before TED which is a organization that has speakers from all over the world on different subjects... I approached him to speak and he agreed and I just found out it is by invitation only.

I'm also hit with sonic bullets. My DEW has been mostly sonic and a spark gap device and of course micro pulses. I believe modified cell phones with an Android app is used , which one I don't know , and modified Nintendo- Xbox game cubes. I know the Nintendo with a black box addition is used in my case. The man across the street , a Chris Yaikus installs commercial audio and Video equipment he and his stepson are ground zero for DEW for me. I. Actually saw his son pulsing my house where I slept. The boy, no more than 15,, jumped his four foot back road fence,, walked down between the wii house I mentioned below and her garage,,, I will put a picture here later today, and was in a distinctive costume,, he stopped pulsing went back to his house over the fence and within a minute or two came out the front door. He had on the same costume that I had seen between the buildings... He also has a spark gap device and he set it out front of his steps on his house,,, I was getting hit,, they use through wall radar to hone in on your position, to make sure they hit the target..I got up to go out and see if I could claim the device, when I went out to the front of our house across from his house, the son was just going in the front door and the spark gap stopped.

Years ago I was getting slammed as I am now and I complained to a friend of mine, he sent the cops over to the house that I was getting hit from , , the cops questioned  him , his son was home from college and it was a game, I was getting hit with. The game was called CALL TO DUTY. After the cop visit it stopped . This happened before the local cops started to get involved as well. 

I have not checked yet but think this house  may be active again. 

I  know Wii was involved  from Cheries house, having seen the actual spark leave the handset fly across the street and hit my house. The boy was playing his Wii on his back enclosed big windows porch, the blinds were up and the  spark from the handset hit the TV at the end of the porch nearest my house ,,,took a "90 degree " turn from the TV and flew over to my house. I told the mother and it never reoccurred . What Was in my kitchen to attract this hot burning spark, I do not know. but I know I was also being hit with this , as often as he played the game.. So it was a horrific time for me.

Many speak of the hive mind and online gaming with many taking part around the world in one game could be likened to this hive perp mind theory. I will donate Tuesday. 

Barbara

17 March 16 St Pats day

James is being lauded by the governor and the mayor as success stories for the program in Boston for recovering addicts,,, using mind control... he is to give a small speech he really excited about it,,, and I guess I am as well.
I am trying to decide to leave or not,,, Kelly has not gotten her license,, she was drinking very heavy to the point of alcoholism,,, shakes,,, etc......so they fined her heavy,, she got 4 tickets and she expects to go to jail... she sounded hysterical this morning,,, I was going to pay for her to get her license back but am glad I did not,,, she was still drinking heavy, besides she has never done anything for me,,, and I finally told Jillian she was unkind and selfish, self centered like her parents,,, bud is not here tonight,,, at least at this time it is 1;22 in the morning and no van,, so I wonder where he is,,,, my laptop has been hit again,,, top right corner I took a picture of it,, bud is a mean fuck and has been targeting my computer...he can go through any lock,, and he took the door off its  hinges,,, I need another hasp for the other side of the door,,, I can always tell when they take the door off the hinges,, it doesn't work right,,, it drags on the floor,, then they come down and readjust it so it works right,,, I changed the lock, they were going right through the other one and this one is a combination,,, when I came home from market basket it didn't seem to work right either,,, I hate his guts,,, he comes in here and chips my china,,,
tomorrow I go pick up my bike he had messed with the brakes,,, and let out some air on the tire,,,, he's cute like that,,, I might take him to court.......just to get it on record,,,start from the beginning ....with Torigian and build from there,,,,
take up the courts time....pisses me off,,, he's a mean malicious prick...
so things are worse and my health is suffering from the stress and every morning,,, I am hit with microwave and infrared and acoustics all directed energy weapons..
im so tired of writing about this and the constant harassment...

Bud,, Ralph Huckle

This is really the first time I have written about Bud,,, ,, Bud and Kelly are not married,,never did get married,, I think maybe my dislike for marriage permeated the girls neither one of them ever married and I don't think they would..
When Kelly was 16 or so,, she met bud and mentally they were a match,, she is not to bright,, having a bad memory and is not very introspective or a deep thinker,, Bud has a little bit more intelligence.. not much..One of the statements Danielle made to me years ago stuck with me,,,I had not met Bud yet and I asked her how she liked him, she said she didn't. She said: Bud was teaching Kelly some bad things,,, what those were I have no idea but Danielle who has studied me since birth knows how I feel about things and do things and knows when certain ideas go against my ideas...
I agree looking back Bud did teach kelly some real bad things,,, how not to have a conscience , or remorse,, he has none,,, He does have some good points he has given Kelly and his kids a home,,, he skims off the top and supports his golf habit in style..
He's spent a lot of money on golf over the years but we understand him in this respect,,,"Without golf there is no reason to live."
I think this is why Kelly drinks,,,, her subconscious is getting the better of her,,, all the shitty things she did to me and others,,, weigh heavily on her.She doesn't know it and would deny it, but that is what I think..especially when she hurt Jake,, they crippled him,,, I let jake out and he went up on the deck and sat at one end of it staring at Kelly and Bud,, I called him off and Kelly said "don't  bother,, Its ok" this was completely out of character ,,, they hated Jake to be anywhere around them when they ate..I asked are you sure? She said "yes" with a funny body gesture,,, I thought strange at the time,,like a puffing out the chest,,, getting ready for battle type of gesture.. So I went downstairs and came back up about ten to fifteen minutes later,, Jake was in the back yard cripple,, not able to walk,,, and he was trembling as if he was shocked. At this time I did not realize that Bud had acquired a zapper. He was completely cripple. What I think happened is that they chased him off the deck and he has a bad hip,,, and they rebuke it,,, I also think Bud zapped him.  I know Bud killed Kitty,, because Kitty was always scratching at the back screen door, shredding the screen,, one day I saw Bud go after Kitty and the look on his face was not pleasant,, soon after Kitty disappeared and I smelled rotting flesh near the deck,,, also Bud put up this lattice work all around the deck because Cody was trying to get under it,,, I think Bud buried Kitty beneath the deck after he zapped him and killed him,,, he was a real nice beautiful , completely black cat long hair,,, sweet. they had him since they became live in together...
Anyway Bud has learned from the neighbors how to zap people with his phone and I think he has another device to that does it and Devin used his nintendo and xbox and somehow that works as well. I do not know if the wifi is a force multiplier, I think it might be but as with a lot of this stuff its speculation.
Kelly adopts bud's traits but she goes full bore,, no contemplation there,,, she overdoes it always... for instance,,, when Bud got his txt from his lady friend he was having an affair with, kelly lost it got drunk as a lord,,, I mean drunk,,,drunker than I have ever seen anyone in my life,, she also was out of her mind,, Cody came downstairs and sat on my lap he was so scared ,, he never saw the like of it either...
I talked with Laura about this txt thing,, and I heard Laura tell Kelly ,, well if he was he man, she should fight for him,,,, so kelly did, she fought everyone, including me.... I told her let him go,, hell be back ,, they always come back,,, I think to let them go and make them regret letting me go is a plus,, I figure if you don't want to  be with me,,, fine with me,,,see you!.  but kelly took Lauras advice,, and now she's in court,,, oh well. What happened is thus,,,
I heard these rough thuds upstairs,,, very unusual and I was concerned for safety. So I went upstairs and Kelly was lying on her back on the couch by the front door,,, Bud appeared to be leaning over her,, he had blood on the side of his face...i thought at first he was holding on to her, but it was just the opposite,,, she was holding on to him,,,he was trying to get away... so I grabbed their  hands and he ran out the door with her in hot pursuit,,, she fell down the front stairs her pants fell off and her wig,, she has Alopacia, Jill has it too,,,she pulled up her pants,,she had hold of Bud who finally managed to get free, she ran around to the car door and it was locked thank goodness for that, or that would of been worse... then she realized she did not have her wig on and let out a heartfelt scream, , I had picked the wig  up and then she came over and punched me in the face....I punched her back, I then walked into the house and on the way threw her wig in the snow...yes there were spots of snow....she came in and I had walked into the kitchen to go downstairs and she came through the curtain,,picking up a saucepan as I picked up a frying pan,,,,, her ghetto door,,, and I had picked up a wrench and bopped her off the head with it,, cutting her and making her bleed,,, she just stood there and kind of wiggled like she was gonna fall.I went downstairs. and prior to all of this when I went into the house and she was coming behind me,, I saw Bud coming down the street talking on his cell phone,,, I think this is when he called the cops,,, when i went downstairs I watched as the cops drove up and then went upstairs, by this time they had put kelly in handcuffs the detective arrived and Kelly gave him permission to photo whatever he wanted,, he photos a joint that bud had no idea whose it was... in a strange place,,, kelly was swearing and being bandaged by the EMTs... they took her off,,, I stayed upstairs and helped bud look for his keys to the van,,, we could not find them,, kelly found them when she came home and ws going to drive when I told her not to,,, she walked into the house instead,,,she was yelling at me all the time,,, as she couldn't really yell at sheathed,,,, still drunk after she got out of jail, she thought she was in jail overnight,, when it was only a few hours. then all of a sudden I heard Bud tell her not to talk to me,,, so she has not spoken to me since,,, today,,, 13 of march I want out in the yard to look around and told Bud to tell Kelly she can talk to me,, he said he does not interfere with she and I,,, I scoffed told him yeah yeah,,, to tell her different, and went downstairs,,,, he is very careful around me as he should be.
there are more details of course,, small  but will add later. she went to court and they connoted it to april 8,,, the DA told me she is an alcoholic and of that I am sure,,,, Kelly hug around with April and I noticed the same vibration of her hand , we were at Apple bumping into each other,her hand shook also I thought it was nerve damage from her accident,,, and Kelly started doing the same thing,, and I commented to her about it,,, and Kelly brushed me off....I told her to see her doc about it,,, and it was because she had not had a drink yet,, she's the one who came down here and watered down my bourbon and schnapps I used for cooking.she broke the window and ratchet on the window trying to get it,, broke both doors,,, it has not been pleasant living here with both of them,,, now its worse..

Bernie Saunders losing to Clinton

I think the powers that be cannot have Bernie win. All elections are a set up, I really realized that when I ran for mayor in our town. The tricks they play! They had groomed our present mayor to come in after Bonfanti. He was gonna run against Bonfanti but he was told to wait and he did and he won the next one , Bonfanti retired, I ran against Bonfanti.

I knew and wrote about Bettoncourt winning before he won. I mentioned it on "you make the call" local CCTV

The rich are Afraid of Bernie because he'll make changes in our favor, the common man, the rich can't have that, they lose power and even if Clinton mentioned DEW , it went nowhere ,, the state secret is , we need to test these weapons on real live situations, to see how they effect real people, that justification for all of this testing , then it went to whistleblowers , activists, dissidents and of course the mentally ill or so called were targets. If you were under a docs monitoring then you were considered safe but if you knew what the govt. was doing , and refused then you were stalked. Mind control. Whistleblowers activists , dissidents were attacked under HUDS operation safe home using DEW, this was in the 90's then after Snowden  and Manning and of course Assange whistleblowers went mainstream ,, went public but the DEW was not used on them, other means we're used, jail, exile, and jail. No DEW needed and the govt did not want to go public with the use of DEW on humans, it would give the targeted to much evidence against the govt. To sue them and have evidence for their claims.
I don't any of the candidates for president. Except Bernie

28 feb 16

after last night I feel electrocuted,, I tremble,, vibrate,, a cross between the two,, I got hit from 23:23 last night to this morning,,,hit hard,, I have decided to leave,,, forced to leave... one of my  cameras went out,,, just stress,,,
https://youtu.be/oS6FGzh3ygw
this youtube video explains much
where shall I start?
I sent an email to some friends if they do not hear from me,, within a week or two,,, I shall be dead, that is how sick I feel from the pulsing,, it has sensitized me to the whole spectrum.
Bud has gotten Kelly to go along with it,, Devon too and Jill knows all about it,,,
I caught Kelly one time out in the cellar,, zapping me through the wall as she stood at the washer when I came out she quickly put what she had in her hand underneath her laundry in the basket...that is how I know she shows as well as bud,, he killed Kitty with it and buried under the porch,, he clawed the screen on the screen door and that really pissed bud off,,,, they also were responsible for Jakes death,,,they were sitting on the porch and jake was sitting there to,,, so I called him off and Kelly said don't bother thats ok,,, so Checked on him about ten minutes later and he was out in the yard cripple.. I think they went after him,,,and he messed up his hip,, jumping off the deck...
he was cripple after that and soon after the perps killed him,, they were responsible for his death,,, mind controlling kelly and bud,,,
I also want to write about my daughter,,, and how much I hate her for letting herself follow him, but they have been together for a long time and he does rule her...
she aint to bright so she had to take what she could get and bud is a little bit brighter so that is good for his ego...
they did a lot of mean things to me,, including letting devin pulse me,, and Bud too as well as Jill..
I feel very very sick,, very sick,,,
i ve had my muscles drilled into so any movement causes great pain,,,I saw Nelson drive by several times and the other night,, it was dark I went for a walk on the back road,,, and saw LeGault pulse me from his upstairs right window,, as I took my camera out to take a pic he put it down and walked across the window and out of sight,,, I could feel it,,, it was directed energy light,,, pulses, hitting me just before the big boulders before the park,,,they have been responsible for much of my harassment,
I walked around the lake and was hit all the way...
lot of harassment from Jeffrey Schietroff's house,,, my hips are killing me they keep on hitting me across the hips
walking is umcomfortable.... my head is dizzy all the time.. nausea a lot, and they keep pulsing the achilles heel of my right heel... how they do that I don't know,,, they come straight in , I guess sometimes its difficult to figure out direction.
I know one thing,, I think my life is at risk now,,, so I might as well go for a walk,,, I txt danielle and asked if she wanted anything I owned,,,
I know HUD uses this DEW to evict tenants...acoustics as well , they used acoustics on me ,, you could not hear it,, but it was like a cannon hitting you that was over to Amy Bellarose's apt. when she gave me shelter when I could not sleep in my own apt.
Our natural resonance is 7.83 the same as the planet vibration,, why would it be different. and they can make life DNA but have to have this resonance present in order for it to work,,
My bank account is sealed for some reason,,, I know when I went into boston,,,,and bought something there I thought I got a call from my bank asking if this was normal,, and I said yes,,,,so I wonder what is going on ,, I cannot access it till Monday. today is Saturday.i bought a snake camera which is cool,, I do't know how I'm going to use that but I will ,,,