Military/industrial/outsourcing complex

It amazes me, we are the most armed country in the world, armed to the teeth and no war to put it at.

So we turn this stuff on ourselves,,drones , mind control , targeting, surveillance,, outsourcing to private companies that are not public and cannot be controlled publicly. Like Blackwater.
Companies who can run under the wire and do pretty much what they want behind the scenes,,look what Eastman Gelatin did to me and got away with it, Look what Peter Torigian did to me and got away with it..

 They didn't follow the law , they broke them all. These son of a bitches hunted me,, it must be great sport to hunt a human.

So ,, now ,,,we look at the military with all this hardware,,and what to do , what to do. We have  to do something with it? No war.. A few Muslims, we should concentrate our surveillance on,   but now they have nothing to do but surveille the American people , We are caught in our own web. Our own trap.
Soooooo what are the boys to do?  What are the boys to do????? with all this technology stuff and no where to go but here.

What are they going to do to give themselves meaning in their lives.? I have no idea.

Here we go,, will we do a public clamor and have a shadow surveillance?

Now that Snowden brought this up, will they act one way for public persona and another shadow gov't to just close ranks..and continue with the modus operandi.

We shall see , we shall see.

local police tracking your license plates

Local police tracking your license plates

Puts me in absolute hysterics,,,how funny, shall I tell you about the time i was in my back yard in the hammock and a pulse came from Danny McKenna's house and I rolled out of the hammock and lay on the cool ground, unable to move for about  45 minutes, my body so overheated I passed out.

Or how many times  I was pulsed and ended up shitting diarrhea in my clothes while I lay on the floor of my room or bathroom, where ever they hit me and projectile vomiting for a good while. unable to move, AT THE SAME TIME, dry heaves,,,just heaving and shitting from being pulsed.  That was done many many times as punishment for some unknown offense.  Almost passing out. Time and time again, never knowing where or when or for what.

Or pulsed so I fell down the stairs.

I shall tell about my broken ankle incident and show a pic of the stairs so you can see how I could not possibley have fallen down those steep small steps without killing myself but not one bruise. A distinct controlled fall. The gov't has force fields.. They can reach out and touch you, grab you. Yes the same kind of force fields as in science fiction movies , only NO science fiction,   the boys have figured out how to do it.

They just wanted to break my ankle, not kill me for some reason.

Yeah ask me all about the local Nazi groups,,the death squads for that is what they are, doing to me,,  killing me softly,,I wish the same to them.

So you see police license plate tracking and even drones are a big joke to me... A BIG FUCKING JOKE

I HAVE BEEN SAYING THIS FOR A LONG LONG TIME, 

WE LIVE IN A POLICE STATE,  GET IT,,,???????   THE POLICE SHOOT US, AND BEAT US UP AND THEY SEND SWAT FOR A WARRANT..

A POLICE STATE,,,,,, READ MY MONKEY ASS RED LIPS.

Massachusetts State House Pics

 This is Will and Peter, Peter was taping the police testimony as far as why, they supported the new surveillance laws. The Ti's here spoke on Drones, surveillance laws , license plate readers, and privacy laws. The ACLU post is also here for those who wish to see what the  ACLU said about those laws. I was not present when our group testified, I had to leave to catch the last bus home, and I do not know what was actually said to tie these laws into our Ti, issues.

as you can see a birds eye view, all Ti's were sitting to my right

 the panel

I told this man I took a pic of him with his mouth open , no idea who he is. This is really my first attempt at taking pictures in a forum like this so they are not the best,,live and learn..Next time I promise they will be better, but it gives you an idea of how crowded it was and this was after some left.. It was an all day affair. The ACLU testified as well and that transcript is here on my blog as well.  Make sure you read my post as to how to prepare for a forum like this, many helpful ideas are there. I think I labeled it the list.

MY WATERCOLOR OF MILKWEED

this is a watercolor of milkweed, the transfer does not do it justice as it has lots of detail and I think it is the best watercolor I ever did. Watercolor unlike oils has a tendency to move and mix, so it is more difficult to use. I love this,, and  is it framed and on my wall.
I wish this transfered better,  but it will have to do. bjg

implants

What do I know about implants,,,nothing really. I think they are outdated, that the technology we have today goes way beyond implants, but yet I still cannot figure out why what happened on Forest St. happened. (In another past post). I cannot understand why that was done, was it to terrify me, it certainly did, I thought I was dead and looked for blood to spill out all over me.

Was it done to implant something and the reason I have my feelings about that is because it seems these pulses, these sparks find me where ever I am.  As one woman said"You can't get away from them",  so one wonders was I tagged. After all the pulse hit my sternum from behind, bounced off and  hit my right clavicle,bounced off and  hit the back of my throat and that is where much of this harassment is,,, lodged in the back of my throat,,even unto feeling and tasting burnt flesh on my tongue.

Two pick up trucks were assigned, one to slow me down and keep me steady and the other unnoticed to pulse from the back. I pulled over and as I said in a past post, I was surprised that I could see, I thought,," am I dead"?, is this what dead is, sitting here waiting for blood to gush..I was totally out of my element and in a circumstance that I had no idea what to do or think.

Strange situation for me.

I often wonder why that was done, to terrify or to tag. You decide.

Abraham Lincoln for Ant

But Here's an Object

But here's an object more of dread

Than aught the grave contains

A human form with reason fled

While wretched life remains.

Poor Matthew!  Once of genius bright, 

A fortune-favored child

Now locked in aye, in mental night, 

A haggard mad-man wild.

Poor Matthew! I have ne'er forgot,

When first, with maddened will, 

Yourself you maimed, your father fought, 

And mother strove to kill;

When terror spread, and neighbors ran,

You dangerous strength to bind;

And soon , a howling crazy man

Your limbs were fast confined.

How then you strove and shrieked aloud,

'Your bones and sinews bared;

And fiendish on the gazing crowd, 

with burning eyeballs glared

And begged and swore, and wept and prayed, 

With maniac laughter joined

How fearful were those signs displayed

By pangs that killed the mind!

And when at length, tho" drear and long

Time soothed they fiercer woes, 

How plaintively thy mournful song

Upon the still night rose!

I've heard it oft, as if I dreamed,

Far distant , sweet and lone, 

The funeral dirge, it ever seemed

Of reason dead and gone.

To drink its strains I've stole away, 

All stealthily and still, 

Ere yet the rising god of day

Had streaked the eastern hill.

Air held his breath; trees, with the spell,

Seemed sorrowing angels round, 

Whose swelling tears in dewdrops fell

Upon the listening ground.

But this is past, and naught remains

that raised thee  o'er the brute;

Thy piercing shrieks and soothing strains

Are like, forever mute.

Now fare thee well, more thou the cause

than subject  now of woe. 

All mental pangs, by time's kind laws, 

Hast lost the power to know

O death!  Thou awe-inspirign prince, 

That keepst the world in fear;

Why dost thou tear more blest ones hence, 

and leave him  ling' ring here?

This has been called a soft totalitarian state

Evidently we now live in a totalitarian state but no one wants to talk about it or acknowledge it, collecting all kinds of data and from the video I saw with Russ Tice NSA whistleblower, he says it's worse than just collecting numbers it is content, but for those of us with a little bit of book learnin' I would say that is so..
In 1997 -8 when I first ran into these devices, I was overwhelmed at the sheer control these gave one person over another, I knew we were in trouble then and now it's even worse, because so far in the press all we hear about is collecting data, and we all know knowledge is power, but many, many do not know, just how powerful or controlling these devices are, they can turn you into a zombie, a person who only does the bidding of those in control and you have no say in the matter for they control your subconscious and whomever controls that, controls you and these devices HSS gives "them" that control. Not only over you but anyone who comes in their range..

Tice names Cheney and I would say that old son of a bitch started a lot of this.   Had a real bad feeling about him long ago and wrote about him in one of my past posts.
So how many times do we have to say this before we do something about it,,, I thought T-shirts to start,, you know, something like,,,

Free Snowden, Manning, Assange, Barrett Brown,  mourn Hastings, respect Drake, and others who have spoken out, the list gets longer and longer and still our gov't does not listen as I said before  these weapons, these capabilities are to powerful,,,, for the powerful to give up,,,, and they will not give them up unless forced to.

Tice also makes his point of people being spied on by satellites we have known that for a long long time as well, but are some TI's being assaulted by satellite capabilities, I do not know that and would have to experience it for myself..

I know if one looks in the sky the real real bright stars are satellites and one hangs over my back door all the time..Paranoid? nah. If he's watching me I bet he is bored to death,, nothing worse than watching someone who is pretty mundane in their lives.

I'm just concerned that the list of whistleblowers keeps getting longer and longer,,when will the American People get up enough gumption to speak out collectively, you know a huge DC protest would be nice. Just to let the people in power know we still are here,, they still have to address our concerns and we still outnumber them.

You can kill some of us,,but you can't kill all of us, but the problem with that is these electric weapons can kill us slowly and  most of us...the ability to kill silently , long distance, person specific and mock a physical or mental malady, no proof of assault.

That is the new element to address. Pick us off one by one. Let the relatives bury us, who would know?

 I guess this is better than Pinochet who took all the protesters out over the sea in helicopters, ducted taped them and threw them in the ocean. No bodies, no evidence was the thinking. Threw them in Alive and that old son of a bitch was lauded by the Chicago Boys , Cheney was one. , Niaomi Klien's book, Shocked. as a hero.. He lived to a ripe old age,,thank goodness the s.o.b's can't live forever.

Hear that Cheney. Hear that Torigian, hear that Pinochet and Hitler and Stalin and Mao and Pol Pot and Mbeki, hear that Osama and all the rest of you testosterone laden assholes. You can't all live forever and those of us that want peace will spit on your graves.