MEMOIR'S MEMOIRS

The story of Barbara Guillette in real time of Directed Energy attacks on innocent people the sustainability=depopulation,Agenda 30 pre-aging imposed murder /suicide, silent holocaust program using community based agents out of the Fusion centers. The silent standing army of directed energy weapons ready at a moments notice paid by tax payers money to carry out the assaults ..you're next.I am going public others have to be aware of what govt is really doing secretly to citizens.

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

IMPETIGO

Impetigo /ɪmpɨˈtaɪɡoʊ/ is a highly contagious bacterial skin infection most common among pre-school children.^[1] People who play close contact sports such as rugby,American football and wrestling are also susceptible, regardless of age. Impetigo is not as common in adults. The name derives from the Latin impetere ("assail"). It is also known as school sores.^[2]

This is what impetigo is,,I used to stay at motels when my targeting was severe to give my family a break and me too, so I wouldn't have to worry about them being hit by the pulses. So I stayed up on RT1,,and that night was knocked out, how? I do not know, I do know a frequency can put you out as if in a coma, many TI's have been manipulated in this way. As I know I have as well. Sleep is a big black hole no dreams, I woke up to my door being slammed shut, metal door , big noise. I was very alarmed and went to the corridor of course I did not see anyone,,I was working at the time also. I went to the bath and on my face was a strange black dot, shiny like patent leather and big. About this size, a bit bigger, . round, shiny, mid right cheek, next to my nose.

Anyone would notice this on their cheek as I did. I tried scratching it off and it would not come off, it appeared as if it was glued. So with much effort I finally got it off. I did not keep it, at that time I did not really know what I was dealing with, so I let it go. I had the worst case of impetigo you ever saw in your life,and it began in that spot and quickly spread to encompass my whole cheek. I was lucky to wear a mask at work,that covered it till I could get to my doctor.It was a mess,huge welts,oozing,crusty.The welts rose at least 1/4 inch above the skin.

It spread like wildfire, within two days that side of my face was covered, the pic in wikipedia does not show how severe my case was.At first I did not know what it was, to immediately go to a doc is not my modus operunda

I think this is called bacterial warfare. This was at the time when Scott Burns ( who worked for EG) was sabotaging my work to force me out of my job. This was only a small part of my day to day struggle to keep my head above water.

A comment and my answer about hate crimes and OSH

This was a comment sent to me from another TI, I sent her a form about hate crimes.

ALL OF THIS FALLS UNDER LEGALLY- AS A HATE CRIME- I will fill this out and also I will be launching a new campaign on April 1st and will give details next week- No cost to any TI and will bring attention worldwide ( As an effort Worldwide) to this crime. If you read a recent article from Bill Dixon- This crime originated through the DEA ( Drug Enforcement Agency) and started as a program against blacks- and then spiraled as a revenge and hate crime

to all races and all Country's.

My answer

yes the DEA was working with fed state and local police,,,they started with HUD,, under the covert program Operation Safe Home, they invaded the big housing projects mostly 100% black,,,to clean them out of criminals, rapists, druggies, etc,,, they gave the landlord and maintenance the responsibility to report anyone as violent offender after SWAT left,... The program was pretty good,OSH, incarcerating a lot of really bad people, but a lot of others used the program,itself to get rid of any one they wanted,,OSH was used ,later as a dumping ground for any one they wanted to get rid of , for any reason.

Maintenance and landlords had the right to hunt people with DEW (directed energy weapons) and the medical establishment, was mandated to incarcerate everyone who appeared in emergency or hospital complaining of DEW and to have them evaluated for violent tendencies...

This is what I went through,,, I lived in HUD,,, I was forced to hospital with DEW,,incarcerated and evaluated by gov't shrink,, Walcott's only job was to fly around and evaluate people for violent tendencies.

They just wanted me forced out of my apt. so my mayor, with the help of my landlord,, used OSH as his dumping ground for anyone who pissed him off, this is what a lot of Ti's are here for,, they have something someone wants or pissed off the wrong person..Mentally ill is part of it, but also used as a cover for the others.. activists, dissidents and whistlblowers were considered vermin by HUD,..

Susan Gaffney ran HUD under Mario Cuomo,, he told her she had turned HUD into a police state.. and she did... now it has mission creep..I saw this long ago and have told Alda about this many times.I recognized it, she did not,, I lived through it, she did not..

I have been screaming this story for years,,no one listens.... my case is classic.... yes spiraled,,, I have been saying this for a long time,,, this is HUD's Operation Safe Home,, I have the white paper on this,, that shows all the HUD projects they invaded.

regards

mem

Monday, March 17, 2014

Tonight's walk

I went for a walk around the lake tonight just got back, I thought I had slipped out unnoticed by my perps, it is very cold out, but on the other side of the lake,,, I was getting hit in the head,,, I wore a light on my head to see the path,, so my head got hit pretty bad... an easy target..

I thought at first,,, this can't be right,,, then I turned and saw the flash of light on the top of the hill. As I turned it went out. Just before this I also heard a noise, some sort of a clank,,. but I saw the flash,, definitely,, it is maintenance from the golf course that came over and are stupid men who are not paid to think, so they don't...they followed me for a bit. I was also pushed off the path into the woods, I almost fell. Sometimes I think the reason the perps are so brutal is because I made them come out on this cold night, to follow me. Someone suggested I climb the hill to confront them,,bitter cold, brambles, uphill, pitch black, uneven terrain. Nope, next time though.

And then when I got home I am getting hit from David Diachision's house.

As I sit,, my head is exploding and during the day as I sit,,, the back of my skull is being destroyed cell by bone cell the whole configuration of my skull is changed. The whole back of my head is screaming and my neck as well... I was rubbing my bicep on my left arm and my finger fell in a hole they drilled in the muscle,,evidently it did not fill in..

For some reason I think this is a signature of Laser..The cells do not and lose the capacity to heal and fill in the wound. Laser cauterizes,. laser seems to kill the filling in process. I know the divot in my forehead has not filled in and that was done years ago, at least it has stopped hurting, it hurt for years, and bone has a tendency to do that, fill itself in,,,but not with laser...

I do not think laser will let the tissue or bone fill in, and maybe we should find out for sure... maybe call a laser lab..

That is why I think those who complain about NSA and data collecting,,,have no idea,, have no fucking idea what these zappers,, these devices can do... I do, I have seen every cell in my body attacked by these devices...I hope the people who use them realize they are Nazis,, the body has changed, but the attitude is the same...Welcome to my world...

Tarsands xl pipeline

I think that is the correct title,,,, One thing I will say about this,, the word tar in the title is not a misnomer,,,, it is there for a reason..

The truckers long ago when I was on the road told me they did not want to buy this oil it was full of wax,they specified canadian oil,, tarsands oil..., and that it gummed up their engines..They would not buy it if they could help it and this was a few years ago,,,

... now,,, if we sold this to the Chinese as it is said,we are going to do,, we could gum up everything,, and make a profit off it,,,so the Chinese would get smart and stop buying from us. and we would be stuck with the pipeline and the oil.. because no one would want it..I think,,, What do you think?

What Zappers will do

Zappers as they call themselves,, you know the guys and gals who drive by your house and zap you or follow your kid in the grocery store and zap her..

well these fuckers from hell, if they think you are fighting them , they will kill you.

That is why a few years ago the littlest shortest Peabody cop stopped me and took the magnetic sheet off my van,,, it said "kill zappers",, he muttered "they will kill you for doing that. "

So basically he saved my life,thank you for that,,,couple of the state troopers helped me a few times as well,, thank you dear dear police officers,,,for the help you gave me...

But Sousa who is a big nasty brute lives up the street, he pulsed my house like a shot from hell,,, big loud,, went through everything,,,,hockey puck noise hitting the house..

,,, because I put his name on the internet and what he did,, has notified the other zapper network of what I have done,,, I think this is why the harassment has increased..with Ti's in general,,, so I think they will/want to kill me.

You see these thugs,,, these stupid hunters of people,, these security people imposing a police state on us , think they are doing the right thing,,, but in reality they are bringing about a totalitarian state..for the rich,,, the poor are being used against the poor.

The zappers on some level must know what they are doing, but on another level they only see what is in front of their eyes.. I am the enemy...They don't know or do not care what their actions are carrying out,, they are their own/our best enemy.

These zappers on the local level are our enemy and the people have to know what and who they work for,, they work for oppression, a totalitarian state controlled by the rich..it is a technique the white man has used for centuries,,, black against black and indian against indian, and this goes way beyond the white man,,, it is every man...
Except the French they got together and wiped the rich off the planet,,, From the king on down, Guillotined them all. I'm supposed to be related to the man who invented the guillotine...

Maybe that is not a bad idea,, just a joke...lol..

Sunday, March 16, 2014

I was taken to the store

I went to the store to get some odds and ends for my dinner today, on the way back at the lights the deputy fire chief went sirening by,, was it Nelson,, it was his vehicle, and we are in S. Peabody. So It could of been him.

Incidents like this happen all the time with perps and Nelson is a perp, so isn't Sousa, they are tapped into the perp network. Sousa told the network I was fighting him, or showing aggression.. fuck sousa.. I'll cut your balls off if given the chance,,just let me at him..

We , the daughter I live with have a brake leak in the van, and today the 17 of march , I found out my other daughter's vehicle has a brake problem as well..hers is out of commission,, I was told long ago that there are to many vehicles on the road,, so the zappers are going after the poors vehicles,,, that means the roads will only be available for the rich????maybe,,,no?

Harassment is more electrical and burning, the pulses are stronger and aimed at strategic areas of the body. The let hip, back of leg, severe enough to limp, and the knees. My neck has been severely pulsed, my head rolls to the side, I find myself looking at things with my head lolling to the side. As I sit my head is being pushed to the left side all the time. To the point I am always looking out of the right side of my eyes..my neck hurts all the time, excruciating pain.

This is not synthetic pain,,to have you think you are in pain, as happened on the plane from seattle to Boston, but this is real, a real physical manipulation of bone and tissue, the whole back of my head and neck ,,I think they destroyed the muscles.

I wonder what Sousa was going to say to me as I rode by on my bike ,,before he noticed Melissa walking down the street,when he saw her he shut up and got in his car..Sousa's kid took a picture of me as I walked past him the other day.

You see people do not understand the danger, the great control, the damage these weapons can do to your body,,, tear it apart piece by piece and I also want to mention this,,,,During WW2 the Nazis had a hard time getting rid of the bodies,,, here in the US,, we are being killed off within our families,,,so they have to bury us,, that took care of the body problem..but they still kill us of , this is incredible torture and the Nazi after WW2,,, infected the US with their sickness. Bush is German.

I was just reading an article in an old NYT magazine April 4 2004,, called "Up in Smoke",,, and the damage that Bush did to the environmental situation by an inside job,, I have not reread the whole thing yet.. but will and enter it here. Bush was one of the worst ever things to ever happen to the country,,, this is Cheney and his gang's programs... even before him I think ,,

I think this all started with Reagan and Star Wars...Bush was just continuing that legacy.

Saturday, March 15, 2014

Clinton's struggle

http://www.washingtontimes.com/news/2014/mar/14/bill-clinton-struggled-address-islamic-extremism/

I know many will think I am either mentally insane, a fool, or have delusions of grandeur,,, but it really happened,, this is why the information,,, any information on Muslims extremists was very important back then, the 90's, we did not know a heck of a lot about them, not only politically , but information wise as well and deTocqueville spoke of them in the 1800 as well, and I just passed the information on to my friends in DC,, they were scrabbling for any information on Muslims, I did not have a lot but the book Democracy in America was a gem and it still is , deTocqueville wrote about many things,, he was very aware of his world.
See people do not understand,, Our gov't does not know everything,, they have to deal with lots that come up as we go along,,, Muslim Fundamentalism is something we never had to deal with before so we did not know much..You have to understand we are a very very very young country,,, only 400 years old,, look at china,, 5000 thousand,,years old and she kept records to prove it,,the Muslims are thousands of years old as well...WE are the new kid on the block..., ,, ..bjg.

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QUESTION OF THE DAY

Has the missing Malaysia plane affected your confidence in the safety of commercial flights?

As President Clinton campaigned for re-election in 1996, his national security team worried about the political impact of another terrorist bombing against U.S. military forces after the lethal Khobar Towers attack in Saudi Arabia.

Newly released documents Friday showed that Will Wechsler, an aide to then-White House counterterrorism czar Richard Clarke, wrote a memo around July 1996 titled “Political Ramifications of a Third Bombing.”

“Losses from a series of terrorist attacks will begin to be considered politically unacceptable,” Mr. Wechsler wrote. “Political pressure will … sharply increase for the President to change policy and take ‘decisive” action’ … This pressure will need to be confronted by the President at the earliest stage of such a crisis. The least desirable reaction to a third bombing would be for the President to appear to waffle …”

The documents, released by the Clinton presidential library and the National Archives, show that Mr. Clinton’s team struggled with how to respond to the emerging threat of Islamist extremism in the years beforeOsama bin Laden and al Qaeda became known to Americans.

The June 25, 1996, Khobar Towers bombing destroyed a U.S. Air Forcebarracks outside Dhahran, Saudi Arabia, killing 19 servicemen and wounding nearly 400 others. A terrorist group known as Saudi Hezbollahwas blamed for the attack, but FBI and other U.S. officials later concluded that Iran’s Revolutionary Guard played a role in selecting the target and training the perpetrators.

Just months prior to the Khobar Towers bombing, in November 1995, a car bomb killed five U.S. military personnel in Riyadh, Saudi Arabia. As the 1996 election approached, the Clinton White House worried about the political domestic impact of a potential “third bombing.”

Mr. Wechsler wrote that there would be political pressure on Mr. Clintoneither for “withdrawing [U.S. forces] from Saudi Arabia (as Reagan did in Lebanon) or taking unconsidered military action (as Carter did inIran).”

That was an apparent reference to President Carter’s ill-fated rescue attempt of the U.S. hostages in Iran in April 1980, a mission in which eight U.S. servicemen died when a helicopter and a military plane collided.

Mr. Wechsler advised Mr. Clarke: “The least desirable reaction to a third bombing would be for the President to appear to waffle, first deciding on what may be perceived as a ‘defensive’ posture (further enhancing security, sending anti-terrorism equipment, continuirig the investigations, etc.) then succumbing to political pressures to ‘do something,’ potentially making matters worse (moving ships into the Gulf without an explicit mission, striking ‘suspected’ terrorists and risking collateral civilian casualties, taking premature actions against Iran or Syria, etc.). Therefore, at the outset of such a crisis, the President should forcefully reject both alternatives. and reaffirm his commitment to a measured, consistent response.”

Mr. Wechsler added, “This course will undoubtedly come at a political cost, but so would the alternatives. The key, however, will be directing the President’s decision-making process away from minutia and toward confronting this issue at the earliest possible stage in the crisis, then ensuring that his decision becomes well understood.”

In another national-security memo, written on Sept. 4, 1996, White House counterterrorism aide Steven Simon posed questions for topClinton administration officials about a recent string of terrorist attacks around the globe carried out by what he called a “diverse range of actors.” He even raised the question of whether the terrorists were winning.

“What can be done to defeat or deter attacks by terrorists who are not driven by a political program, but are motivated by rage?” Mr. Simonasked.

He asked, “Is the offense winning, because the weapons available to it are becoming more potent, especially in terms of their capacity to inflict large numbers of casualties? Although chemical and biological weapons come immediately to mind, high energy chemical explosives, let alone fertilizer, can inflict appalling damage.”

The documents also show there was concern in the Clinton White House that then-Defense Secretary William Perry didn’t want to hold the leadership of U.S. Central Command accountable for inadequate security preparations prior to the Khobar Towers attack.

In a memo on Sept. 18, 1996, White House national security aide James Seaton wrote to fellow staffer Joe Sestak that Mr. Perry apparently didn’t see the need to discipline Gen. J. H. Binford Peay III, commander of U.S. Central Command, for “failures” in the chain of command.