evolution

The remarkable thing about the human brain is that it develops after birth. Unlike most animals whose brains are cast at birth, the human brain is so underdeveloped at birth that we cannot even walk for months. Self awareness does not develop for years. Personality, cognitive abilities, and skills, take decades to develop, and these attributes develop differently in every person. This is because development and wiring of the human brain are guided by our experiences during childhood and adolescence. From a biological perspective, this increases the odds that an individual will compete and reproduce successfully in the environment the individual is born into, rather than the environment experienced by our cave-man ancestors and recorded in our genes through natural selection. Developing the human brain out of the womb cheats evolution, and this is the reason for the success of our species.
When that environment is hostile or socially unhealthy, development of the brain is affected, and often it is impaired. Early childhood sexual abuse, physical abuse, or even witnessing domestic violence, have been shown to cause abnormal physical changes in the brain of children, with lasting effects that predisposes the child to developing psychological disorders. This type of brain scarring is well established now by human brain imaging studies, but prior to the recent study by Martin Teicher and colleagues at Harvard Medical School, taunting and other verbal abuse experienced by middle school children from their peers was not thought to leave a structural imprint on the developing brain. But it does, according to their new study published on-line in advance of print in the American Journal of Psychiatry
This follows my idea about our sexual grid. Our personality is developed over time likened to a three dimensional chess game each piece means an experience. Sexual or otherwise. 

Resonance

Resonance is what this is all about,,this is controlling and manipulating and effecting,,knocking off our normal resonance,,,,this is how they manipulate us,,,anger is one resonance,,,depression is another,,,other emotions as well are different...that is how they are doing it,,,,we have a natural resonance that matches our enviroment,,,we come from this planet and have adapted,,,the scientists now say our DNA came from the Big Bang,,,from astroids,,,are astroids part of other esploding planets or just from the Big Bang ,,how old are astroids?? One wonders.....I read howdy's paper on humans and why we evolved into what we are...I will cut and past here when I find it again.. Wonderful paper...

It is the daughters boyfriend

It is the daughters boyfriend. This morning they were blasting away and I got him on film. Just after they blasted me they left. Got In her car and left. The harassment stopped
They found the body of a twenty year old who allegedly drowned himself he was supposed to
Be or have mental problems ,,lot of that going around..

court

this is information I would like if I go to court,,,,
1.  judge
2. debate rebuttel or dialogue and rebuttel
3. Trovas,,,, watman, brown school,,,LL
4. Grelish
5. write letter to Peabody paper,,,about others, who have been maligned...defamed, and their livelehood taken away from them...
6.

there has been a lot of traffic to david diachisions houw

lots of people are stopping by davids house,,, I wonder if he is going to sue me for defamation,,,from what I understand he has to lose a job or his reputation, or a great deal of money... I have nothing to sue for,,I own nothing,,,except my bike,,,I know what he has done,,,and I know that someone came into my apt. and stole all my memory chips,,,I wonder who that was.. huh david I bet you can answer that just like scott burns got a hold of my tape I had of him at my work,,,he shit his pants over that......I had them locked up,,,twice and they still got them...so I wonder what is going on,,, I can see this prick and you are a prick david,,,..you and the Nelson's as well ,,the torigian's do not fall far from the tree.  I wonder where this is going to go to court....That is one thing I would like to know...I have a feeling the Nelson's are going through my blog that cherie downloaded for them and are going to take me to court for defamation and slander...How can you slander someone when your telling the truth,,but I have a feeling they are going through my blog as discovery to tear it apart and beat every defense I have to pieces,,,we shall see,,,we shall see and this blog from cherie onward has been private and if it is not,,,then you are guilty of hacking....probably the police dept....David is pulsing my camera all the time,,, they are being destroyed over time,,,what happens is they white out,,so what can i say....just keep on taking my pictures,,,because i know where this shit is coming from ,,they really want to shut me up,,,reall bad,,,they have a lot to lose if they lose and they are almost totally assured they will win,,,,,

the resonance of us and of the world and David diachion and LL

David Diachision has a young man now living with him,,,I do not know if it is the girls boyfriend or his younger son,,,the one who used to do Little Leage,,,that's how david got the coaches after me..through his son's membership in little league,,,the coaches quit when I took pictures of them, they had a lot to lose and I was trying to go to the little league website to voice my complaint but you could not communicate with them at all....I imagine they ran into quite a bit of suggestions and complaints from the parents,,,bribery,,,I bet everything,,,Littel league is for rich kids,,the cost is off the planet for poor or even lower middle class, Bud wanted to enroll Devin but could not afford it..hundreds,,,not only to play but for equipment...Over our pay grade..
anyway for a while there,,whenever I walked through the Little Leage park,,,,the  coaches and it was the coaches would zap me,,,evidently a lot of people have this shit,,,iphones,,,zappers,,,laser listening devices,,,all kinds of local technology that has been modified,,,

then you have an upper grade of device,,,that is the one that can hurl you through the air,,,I am pretty positive they have special people working that device with special training,,,I saw unfamilier faces when that occured,,,just the once, the other time ,,when I was thrown down the stairs,,I can only say that the pulse came from Nelson's direction....Then I was picked up and thrown downstairs..

Oh yeah when I was hurled through the air the second time,,,,the nurse was talking to the guy,,,who was parked just before the crosswalk in the middle of the street,,,I think he was the handler,, the controller of the device,,,
 I can't remember the name of the street but it was the first right hand street after you come out of the bamboo forest,,from the ismius between little and big springs pond ,,,ul,,,I guess it all threatens our health..

  We  electrified people we live in a wifi world,,the magnetic field and resonance of the world is within us,,, so the military has learned to use this to destroy us by manipulating,,,it ,,,

Irene and Paul are also enjoying this, and It is an easy shot from their house to my window..above my coach  and an easy shot from Diachisions end of driveway...he always has a car parked their..blocking the view from the end of his driveway, so i set up anothe rcamera from the end of his driveway,,high overhead...he does not like that one at all and  he is pulsing it all the time...so I will set it up today a foot closer to his house and over the trees,,,he pulses me from is back yard and end of driveway mostly...What a stupid prick,,, he is being used even more than I,,,Yes now that I think about it that is his youngest son,,, I think there is the big kid,,,huge,,,goofy,,Sousa's son looks to be built exactly the same,,,very tall, and linear looking,,,long waisted,,,just abut the same size,,I wonder if they had the same father?  Maybe Sousa,,because the kid is tall, crept in Diachisions bed one night,,,I wouldn't put it past that creep...he is creeepy too...not without intelligence though,,and like all street people ,he can think on his feet..
I'm watching Project Runway,,,and they have and Indian Woman on from India,,,she is talented,,,and wants to win the prize,,she will probably be on the runway,,,amanda as well and maybe the kid who did the beautiful fringe dress,,,Hiedi Kum is going to wear to an awards show,,,I have yet to figure out how he trimmed the fringe to lay flat rather than bulky,,,he layered it just so and then the bottom fringe worked in was black and the dress was deep blue,,,very very nice,,,hope he can keep it up...some designers have a flash int he pan,,,but then bottom out,,,or are called one note designers,,,sometimes that can be good,,,they had a woman on who her specialty was flowy prints,,wh was really good.like Ruth McDonnell and her amazing ability to use prints and have stunning effects from them,,,I should finish my two quilts,,,my red japanese quilt and my african tribute,,,I love that one,,,the woman and the child print,,
Oh yeah it seems like african men are being targeted by the police,,,I do nto think it has anything to do with Obama,,,just something the police do every once in a while go through a spat of shootings against black me,,,for nothing,,,they never catch the reall bad ciminals or they are already in jail so now they catch the bus fare avoiders and the cigar stealers in the convienance store,,,all the real bad guys are in jail..and the jisls are crowded....so what are you gonna do,,but shoot them I guess...
The tiles work for me,,it gets most of the pulsing and frequencies down to where it is not a health threat,,,or hurtf

Friday 22? august,,,14

I was talking to my daughter and we were discussing james,,,our heroin addict grandson,,, I called him tonight and he was fucked up,,,he said he only had a couple of nips,,,no way, he was barely able to slur and talk,,,I told her to call the cops on his dealer,,and she was working on it,,she called they did not answer,,,so she was thinking of getting in touch with is doc the one who passes out these drugs,,to dealers...A lot of the targeting involves people,,,Ti,,s who saw drug deals,,,was neighbor to a drug dealer,,,etc...so a lot of this targeting inbobes drugs,,,,my daughter said the cops do nothing,,,they consdier the person reporting as a snithch,,,,and look down on  them...instead of concerned people...she says the cops don't want to bother unless it is a big drug deal...otherwise don't bother...
I shall warn my daughter not to get involved,,,,,she could become targeted......wild horses are being herded and sent to Mexico for processing,,, I wonder what Mexico is going to do with the meat,,,probaly sell it to the U.S.  one wonders..
Jillian had on a dress today and she said I bought it for her and I do not recall, it is real cute though,,and I am sure I bought it,,,I have bought her much,,,,..anyway Ferguson has calmed down ,,the military has been pulled back,,but on the internet,,,they showed a video of a guy killed by cops for not paying for his fare on the bus...I wonder what is going on,,,that is several black young men killed for minor monor crimes like this,,,,he was with an other guy and at first the guy said wilson did nothing then later recanted, and said he strong armed the clerk...for some cigars,,,then he bum rushed the cop,,,it doesn't matter young black males are easy targets,,,does't matter what they do,,,just in the wrong place at the wrong time,,,,sometimes to be honest,,,I am real glad I am white,,,a gift my parents gave to me...eben though way back somewhere on the French side,,,either black or indian or both, my mother told me my grandmother was indian,,,I asked how can you tell, she said look at her picture,,,I thought she looked Italian but my mother saw indian,,,I also saw black in the family tree,,,my brother bill had all physical attributes of being black,,except he was white,,,hig ass, kinky,,nappy really hair,,,brown eyes full lips,,,tall long legged,,,,good shepe ha had muscles too,,,anyway,,,I always thought he had the mainifistation of black blood,,,back then when the country was young,,,many single men married indiginous women,,,or whomever they could grab,,women were not common in the begiining years of our country,,,The brits frowned on going native as they called it but the FRench ,,the french did not mind at all...my dad's people came to the states in the 1500, lots of generation adn that is documented in either Moncton or St. Charles, New Brunswick,,,
My dad told me that and he could not make that up,,not the type too..like me,,,he was pretty honest.A big crack opened up in XXX , I mean a big crack,,,, earthquake or an underground stream like a mini Grand Canyon,,,I bet the christians are on that one,,,and them lots of jelly fish but that happens periodically,,,I rememver some years jelly fish,,,others few...it ebes and flows...
My whole body hurts from the pulsing
and I also told my daughter to be careful if she does anyting about drugs,,,many Ti targeting started with drug,,,deals or saw something etv....
so I told her to be anonymouse.....Anyway tired,,, will write more tomorrow....